wocengshigetoukuikuang、genzongkuang，xiangyingoulidelaoshubananlianzhejiangzhuo。anlianletaqinian。danzaiqianshi，
wofaxianjiangzhuoxinliyizhiyougebaiyueguang——womenxuexiaodexiaohuasongyuqing。houlai，
songyuqingbeiyiqunxiaohunhundingshangle。jiangzhuoweilebaohutatingshenerchu，erwoweilebaohujiangzhuo，
zuizhongbeineiqunxiaohunhuntongleyidao，mingsangdangchang。zaicixinglai，
wozhongxinhuidaolejuligaokaohaiyousangeyuedeshihou。zheiyici，wojuedingfangqitale。1ketangshang，
liulaoshizhengjiangzheke。yiqianwojuedetahenfan，kexianzaiquejuedegewaiqinqie，
liantajiangdeshuxuetidoubiandeyouquqilai。womaizhetou，renzhendizuozhebiji。tongzhuolinxiaokedengdaleyanjing，
xiangkanwaixingrenyiyangdingzhewo。“shensuisui，nimozhengleba？”tayadishengyin，yilianbukesiyi，
“nijuranyehuirenzhentingke，dangqisanhaoxueshengle？”wobixiabuting，touyemeitai：“shia。
niyegainulile，zanmenyiqikaogehaodaxue，weilaiqiantuwuliang。”linxiaokepiepiezui，
manbuzaihu：“wocaibuyongni。wobamakailejiagongsi，yihouwozhijiequjiebanjiuxingle。”wozalezashe，
xiangdaoqianshitajiagongsidebiangu，renbuzhutixing：“neiyaoshi……nibamagongsipochanleni？nizenmeban？
”linxiaokeyanjingdengdegengyuanle，daizheyisibeimaofandejingyi：“bu……buhuiba？”“shishinanliao。
”wotanlekouqi，yuqirenzhen，“nihaishinulixuexiba，shanggehaodaxue，dugehaozhuanye。
renzhongjiuyaokaozijicainenglidezhu。”“wocaibuyao。”taniuguotou，jujuedegancui。huashuodaozheifenshang，
woyebuzaiduoquan。daduoshurendoushibutingquande，birushangbeizidewo。neishilinxiaokequanwobuyaochimijiangzhuo，
wochongerbuwen，jieguoni？haibushiluodegebeirentongsi、yingnianzaoshidexiachang。kanlai，
dezhaogeheshidejihuituitayiba。bijing，tashiwoweiyidehaopengyou。“dinglingling——”xiakelingzhouranxiangqi。
linxiaokelikeqishenyaolawoqucesuo，woyaoyaotoujujuele。tayilianmoming：“nibuqukan‘jiangzhuo’le？
”“wojuedingfangqitale。”wopingjingdihuida。linxiaokexianshiyileng，suijiyanjingyiliang，
yonglichaowoshuqidamuzhi，lianshangxiemanlezanshang。shangbeizi，meigekejianwodouhuijiekoushangcesuo，
teyiraodaojingguoerbanmenkou，zhiweitoutoukanyiyanzuozailimiandejiangzhuo。neizhongbeiweidezhizhe，
rujinxianglaihuangrugeshi。xiawuzuihouyijiekeqiandekejiancaoshijian，wobenxiangquxiaomaibumaizhibi，
queguishishenchadishunshounaleyipinglizhiqishui。jingguoerbanjiaoshimenkoushi，shentifangfoyouzijidejiyi，
xiayishijiuzouxiangzuihouyipaikaochuangdeweizhi——neishijiangzhuodezuowei。dengwohuiguoshenlai，
neipingqishuiyijingwenwendifangzailetadekezhuoshang。jiaoshilikongdangdangde，wozhidaotamenbanzheijieshitiyuke，
renkuaihuilaile。yishidaozijiganleshenme，worenbuzhuanma：“sitiangou！”wohuangmangxiangnahuiqishuilikai。
“nizaiganma？”yidaolvedaishayacixing、dichenhaotingdenanshengzaimenkouxiangqi。woshentiyijiang，huanhuanzhuanguoshen。
guoranshijiangzhuo。tahengao，zhanzaimenbian，yangguangcongzoulangchuanghuxieshejinlai，
jitajingzhidewuguanhelengbaidepifudushangyicengjinbian。neiyishunjian，xinzangxiangshibeishenmedongxizuanzhu，
youtianyouse。wolikedixiatou，shenshouxiangnahuizhuoshangdeqishui：“mei……meishenme。”shengyinxiruowenna。
taqueqiangxianyibu，zaiwopengdaopingzizhiqian，zhangshouyishenjiangtanaleguoqu。woerantaitou，
zhijiantadongzuoliluodiningkaipinggai，yangtoujiuguanlejikou。bingliangdeqishuihuaguotadehoujie。tafangxiapingzi，
muguangluozaiwolianshang，qingpiaopiaodipaoxiayiju：“xiawufangxue，dengwo。”wodengdayanjing，wanquanmengle。
tayaoganma？judadeyihuohehuangluanrangwolaibujixixiang，chentahaimeishuobiede，woxiangshoujingdetuziyiyang，
zhuanshenjiupao。chong**shizuoxia，wodexinhaizaikuangtiao，lianjiaguntang。“suisui，nilianzenmezheimehong？fashaole？
”linxiaokecouguolai，shenshouxiangmowodeetou。woganjindangkaitadeshou：“mei……meiyou！jiushipachidao，
congxiaomaibupaohuilaide！”wohuluanzhaolegejiekou。zhengzhengyijieke，woqiangpozijidingzheheiban，
nulibingchuzanian，kejiangzhuoneiju“fangxuedengwo”xiangmozhouyiyangzainaozilipanxuan。tadaodiyaoganshenme？
nandaoshiwozhiqiantoutoukanta、genzongtadeshibeitafaxianle？tashiyaozhaowosuanzhangma？xiangdaokenengdechangjing，
wozhenggerendoubuhaole，jianzhishesixianchang。jiuzaizheizhongzhanzhanjingjingdezhuangtaizhongaodaoxiakelingxiang，
woyizuikuaidesudushoushihaodongxi，zhuaqishubaojiuwangwaichong。“ai？
suisuiniquna……”linxiaokedehuhuanshengbeishuaizaishenhou，woderenyingyijingxiaoshizaimenkou。
2woduodaolejiaoxueloudetiantaishang。wozhidaojiangzhuodexiguan，
fangxuehouzonghuihejigehaoxiongdidashangsishifenzhonglanqiu，tongchangshizuihouyipilikaixuexiaoderen。wopazailanganbian，
yanjingjinjindingzhelanqiuchangdefangxiang。guoran，zhidaoxiyangxixie，caikandaotahepengyoumengoujiandabeidizouchulai，
chaozhexiaomenzouqu。kanzheneigeshuxidebeiying，yizhongnanyiyanyudeshuxiganyongshangxintou。huiguoshenshi，
wofaxianzijidejiaoyijingbuyouzizhudigenleshangqu。youshizheiyang！woaonaodixiang，shangbeiziyangchengdegenzongxiguan，
zhenshikejinguzilile。jishixinligaojiezijifangqi，shentiquefangfohaiyoujiyi。
tadebeiyingzaixiyangxialadehenzhang，queshi……henhaokan。turan，qianfangdejiangzhuotinglexialai，wanyaoxixiedai。
wohedehunfeiposan，likeshanshenduojinpangbiandelvhuadaiguanmuconghou。huangluanzhongmeizhuyi，“dong”deyishengmenxiang，
etouhenhenzhuangzailepangbiandejinshuludengganshang。tengdewodaoxiyikoulengqi。jiangzhuoxianrantingdaoledongjing，
xixiedaidedongzuoyidun，zhuantouchaowozangshendefangxiangkanlai。laibujiduoxiang，wobaozhezhuangtengdenaodai，
likedunxiashen，sisibeiduizheta，henbudesuochengyituanxiaoshi。xinzangzaixiongqianglifengkuangleigu。
shijianfangfoninggule，meiyimiaodouwubimanzhang。zhidaoquerentaneibiandejiaobushengzhongxinxiangqi，bingqiejianjianyuanqu，
wocaiganxiaoxinyiyidi、jiangyingdizhanqishen。dundetaijiu，jiashangjinzhanghegangcaineiyizhuang，
mengdiqishenshiyanqianyizhenfahei，qiangliedexuanyunganxilai，shentibushoukongzhidihuanglehuang——dixuetangfanle。
jiuzaiwoyiweiyaoshuaidaoshi，yizhishoubeiwenwendifuzhulewodegebo。wojingeditaitou，
zhengduishangjiangzhuojinzaizhichidelian！tabuzhiheshizhefanlehuilai！“a！”wohedejinghuchusheng，
naoziyipiankongbai，wanquanbuzhidaogaizenmejieshizijichuxianzaizheili。judadexiujiongganyanmeilewo，
womengdibishangyanjing，buguanbugudidixiatou，dashenghandao：“duibuqi！jiangzhuo！woyihouzaiyebugenzongnile！
wobaozheng！”yuxiangzhongdezhiwenhuochaofengmeiyoudaolai。etoushangturanchuanlaiyizhenbingliangshushidechugan，
huanjielezhuangjidezhangtonghexuanyungandailaidebushi。wokunhuodizhengkaiyan。
zhijianjiangzhuobuzhicongnaliyoubianchuleyipingbingqishui（dagaishigangcongpangbianzidongfanmaijimaide），
zhengrenzhendi、qingqingdiyongbingliangdepingshentiezhewozhuanghongdeejiao。tachuimoukanzhewo，
yanshenliyouzhongshuobuqingdeqingxu，shengyinbigangcaidichenlexie：“bushirangnifangxuedengwoma？
”beitazheiyangzhigougoudidingzhe，wodexintiaozaicishikong。keyixiangdaotaxinlidebaiyueguangsongyuqing，
neifenjidongshunjianbeijianruidecitongqudai。womengdidixiatou，buganzaikantadeyanjing，
daizhedianduqiheziyandeyiweifanbodao：“**mayaodengni？nirangwodeng，wojiudedenga？
”jiangzhuomeiyousongkaifuzhewodeshou，fanerweiweishoujinlelidao。tatiaoletiaomei，
yuqidaizheyisibuyichajuedewanwei：“neinibudengwo，fanergenzongwo？”zheijuhuaxianggenzhen，
jingzhundichuopolewoqiangzhuangdezhending。lianjiashunjianshaodeguntang，woxiufenjiaojia，zuiyingdibianjie：“womeiyou！
sheigenzongnile！wo……woyeshiyaozouzheitiaolude！”shengyinqueyueshuoyuexiao，haowudiqi。shuowan，
woyonglishuaikaitafuzhuwodeshou，yegubushangtouyunle，xiangzhibeicaileweibademao，
taoyesidechaozhejiadefangxiangkuangbenerqu，zhiliuxiayigecanghuangdebeiying。jiangzhuojianzhiqixiaole。
zheiyatouganggangcaizhandingjietiedishuo“zaiyebugenzongle”，yizhuanyanjiushikoufouren，zuiyingdekeyi。
takanzheshensuisuixiangzhishoujingdetuzibancanghuangtaocuandebeiying，zuizhongyezhishiwunaidiyaoleyaotou，
zuijiaoqianqiyisizijiyeweichajuedexiaoyi。yewan，wozuozaishuzhuoqian，aonaodichuilexiazhuozi，
kaishifengkuangjizijizuoxinlijianshe。renjiajiangzhuoyouxihuanderenle！wohebizitaokuchi？
shangbeizineixuelinlindejiaoxunhaibugouma？luodegechilibutaohao，zuihoulianxingmingdoudajinqule！shensuisui，
niwanglema？！yixiangdaosongyuqingneizhangqinglidelianpang，xiangdaojiangzhuokanxiangtashikenengliuludewenrou，
xinkoujiuxiangbeizhenzhasidecitong。danzheiyici，womeiyoufangrenzijichennizaikuseli。shenxiyikouqi，
womengdifankaizhuoshangdexitice，jiangneigunanyiyanshuodetongchuhenhenyaxiaqu，huaweibijiandelidao。xuexi！
zhiyouzhishi，caishizhenzhengwozaizijishoulidedongxi。3qingchendekongqidaizhezuoyeyuhoudeweiliang，xirufeifu，
xiangshitujiaomiexindineicubuanfendexiaohuomiao。wokeyijiangnaozhongdiaozaoleershifenzhong，
jihushipingzhehuxiliuchulejiamen。qianyiwanyongshuatizhuqidexinlifangxian，zaichenguangxiweizhongxiandegewaidanbo。
neiju“zhiyouzhishicaishizhenzhengwozaizijishoulidedongxi”beiwomonianlewushubian，xiangyidaocuiruodezhouyu，
mianqiangweixizheyaoyaoyuzhuidejuexin。“raolu，zoudongmen。”wodishengminglingziji，jiaobukeyijiakuai，
fangfoshenhouyouhongshuimengshou。xixiaomenshijiangzhuodelingdi，bixubikai。kexinzangquebutingshihuan，
suizheneigemingzizainaohaizhongdeshanxian，buzhengqidijiakuailetiaodong。zhongshengguilaideqingxingshizhende，
danjiangzhuozhongshenghoudefanchang——neipingbeitayiyinerjindelizhiqishui，neijudichenerqingxide“fangxuedengwo”，
haiyoutiantaishangtabingliangdeqishuipingtiezaiejiaoshineishunjiandejidong——zheixiehuamianrutongtourushentandeshizi，
zaoyizaiwoziyiweipingjingdexinhulijiqilewufahushidelianyi。
ejiaobeiludengganzhuangguodedifangsihuhaicanliuzheyidianweiruodezhangtong，tixingzhe**jintadelangbei，
queyeguiyidiqianchezhemouzhongyinmideqidai。gangguaiguotongwangdongxiaomendezuihouyigejiejiao，
neigeqizhangtingbadeshenying，haowuyuzhaodi、qingxidizhuangrulewodeshiye。jiangzhuo！
taxieyizaixiaomenpangneikezhiyefanmaodewutongshuxia，chenxichuanguoyexi，
zaitalengbaidecelianshangtouxiaxisuitiaoyuedeguangban。taweiweidizhetou，
muguangluozaishouzhonglinzhedeyigebaisezhidaishang，zitaikansisuiyi，quedaizheyizhongburongcuobiandedengdaiyiwei。
chenfengfuguotaeqiandesuifa，goulechuxiaheliuchangerlvexianlengyingdexiantiao。
wodejiaobuxiangbeiwuxingdedingzidingzaileyuandi，xueye“weng”deyishengchongshangtouding，lianjiashunjianguntang。
xintiaoshengzaijijingdezaochenbeiwuxianfangda，leigubanzhuangjizheermo。tazenmezaizheili？！
dongmengenbenbushitaguanchangdeluxian！judadejinge、wuchudunxingdehuangluan，
yijiyisilianzijidoutuoqide、yinmidequeyue，xiangtengmanbanfengkuangchanraozhewo，ledewojihuzhixi。
jiuzaiwojiangliyuandi，jintuiweigu，henbudeyuandizhengfashi，jiangzhuofangfoxinyoulingxibantaiqiletou。
tademuguangjingzhundibuzhuodaowo，meiyousihaotanxundeyouyi，fangfoleidasuodinglemubiao。
neishensuideyanmouzaichenguangyingzhaoxia，jingsihu……yunkaileyisijidande、buyichajuedenuanyi？
xiangchuchunbobingxiaqiaoranyongdongdeshuiliu。tazhiqishen，dongzuocongrongbupo，maikaizhangtui，yibuyibu，
chenwendichaowozoulai。julizaisuoduan。tashenshangneiguganjingqingliedeqixi，hunhezheqingchencaomudeweixiang，
zaiciqiangshidijiangwolongzhao。meiyibudouxiangtazaiwojinbengdeshenjingmoshaoshang，dailaixiweierqingxidezhenzhan。
tazaiwomianqianzhanding，julibuyuanbujin，qiadaohaochudiweichizheyizhongrangrenxinhuangdeyapogan。“zao。
”takaikou，shengyindaizhegangshuixingdeweiya，bipingrigengdichenjifen，xiangyumaosaoguaguoxinjian。“……zao。
”wojihushiconghoulongshenchujichulezheigezi，shixianhuangluandichuiluo，jujiaozaizijixidefabaidefanbuxiejianshang，
buganyutaduishi。shouzhiwuyishidijiaojinleshubaodaizi。“zheige，”tashenchushoubei，
xiuzhangdeshouzhiniezheneigehaimaozheniaoniaoreqidebaisezhidai，burongzhiyidididaowomianqian，
dongzuozirandefangfotianjingdiyi，“jinide。”woeranditaiqiyan，muguangluozaineishuxidezhidaishang。
yinzhe“laozhouji”logodezhidaibianyuanweiweirushi，
sanfachuyourende、daizhenaixiangdetianwei——shiwozuixihuandenaihuangbao！pangbianjinaizheyihewenrededounai，
baozhuangzhishangningjiezheximideshuizhu。jiwo？zaocan？jiangzhuo……zhuanmenjiwomaide？
yigujudade、paishandaohaibandenuanliu，yicuikulaxiuzhishi，
shunjianchongkualewoxinkugouzhuleyizhengye、quecuiruobukandebingqiang！
qianshineixiezhinengzaiyinanjiaoluolizishengdebeiweikewang，
neixiewushucizairijibenlimiaohuide、yaobukejidehuanxiang，zaizheiyike，
jingranyiyizhongrucizhenshi、ruciwennuan、rucichushoukejidefangshi，cubujifangdijianglinle！
xinzangxiangshibeijinpaozaiwenredemiguanli，suanseyutianmifengkuangjiaozhi、fanyong，jihuyaochengpoxiongqiang。
yigunanyiyanyudereliuzhichongyankuang，youbeiwosisiyalehuiqu。lianjiatangdejingren，lianergendoushaoleqilai。
zhijianyizhibuzhudiweiweizhandou，daizheyizhongjinhuqianchengdekewang，shenxiangleneiwenredeyuantou。
zhijianchupengdaozhidaideshunjian，neishishizaizaidewendu，daizheshiwudexiangqiheyizhongbeizhenshidecuojue，
rutongxixiaodedianliu，shunjiancuanguosizhibaihai，zhidixinjian。suoyoudefangbei、suoyoudegaojie，
zaizheiyiketubengwajie。“xie……xiexie。”wotingdaozijideshengyin，xiruowenying，daizhemingxiandexiuqie，
haiyouyisilianzijidouweicengchajuede、qingyingdequeyue。xiangyizhizhongyubeiyunxukaojinguangyuandefeie，
daizhexiaoxinyiyidehuanxi。wojieguoleneigechendiandiandezhidai，jiangtajinjinbaozaihuaili，
fangfobaozheyigeyisuide、shierfudedezhenbao。takanzhewowenwenjieguo，
shentanbandeyanmousihujibukechadibodongleyixia，jinmindechunjiaosihuyesongchileyishun，
xiangshangqianqiyigejiqiweixiao、quezuyirangwotouyunmuxuandehudu？tameiyoushuohua，
zhishidididi“ng”leyisheng，muguangzaiwolianshangtingliuleyishun，suijililuodizhuanshen，maikaizhangtui，
chaozhejiaoxueloudefangxiangzouqu。chenguanggoulezhetatingbarusongdebeiying，jianxingjianyuan。wozhanzaiyuandi，
huailijinjinbaozheneidaisanfazhereqihetianxiangdezaocan，xinzanghaizaixiongqianglifengkuangdi、buguilvditiaodongzhe。
yangguangsihubiandegewaicanlan，kongqilifangfoliutangzhemitang。neifenbuzhenshide、yunhuhudexingfugan，
xiangwennuandechaoshui，wenroudijiangwoyanmei。tashibushi……zhendeduiwoyouneimeyidiandianbuyiyangle？
zheigexiaoxinyiyi、daizhejudaxijideniantou，xiangyikebeichunyuzirundezhongzi，
zaixindineipianhuangwuletaijiudetudishang，qieshengshengdi、queyouwubijiandingdipotuerchu。
zheifenyinmierjudadehuanxi，rutongzuitianmidetangjiang，baoguozhewo，jinrunlekuzaodezaozixi。
lianyingyulaoshinianjingbandeyufajiangjie，sihudoudaishangleqingkuaidejiezou。meiyigezimudouxiandeshunyanqilai。
4kejian，linxiaokelazhewoqucesuo。luguoerbanhoumenneishanshuxidechuanghushi，wodejiaobubuyouzizhudifangman，
muguangxiangbeicishixiyinbantouxiangneigekaochuangdeweizhi。kongde。jiangzhuobuzai。xinlilveguoyisixiaoxiaodeshiluo，
xiangtouruhumiandeshizi，yangkaiyiquanxiweidelianyi。danhenkuai，
huaibaozhezhidaishineifenwennuandechuganhejidongzaiciyongshangxintou，xunsutianbuleneidiankongxi。
yexutazhishiqubangongshile？huozhequdashuile？woanweizheziji，zuijiaobuzijuediyouwanqiyidian。
congcesuochulai，zaicijingguoneitiaoshuxidezoulang。julierbanhoumenhaiyoujibuyuanshi，
wodejiaobuxiangbeiwuxingdesixianqianyin，youyicibuyouzizhudimanlexialai，
jinhutanlandiwangxiangneigekaochuangdezuowei。tahuilaile。jiangzhuozhengzhanzaizuoweipang，weiweidizhetou，
zhenglizhezhuoshangtankaideshijuanheshuben。jinsedeyangguangtouguomingliangdebolichuang，wenroudisaluozaitashenshang，
weitalengjundecelianlunkuodushangleyicengrouhedeguangyun，lianneilvexiandanmodemeiyandouxiandeshengdonglejifen。
tazhuanzhudeyangzi，haokanderangrenpingxi。jiuzaizheishi——yidaoqingyingde、daizheyangguangqixideshenying，
xiangyizhipianxiandecaidie，bansuizheyizhenqingcuiruyinlingbandexiaosheng，congjiaoshiqianmenfeikuaidipaolejinlai。
neishenyingmubiaomingque，daizheyizhonglisuodangrandeqinni，zhibenchuangbiandejiangzhuoerqu——shisongyuqing！wodexintiao，
haowuyuzhaodi、zhongzhongdiloutiaoleyipai！jiaobuxiangshibeizhourandongjiedebingshuangdingsizaileyuandi。
gezheneishantoumingdebolichuang，woxiangyigebeiyiwangzaiwutaijiaoluodeguanzhong，
yanzhengzhengkanzhejuguangdengxiashangyanzheyuwowuguande、quezuyijiangwosiliedejuqing。
zhijiansongyuqingxiangyizhenfengbanpaodaojiangzhuomianqian，lianshangzhanfangzhezuyirangyangguangshisedemingmeixiaorong，
daizheyizhongquanrandeshurenheqinni。tameiyousihaodetingdun，fangfozheigedongzuozaoyiyanlianguoqianbaibian，
jiqizirandidianqilejiaojian，xianxibaixideshoubeirutongtengmanban，
qinnidi、jinjindihuanzhulejiangzhuodebozi——ranhou，zaijiangzhuoxiayishiweiweiceguode、xiantiaoyoumeidelianjiashang，
yinxialeyigewubiqingxi、wubixiangliang、wubiciyandewen！“bo！”neishengyin，
zaicaozadekejianzoulangbeijingyinli，quexiangbeiwuxianfangda、guanzhulebinghanzhilideyidaojinglei，
guoxiezhehuimiexingdeliliang，
henhenpikailewoxintouneicengganggangningjie、haidaizhetianmiwendude、boruchanyidetangyi！shijian，
zaizheiyikebeicanrendininggu、lazhang、niuqu。wodetongkongzhouranshousuo，
shijieshunjianshiqulesuoyoudesecaiheshengyin，shiyelizhishengxianeishanchuanghuhou，
beiyangguangkuangdingde、rutongmanjingtoubancanrenbofangdehuamian：songyuqingqinnidilouzhejiangzhuodebozi，
xiaorongtianmi、manzu，daizhequanrandezhanyou。jiangzhuodeshentizaitapushanglaihuanbaodeshunjian，mingxianjiangyingleyixia，
daizheyisicubujifangdecuoe。raner，ta……meiyoutuikaita！
tashenzhizaitaweiweituikai、shentiyindianjiaoeryouxiebuwenshi，tiaojianfanshebandi、jiqizirandishenchuyizhishou，
wenwendifuzhuletadegebo！tachuimoukanta，shenqinglimeiyounuse，zhiyouxiyiweichangdezongrong。xiyiweichang？
zongrong？xinkougangfanqidenuanyi，shunjianbeizheihuamiandongchengbingleng，henhenzhajinxinzang。naodai“honglong”zhakai。
erminggaiguoxuannao，yanqianfahei，shijietianxuandizhuan。zhishengchuangbianneimu，yibianbianlingchizhewo。shensuisui，
nizhenshigeshazi！xindideshengyinchongmanchaofeng。neidunzaocansuanshenme？shishishedecangeng，haishilianjiabuchang？
tayongyuanshuyusongyuqing！tamendeqinni，niyongyuanwufajieru。erni，buguoshigepengzheshisheqiexidexiaochou。
xiuchiganruhanchaoxilai。lianjiaguntang，xinzangbeiwuxingdeshouzuanjin，weilifanjiangdaohai。jinzaohaizhenaidenaihuangbao，
cikexiangqiankuaizhuizaiweili，lingrenzuoou。shouzhongzhidaidewendu，turantangruluotie。neidiankexiaodewennuan，
chenglezuifenglidebishou，fanfugezhewodezizun，chaoxiaozhewodechixinwangxiang。womengdiditou，zhijiaqiajinzhangxin，
sisiyazhufanyongdeexin。buganzaikanjiaoshilijiangzhuoduisongyuqingdewenrou，buganzhishitazhangyangdexiao。
neixiehuamianxianggangzhenzhayan，meiduokanyimiaodoushizhemo。zhuanshenshiwohunshenjiangying，jiaobuxufu，
jihushidiediezhuangzhuangtao**shi。huailidezaocanbeiwohenhensaijinkezhuo，fangfozheiyangjiunengmaizangsuoyouchiru。
wozhuaqi《gaokaoshuxuezhentiquanjie》，zhijiefabaidifankai，bijianyonglihuaguozhimian，fachuciershengxiang。
leishuituranduokuangerchu，zazaizijishangyunkai。shenmewennuanjidong，shensuisui，nijiushigexiaohua！congjintianqi，
wodeshijiezhishengxitihefenshu，zaibuhuiyoujiangzhuo，buhuiyoukexiaodechixinwangxiang！5“suisui？suisui！
”linxiaokedeshengyinxianggecengmaoboli。tashenshoupengwo，“liansehaocha，shibushibingle？shouzheimeliang。
”woxiangbeitangdaobanduokai，houlongfajin，zhinengyaotoubalianmaijinxitice。wuyanzaixiongqiangfanyong，
linxiaokehedesuohuishou，buanditoumiaowo。xuannaojiaoshifangfoyuwogelezhenkongceng。shuxuekeshang，
laoshidejiangjie、fenbisheng、maquejiao，quanchenglebeijingyin。womannaozidoushineigewen，hejiangzhuozongrongdeyanshen。
kanti！shensuisui！jieti！wobasuoyouqingxudouzajinbijian，kanbudongjiufanfukan，jiebuchujiuhuansilu。
shouzhidoudewobuzhubi，ejiaolenghanzhimao，yanjingtongdexiangyaoliekai，yebuganting。fangxueshi，
zoulangzhishenglingxingjiren。gangdaoloutikou，jiuzhuangjianjiangzhuodaizheduiyoushanglou。taefazhanzhehan，
muguangzhizhizhuangguolai。wohunshenxueyeninggu，zaitakaikouqian，mengdizhuangkaipangrenchongxialouti。
shenhouchuanlaitongbandewenhua：“**，kanshenmeni？”xiawuwojixupinmingshuati。linxiaokezhongyurenbuzhu，
dilaiyihemochabaiqi：“chidiandongxiba，
niyitianmeichile……wojiagongsizuijinzijinlianhaoxiangyoudianwenti……”zheijuhuarangwotingxiabi。
qianshitajiagongsipochan，woquewunengweili。zheiyishi，zhishaoyaohuzhuta。wosikaibaozhuangyaoxiayigen，
kuseyutianweizaishejianzhakai：“xiaoke，tingwode，haohaoxuexi。gongsishinibamadeshi，
danniderenshengdekaoziji。kaoshangdaxuecaiyoudiqi，jiusuangongsidaole，niyenenghuodetimian。
”linxiaokehongzheyanquandiantou：“ng！womenyiqixue！”gaosan（san）bandezuihouyipai，chenglenianjiqiguan。
cengjingde“xuezhaerrenzu”，chedibianlemoyang。wochenglejiaoshide“changzhuke”。zuizaodao，
kaidengxuexi；zuiwanzou，guandengsuomen。kejianbuzaizhangwang，wuxiujixushuati。wopingbiwaijieyiqieganrao，
lianjiangzhuodeshengyindouzidongguolv。jiangzhuo？zaobeiwocongjiyilishanchu。tatoulaidemuguang，
woshierbujian；songlaideqiaokeli，wozhijietuihui；daqiuhouguyidahua，wochongerbuwen。
womeitiandouhuiyouyiwuyiduozheta，buhuizaixiangshangbeizineiyangtoukuita、genzongta。
wodeshenghuozhishengkeben、xitiheshijuan。meicifenshutisheng，douxiangzaishangkoushangsayan——meiyouta，
wofanergenghao。linxiaokeqichuhaixianglawoxianliao，dankandaowoduimanxitideshuzhuohou，chedishoulewanxin。
takaishigenzhewoshuati，jichuchajiufanfulian，cuotiduojiupinmingbei。jiatingweijirangtamingbai，
bixuweiweilainuli。congci，womenchenglebicizuimoqidezhanyou。shenyedetaidengxia，duimanshijuandekezhuoshang，
womenyongyizhibi，duikangmingyun。bijianshasha，shuyehuala，zhuanyanchuangwaiwutongyeyouhuangle。
gaosandeyalixiangjushi，bairishishiyouzaierbian，heibanshangdedaojishiyixianhongruxue——“30”。
zuihouyicimokaochengjigongbu。jiaoshilizhiyouzhizhangfandongsheng，tanxiyujinghulingxingxiangqi。wofankaichengjidan，
zhijiantingzaineixingzishang：shensuisui，zongfen：658，nianjipaiming：12。qianshibuganxiangdeshuzi，
cikezhihuanlaimanxinmamuyupibei。“suisui！woguoyibenxianle！”linxiaokekuzheyaohuangwodegebo。
tachengjidanshangdeshuzi，duicengjingdetalaishuo，jiushiqiji。wochechugepibeidexiao：“wojiuzhidao。
”womenxiangshierxiao，diyicichangdaonulidetian。xiakelingxiang，tongxuemenyilunzhezhiyuan。“jiangzhuowenshangqingbei！
”“songyuqingyaobaobeiwai？”zheixiemingzilveguoerpan，zaixianbuqibolan。woshouhaochengjidan，
fangjinwenjianjia——nanda，caishiwodexinqidian。neilimeiyouanlian，meiyouxinsui，zhiyoushuyushensuisuideweilai。
wohelinxiaokebingjianzouchujiaoshi。xiyanglazhangyingzi，womeiyouhuitou，jiaobujiandingdimaixiangxinderensheng。
6gaokaojieshudeneitianxiawu，yangguanggewaicanlan。zouchukaochang，renchaoxiongyong，xuanxiaozhentian。yourenhuanhuqueyue，
yourenbaotoutongku。wozhanzaishuyinxia，kanzhezheipianfeitengdejingxiang，neixinqueyichangpingjing。
linxiaokexiangzhixingfendexiaoniaopuguolai：“suisui！zhongyujiefangle！ganjuezenmeyang？”“haixing。”woxiaolexiao，
shixiexiazhongdanhoudeqingsong。“duileduile，”tayadishengyin，shenmixixidishuo，“wogangtingerbanderenshuo，
jiangzhuohaoxiang……baodebushiqinghuayebushibeida！”woweiweiyizheng，suijiyoujuedelisuodangran。
huoxutayoulegenghaodexuanze，huoxushiweile……songyuqing？danzheiniantouzhishiyishanerguo，suijibeipaozhunaohou。
yuwoheganni？“e。”wodandandiyingleyisheng，muguangtouxiangyuanchuzhanlandetiankong，“xiaoke，
womenquchibingqilinba？qingzhuyixia。”“haoahaoa！woyaochichaodafende！
”linxiaokelikebeizhuanyilezhuyili，huanhuqilai。shujiazaiyonglanhedengdaizhongduguo。chafenneitian，
kandaodiannaopingmushangxianshide“shensuisui，zongfen：662，luquyuanxiao：nanda”deziyang，
xinzhongneikuaixuanzhedeshitouzhongyuchediluoledi。linxiaokeyeruyuanbeibendiyisuobucuodeerbenyuanxiaoluqu。
chenailuoding。xinderenshenghuajuan，jijiangzaiqianlizhiwaidenandaxuxuzhankai。zhishi，
zaixiangshouzheilaizhibuyidepingjingshi，xintoushizhongyazheyijianweilezhishi——guanyusongyuqing，
guanyuneigeqianshigaibianlesuoyourenmingyundeqiyueerri。zuozaishuzhuoqian，wodakaiyigequanxinde、nimingdeyouxiang。
zhijianzaijianpanshangxuantingpianke，ranhou，daizheyizhongchenzhongerjuejuedexinqing，
：shoujianren：songyuqing@*****.comzhuti：jinggaosongyuqing：7yue2riwan，
wulunsheiyueni，wulunshenmeliyou，jueduibuyaoqushengmingjiuba！zhongfu：jueduibuyaoqushengmingjiuba！
neiliyouxianjing，shizhenduinide。qule，nihuihouhuizhongsheng。xiangxinwoyici。yigezhidaozhenxiangderen。
dianjifasong。youjianhuazuoyichuanshuju，xiaoshizaixunidewangluozhong。**zaiyibeishang，zhangzhangdiyuleyikouqi。
nengzuode，woyijingzuole。qianshiqianxiadeneiyitiaoming，neifenwuwangdeshouhu，
haiyouneichangyuchundexisheng……zheiyifengyoujian，suanshiwoduiguowangchedidegaobie，
yeshiwonengjiyuneigecengjingweiaifengkuangdeziji，zuihoudejiushu。zhiyusongyuqingtingbuting，
neijiushitadezaohuale。chuangwai，xiaridechanmingguozaobuxi。wobishangyan，
naohaizhongquebuyouzizhudishanguojiangzhuozuihoukanxiangwoshi，
neishuangshenbujiandi、daizhehuizhibuqudekunhuoheyisi……jiaozhuodeyanjing。zaijianle，jiangzhuo。nanda，wolaile。
7qiyueerribangwan，wofangxinbuxia，zuizhonghaishilaile。menredekongqiguozhebuxiangdejusewanxia。
wodaizheyashemao，zangzaishengmingjiubahouxiangdeyinyingli。nimingyoujianhaowuhuiyin，shouxinquanshilenghan，
qianshidexuexinghuamianzainaohaishanhui。yiliangchuzuchetingxia，songyuqingchuanzheqianselianyiqunzouchulai。tagangxiache，
jigewenshenhunhunlikeweileshangqu。huangmaoshenshouzhuaizhutagebo，tadejianjiaocipokongqi。“fangkaita！
”wochonglechuqu，zhuangkaihunhundangzaisongyuqingshenqian。tajingkongdikanzhewo：“shensuisui？
ni……”“woyijingbaojingle！quniandongjiaocangkumingan、qiannianxihegongyuanshizongan，doushinimengande！
”wohanchuqianshijingfangtongbaodezuianxijie。huangmaoliansezhoubian，chouchuhanguangshanshandezhediedao。
jiuzaidaojianbijinshi，jingdishengzhouranxiangqi。honglanjingdenghuapoyekong，hunhunmensisanbentao，
beijishigandaodejingchadangchangzhifu。jinbengdeshenjinghongransongxie，wotuiyiruanxianxiediedao。
songyuqingzhuazhewodegebozhandou：“xie……xiexieni……”kanzhehunhunbeidaishangshoukao，
qianshidezhixiganzhongyuxiaosan。zheiyici，meiyouliuxue，meiyouxisheng。mingyundechilunbeiqiangxingniuzhuan，
wozhongyugandaolejiuweidejietuo。gangsongkouqiyaoquzuobilu，yuguangpiejianduimianxiangkou。jiangzhuozhanzaiyinyingli。
tachuanzhejiandandebaithezhangku，shenxingtingbarusong。hunanguangxianmohulemianrong，
quezhebuzhuneishuangsisisuodingwodeyanjing。neimuguanglimeiyouqingxing，zhiyoufanyongdezhenjing，
haiyouchuantouyiqiedeleran。wodexueyeshunjianninggu。zhongshenghou，woshizhongyingraozheyigeyihuo。shangbeizi，
woyujiangzhuoxingtongmolu，jihumeiyourenhejiaoji；kezheibeizi，taquepinpinchuxianzaiwodeshenghuoli。
zheixiefanchangdeqiaohe，rangwobujinhuaiyi——huoxu，jiangzhuoyehewoyiyang，jinglilezhongsheng。
wobuyuanrangtachajuewoyezhongshengdemimi，zhixiangjiangneiduannieyuan，yongyuanzhongjiezaiwotitadangdaodeneiyike。
gengbuxiangyinsuoweideenqing，yutazaiyourenheguage。wanghou，womenzhudingbuhuizaiyoujiaoji。
xianzaitakandaolewojiuren，tingdaolezhiyoujingfangzhangwodezuianxijie。zhongshengdemimi，
jiuzheiyanghaowufangbeidibaoluzaitamianqian。wohuangmangdixiatou，zhuanshenxiangduo。“shensuisui！
”tadeshengyindichenshaya，quechuantouxuanxiao。wojiangzaiyuandi。kanzhetabokairenqun，wushijingchazulan，
muguangjiandingdichaowozoulai。meiyibu，douxiangcaizaiwoxintiaoshang。
8neigehunluandeyewanzuizhongyijingchajiangjigehunhundaizou、wohesongyuqingjiandanzuolebiluergaozhong。
mianduijingchadeyiwen，wozhihanhudishuoshizaiwangshangnimingluntankandaoguoyixieguanyuzheixiehunhundekepachuanwen，
weilebaohutongxuecaimaoxianyishi。zhiyujiangzhuo……zaiwozuowanbilucanghuangtaolishi，tabingmeiyouzhuishanglai。
danwonengqingxidiganjuedao，taneidaodongxiyiqie、daizhejudazhenhanhefuzaqingxudemuguang，yizhiruyingsuixing，
luoyinzaiwodebeishang，zhuoshaozhewodelinghun。zhenggeshujiashengxiaderizi，
woshizaiyizhongjinhuzhixidejiaolvheziwofengbizhongduguode。jiangzhuozhidaole！tayidingzhidaole！
zheigerenzhixiangyizuochenzhongdedashan，yadewochuanbuguoqi。tahuibuhuilaizhaowozhiwen？woxiangyizhijinggongzhiniao，
duanjuelesuoyoukenengdelianxi，bazijiguanzaifangjianli，fengkuangdiyuxizhenandadekecheng，
shituyongzhishigouzhuzuihoudebaolei。haozai，zhidaokaixue，jiangzhuodoumeiyouchuxian。yexu，taxuanzelechenmo？
yehao，zheizhengshiwoxiangyaode。wonulishuofuziji，jiangneifendanyoushenshenmaizang。jiuyuechu，
nanfangdeshuqihaiweiwanquanxiaosan。wotuozhechenzhongdexinglixiang，duziyirenzhanzailenanfangdaxuehongweidexiaomenqian。
xixirangrangdexinshengrenchao，chongmanhuolidexuannaosheng，daizhecaomuqingxiangdeshirunkongqi……zheiyiqiedouzaitixingwo，
quanxindeshenghuokaishile。banliruxueshouxu，zhaodaofenpeidesushe，zhenglichuangpu，
renshixinshiyou……mangliudeliuchengzanshichongdanlexindideyinmai。kanzhechuangwaiyuyucongcongdexiaoyuan，lvshuchengyin，
hongqiangbaiwa，chongmanleshujuanqihepengbodeshengji。woshenxiyikouqi，gaosuziji：shensuisui，wangdiaoguoqu，
zhongxinkaishi！diertianshixinshengshuxixiaoyuanderizi。wojujuelexinshiyouyiqiguangxiaoyuandeyaoqing，
zhixiangyigerenjingjing。yanzhelinyindaomanmanzouzhe，ganshouzhejiaoxialuoyederouruan，
tingzheyuanchuchuanlaideyinyuedejitashenghexiaoyu，jinbengdeshenjingzhongyuyouleyisifangsong。
zoudaoyipiankaikuodecaopingpang，pangbianshigupodetushuguan。wozhaolegepijingdezhangyizuoxia，
nachusuishendaide《daxueyingyu》cihuishu，dasuanliyongzheidianshijianbeijigedanci。
yangguangtouguoshuyedefengxisazaishuyeshang，banboyaoye。gangfankaishuye，yidaozhangzhangdeyinyinglongzhaoxialai，
dangzhulewomianqiandeguangxian。woxiayishidizhoumei，yiweishinagewenludexinsheng，touyemeitai，
wangpangbiannuolenuoweizhi，xiangjiduifangrangchudiankongjian。raner，neidaoyinyingquemeiyouyidong。
yizhongmomingde、qiangliedaolingrenxinjideshuxigan，haowuyuzhaodijuezhulewo！
xinzangxiangshibeiyizhiwuxingdeshouhenhenzuanzhu！womengditaiqitou——shijian，fangfozaizheiyikeninggule。
yangguangyouxieciyan，danwoyijiuqingxidikandaoleneigezhanzaiwomianqian、nizheguangdeshenying。
baisedechenshanxiuzisuiyiwandaoshouzhou，luchuxiantiaoliuchangdexiaobei。jiandandeheisezhangkubaoguozhexiuzhangbizhidetui。
taweiweidizhetou，eqianjilvsuifachuiluo，zhedanglebufenshixian，
tongshenhaixuanwobanfuzananbiandeqingxu——tanjiu、leran、haiyouyisi……shierfudede、jinhupianzhidezhuanzhu？
jiangzhuo！tazhanzaineili，xiangyikezhagenyucideqingsong，
daizheyizhongburongcuobiande、kuayueleqianshanwanshuierlaidecunzaigan。nanfangdeyangguangluozaitashenshang，
goulechubigaozhongshigengjiachengshujianyidelunkuo。tazenmehuizaizheili？！zheilibushibeida！zheilishinanda！
qianlizhiwaidenanda！judadezhenjingrutonghaixiao，shunjianjiangwotunmei！
woshouzhongdecihuishu“pada”yishengdiaoluozaicaopingshang，zhenggerenrutongbeishiledingshenzhou，jiangzaizhangyishang，
dongdanbude。xueyefangfozaishunjianchongshangtouding，youzaixiayimiaotundeganganjingjing，
zhishengxiachegudebinglianghenanyizhixindehuangmiugan！ta……fangqilebeida？neigeqianshitashanyaodewutai，
neigechengzaizhewushuguanghuanheweilaidedifang……taweile……shenme？jiangzhuodemuguang，rutongzuijingzhundetanzhen，
laolaodisuozaiwodelianshang，meiyoucuoguowolianshangyisiyihaodezhenjing、kongjuhemangran。
tahuanhuandi、jiqiqingxidikaikou，shengyindichenshaya，daizheyizhongchuanyueleshengsiheshikongdechenzhong，yiziyiju，
zazaiwodexinshang：“shensuisui。”“zheiyici，huanwolaizhuini。”9cihuishudiaozaicaopingshang，
shengyinxiangjingleizhazaiwokongbaidenaohai。jiangzhuo？！tazenmehuizainanda？！zhenjingezhuhoulong，
xueyechongshangtoudingyoushunjiantunjin，zhishengbinglianghexuanyun。yangguanggouletatingbadelunkuo，
danneishuangyanlideqingxu——zhenjing、tanjiu、leran，haiyoushierfudedepianzhi——xiangluotietangzaiwolinghunshang！
tafangqilebeida？yinweiwo？bu！bukeneng！juebukeneng！shiweisongyuqing？haishi…tafaxianwode“yichang”，
laizhuichazhenxiang？jiubawaineidongchuanyiqiedeyanshenshanxian，kongjurubingtengchanjinxinzang。womengdidanqi，zhixiangtaoli！
“nirencuorenle！”wodiuxiazhuoliedehuangyan，shudougubushangjian，zhuanshenjiupao！tadongzuogengkuai。zhangtuiyikua，
shunjiandangzaiwomianqian。shuxideqinglieqixidaizhegengqiangyapoganlongzhaoxialai。“rencuoren？
”tashengyindichenshaya，daizheyisiwanwei。fushenbijin，muguangsuosiwohuangluandeyanjing。“shensuisui，
huachenghuiwodourendeni。”zheijuhuaxiangbingbishouzhajinxinwo！daizheqianshijinshengdechenzhongsuming。wohunshenfadou，
liansecanbai。“nixiangganshenme？！”woqiangpozijiyingshangtamuguang，shengyinjianruizhandou，“biyele！
zheilishinanda！nizhuilaibujuedemomingqimiaoma？！”“momingqimiao？”tachunjiaogouqihaowuwendudehudu，
muguangsaoguowocangbaidelianhezuanjindequantou。“qiyueerhaowanshang，shengmingjiubaduimianxiangzi，duozaianchudeshishei？
”hong——！danaoyipiankongbai！taguoranzhidaole！beichuopomimidenankanhekongjuruhaixiaoyanmeiwo！wohoutui，
jibeizhuangshangbinglengzhangyi，tuiwuketui。“wobuzhidaonishuoshenme！”woshikoufouren，shengyindoudebuchengyangzi，
yanshenluanpiao，“shenmexiangzijiuba？wozaijiakanshu！”“kanshu？”tadixiao，binglengerchaofeng。bijinyibu，
yapoganrangwozhixi。“kanzhesongyuqingbeiweidu，chongchuquyongjingfangweigongkaideminganxijieweixiewangmingtu？
hai‘qiahao’zaijingchalaiqianbaojing？nizheishukandezhen‘jingcai’。”meigezidouxiangzhongchuizasuiwodeweizhuang！
lenghanjintouhoubei，xiuchihekongjurangwohunshenfaleng，yachidazhan。“wozhishi……”wozhangkou，
quezhaobudaorenhejieshi。zaitachuantoulinghundemuguangxia，huangyancangbaiwuli。“nizhishishenme？
”tazaicibijin，yinyingwanquanlongzhaowo。ditou，wenreqixifuguoefa，qinlvexingshizu。
“‘pengqiao’zhidaohunhunzhaosongyuqingmafan？‘pengqiao’zhidaotamenfanxiajingchahaizaichademingan？shensuisui，
nizenme‘pengqiao’zhidaode？”zhiwenzhizhihexin，jiangwobidaoxuanya！zhongshengzheizuidademimi，
beitayicengcengbokai！konghuanghebeikanchuandejuewangrangwobengkui！womengdituitaxiongtang，kuqiangjianli：“goule！
jiangzhuo！shi！wokandaole！wozhidao！neiyouzenyang？！genniyoushenmeguanxi？！wojiusongyuqingshiwodeshi！
buxuyaoxiangnijieshi！gengbuxuyaonipaolainandazhiwen！rangkai！”woyongjinquanlituisangta，
xiangjuejingdexiaoshoutulaofankang。yanleixiongyongerchu。shangbeizi，wocengzaichenailiyangwangni，
jiangzijididaonitushenchu，queyiranhuanbulainibanfenchuimou。rujin，wohaoburongyicongneibeiweidenitanzhongzhengtuo，
weiheniyouyaochuangruwodeshijie，ranqixiwangdexinghuo，queyouqinshoujiangqiniansui，rangwozaicizhuirujuewangdeshenyuan？
tawensibudong，rushanyili。chenmokanzhewobengkuiliulei，
shensuiyanmouliqingxufanyongdaojizhi——tanjiu、yisicitong，zuizhongchendianweichenzhongdeleran。
jiuzaiwokudejihutanruanshi，tashuangshoumengdikouzhuwozhandoudejianbang！lidaoqiangshi，
quedaizheyisibuyichajuedewending。“genwoyoushenmeguanxi？”tazhongfu，shengyinshayachenzhong，
ruchuanyueshengsilunhui。tafushen，muguangzhuozhuobishiwoleiyan，yiziyijuzasuiwosuoyouziqi：“shensuisui，
shangbeizitiwodangxianeiyidaoderen，shini！zaizanglishangkuhanshuoweiwozuoleyiqiederen，shilinxiaoke！nishuo，
genwoyoushenmeguanxi？！”honglong——！！！jiutianjingleiguoxieqianshibinglengdejiyi，henhenpixia！
shijieshishengshise。shijianninggu。wojiangzaiyuandi，daidaikanzheta。ta…shuoshenme？
shangbeizi…tiwodangdao…zangli…linxiaoke…suoyouxiansuohongranguantong！tadefanchang！dongmensongzaocan！
jiubaxiangkoudeyanshen！fangqibeidalainanda！tayanzhongchenzhongdeleranhe…tongchu？！guoranshiruci！
tayeshizhongshengde！jiangzhuojinkouwojianbang，zhijiefanbai。kanzhewoshihunluopodeyangzi，
yanzhongfanyongdeqingxuzuizhonghuaweipianzhidejianding。tazaicikaikou，shengyinshaya，ruxuanpanbanhuidang：“shensuisui，
zheici，huanwozhuini。”“wulunniduodaonali，taoduojiu，wodouhuizhaodaoni。”“yinwei，zheitiaoming，
shinijide。”10jiangzhuoneijushipotianjingdehuayu，
rutongguoxiezheqianshibinglengjiyihejinshengchenzhongsumingdejinglei，henhenpijinlewodetianlinggai！
meiyigezidouxiangshaohongdeluotie，henhentangzailinghunzuishenchu，
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“e……”yishengposuide、buchengdiaodewuyancongwojinyaodeyaguanliyichu。kouzaiwojianbangshangdeneishuangshou，
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”woxiangbeicaileweibademao，mengdihoutuiyibu，shengyinjianruicier，daizhehaobuyanshideyanehekangju。
“wobuxuyao！jiangzhuo，shouqinizheitao！wobuxuyaonidekuijiu，buxuyaonidebuchang！
gengbuxuyaonipaodaonandalaikelianwo！”wodefanyingsihuzaitadeyuliaozhizhong。tameiyoushouhuishou，
zhishijingjingdikanzhewo，muguangchenjingrushui，quedaizheyizhongburongzhiyideliliang：“bushikuijiu，yebushibuchang。