第3章
yeshen，nanchuanjietou，hanlengchegu。
jiangsuiniantuozhexinglixiang，manwumudedizouzhe。chengshinihongshanshuo，quewuyizhandengweitaerliang。
tabuzhidaozijinengqunali。
yangmushijinzaozaijinianqianjiuyijingguoshi，jiejiejianghuaixineili......tamenzhijiangezhetaiduofuzananyandeqingxuheguowang。
taxiangyigebeishijieyiqideguhun，zhidaojianghuaixidedianhuadaduanletadesixu。
yixiaoshihou，jianghuaixikaichejiangtadaidaoleyidonggaojigongyu。
jianghuaixigaosuta，fangcaiyufuchentonggongzuodianhuashi，tawuyijiantileyijujiangsuinianlijiachuzoudeshiqing。zhengshizheisuikouyiti，cairangjianghuaixixunzhedizhizhaolai。
gongyuhenda，zhuangxiushijijiandexiandaifengge，shiyejijia，keyifukannanchuancuicandeyejing，danxiandeyouxiekongkuanglengqing，quefashenghuoqixi。
rujindejianghuaixi，zaoyibuzaishigueryuanlineigexuyaoshikehuzhejiangsuinian，jiangsuoyouhaodongxirangjitadewenroujiejiele。
rujindejianghuaixi，zaishiyeshang，feichangchenggong。
shiguangjiangtadamochengleyibafenglidejian，meiyanjianjinshishangchangpinshalilianchudejingmingyuganlian，shuohuazuoshidoudaizheyiguburongzhiyideguojue。
“zheiliwopingshibuzenmezhu，fanzhengkongzheyeshikongzhe，nixiananxinzhuxia。”jianghuaixijiangyaochifangzaixuanguanjushang，yuqipingdan，fangfozaianpaiyijianzaiputongbuguodegongshi。
tazoudaojiujupangdaolebeishuidijijiangsuinian，muguangsaoguotaneizhiyijiuwulichuizhedeyoushou，yanzhongshanguoyisifuzadeqingxu，henkuaiyouyanlexiaqu。
“xiexiejie......”jiangsuiniandishengdao。
“buyongxiewo，bushibaizhude。”
jianghuaixibaozheshoubei，kaozaibataishang，yuqibiandewushishenzhiyouxieqiangshi。
“anshijiazujini。wozhidaonizheijinian......meishenmeshouru。jiranjuedingzhongxinkaishi，zongyaoyougemoushengdeshouduan。youshoubuxingle，zhongjiunaoziyemeihuai。kankannengzuodianshenme，jinkuaiziliqilai。”
tameiyouzhuiwenlihundexijie，yemeiyouguoduoanwei，zhishiyongyizhongjinhulengjingdefangshi，weitatigongleyigezanshidebifenggang，bingzhimingleyigexianshidefangxiang——huoxiaqu，kaoziji。
zheizhongbujiazaguoduosirenqinggandechulifangshi，fanerrangjiangsuiniansonglekouqi，jinbengdeshenjingshaoshaofangsong。
tacikezuiwufachengshoude，jiushibaogenwendideguanhuaihetongqing。
“hao，mingtiankaishiwojiuhuiquzhaogongzuo。”
jiangsuiniananjingdizhanzaiyuandi，muguangwuyishidisaoguoketing。
turan，tadehuxiyizhi，shixianxiangbeicishixizhubansisidingzaishafachajishang。
neishiyibenzazhi，fengmianrenwushifuchen，biaotixingmu。
erxiyintade，shiyazaizazhiyijiao，chongdangzhenzhiyongdeyigejingzhixiaoqiaodejianzhumoxing——neishiyizuoyanyingzaihuguangshansezhongdezhongshibieyuanmoxing，zuodejiweijingqiao，menmeishanghaikezhemingzi。
jianghuaixishunzhetademuguangkanqu，henzirandizouguoqu，naqineigemoxing，yuqidaizheyisibuyichajuedetanxun。
“e，zheigea。shangciqufushitanyigehezuoxiangmu，ouranzaifuchenbangongshixiuxiqudeshujiashangkandaode。shejidehenbiezhi，jiuduowenleyiju。fuchenshuojiao‘jinghuxiaozhu’，shitamingxiadeyichusirenchanye，ouerhuiqu。zenme，nimeiquguo？”
没去过？
taxindifanqiyisikusedexiaoyi。shia，tadangranmeiquguo。
keduifucheneryan，neiliqueshimeigeleiyutianbidingbenfudechangsuo。
xianglai，shineiweizangzaijinghuxiaozhuliderengewaijupaleishengba，suoyimeifengdianshanleiming，wulunfuchenshoutouyouduozhongyaodeshiwu，doubidinghuipaoxiayiqiecongcongganqu。
三年了，一直如此。
tashenzhilinyuzaitamianqianyanshi。
jiangsuiniancongweiguowenguoneigebeijinwuzangjiaoderenjiujingshishei。
bijing，jibianwenle，fuchenyejuebuhuijitadaan。
jitianhou，jiangsuinianguojinfengyi，congyijiaxiaoxingshejigongzuoshizouchulai，lianshangmanshipibeiheshiluo。
zheiyijingshitazheigexingqimianshidediwujiale。
meiyici，tadouhuitiqianshuomingyoushoudeqingkuang——“cengshouguoshang，wufachengzhonghuozhangshijianjingxicaozuo，dankejinxingjichudehuihuaheshejigongzuo”。
mianshiguanqichukandaotadezuopinjishi，yanzhongzonghuishanguojingyan，raneryidanmuguangluodaotaneifenteyibiaozhule“youshoucanji”dejianlishang，qifenbianhuijizhuanzhixia。
taditoukanlekanzijideyoushou，zhijianweiweibingliang。
huidaojianghuaixijiezhujitadegongyu，jiangsuiniandakaidiannao，youxiangliyijiukongkongruye。
tashenxiyikouqi，kaishizhunbeixiayilundejianlitoudi。
napaxiwangmiaomang，tayebunengtingxialai。
likaifuchen，shitazijidexuanze，tabixukaozijihuoxiaqu。
shubiaoguangbiaozai“hanyujituan”dezhaopinyemiantingliulexujiu。
zheishizhuangshiqixiazhuyingdichanhewenlvdejituangongsi，gainianhuashidezhiweiyaoqiuhengao，jingzhengjilie。
takanzhe“xushulianzhangwoduozhonghuihuameijie，nengshiyinggaoqiangdugongzuo”deyaoqiu，kuxiaoleyixia。
zijidejianlitouguoqu，dagailvyeshishichendahai。
youyupianke，tahaishijuedingjiangjianlitoudichuqu。
jibianxiwangmiaomang，yehaoguoshenmedoubuzuo。
zaibeizhulanli，tayijiuchengshierjianyaodixiemingleyoushoudeqingkuang。
guandiaodiannao，jiangsuiniancongchoutizuishenchunachuyifenwenjian——《lihunxieyishu》。
tayijingqianhaolezijidemingzi，quechichimeiyousongchuqu。
xindineidiankebeidebushehecancundehuanxiang，xiangtengmanyiyangchanraozheta。
danzhongjiu，yaozuogeleduan。
yixiaoshihou，jiangsuinianzhanzaizaoshanbieshubinglengdetiemenwai，shouliniezheneifenbobodelihunxieyi。
yushuidashiletadejiantou，taquehunranbujue。
开门的是徐姨。
tachuanzheyuntiedeyongrenfu，toufashudeyisibugou，kanjianta，yandifeikuaidilveguoyisijingguang，suijiduiqiqiadaohaochude，xujiadegongjing。
“taitaihuilaile。”taceshenrangkai，yuqitingzheqianbei，quedaizhebuyichajuededaliang，“zheimewan，haixiazheyu，zenmebudagedianhuarangsijiqujie？”
jiangsuinianmeijiehua，zhijiangshouzhongdeniupizhidaidiguoqu，shengyinpibeiqueqingxi。
“mafanxuyi，bazheigejiaojifuchen。”
xuyijieguo，muguangzainiupizhidaishangsaoguo，zuijiaojibukechadiwanleyixia，suijiluchuweinandeshense。
“xianshengzheihuierzhengmang，kongpameikongkanzheixie......xiaoshi。taitai，bushiwoshuonin，fuqiliangyoushenmehuabunenghaohaoshuo，hebidongbudongjiunaopiqi，lijiachuzouni？xianshengta......zuibuxihuanrennazheigeweixietade。”
tashuozhe，yanshenyiyousuozhidisaoguojiangsuiniankongdangdangdeshenhou。
“ninzheiyoushihebini？lilefujia，ninhainengqunaer？genghekuang......”
tayadishengyin，daizhetuixinzhifude“guanxin”，“xianshengsuiranxingzilengxie，keyemeiduanleninchichuanyongdubushi？ananfenfende，zonghaoguochuqushouku。”
zizijuju，tingzheshiquan，shizexiangzhenyiyangzhazaijiangsuinianxinshang，tixingzhetazheisannianrutongbaishe，yangrenbixidehunyin。