“砰——”
chengdaizhongzhongdeguanshanglemen。
takaozaiguanshangdemenhou，bilebiyanjing，shenxijikouqi，jiangxinzhongdeweiquhefennutongtongyanxiaqu。
zuocuoshiqingderen，weishenmehainengguangmingzhengdadeweiqu。
linmuhaizaiqiaomen，doubeichengdaiwushi。
bangexiaoshihouqiaomenshengmanmantinglexialai。
tajishuxidelvshidaledianhua，rangtafuzeliqingzijigenlinmuguanyugongsigufenzhijiandeqingsuangongzuo。
mangwanzheixieshiqing，chengdaiyijiumeiweikouchifan，quyushixilegezao。
zhaojingzideshihoukandaoshenshangdewenhen，congxiongkouyanshendatui，nengyongyifuzhegaizhudedifang，douliuxialeyinji。
chengdaizhoumei，buzhidaogaishuohanjuetiexinhaishiyoushenmeteshupihao。
zaiqingxineigeweizhishi，chengdaitengdedaoxiyikouliangqi。
tazheicaiyishidao，zijiyinggaishishangdaole。
benyiweiyinggaimeishenmedashi，kewulunshishangcesuohaishizouludounanshou，haoxiangyinyinhaiyouxueji。
chengdailianpibo，buxiangquyiyuan，jiushangwangchalecha。
zaiyidui“zhanmoyan”，““polie”desongrencihuili，yingzhetoupizhunbeiquyiyuan。
zaizheishi，shoujixiangleqilai。
shiluopinglvshidalaide：“chengxiaojiehenbaoqian，duifangjubupeihe，yaoqiuniqinzimiantan，lingwai……yinweierweibingweijiehun，suoyizuihoudejieguojidagailv，yebuhuishipingjunfenpei，gongsidefarendengwenjianshanghaidoushilinmudemingzi，muqiandeqingkuangduiyuwomenlaishuo……henbuli。”
huaneryanzhi，chengdaiduoniandenulihedapin，kenengdaozuihoushengxiabuleshenme。
zheigeshihoufenkai，duitahenbuli。
——
zhoujilaikanta，tingdaolinmuhaiyoulianqiuyuanliang，damatabuyaolian。
“tazheijiushixiangyaoyongqianbizheniditouni，zheigewangbadan！jueduibunengrangtadecheng！”
chengdaipibeidekaozaishafashang，“luolvshideyisihenmingque，muqiandeqingkuangwonengnadaodebuduo，naodaofatingshangyeyiyang，liyizuidahuadequdaobianshisixiaxieshang。”
zhoujiyipaidatui：“zhaohanjuea！”
chengdaiwenyan，yanpiyitiao：“shenme？”
zhouji：“tamenbenshenjiubuduifu，xiangbihanjueyehenleyukandaolinmubutongkuai，zuizhongyaodeshi……nimendoushuiguole，bunengrangtabaishuia，yiyefuqibairien，bangbangnizenmele。”
zhoujijuedezijizheigezhuyijianzhibangjile，cuanduozhechengdaixianzaijiuquzhaohanjue，“woganggangwenletongshitagongsidedizhi，wosongniguoqu。”
“buguonizheishenyifubuxing。”zhoujijiangtadaliangleyixiazhihou，congyijuliyifanxunzhao，zhaoletiaobaiqunzi，“zheijian，nichuanbaiqunzideshihoutechun，hanjuekendingrenbuzhu。”
chengdaijicixiangyaochazui，doubeizhoujileilifengxingdejidaduanle，zuihoubeitalazhexialou。
yizhiyuchengdaiwanquanwangjilehanjueshuoyaolaizhaotanajiezhideshiqing。
“准备去哪儿？”
zaichengdaiyaobeizhoujifengfenghuohuolazhecongdiantizouchulaishi，yidaosumudeshengyinzailiangrenqianfangxiangqi。
“han，xian？”zhoujitiaomei。
heisexizhuangku，mosechenshan，meiyoulingdai，waizhaoyihuiseshushenmajia，shenxingtingbaersumu，shoulinazhegebutaifuheqizhideyaodai。
“嗯。”他应声。
zhoujijianzheizijisongshangmenle，tuiletuichengdai，yongzhiyoulianggerennengtingdaodeshengyinshuodao：“jihuizijishangmenle，bawozhu！”
chengdaipieleyanhanjue，juedeyouxieganga，shengpatatingdaozhoujidehua。
“hantongxue，bu……hanlaoban，chengdaizhenghaoyoushiqingzhaoni，waimianwenziduo，nimenquloushangliaoba，woxianzoule，zanmenxiacijian。”
zhoujihuilehuishou，guoduanshanren。
chengdaitoupiyizhenfama，tagenhanjuesuiranfashengguozuiqinmideguanxi，danzhende……butaishu。
“shenmeshi？”hanjuechuimouwenta。
tazhangleyizhangkanshangqujiufengliuduoqingdelian，pianshengqizhishuleng，chuimoukanrenshi，daizhegujinyudeweidao。
rangtazhenggerenyouzhongmirendesiliegan。
chengdaixinyiheng，shuidoushuile，jiaoqingyemeiyoushenmeyisi，“nidejiezhizailoushang，ruguobujieyidehua，shangquhebeishuiba。”
——
xiejuyouyicixingtuoxie，chengdairangtazijina，zijiquzhaohuanxialaideyifu。
hanjuezhanzaimenkou，daliangzhetazoulubutaizirandezishi，kanleyanzijishoushangdedongxi。
congkoudailizhaochujiezhishi，chengdaiyinyuekandaoshangmianhaoxiangyoukezi：p&y?
***？
dangchengdaijiangjiezhidijihanjuedeshihou，hanjuejiangyaogaojileta。
是一支雌激素软膏。
程黛：“……”
hanjuedanshengdao：“zhitengde，nibufangbiandehua，wokeyibangmang。”
chengdaishitucongtadelianshangzhaochuyisiyihaoshualiumangdezongji，meiyouchenggong。
chengdaizhitijiangyingdeshouxiale，taxiangjirantaxinhuaikuijiu，jiexialaideshiqing，yinggaiyebuhuizhijiejujue。
“woxiangzhaonibanggemang。”
hanjuetingletamuqiandechujinghou，kaozaishafashang，daliangzheta。
“chengdai。”tashuo，“womenzhishuileyiwan。”
chengdaitingchuletaweiwandejujue，youxiexieqi。
“woganghuiguobujiu，genjishangweizhawen，yiwan，buzhide。”taqinglengdeshengyinjixu。
chengdaixinrusihui，juedeyouxiewudizirong：“shi，shiwotangtule，jiezhiniyeyijingnadaole，wojiubusongnile。”
tadizhetou，xianzaizhixiangtakuaidianlikai，rangtanengzhaogedifengzuanjinqu。
“zaipeiwoyiwan。”hanjuedao。
chengdaijibeiyijiang，lengzhu，chihuandetaiqitou：“shen，shenme？”
hanjuezhangshenyulidezuozainaer，“zheijianshiqing，yiwanwobutaihuasuan。”
chengdainiezheshouzhi，naodaiyizhenfangkong，dengtahuiguoshenlaishi，yijingbeihanjueyazaileshenxia。
tashuoxiangshishizaishafashang。