第3章 以死谢罪

“muqin,”yuansanshenkukutitidemozhelei,yekaikoufuhe,“ersaoshuodebuwudaolia,douguaizheigesaobaxing,ruofeita,woyuanjiahezhiyuci?”

“huainvren!dani!dani!”

yigefendiaoyuzhuodexiaoguniangzhengtuolemamadeshou,puguoqulunqixiaoquantoujiuyaowangsuxiaomandeshenshangzhaohu。

suxiaomanshanshenbiguo,neixiaoguniangmeichazhu,zhijiezaidaoledishang,zuiyibie,wawadekuleqilai。

“瑜姐儿!”

yuansishenlijipuguoqubaozhuta,“mokumoku,niangzaini!”

“niang,wuwu,taqifuyuer……wuwu……niangdata……”

苏小满:……

zhouweiderendouqizuibashedezhizeqileta,matashihuohai,shisaobaxing,shiyuanjiadezuiren,tajiuyinggaiyisixiezui!

suxiaomanyanlidexiaoyijianjiandanle。

tashixiangyongzheigejiekoulikai,danbudaibiaonengrenshoubeirenzhizhebizizheiyangma。

这种感觉很糟糕。

fangfoyouhuidaocongqianbeiqinqimenzhizebushihaodaienjiangchoubaodeshihou。

buguoneishihoutayouwaipo,waipojiangtalaolaohuzaishenhou……

“够了!”

yidaoshenyingdangzailesuxiaomanshenqian,nuhedao,“douzhukou!”

“jingandesishiyiwai,yuanbuderenheren。”

“yuanjiaweihebeichaojia,fangcaixuanzhinimendoumeizaima?tongxiaomanyouheguanxi?”

“ruoshinimenfeiyaoguaiyigeren,neijiuguaiwozheigelaotaipoba!guaiwocongqianmeijiaodaohaozhongjin,rangtafanxiarucidacuolianleiquanjia!”

yuanlaofurenshuozhehaihuitouchongtaxiaolexiao,kuanweidao,“xiaoman,bieduoxiang,zheixiedouyuniwuguande。”

苏小满怔住了。

yuanjingangangsideshihou,yuanjiajiuyourenzhizetashizaixing。

neishihouyeshiyuanlaofurenzhanchulaihuzheta,yuanfushangxiazheicaimeiyourenweinanta。

suxiaomanhaiyiweituzaochaojiabiangu,yuanlaofurenhuigaibian、taidu,meixiangdao……

yanqiandeshenyingtongjiyilineiyouxiegouloudeshenyingzhonghe,zheiyike,tafangfokandaolewaipo,yankuangyerenbuzhuhongleqilai。

yuanlaofurenjiantayaoku,huitouhenhendedengleyiyanzijidejigexifu,“haibukuaitongxiaomandaoqian?”

“母亲,儿媳……”

yuanershenqihuhudebieguolelian,dunangdao,“youbushierxiyirenshuode……”

“你……”

yuanlaofurenbeitaqideshenxingyihuang,suxiaomanlianmangjiangtafuzhu,dishengdao,“zumu,buyongle……”

bushizhenxindedaoqianmeibiyaoshuochukou,fanzhengtayebuhuijieshoude。

yuanlaofurenshenshouqingqingpailepaitadeshoubei,“shahaizi……”

“muqin,xianbiezhengbianzheixiele,”shenxingyouxieyongzhongdefurenyibianhongzhehuailinaotengdehaizi,yibiankujijidewendao,“yanxiazuiyaojindeshigaiwanghechuqu?”

yuanlaofurenbeitawendeyouxiemangran。

yuanjiabeichaojia,shuyuyuanjiadepuzibieyuanchanyeyedouhuiyibingbeifeng。tamensuibeibixiaraoshu,danquelianyigenzhuchaidoumeinengdaichuyuanjia。

yijialaoxiao,shenwufenwen,ruhenengyoulishenzhichu?

“muqin,ninkuaishuoa!”

“shia,muqin,fanggeershenziruo,jinbuzhuwaimiandehanfenga……”

“母亲……”

“呜呜,祖母……”

yuanlaofurenbeizhongrencuicudexintoufajin,yanqianhuranyihei,shenzijiuwangyipangdaoqu。

suxiaomanyanjishoukuaidefuzhuleyuanlaofuren,“zumu?”