第1章
民国六年
niujiacundeyewan，yueliangtebieyuan。
yuejingbeizhechaitazheyuesezhunbeihuiqushaohureshuimeimeidexigezao，qudiaobaitianxiadiganhuodeyishenchentu。
tazhudefangzijianlouxiaoqiao，yijianmaocaowu，yijianchaifang。
yueselongzhaoxiadechaifangzhoushensiyouyicengbowu，yuejingfangxiachai，gangzhunbeijiangxuyandementuikai！
turan，menhouyizhidashouxunsuyanzhuletadezuibajiangtazhijietuolejinquyazailecaoduoshang。
talijixiayishifanyingdetaishoupixiangnanrendejingchu。
zhengchangrenshoutazheiyixiadagainengyunguoqu，keshizheinanrendepiroujiuxiangshitiezuode，yuejingdelidaoyutazhishixiangshibeimaonaoleyixiaeryi。
“zheizhongxiangxiadifangdenvrenhaihuigongfu？”
nanrenmilideshuangmouzixiduanxiangzhenvren，taqiangrenzheyaolidailaidechongdong，wenredeqixizhipentadelianshang。
yuejingwuheidexiufaruhaizaobanzaicaoduoshangpisankailai，zitoudingxiaxuanchengxuanwozhuang，yueguangxiadejifurubaiciban，fanzhedandandeguangyun。
“你是谁？”
nanrencuzhongdehuxilingcongweijingrenshideyuejingxinshenlingluan，huangdebuzhisuoyi。
她问的是废话。
nanrenshenshangtiehuisedejunzhuangfanzhedandandeyinguang，chenjinzaiyueguangxiadebanbianceyanlingjiaofenming，heianzhong，yingyingdiandiandemouzililuchuyinzhi。
tadeshoutanxiangtadeyijin，neibobodecubushanshunjianbeichekai，luchulitoudeneichen。
yuejinghuangle，zheinanrenbeixiayaole。
“放开我。”
yuejingzhangzuixianghan，nanrencuzhuangdedashoujiangtaxiaoqiaodechunwulegeyanyanshishi。talianshangjiaonendejifubeitashoushangdejiangedeshengtong。
“嘘！放心。”
nanrendeshengyintongkuyichang，yuejingbuyongkantadebiaoqingyezhidaojiexialaizijihetahuifashengshenme。
“buyao，wobangnibayaonongchulai。nibuyaoshanghaiwo。”
yuejinghuizhenjiu，tabuzhidaozheigenanrendaodifashengleshenme，zhiyaoyoutuoshendejihui，zhishaotanengrangtazanshihunshuiguoqubushanghaiziji。
“怎么弄出来？”
nanrendeshengyintingqilaihentongku，dantayouxiangxiao。
tadeshouqingqingyongli，yifujiubeichelexialai。
“wo，wohuizhenjiu。nibuguobeirenxiayaoeryi，wobangnibatineideyaoyinchulai。”
yuejingyuyanzuzhilingluan，shuohuamingxiandiqibuzu。
“niyouzheigenengli，danwobuyuanyi。wohaiyouyizhonggenghaodefangfabayaoyinchulai，zhiyaonipeihewojiuxing。”
suoyoudequanyizhijishunjianshixiao，nanrenlianshangluchuxiemeidebiaoqing。
tazirenduinvsexiangdangyouzizhili，beixiayaodeshihouyijingyousongshangmendenvren，haishirangtataoguole。
kemianqianyanqianzheizhangqingchunruxiandelian，taquekongzhibuzhule。
tagenbenjiubujitashuohuadejihui，zhijiejiangtayazaicaoduoshang。
“wobu......”
nanrendewenyaleshanglai，taweichukoudehuashunjiankazailehoujian。
许久
yuejingzaihunsiguoquqianzuihouzhitingdaoleyiju：“nazhezheikuaiyulaishengchengzhaowo。wobuhuifuni。”
xinglaihoudeyuejingkanzheshouxinliwozhedejingyingshirundeyushi。
zixiduanxiangzheshangmiankezheyige“qian”zi。
谦！
neigenanrendezhangxianggenzheigeziwanquandabushangbian。
taqishen，caoduoshangyimohongbiaomingtayijingshigenvrenle。
yuejingxiufalingluan，muguangyouxiedaizhi。
tataishouxiangbayurengchuqu，yikuaiyujiumailetayibeizi，pingshenme？
zhishi，dangtadeshoutingzaibankongzhongyouyouleyouyu。
yuejingxiangzijidagaishishenjingcuoluanlecaihuibayuyouchuaihuilehuaili。
neigechuanjunzhuangdenanrenshishei？weishenmehuichuxianzaizheiliyijingbuzhongyaole。
她这一辈子，毁了。
tawojinleshouzhongdeyu，amashuoguojiritadeqinshengfuqinyaopairenjietahuishengchengshenghuo。
tabenbudasuanqu。kezheigenanrenhuiletadeqingbai，tayaojiangtazhaochulaisuishiwanduan。
zhuanyanguolejiri，zheiyitiandeniujiacuntebierenao。
huiwafang，huangtudidedajiejilebushaokanrenaodecunminyuhaizi。
yiliangyangche，sigelunzigundechentufeiyang，tingzailecunlizuidongtoudemaocaowuqian。
heisedaoqichemenbeirenconglimiantuikai，chuanzheyixihuisezhangshan，daizheyanjing，yifuzhangfangxianshengmoyangdenanrenxialeche，youlimaodetuikailexuyandemen。
“yuejing，kuailai。zheijiushiwogennishuoguodelishu，kuaijianguolishu。”
zhanzhanweiweitoufahuabaidelaorenlazheyigenianguoshibadenianqingnvhai，conghunandeguangxianzhongzoudaonanrenmianqian。shengyinlidaizhejidong。
yuejingxintaipinghe，bolanbujing。
jishidiyicizaicunzilijiandaochuanzheruciganjingderen，yemeiyoubandianqifudexinxu。
“快叫人哪。”
yuejingmingliangdeyanjingkanzhelishu，banshangcaiyongqingcuirouwandeshengyinjiandingdeshuodao：“yaowoquyexing，danshiamayeyaodaishang。”
amayitingjiujile，ganjinxianglishupeibushi。
“xiaonvhaibudongshi，ninbielita。yuejing，kuaigenlishudaoqian。”
yuejingjueqiangdeminzui，lishuxiaomimidemolemoyuejingdetou。
“jintianwoxianjiedaxiaojiehuiqu，dengninxiguanleneilideshenghuozailaijieamayebuchi。”
lishudeshengyinhenzhencheng，yuejingquemingxianjuedetadexiaorongtaijia。
“ajing，nibiefanhutule。nibeinibajiyangzaiwozheilishijinian，genwoguolezheimejiudekurizi，shishihoudanghuinidedaxiaojiele。”
阿嬷老泪纵横。
yuejingnianjidale，yuezhangyuepiaoliang。
cunziliduodeshiyouqiongyouchoudeguanggun，jishitayishendegongfu，yejingchangshousaorao。
amazhenpatawanyiyougesanzhangliangduan，zijisiyebumingmu。
yuejingqingbuzijindemoxiangkoudailideyu，shengchengtayidingyaoqude。
heisededaoqizhandecunlidehuangtudinongyangungun，zaizheyuejingbeixumiaoguodudebuzhenshideweilaichaoshengchengneigeqinshengfuqindezhaidijinfa。
tazuozaichedehouzuoshang，yifudeneichenliamajitafenglegejiaceng。
“jizhu，zhiyoulaolaodewozhuzheige，nicainengzhenzhengguoshanghaorizi。chufeiyushangzhenzhengduinihaoderen，fouze，sheiyebunengji。”
amajiaodaizaisan，yuejingzhidaozheijiandongxifeichangzhongyao，zhongzhongdediantou，tayandihanlei，zongranshebudeamayewunaishanglelishudeche。
amashuo，muqinliujitadeshizhangzangbaotu，jizaizheqianchaoyiliuxialaidebaozangweizhi，sheinengdedaotajiukeyifuguoqiangbing，tashoushangwozhedebujinjinzhishizhangtueryi，shizhenggetianxia。