jianyuezhanzaineishangaosongdehaozhaidamenqian，ningshizheshangfangxiangjindejiazuhuizhang，xinzhongshengqiyizhenmomingdetongchu。
sannianqian，tacengzhanzaizheili，qidaizheneichanghunlidailaidexingfuheweilai。keshineiyike，
jianyichenghaobuliuqingdijiangtacongsuoyourenmianqianganzou，jujueletadexinrenyuai，
rangtadeshijiezaineiyishunjianbengta。neishideta，xinzhongchongmanyiwenyubujie，
weishenmesanniandeganqingyudengdaijingranrucicuiruo？tacengshitujianqiangdixiangxin，zheiyiqiebuguoshiyigeezuoju，
ranerwuqingdexianshihenhenjisuiletadexiwang。rujin，tayijingbuzaishineigeweiaierqidaidenvhai，
ershidaizhemanshenshanghen、lijingfengyudenvren。tazaicihuidaozheili，yishilingyigeshenfen，
lingyigegushidekaishi。jianyueshenxiyikouqi，changshiyaxiaxintoudeqingxu，
muguangqueyijiubuyouzizhudixiangneishanmenshenchukanqu——neigecengrangtaxindongdenanren，cikedeta，
sihuzaoyibianlemoyang。“jianyue。”neishengyindichenershaya，daizhewufayanshidetongkuyukenqiu。
jianyuedexinyizhenjuliedezhendong，tabingmeiyouhuitou。tazhidaozijiwufamianduitacikedeyanshen，
neixiecengjingzaitamengzhongchuxiandemuguang，yijiudaizhetabuyuanchupengdeshenqing。“jianyue……”tazaiyicihandao，
shengyinyayidejihurangrentingbuqing。tadeyanjieqingweizhandong，
xindidefennuhetongchujiaozhichengyiguwufayanyudeqinggan。sanniandedengdai，sanniandexinsui，
zaizheiyikefangfoshunjianyongshangxintou。tazhuanguoshen，lenglengdiwangxiangta，neiyanzhongzangzhedeaohuiyujianchi，
querangtawufaqingyixiadingjuexin。“jianyue，jiwoyicijihui。”tadehua，daizhewujindekenqiu，
daizhesuoyoutacengjingdiushidejiaoaoyuzunyan。tamouguangshandong，queyiranchenmo。zheigeqingqiu，
yibuzaishidangnianneigechuncuideaiqingshiyan，ershiyichangmeiyoujiejudezhuizhu，
shenzhishiyicizijizaiyechengshoubuqidechenzhongfudan。1sannianqian，hunliqianxi，jianyuezhanzaijingqian，
shenshendixilekouqi，wangzheneitiaoxiangzhengzhexinshengyuweilaidebaisehunsha，xintiaoderutonggudianbanjicu。
tadeshouzhiweiweifadou，fuguoqunbaidehuabian，xinzhongmanshijijinzhangyouqidaideqingxu。jintian，
tajiangyutaailesanniandenanrenjianyicheng，buruhunyindediantang，kaishishuyutamendexingfushenghuo。
waimiandeshijieyijingzhunbeihaoyingjiezheichanghaomendeshengdahunli，qinyoumendexiaoshenghezhufuchongchizaidating，
kongqizhongmimanzhexiangbinyuxianhuadeqixi。raner，jianyuedexinqueshizhongbucengpingjing。tazhidao，
jianyichengshigeyouzhelengmowaibiao、lizhineixindenanren，erziji，zhibuguoshineigehuaichuairouruomengxiangdenvhai。
tazhanzaijingqian，ningshizheziji，shitujizijiyifenjianding。raner，denglexujiu，jianyichengyiranweicengchuxian。
tadexinkaishibuanditiaodong，shenshendetantezaitadexiongkoumanyan。weishenmetahaimeiyoudao？hunliqianxi，
tamendezuihouyiciduihuazhong，tahaineimewenroudidayingguota，jinwanyidinghuidaizhetazoujinhunyindediantang。
kecike，tadengdaideshijianyifenyimiaodiguoqu，chichimeiyoujiandaotadeshenying。zhongyu，
hunlikaishidezhongshengxiangqi，binkemenfenfenanjingxialai。jianyuegandaoyizhenlenghanpanshanglejibei，
tajihunengtingdaozijixinzangjulietiaodongdeshengyin，xindiyinyindedanyoubiandeyuelaiyueqianglie。
jiuzaitadeshouzhiqingqingxiankaimubushi，yidaolenglengdeshenyingcongmenkouhuanhuanzoulai。
suoyoudemuguangshunjianjizhongzaitashenshang。jianyichengzhongyuchuxianle。raner，dangtazoujinhunlixianchangdeneiyishunjian，
jianyuequelengzhule。tameiyourenhexiaorong，lianshangmeiyouyisixiyuedebiaoqing，shenzhikeyishuo，shilengmo、danran。
tadeyanshenbuzaiwenrou，ershidaizheshenshendejuejuehewuqing。tahuanhuanzoudaojianyuemianqian，tingxiajiaobu，
weiweidixiatou，lenglengdikaikou：“wotuihun。”jianyuedeyanzhongshunjianfuxianchuwufaxiangxindezhenjing，
tadeshuangtuiyiruan，jihuzhanbuwen，naodaiyipiankongbai。tacongweixiangdao，zheijuhuahuicongtakouzhongshuochu。
suoyoudeqidaiyuxingfu，zaizheiyikeshunjianbengta，huaweisuipian，sanluozaitadexintou。
zhouweidebinkemenxianshiyileng，jiezhechuanlaididideqieqiesiyu，jianyuedeyanqianyipianmohu，
fangfozhenggeshijiedouzaituranjiandaota。tadexinmengdiyichou，fangfobeishenmezhongzhongjizhong，jihuwufahuxi。
tayanzhengzhengkanzheneigecengjingdayingguotadenanren，jiuzheiyangjuejuedisilieletadesuoyoumeng。
“jianyicheng……”tadeshengyindaizhewulidezhandou，jihulianzijidemingzidoujiaobuchukou。
yanleiyiranmohuleshixian，xinzhongdeshangtongxiangchaoshuibanxiongyongerlai。tagandaozijijiuxiangshiyigebeipaoqidewawa，
renyousuoyourenduitademuguanglichongmanletongqinghelengmo。“ni……”tazhanglezhangzui，queshenmeyeshuobuchulai。
jianyichengmeiyouzaiduokantayiyan，tazhuanshen，lenglengdixiangmenwaizouqu，jiaobuchenzhongerjuejue。yishunjian，
jianyuegandaozhenggeshijiedoutingzhile。tadeshijiefangfoshiquleyanse，kongqizhongdemeiyifenmeiyimiaodoubiandechenzhong。
neigetayongsanniandengdaidenanren，jingranzaiyishunjianjiuzheiyangrangtadieruleshenyuan。tabuganxiangxinzheiyiqie，
tayizhiyiweizijiyouzigehuodexingfu，ranerzheigenanrendelengmo，rutonglijiancirutadexinzang，
haobuliuqingdipoukaitazuishendeshangkou。2jianyuezhanzaineipianmoshengdetudishang，xinqingrutongbeisiliedebupi，
suipianfenfei。sannianqian，tabenyiweizijihuishineigebeiaiqingchongni、beihehudenvren，
ranerjianyichengdetuihunrangtadieruleshenyuan，suoyoudemeihaomengxiangshunjianhuaweihuijin。neiyike，jianyuezhidao，
zijibuzaishineigebeilangmanyuqidaibaoweidenvhaile。tacengjingduomekewangdedaojianyichengdeai，
cengjingneimemangmudixiangxin，tahuishitadeweilai。danxianzai，yiqiedouchenglekongtan。tadelengmo、wuqing，
xiangyibafenglidedaopian，henhenhuakailetaxinzhongduiaiqingdesuoyouhuanxiang。beijianjiawuqingdiganchumenwai，
jianyuexinzhongranqileshenshendefennuyumimang。tazenmeyemeixiangdao，zijizaizuigudu、zuicuiruodeshihou，
jinghuibeicengjingshenaiderenqinshoutuirujuewangdeshenyuan。tayongliyaozhuzuichun，qiangrenzheleishui，zaijijingdeyewan，
duzituozhepibeideshenti，likailejianjiadedamen。tameiyouquxiangrenherenxunqiubihu，yinweitazhidao，
zijizhinengyikaoziji。sannianli，taduzichengshoulesuoyoudetongkuyujimo。congmeiyourenguanxinguotadeganshou，
jianyichengdebeipanhejianjiadelengmorangtajianjianxuehuileyinzangzijidecuiruo，kaishibiandejianqiangheguoduan。
weilebaituocengjingdeyinying，tanuliquchongshiziji，pingjiezijidecongmingcaizhi，tachenggongchuangbanlezijidegongsi，
yongshijixingdonggaosuzijihesuoyouren，tabuzaishineigeyilaitaren、renrenbaibudenvhai。zheisannianli，
jianyuechedigaibianleziji。tabuzaishineigerenrenkanqingderuonvzi，
ershiyigeyouzhezijishiyeheweilaidedulinvxing。tayongbuduannulidechengguo，
huanlaileshuyuzijidezunyanyuzixin。tadegongsijianjiancongyikaishidejiannanzhongzhanwenjiaobu，
zhubuchengweilexingyezhongdeyipiheima。raner，jinguantabiandegengjiajianren，gengjiachuse，
danneiduancengjingkegumingxindeaiqing，shizhongwufamoqu。tashichangzaiyeshenrenjingshi，
xiangqineigecengjingjitawennuan、yejitashangtongdenanren——jianyicheng。jinguantayijingxuehuilefangxia，
danxinzhongyiranwufagesheneiduanjiuqing。sannianhou，jianyuedeshiyezhengzhengrishang，fuqindebingqingzhujianjiazhong，
jiazugongsimianlinjiebanwenti，tazuizhongjuedinghuiguo，zhunbeijieshoujiazudeshiye。tazhidao，
zheishitarenshengzhongzuizhongyaodejueze，yexu，zheijiangshitazhongxindingyizijidejihui。huiguodeqianyiwan，
jianyuezuozaibangongshili，huiwangzhechuangwaishanshuodenihongdeng。tadexinlibingmeiyouxiangxiangzhongdexingfenheqidai，
fanershigengduodepingjingyushuli。tamingbai，zheiyiqiedebeihou，
huoxuyiranchongmanlefuzadeqianbanheweizhidetiaozhan。raner，ganghuidaojiali，
tabianwuyijiantingdaoleyizelingrenzhenjingdexiaoxi——jianyicheng，zheigecengjinglitaerqudenanren，
jingranzaiguoqudesannianli，yizhizaimomodengdaitahuigui。jianyuedexinmengdiyizhen，
wufazhixinditingzheneishuxidemingzicongkouzhongchuanchu，fangfoyiqiedoumeiyougaibian，
neigetacengyiweiyongyuanlikaizijideren，youchuxianzaitadeshijieli。“tazaidengwo？”jianyuenannanziyu，
naohailishunjianfuxianchusannianqianneigejuejuedebeiying。tawufalijie，neigecengjingrangtatongbuyushengdenanren，
weishenmehuizaitalikaizhihouyizhimomoshouhou。“jianyicheng……”taqingqingninan，shengyinrutongpiaomiaodefeng，
daizhejifenfuzadeqingxu。tabujinwenziji，ruoshitazhendezaidengdaitahuigui，neime，sanniandelengmoyubeipan，
yougairuhejieshi？tadexinzaiciyongqilepengpaidebolan，tongkuyufennujiaozhi，
fuzadeqingxurangtajihuchuanbuguoqilai。guoqudeshanghen，shifouyijingyuhe？tashifouhainengzaicixiangxinneigeren，
neigecengjingrangtaposuidenanren？jianyueshenxiyikouqi，zhongyubaneixindedongdangyaxiaqu。
wulunjianyichengruhedengdai，tayijingbuzaishineigeyuanyiweiaiqingdiudiaozizundenvren。
tayaoweizijideweilaierhuo，buzairangrenherenzhuzaitademingyun。raner，tazhidao，
zheichangyujianyichengdezaiduxiangyu，zhudingbuhuijiandan，zhudinghuidailaigengduodefengbaoyubianshu。erta，
shifouzhunbeihaoyingjiezheiyiqieni？3jianyichengdechuxian，fangfoshiyizhenyoulingbandefeng，
qiaowushengxidichuanguojianyuedeshenghuo，dailaileyizhennanyiyanyudetongchuyuhunluan。
tabingmeiyouzhijiechuxianzaitademianqian，ershitongguogezhongfangshiqiaoqiaojiejin。shouxianshigongsihezuodexiangmuzhong，
tayitouzifangdeshenfenchuxian；ranhoushijiazuwanyanshangdeouyu，tayijiuneifulengjundemianrong，
fangfoshijianzaitashenshangninggule，zhiyouneishuangyanjing，yijiushensui，chongmanleaohuiyuhuihen，
fangfozaisushuozhesannianqiantasuofanxiadecuowu。jianyuemeiyiciyutacajianerguo，
douhuigandaoyigumomingdeqingxuyongshangxintou。tagaosuziji，bunengzaibeizheigenanrenyingxiang，
bunengzaibeiguoquneiduandaizheshangtongdehuiyiqianyin。danmeicikandaotayanzhongdechenmoyutongku，
taxindineifenzaoyilengquedeqinggan，bianbuzijuedibeidianran。“jianyue，womentantan。
”tazhongyuzaiyigeqingchen，zhanzaitadebangongshimenkou，shengyindichenqiechongmanqingqiu。jianyuefangxiashouzhongdewenjian，
muguanglenglengdipiexiangta。tacongweixiangguoyouyitian，zheigecengjingrangtashiwangdenanren，
jinghuiyiruciqianbeidezitaichuxianzaitamianqian。“wobuxuyaoyunitanshenme。
”tadeyuqilengdejihumeiyouwendu，danhuayuzhongdejiandingquesihaoburongzhiyi。jianyichengchenmoleyihuier，
sihuzaisikaozhegairuhekaikou。zuihou，tashenshendixilekouqi，huanhuanzoujintadezhuoqian，
dishengshuodao：“jianyue，wozhidaosannianqianwoshanghaileni，shanghaidetaishen，taizhong。
nikenengyongyuanyewufayuanliangwo。danzheixienian，woyizhizaixiang，wozuocuoleduoshaoshi，woshiquleshenme。
wo……wobunengzaicuoguoni。”jianyuedeyanjingweiweizhandong，xindidejianyingxiangshibeiqingqingqiaodaleyixia，
ranertayiranmeiyoudongyao。tahuanhuantaiqitou，yanshenqingleng，daizhejifenjueran：“ninengbunengmingbai，
wogenbenbuxuyaonilaimibuwocengjingdeshangtong。sannianqian，nijilewoyichangmeng，woyiweitahuizhangjiu，
danzuizhongwoxingle。”jianyichengdelianseyibian，tachuixiayanmou，meitoujincu，
fangfomeiyigezidoushicongtaxindizuishenchujichulaidetongku：“wocuole，wobugaibanituikai。woyizhizaixiang，
ruguonenghuidaoguoqu，woyidinghuixuanzebaohuni，erbushibanidiudaoneigeshenyuanli。”“keshixianzaideni，
younengjiwoshenmeni？”jianyuefanwen，tadeshengyinlengjing，quetouchuyisipibei，“sannianle，
sanniannishenmedoumeizuo，chulebashijianlangfeizaiaohuili。nigaosuwo，nixianzainengjiwoshenme？
nengjiwoxinrenma？haishiniyouyaobawotuidaoneigemeiyoudideshenyuanli？”jianyichengdeshenqinggengjiafuza，
tashenshoumolemoetou，sihuzainulipingfuneixindebolan：“wozhidaozheixienianwomeiyouzigeyaoqiuniyuanliang，
shenzhimeiyouzigequyaoqiunizaijiwoyicijihui。danqingnixiangxin，
woyijingbuzaishisannianqianneigejuejuedenanrenle。neishihouwoyiweizijinengchengshouyiqie，keshiwocuole。
wocuoguoleni，yecuoguolewoziji。”jianyuedemuguangzhuanxiangchuangwai，waimiandeyangguangtouguoluodichuangsajinlai，
wennuanquelengmo。tadeneixinyijiudongyaozhe，neigecengjingwubiqinmidenanren，rujinbianderucimosheng。
tadaizhemanshendeaohuiyubuan，danzheixiebingbunengfupingtaneixindeshangtong。“jianyicheng，”tashengyindichen，
daizheyizhongcongweiyouguodelengjing，“nirangwojuedekexiao。sannianqian，
nimingmingzhidaowomenzhijiandeweilaibingbulaogu，quebawoyijiaotikai。nishuonicuole，dannizaizenmehuihen，
yemibubulecengjingdeshanghai。”tatingdunleyixia，muguangjiandingdiwangxiangta，“suoyi，biezailaidaraowole。
nixianzaidetongku，bushiwonengzhiyude。”jianyichengdebiaoqingyijiang，
tongkuyushiluojiaozhizaitaneishuangshensuideyanzhong，tasihumeiyouyuliaodaojianyuehuiruciguoduandijujueta。
chenmolepianke，tadishengdao：“wohuiyizhidengni，jianyue，zhidaoniyuanyijiwoyigejihui。
”jianyuemeiyouhuiying，zhuanguoshenqu，jixuchulitadegongzuo。tadeneixinyijiubotaoxiongyong，