gaokaoneinian,mamamanzhewoshengxiadidi,jialiyiyebaofu。
bamamawoshizaixing,haitamenguoleshijiniankurizi,lianrendaibaojiangwodiuchumen。
xianglaiyubamabuduifudegugu,jingtichushouliuwo。
babayilianbunaifan:“suini,hengshubuquegepeiqianhuo!”
wogentazoule,kantagengufuchaodebukekaijiao,weizheigejiabucixinlao,quecanzaochehuoshenwang。
ergufuquanranbugu,genchezhubaichehou,nazheqianxixiaoyankai,linzouhaibuwangtukoushui,shengchengchuhuiqi。
那晚,我噩梦连连。
hudijingxingshi,yaoshenyibianchenglewoyeye。
1.
mengqiayibadatuihou,wocaijieshoulezheigeshishi。
1992nian,nainaibingzhong,rengxia15suidebabahe14suidegugubiansashourenhuan。
zheinian,babazhengshangchusan,guguyejinsuiqihou。
yeyehangugudaogenqian,paibanjitabantuixue。
tazhongyupanniyihui,qideyeyegaoxueyafazuo,beiwozuanlekong。
wunei,laojiudedengpaoshanshuobuding,gaodewodexinqishangbaxia。
yanqianmianhuangjishou,toufapengluandeminibanguguzhengjuezhezui,jueqiangdidingzhewo。
tachuanzhemanshipodongdekuzi,jiaocaishuangpocaoxie,zaikanshangyi,budingdoutiedebuchengyangle。
dangshineiniandai,nayoushenmepodongku,nanguaimeihuitiqitongnianwangshi,tazongbikoubutan,yuanlaishiparenxiaohua。
womannaozidoushitalinsiqianchichibukenbiyan,yihantanqideyangzi。
shunjianwubixinteng,yanshenyebiandeciaiqilai:“niyaobuxiangtuixueyexing。”
tahuyidipiaowoyiyan:“zhende?”
shengpawoxiayijutichushenmeyaoqiu,putongyishengguidaozaidi,pinmingketouqiuworangtaduxiaqu。
kanzhetaneihuipupudexiaolian,wobitouyisuan。
keliandegugu,jiuyinzheidianxiaoshiduiwoyeganendaide,xinganqingyuanzuotayanglaodegongjuren。
dishangdesisixuejitixingwo,zaibufutaqilai,toukeyaokepole。
woshenchushou,gangyaofuta,yourenturanchongjinmendahan:“bixutuixue!yaobuwoxuefeizaban!”
taitoukanqu,yuanlaishiwoqinaidebaba。
cishitazhengshangchusan,buyingmangzhezhongkaoma?
zenmexuebuhaohaoshang,haixurongxinzuosui,chuanqimingpailai?
zhikexi,zaizenmezhuangban,douyangaibulezheiguangxianlianglidewaibiaoxia,chouloudelinghun!
wonaohaizhongdexieefengkuangjiaoxiao:zhengxiangzhaonini,nidaozijizhaoshangmenlaile。
2.
yeyexianglaixinfeng“duoziduofu”,najiameigenanwachuanzongjiedai,yanxuxianghuo,keyaozaocunlirenxiaohuade。
jiuzheiyang,gugudaizhedajiadeqipan,zainainaijianjiandeduzizhongmanmanzhangda。
danchulaihou,renquedoushaleyan:shibuzhiqiandenvwazi!
xijuxingdinanwabiannvwa,rangyeyezaicunlitoudiujinlianmian。
taduiguguhenzhirugu,liandailaolaoyebeishoulengluo。
queduibabatengaiyoujia,baxiaoxiaoderenerchuishangtian,jiuchameiguaqilai,yucaishenyepingqipingzuogongbai。
haowuyiwen,tadejiaoyushichenggongde。
errumuranxia,babazhangchengletamanyideyangzi——kuangwangzida,ziyiweishi,duiqinmadahoudajiao,duiqinmeigengshiquandajiaoti。
zuoweijializunguidenanding,mamahemeimeijiuxianglianggegongtashihuan,renlaorenyuandemianfeibaomu。
ouerbutongkuaile,laodedongbulejiunaxiaodelaichuqi。
meimeiyaodushu?zenmekeyi!tashenglaijiugaidagongzhuanqiangongtadudaxue,dengdaonianji,zaibazijimaigehaojiaqianjitamaifangquxifu!
wogaoershi,tabianjinggaowo:“laozidezhongzigeerhaibulejie?nineinaozijiugenniguyigeyang,dushangquyebaidu!gancuishoushituixuezhuanqian,meizhungandeshanggongnididudaxue!”
woyiwei,neizhishikezaitanaohailidefengjiansixiang,quandangwanxiaohuating,meixiangquechenglezhen。
gaokaowanhuijia,jiaohaimeitajinmen,jiuxitidabaofuwu,waizengwodizheigedajingxi。
bababorandanu:“nijiushigezaixingzhuanshi!haiwomenguoleshijiniankurizihaiganhuilai!gunyuandian!zaigankaojinxiaoxinwoningduannidebozi!”
wokanxiangmama,taquelehedidoudidiwan,liangeyanshendoubushedeshishe。
fandaoshixianglaiyubamabuduifudegugu,shangqiantiwoshuohua:“hudushangqiebushizi,nimenzenmerenxin!nimenbuyang,woyang!”
“suini,hengshubuquegepeiqianhuo!meiyoujingangzuanhaixianglanciqihuo?qiongguijiazaixing,zhihuigengdaomeilou。”
tahahadaxiao,zhuantouyongzhemamajinmen,yijiasankouqilerongrong。
gugudingzheyali,zaiwushucizhengchaohou,zhongyujiangwoliuxia。
weilezheigejia,tabuxiqizaotanhei,baitianlianjiansanfengong,xialebanyoujinchangjianxiantou,zhiweiduozhuanjifenqian。
jibianruci,tayemeibanfenbaoyuan,shenzhizaiwokuijiuzizeshi,haianweiwo:“kan,jintianzhengleyibaini!yiyizhenshigugudexiaofuxing!”
kemashengzhuantiaoxichuduan,eyunpianzhaokumingren。
yankanshenghuojiuyaohaoqilai,chehuoquedaizouleta。
tadeyisheng,fangfojiushikunandezhenshixiezhao。
diebutengniangbuai,zaijiachongqiliangsuangechuqitong,jiarenhouyoucaolaowusuozhong。
danwojiranchenglewoyeye,yiqiejiuyougaibiandexiwang,juebunengzairangtazoushanglaolu!
zhiyuwoba,haoriziyijingdaojintoule!
3.
xianzaideta,haishigexiaozi,meifazhandaodingzuidarendedibu。
gengbieti,rujinwocaishitadie!
woyaleyazuijiao,yizhizhuneixindekuangxi,baichuyifuyansudeyangzi:“nixiaozi,shuoshenmehuhuani!youshouyoujiaobuhuizhengshiba?jingjilaozixiarangrang!”
babayanshenzhongmanshibujie,mianshangrengbufuqi:“ba,wozheishuangshoukeshiyaokaodaxuede,nanengzuozheizhongshi?jiangjieerbuyiyang,shenglaijiugaigansihourendehuo,rangtatuixuezhengqiangongwodushutianjingdiyi!”
taqingmiedisaoleguguyiyan,zhuanerchixiao。
sandaidanchuannandingjitadezixin,rangtameiliyouxiangxinzheigehuangmiudeshuofa。
henhao,woerhuabushuo,chaoqishenpangdesaozhouwangtabeishangchou:“woshinibahaishinishiwobaa?laozizuoshihaixuyaonilaijiao?”
bababiedemanliantonghong:“ba,nihutula?yaowozhengqianneishuzanian?laojiangjiadeguangrongshiminghaidekaowowanchengni!”
taguyihoudedasheng,henbudesuoyourenlaiweiguan,titapingli。
cunlitoubaguadeponiangmen,henkuaiganlaicourenao。
“laifushuodedui,jiangshuninjinergefanhutula?dushukaodaxue,guangzongyaozudedashilei。”
“xiaoyatoupianzi,nengrenjigezijiuhaola,yihoujiarenzhidaobangchenjialijiucheng。”
buchuyiliao,tamendouzhandaobabaneibian,fenfenquandaowo。
babadezuijiaoqiaodelaogaole。
“kebushima,fumuzhainanhaiyo,haihaoshenzizaokaiqiao,chuoxuezhuanqian,huiniangjiabeilaotaitainiantaozhexiaoshunni。”
woshunzheshengyinwangleguoqu。
o,yuanlaishicunlitouyoumingde“dazibushi”——wangdajiaowangshen。
taqianzhegugudeshou,buyanqifanxuanyaozijidewangshi。
guguliandouzhoukuaichengkuguale,shoujinjinzhuazhekutuibufang。
haoxiao!shenmeshihoubeiguanshangdaodedegaomao,chenglezhidexuanyangdemeishile?
zijimeidianjianshi,quezhanzhanzixi,larengongchenlun,xiangdoubiexiang!
wozhongzhongtuikaita,bagugudaidaoshenhou,xiaodao:“wangqiucao,niniubinidiyi,nizaihailikaifeijixingleba。”
xiayimiao,tajingjiaoxiuwulian:“jiligualashuoshaanbudong,yaokuajiuzhijiedian。”
zhouweirendouhahadaxiaoqilai,yumeiwuzhi,kexiaoyoukelian。
zaidajiadechaoxiaoshengzhong,tazhongyuyishidaobuduijing,henhenwanwoyiyanhouluohuangertao。
nazhirengangzou,babayoulaizuoyao:“ba,nizenmenengqifurenwangshenni!tayeshikanjiangjieermeiniangguanjiao,caihaoxinjiaotazuoren。”
4.
ehuo,xiangbawojiazaidaodedezhigaodianshangshenpanshiba?
ba,woyebuxiangjiachouwaiyang,kenifeiyaobiwo,neijiumeibanfale。
wogouqichunjiao,yi**tanzuozaidi,dangchangzhanshi“wumiaoluolei”dedumenjueji。
biankubianzhizheta:“dajiahuodoulaiquananlaotouzi,kenimenbuzhidaoshiqingna。laifuxuehuaile,rangrangxuefeibugou,qishidouchuanshenshangle。”
meidanggugubutinghua,yeyejiugezhongbiehuai。
buxiangfangqizhongkao,yeyekujidahuokan;bukencongzhongzhuanchuoxuejiaren,yeyezhijienaodaojuweihuiqu;tanqindaibianyihuo,yeyezhisangmahuai,banyueshuluobuxiabaici。
zheixie,douchenglebamaxianbaidetanzi。
zhibuguo,tiandaohaolunhui,cangtianraoguoshei。
babayongyuanbuhuixiangdao,youyitian,zheiyitaohuiyongdaozijishenshang。
wohegugudeyifu,zaibabayishenmingpaidechentuoxia,yuefaxiandepojiu。
zaikanneidiaoqideqiangbi,poniangmenlimaweidaotashenpangshuojiao。
“laifu,nibaburongyi,haizhiwangnini,yaochuandengjieergongzuohoujinimai。”
“nanhaizichuanzheixielisuoyingdang,dannidexiangxiangjiangshua,zenmedushubaliangxindoudumeileni?”
shuolaishuoqu,daodishebudeshanghaitacuiruodeneixin。
danyezugourangtacongshunfengshunshuideshenghuochulai,ganshouxiafengyanfengyule。
tapinmingwujinerduo,xiangtaoli。
zuihou,zhengtuobucheng,fachupaoxiao:“wojiurongyima!pingshenmedajiasuisuibianbianchuanmingpai,chidacan,erwoqueyaoyonghuangyanlaitianbu!”
taqi,meiyoushengzaifuguijia,meiyoubieshudacanhemingpai,zhinengyongchuiniulaizhaohuizijideyouyuegan。
keyeyejibianweiquziji,daiguguguokurizi,yeyaobazuihaodejita。
xiangdaozheiwojiulaiqi,dajiaoyitai,haobuliuqingchuaixiangtaduzi。
“nigebuxiaozi!laozizaoshenmenieshenglenizheigezaoxinwanyi!”
kanwoqidexiongkoujulieqifu,yourenkaishigongqingqilai:“laifu,nigexiaowawa,zenmenengaimuxurongni?”
“zancunkemeizheitiaojian,nibaleisileihuo,shenmedouyini,nikebunengzheiyangyo!”
“kanlainibashuodemeicuo,youshouyoujiao,jiugairangnichikuduanlian。”
babahaizaibianbo,kequeyuemiaoyuehei。
yaozhidao,cunlideponiangyiqinjianchijiazhucheng,duidacanmingpaigengshichizhiyibi。
sandaidanchuannandingdeshenfen,zaizheishizhihuichengweichenzhongdeshitou,yadetachuanbuguoqilai。
erwo,yanshendoulandejita,lazhegugutouyebuhuizoule。
tazaineibianshuishenhuore,wozaigonganjuledezizai。