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wunianqian，yinweiwobushenxieluledagedeweizhi，rangdasaochengleguafu。
dasaojingshenshichang，zhuiyaerwang。
laogongshangxinguodu，bayijinghuaiyundewosongjinliaoyangyuan**。
wokuzhegaosutawohuaiyunle，taqueshuo：
“zheidoushiniqiandasaode！”
wozailiaoyangyuanneibeilunliulingnvezhiliuchan，
ketamenshenzhilianwohaizideshigudoubufangguo，fenshaochengjiaogujikanmengoumoya。
zhidaowunianhoudasaodaizheyifuzibeilaogongjiehui，laogongcaizhongyuxiangqilewo，
“shennianchu，baneigeyezhongjiaochulaijixiaobaohuanshen！”
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wunianlai，wodiyicibeiyunxuchuanshanghaisuantimiandeyifu，likaizheigerenjiandiyu。
shenshangpenlejinhuyizhengpingangguidexiangshui，quegaibuzhuneiguyijingshenrugusuidexiaodushuiyufuxiuhunhedeqiwei。
bieshumenwai，huayuanlideweifengchuiguo，linruoweilikerouruodicumei，yongsipayanzhukoubi，fachuyilianchuanxiweidekesou。
lichengxiaojihushishunjianjiangtalanjinhuaili，touxiangwodemuguangruilirubingzhui，xiangzaidaliangyijianzhanmanwuhuidelaji。
“wosongniquliaoyangyuan，shirangnifansheng！bushirangnixuezheixiexiasanlandeshouduanboquguanzhu！”
“haibukuaigunquxiganjing！biebanineishenexindeweidaodaijinwuli！”
wolianshangxuesejinshi，shentiyinkongjuerbennengdisesuo，zuilihanhubuqingdizhongfuzhe：“duibuqi......wocuole......womashangqu......”
etouzhuangzaibingliangdedalishidimianshang，shenchuxuesi，yingchenzhewoshougulinxun、haowushengqidelian，gengxiankebu。woquezhizhidaoyibianbiandiketouqiurao。
“womashangqu！qiuni......biesongwohuiqu！buyao......”
lijiadeyongrenmenzhanzaiyuanchu，yanshenlimanshihaobuyanshidebiyiheyane。
“daoxianzaihaizhuangkelian！”
“wunianqianneichangbangjiaan，kendingshiniguyihanlizonglaogong，**linfuren，caihaitashizuzhuiya！”
“yaobushilinfurenmingda，nijiusuanbeinongsiyiwancidoubugou！”
死一万次？
woxiangqizaineijianbinglengdebingfangli，beichuangrudejigenanrenanzaidishang......siliedetongchu，fuzhongshengmingdejisuliushi......neishangweichengxingdehaizi，hunzhexuewubeitamentuozou，xiangchulilajiyiyang......
wosixinliefeidekuhanhejuewangdeaiqiu，zhihuanlaitamenningxiaozhedelianheshenhoujianshiqibinglengdehongdian。
tamenshenzhizaiwobeizhemodaohunmishi，jiangzhanmanxuedechuangdansaidaowozuili......
“a！”wobengkuijianjiao，fengkuangdisichezhezijidetoufaheshenshangneijianbuheshendeyifu。
“wocuole！fangguowo！qiuqiunimenfangguowo！rangwozuoshenmedoukeyi！”
dangzhelijiasuoyourendemian，wohenkuaijiangbitidewaiyisichenglebutiao。
zhongrenmianmianxiangqu，lichengxiaokanzhewoshenxiangneiyideshou，lianseyinchendenengningchushuilai。
“够了！”
“shennianchu！nijiusuanzhuangfengmaisha，yemobuqunidangnianhaileruoweideshishi！”
“woduinizhiyouyigeyaoqiu，bahaizijiaochulai，rangtajuanshenjiruoweidehaizi。”
“kanzaitashenshangliuzhewodexuedefenshang，wokeyirangtarenzuguizong。”
“niyekeyihuilai，jixuzuonide......lifuren。”
zuihousangezi，tashuodejiman，daizhecuidudechaofeng。
wobushuohua，zhishibuzhudiketou。
shenzhipadaolichengxiaojiaobian，baozhutacadezengliangdeshougongpixie，beiweidiaiqiu。
linruoweijingyadiwuzhuzui，yanzhongquefeikuaishanguoyisiedudekuaiyi。
“tingshuojingshenbingyuanli......youxierenweilehuodeyoudaihuozhefaxie，huizuoxie......buguangcaideshi......nianchumeimei，nizheiyang......”
“ai，zaizenmeshuo，niyeshiaxiaomingyishangdeqizi，lijiadefuren，zenmenengzheimeziganduoluo！”