第1章
woshizuihouyigezhidaojiangxuandangbabade。
gandaoyiyuanshi，woyaoyaowangzhejiangxuanzhenghepengyouliaotian。
“woyouhaizideshiqingqianwanbuyaogaosusongqinghuan，burantakendingyaohewonao。”
jiangxuanbuzhidao，zheiyiciwobutongyuwangchangyiyanghunao，ershiguoduanmailechuguodejipiao。
dangwohenanyouzaimaerdaifuzhunbeijiehunshi，jiangxuanquefafengsidizhaodaowo。
“qinghuan，congqianshiwobudongzhenxi，wogaisi！qiunizaijiwoyicijihuiba，wobaozhengrangnixingfu！”
nanyoujiangwolouruhuaizhong，ningmoujinggaodao：
“xiaoshuzaihushuoxieshenme？zheishiwolaopo！”
......
“yanxin，duoshaorendouxianmuniyoujiangxuanzheiyangdewanmeiweihunfuni！”
“nishenghaizizheixietian，jiangxuanmeirimeiyedezhaogu，guaibudeniganyuanfangqishiyeweitashenghaizi。”
bingfangli，jiangxuanbaozhegangchushengdexiaoyinger，kanxiangshenyanxinshiyandijinshiaiyi。
“haishiyanxinweida，wohenganxieta。”
wodingdingdizhengzaimenkou，ruleihongdingbanjingya，shizhongbuganxiangxinyanqianzheiyimujingshizhende！
shenyanxinshiwocongxiaowandaodadebiaomei。
erjiangxuanshiwoaileduoniandenanren。
tamenjingranandiligoujie，haigongtongyunyulehaizi？
“axuan，womendeshiyizhimanzheyebushibanfa，dengsongqinghuanhuilai，kendinghuizhidaode。”
shenyanxintankouqi，manyanyouchoudekanxiangjiangxuan。
“bupa，dengsongqinghuanfaxian，wozihuihetashuoqingchu。”
“woxihuanderenshizhongshini，congweibianguo，yanxin。”
jiangxuanjiangyingerqingroudifangxia，youfushenqinwentadeetou。
tayiguanqinglengdeshenqingjingzaizheiyikezhanfangchumingxiandewenrou。
erwoxinkouchoutongyishun，zenmeyemeixiangdaobiaomeiheairengaozaiyiqidegouxuejuqinghuifashengzaiwoshenshang。
bijingzaiwochuguoqian，jiangxuanzuanjinwodeshouqinkouduiwoshuo：
“qinghuan，dengnixuechengguilai，wojiuhenizaiyiqi。”
kexianshibingfeiruci，yanqianyimulingwohuxiyizhi，yanleidakedakedezaxialai，quewushengdiluozaidibanshang。
woxilexibizi，shixianmohuzhetaochushouji，diankaijiangxuandeliaotiankuang。
zuihouyitiaoxiaoxishizaiyitianqian，wangshangfandoushiwozhudonggentafenxiangrichang，taquecongweihuifuguo。
更别提主动找我了。
woqiaozhehejiangxuandeliaotianjilumengranxingwuguolai。
zheiliangnianjian，jiangxuanduiwodetaiduyufalengdan，jibianwoyousuochajue，yehaishiqieerbushedehetafenxiangrichang。
xianzaikanlaiwozhenxianggexiaochou。
shashadidengzheneixiebenjiubuhuishixiandenuoyan。
woxiang，jintianzheishizuihouyicizhudonglianxijiangxuan。
wotaishoucadiaoyanjiaodelei，huxifazhandebianjileyitiaoxinxifajijiangxuan。
【axuan，nizaimangma？nihaoduotianmeiliwole。】
yuwoyiqiangzhigedebingfang，jiangxuandeshoujizhenleyixia。
wotouguobolichuang，ganghaoqiaojianjiangxuannaqishouji，dandandepieleyan，queyoujiangshoujifangxia，meihuiwodexiaoxi。
shenbiandepengyouyekanjianleshangmiandebeizhu，diaokandao，“zenmebuhuirenjia？”
jiangxuanlaidaoshenyanxinshenbian，wenroudeyuqishizhixiangkou，zhushizhetashuo：
“youshenmehaohuifude？”
“woxihuandeyizhishiyanxin，zhiyusongqinghuan，wobatadangmeimei，yaobushijialilaorenzhufuwoduozhaogusongqinghuan，wocailandehetazhouxuan。”
yuanlaiwoduijiangxuaneryan，zhishimeimeia。
neiyike，gangzaiwoxinlijianliqidexingfuyourupaomobanhuranhuanmie。
wobuzhidaozijishizenmezouchuyiyuande。
zhizhidaodangwohunhuneelaidaoyiyuanmenkoushi，qiahaozhuangjianjiangxuandepengyou。
tashoulihaitizheguolanhexianhua，zaikandaowodeshunjian，tayandifuxianyimoxianeryijiandechayi。
“songqinghuan，nishenmeshihouhuiguode？”
wochunbianjichumianqiangdekuxiao，bingweihuidaduifangdewenti，ershidalegezhaohubianzhuanshenlikai。
zuoshangchuzucheshi，leishuizaiyicimohulewodeshixian，wodesixuyehuidaolejiusuineinian。
fumuzaiwaidapin，wozixiaogennainaishenghuo。
zinainaiqushihou，jialibianjiangwotuofuyujiangxuandemuqin。
gangdaojiangjiadeshihou，chulejiangmu，sheidoukanbuqiwo。
jiulianjialideyongrendouduiwodaizheyouseyanjing。
tamenshichangbujiwozhunbeizaocan，wobianzhinengchenzhetamenchiwanhou，zijiqunayibeilengzangdeniunai。
kewohaiweidaizheniunaihuifang，jiubeiyongrenfaxian，bingjiangwohenhenmaleyidun。
jiangxuanjiushizheigeshihouchuxiande。
tadangzaiwomianqian，yishoujiangwohuzaishenhou，yanlihechiduifang，“sheijinidedanzizheiyangduidai**？”
那是我第一次见他。
houlaiwocaizhidao，tashijiangjiadashaoye。
tazongshuo：“songqinghuan，zaijiangjiawobaohuni，meirenzaiganqifuni。”
youlejiangxuanbaohudeneiduanrizi，wozaijiangjiazaiyemeibeikezeduidaiguo。
zhizhiwoshibasuineitian，jiangxuanyuewoqushandingkanxingxing，tazaijianwozhiqianhezuile，jianmianhoubaozhewoqinlehenjiuhenjiu。
wobuzhisuocuozhiji，jiangxuantiezaiwoerpanshuo，“songqinghuan，woxiangquniweiqi。”
wodeergenzidangxiajiuhongle。
“dengniduwanshuhuilai，wojiuhenizaiyiqi。”
weilejijiangxuanyigejingxi，woteyimeitouluhuiguodeshijianhehangban。
quemeixiangdao，yingjiewodebushijiangxuanxiangwogaobai，ershidezhijiangxuanyiweirenfudexiaoxi。
woyemeixiangdao，wodebiaomei，lianhewoaidenanren，gongtongqipianlewo。
wosisiyaozhexiachun，jinkenengdeqiangpozijibuyaokuchushenglai。
zaiyanleicaganhou，woguoduantaochushoujidingleqitianhouchuguodejipiao。
woxiang，neiyikewozhongyushiranle。
我决定放弃。
fangqixihuanleshijiniandejiangxuan。