“xujiahe，nicongxiaodaodashiwogongnichihe，gongnishangxue，shiwo！xianzainibushengbuxiangdiyaoqujiangchengcanjiashenmejingsai，niwenguowomeiyou？niqujiangchengxiangganshenme？wogaosuni，wobutongyi！”
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“jiahe，zheiweishiqishushu，womenyihouyiqishenghuo。”
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“xujiahe！wodangchujiugaiqiasini！”
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“jiahe，woshimama。”
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“jiajia，jiajiwoba。”
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“啊——”
xujiaheconghunluandemengjingzhongzhengzhazhejingxing，jijididakouchuanqi。
tademenglinglingsuisui，kanbuwanzheng，yihuiershixiaoshihouzaiyancheng，yigerenhaipadebuganshuijue；yihuiertadiezhuidaohaichengwentayaoshanyangfei；yihuiertabeiguruqiudaihuiqijia；yihuieryoushibeirenqiuhun。
yigepianduanjiezheyigepianduan，xiangshizuotianguruqiudeneidileiyouyicitangdaotadexinshang。
“做噩梦了吗？”
xujiahebeizheidaowenroudeshengyinlahuichenjinzaimenglidesixu，lenglengdikanzhezuozaitabingfangshafashangdesongyi。meiyouxiangdaozuowantashuidehenkuai，yuanbenyiweijinglizheiyangdeshiqing，anzhaotayiwangjingyanzenmeyehuishimian。
jintiandesongyihuanleyishenheisedechongfengyi，kouzhedingheisedeyashemao。nongmeidayan，yanwoweixian，pangfoyiyanjiunengbarenxijinqu，biliangtingli，xiahexianqingxililuo，zhenggerenshuaiqisuixing。
xingguoshen，xujiahecaifaxianzijiyizhizaidingzhetakan，congcongpiekaiyan。
guoranshishuihutule，haowujingtiyishi。
songyiyaxiazijixiangyaoshangqiandedongzuo，zhuazheshafadefushou，yibianyibiandikezhi。
bunengji，jiajiaxianzaihendichuta。
“mamabuyaopae，xiaoniangaoyidinghuibaohumamade。“
yishuangxiaoshouqingqingpailepaita，xujiahezheicaifaxianxiaoniangaopazaichuangshangdelingyibian，heyishenheidesongyibutongdeshi，xiaoniangaochuanzhekekeaiaidelanseyanggaomaowaitao，yikexiaonaodaibeiyifudedamaozizhaozhe。
yanqiandehaiziyikouyige“mama”dehanta，mianduituruqilaideerzixujiahenanyizhaojia，qingkelesheng，ganbabadishuodao；“wobupa。”
beiliangrenkanzhe，xujiaheyoudianbuzizai，chengzheshouxiangzuoqishen。tagangyoudongzuo，songyihuranzouguolai，haoxiangyaofuta？
xujiaheshunjianzuoqishen，bushidiroulerouhuranyongjingdeshouwan，“bubu......buyongle，xiexie。”
shuowan，xujiahexiangdaoshenme，taitoukanta。haihaohaihao，jintiantadailegemaozi，kanbuqingtadeyanshen。
songyikantadedongzuo，miansedandandidixiatou，yizhanglianyinzaimaoyanhoumian，congshoubiandebeibaojiacenglizixidinachulianggebenzidijita。
tashuochudehuayijiuxiangchunfengbanwenroushuxin：“keyiquminzhengjuchazhenwei。”
xujiahekanzhemianqiandelianggehongbenben，shenshoujieguo，shijiehunzheng。
neiyeshitamendehezhao，liangrendouchuanzhebaichenshan，julihenjin。nvhaizhangfapisan，wenwandexiaochongdanletashenshangdeqingleng。nanhaiyitouliluodeduanfa，youyuedepixiangheguxiang，wenrouqingjun。
jingtoudinggetamenxingfudexiaorong，henpiaoliangdezhaopian，tamenhenxingfuyehenbanpei。
ruguonvfangbushitadehua，xujiahehuoxuhuikuananjunnvqiao，youhuoxuhuijingyazantantamenbicijianliuludeaiyi。
danxujiahewanquanbujide，jiyiliershiduoniandedanshen，kanzhezhaopianshangxingfude“xujiahe”zhishengmosheng。
“nihuiqunadema？”xujiahelaihuimozhehongbenzideyebian。
zuotianbingmeiyoukandaozheige，xianglaizuotianyaoshiyou，songyinachulaikendingbiyanyugengyoushuofuli。
“ng，jialiyiyuanbuyuan。”
jia？yeshiyigemoshengdezi。
xujiahexianghetahaohaoliaoliao，yeyouhenduohuashuo。tabuxihuanyanqianxiangnongwuzhedangdeganjue，taxiangyaoliqingzheituanluanma，ketayigerencuoluandejiyibingbunengzuodao，zuotiantashiguole。
dantahaishihenbushiying，zaitayiweidejiyilikeshi24niandedanshengou，momodizhuanlegehuati，anshizijixunxujianjin。
kanchutadeganga，songyijieguojiehunzhengxiaoxinyiyidifanghuiqu，youcongbeibaolinachuyigeshoujidijita，“niyiqiandeshoujiyongbulele，zheishixinde，limianzanshicunlejialijigerendehaoma，nixianyongzhe。”
“e，xiexie。”xujiahejieguo，huakaijiandanliulanleyibian。shoujidingweizaijiangcheng。
她确实身处江城。
xujiahefaxianleyigehenhaodeqierudian，xinlifanfucuocicaikaikoudao：“wojiyilimeiyouduijiangchengdeyinxiang，woshicongxiaozaijiangchengma？”
tingdaoxujiahezhudongwenqizheixieshi，songyihengaoxing，xinlidejiujiehesuansesanlebushao，“nigaozhongyihoudouzaizheibian。”
“gaozhongzhihou？neigaozhongzhiqianni？”
songyihaimeilaidejihuidata，bingfangmen“peng”diyishengbeituikai，fengfenghuohuocuanjinlaiyige......hongmao。
xujiahejuedetayaoshizaizoukuaidian，pingshichumendoubuyongkaichele。
zheiminghongmaocuanjinlaihouzhunquedingweidaota，youfengfenghuohuodicuandaoxujiahedemianqian，qishishizudichayaozhanzhe。
“xujiahe！nizheigemeiliangxinde，yishengzhaohudoubudajiuzijizaizheitangleliangnian，niyoumeiyouxiangguowomen？xianzaixingleyebujiwofagexiaoxibaopingan，nidexinjiushiyikuaishitou！”
“......”zheiyeshikeyidazhaohude？
“haiyouxujiahe，shuohaojiemeiyishengyiqizou，wobeizhananqifunijiutangzaizheier，yebubangwo！”
“......”taxianzaiyaozenmebang？
“gugu，mamazhishishengbingle，nibunengguaita。”yipangdexiaoniangaobaxiaonaodaicongmaozilimianzuanchulai，henshiyizhengyancidiweihutamama。
“xiaoniangao，nibaerduowuqilai，gugujintianhuihedaoni。”zheiweihongmaokandaoxiaoniangao，shengyindoulveweidiledian。
“......”woyehuihedaode，xujiaheyanjianzheiweinvshimaosiyouzaiqichendantian，yunniangzhexiayijudesihou，xiayishikanxiangyipangdesongyi。
“nikantaganshenme！xujiahe，jintianwobixujinihaohaosuansuan，kannicankuibucankui！”
xujiahe：“......”
songyikandaoxujiahewuzhudebiaoqing，zhuanshendaolebeiwenshuidijizheiweihongmao，“nanyu，hedianshui，nishenmeshihoubeiqifule。”
chenzhetaheshuidegongfu，songyiweixujiahejieshaodao：“linanyu，wobiaomei，yeshinidehaopengyou。”
linanyuchadianmeibazuilideshuituchulai，“songyige，nibuhuijieshaojiubuyongjieshao，shenmehaopengyou，shiguimi！guimi！”
“e，tabutixingwodouwangle，nixianzaijiushigemeijiyideerlengzi，mani，niyetingbudong。woshi......”
“aiyou，gunainai，nidesangziwolaoyuandoutingjianle。wojiutinggechedegongfu，nizenmejiupaodezheimekuai。”
xujiaheyanjianyoujinlaiyiweifengchenpupudenanzi，liangshoumanmandangdangdilinzhedongxi，yijinlaijiubadongxiquansaidaosongyishouli。
“zheijiushineigeqifuwodezhanan。”linanyuzhizhegangjinlaidenanzi，hesongyikongsu。
“biedaduanwo！”linanyuchaotabaibaishou，zhizhunanzixiangyaoshuohuadeniantou，zhuanguotouzuodaoyizishangduixujiahejixugangcaidehuati。
“wo，linanyu，niguimi。ta，hechen，wonanren。”takaozaiyibeishang，shuangshouhuanzaixiongqian，xiabaduizhegangjinlaidenanziyitai。
“......nihao？”xujiahemeixiangdaotahainengzaizheiweiqishiruhongdehuayuzhong，zhaodaoyisifashengdekongxi，yebuzhidaoshuodianshenmehao。
“nihao？haoshenmehao？nikankanwo，congshangdaoxia，wonaerhaolewo。”yitingxujiahedehua，linanyuyouzhale。
“nanyu。”songyifanghaohechensaiguolaideyiduidongxi，zhidaotajidongyehaishichushengshiyitalengjingdian。
“zuzong，haole，bieqibieqi，niyezhidaojiaheshiyile，biejidong。”hechendunxiashen，balinanyujiaochadeshuangshounaxialaiwozaishouzhong。
neishuangshouhaoxiangshitadezhamen，yibeifenkaihunshenxiangbeifangkongleqi，yanleiyemeilezuai。
“woyezhidaoa，keshiwobushengqi，wojiuyaokulea，wuwuwuwu。”
xujiahekanzhezaihechenanfuxia，linanyuhaowuzhengzhaodixiexiasuoyoudeqishi，weiqutongku。yuanbenhaizaijingyadeta，xinliyenanshouqilai。
taxiangdaozuotianguruqiudelei，xiangdaosongyitamendeyanshen。
眼睛是不会骗人的。
tayuanyiquxiangxinzheiyishuangshuangyanjing。
wulunshijiyicuoluanhaishiweihuqiweidechuanyue，tadiushideneiduanjiyi，duiyusongyiduiyulinanyuduiyusuoyouai“xujiahe”derenlaishuofeichangbaogui。dantacongxinglaiyizhengyanquezhishifangbeishuyuantamen，zisidichengshoutamendeguanxin，conglaimeiyouxiangguotamenxinlishizenyangqianchuangbaikongdiliuzhexuelei。
“duibuqi。”xujiaheweidixiatou，liangbiandezhangfasuizhetadedongzuochuizailelianjiashang，rangrenkanbuqingtadebiaoqing。
songyikanzhehenxinteng，zheiyoubushitadecuo，tagenbenyongbuzhedaoqian，yaoguaizhinengguaitameibaohuhaota。
“jiajia......”
“nidaoshenmeqianani，nibuzhidaowozheirenqingxubuwen，aikuaifahuoma？”
linanyujiuzhehechendeshoucalecayanlei，“e，niqueshibuzhidao，nidouwangle。jiusuanjideyemeiyong，nineiqingxuwendingdegenkuaiyaoyuanlihongchen，chujiadangniguyiyang。”
songyizaixinliananfanbo，qishibushide，tadejiajiabingbushibuhuiqingxubodong，zhishitaxiguanyuyinzang。
tayeshigexuyaorentengaidexiaohaier，zhibuguocongxiaodejinglirangtahenzaojiuxuehuiziwoxiaohuaqingxu，jirenconglaizhiyouleguankailang。jiusuanshihuaixiaoniangaodeshihou，tayehenshaochongtafapiqi。
zaiyiqijinianlitazhijianguojiajiafaguoyicihuo。
neitiantazaizhuwodeyushixizao，buxiaoxinbahuanxiyifudashi，wanquanchuanbulele。tayizhihansongyibangtasongjianyifu，dantadangshizaichufang，zaoshenghenda，yizhiyudangtafaxianganjinqudeshihou，jiajiayijingbengkuidihanlehaojiu。
tajiantajinlaiyikaishihaihenyayizhewentazaiganma，weishenmebulita。houlaiyueshuoyuefennu，shengyinyeyuefadegao，shenzhiyuzhiwentashibushibuyaotale，shibushixiangbatarengxia。
haimeidengtajieshi，jiajiaturanxiangxingshenban，shengyinzhourantingxia，wushengdiliuzhelei。tahesongyidaoqian，tashuotabushiguyiyaohetachaode，gangganggenbenkongzhibuzhu。tayiweitaxiantafan，buyuanyiguantale。
tadangshipajiajiazheliang，bianjitachuanyifubiananwei，shuotayongyuanbuhuibuyaotadejiajia，shitadecuo，meiyouzhuyiting。
jiajiatingwankuzheyaotoushuo，“wohanleyishengjiuzhidaonizaimang，mingmingkeyizijichuquna，danwozhenggerenxiangrulemo，zhixianghannilai。wozhidaozheiyangbuhao，yihoubuhuile，zhendebuhuile。”
songyizhihouxiang，juedeshitameiyoujizujiajiaanquangan，tashibaidaorangjiajiazaizijimianqianlianzuijibendeqingxushifangdekongjiandoumeiyou。
tayeyishidaojiajiapingshishiduomeyayifumianqingxu，liantadoumeifaxianguo，yizhiyuzheimeduonianjinjinzaihuaiyunqingxuzuimingandeshihou，caikankanluchuyidianhenji。
tahoulaichangchanggaosuta，tazaitamianqianxiangshuoshenmeganshenmedoukeyi，songyiyongyuanbuhuilikaixujiahe，yongyuanbuhuibuaixujiahe。
danjiajiazongshiwanyanxiaozhedaduanta，“wozhendemeishi，neicishiyiwai。nianxinmangzijideshi，wohaidengzhebaozhebaobaocanjianidebiyedianlini。”
keshihoulai，tabiyele。
毕业典礼上没有她。
“suanle，ben**darendaliang，bugennaozibuhaoderenjijiao。”linanyushunjianyoubashuangshouhuanzaixiongqian，angzhexiaba，yimiaohuifuchengda**deqishi，haoxiangganggangkuderenbushita。
songyizuozaixiaoniangaopangbianbangtawuerduo，tingdaozheihuaweizhoumeitou，“yishengshuo，jiahenaobumeiwenti，nibieluanshuo。”
“songyige！ninengbunengbuyaoshuohua，woyoubuhuichileta。”
gaolengda**yimiaopogong，zaicizhamao。zheisongyiyiqianjiushi，genhuyanzhuzisidekanzhexujiahe，hairangburangrenkaiwanxiaole！
“不能。”
songyitaiqitou，xiaoderenchuwuhai，queranglinanyumomingdehunshenfamao，douledoushenzi，fanlegebaiyanbudalita。
“wei！xujiahe，re，zheixiedongxidoushijini......erzide。”lida**zaiciyangqitajinguidexiaba，zhilezhineiduihechendaiguolaidedongxi。
xujiahe：“......”neiweishenmeyaojiaota，zhijiehanxiaoniangaoa。
qiaojianxujiaheyakouwuyandeyangzi，lida**zhongyuzhanluletadexiaorong，“niganmazheiyangkanzhewo，xianzainishahaodongxiyechibule，jiniyeshibaiji，neixieshiwojixiaoniangaodeshengriliwu。”
“niangaoa，suiranwanleyitian，danhaishizhunishengrikuaileya，neixieliwudoushigugujinizhunbeide。”neishengyinwenroudedoukuaihuachengshuile。
songyishishinakailewuzhexiaoniangaodeshou。
“谢谢姑姑。”
kanlehaoyihuiyajudexiaoniangao，zhongyutingdaoleshengyin，youyouliwu，xiaodelehehede。keshimeidengtazaitingtagugushuoshenme，tabaliangzhishouyoudaoletaerduoshang。
shengri？zuotianshizheihaizideshengrima？xujiahekanzhexiaoniangaofaleng。