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我是傅厉忻的命。
haipawoxiaoshi，tarangwozuotatieshenmishu，henbudeershisixiaoshihewodaizaiyiqi。
woxiaota，xiangzhixianglian17nian，zenmehaimeiyouyanghaoanquangan。
talaipisidewojinwohuaili：“zhiyouhenibaozaiyiqicaishizuihaodeanquangan。”
chentakaihui，wohuanxingxitong，yongzuihoudejifenlaichataweishenmeneimehaipa。
kexitongmianbandehuamianzhong，wozaipangbiananshui，tajingbaozhebaomunverzaipangbiangunzuoyituan。
woxiangdaomeicishuijuexinglaizhongzhongfatengdetou，haiyoukongqizhongmeisankaideshinanhuawei，wadeyishengtuchulai。
worenzhuxinkouzhuoshao，yanshenhuibaidexiangxitongkaikou：“xitong，daiwozou。”
xitongdejixieyinlengdediaozha：【suzhu，nisuoyoujifenyiyongwan，ruoshihaixiangtuolishijie，jianghuishounixianzaiyongyoudeyiqie。】
wotuoliyiyangtangzaishafashang，zhongzhongdiantou。
【huishouyujisantian，qingsuzhunaixindengdai。】
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xitonglikaihenjiu，wodoumeiyoucongganggangdehuamianzhonghuiguoshenlai。
bishangyan，quandoushifulixinbaozhebaiwanroudehuamian。
napazhishicongcongkanleyiyan，neihuamiandemeiyigexijiehaishishenshendeyinzaiwonaohai。
shenzhinaozilihaihuixiangqitadongqingshidekuitan：“haizhenshigerangrenwangwodeyaojing。”
ketamingminghenbudeershisixiaoshihewozaiyiqi，wulunganshenmedouhuihewoyiqi，shishiyiwoweixian。
zaixitongdiaochuzheigehuamianzhiqian，woxiangxindiqiuhuibaozha，doubuxiangxintahuichugui。
眼泪不争气的落下。
“nuannuan，nizenmekule，shibushishengliqitiqianlaile？”gangkaiwanhuichulaidefulixinmanlianjinzhangdechongguolai。
tayibianwen，yibianshuliandelakaibangongshidechouti，conglimiannachulehongtanghewozhuanyongdekeaibeizi。
zhiyaowoyouyidianbushufu，tajiuhuijiwozuohaoyiqietakeyizuodeshi。
shenzhipawopeitashangbanwuliao，zaitabangongshidexiaogejianli，haiyouzhuanshuyuwodedianjingfang。
tashuobuyongwoshangban，tazhixiangrangwopeizheta。
tayounenglirangwozuorenhewokaixindeshi。
kejiushizheiyangyigeren，huijiwohexiaanmianyaohebiedenvrenzaiwochuangbianliangliangqiangqiang。
“meiyou。”wobiekaiyan，sangyinganse。
faxianlebeihouzhenxiangdewo，zaiwufazhishifulixin。
“neishizenmele？shuadaoganrendeshipinle？haishishengbingle？”tazuoyoujianchazhewo，jinzhangdebuxing。
ganghaojinlaisongziliaodebaiwanrouanhanjidu：“futaitai，fuzonghaizhenshiguanxinni，renheyidianfengchuicaodongdoujinzhangdebuxing。”
“sheirangnifeihuale，jiwogunchuqu。”fulixinmouguangyilin，liansechoudelipu。
tajiushizheiyang，ruoshiwobugaoxing，taduirenherendoumeiyouhaolianse。
napazuoyetamenlianggecaiganggangjiaodiezaiyiqi。
xiangdaozhei，wozaikongzhibuzhu，yououdeyishengtuchulai。
fulixinganmangjiwopaiqihoubei：“nuannuan，nabushufu？”
xiayimiao，liyishengjiuyijinglinzheyaoxiangchongjinlebangongshi。
zheishifulixinweiwozhuanmenpinqingdesirenyisheng，zhiyaowoshentiyourenhebushi，tajiuyaozaidiyishijianganguolaiweiwozhenzhi。
liyishengnachuyiqi，duizhewojinxingleyitongjiancha。
haojifenfenzhonghou，tacaidao：“fuzong，futaitaizheibushibinglixingdeoutu，xushiwendaoleshenme**xingdeqiweihuoshikanleshenme**xingdehuamiandaozhide。”