第一章

1983nian,shanghaigangkou。

“呜呜——”

mingdibuduanzuoxiang,liuxueguilaidelunchuantingkaozaigangkou。

xixirangrangderenquncongchuancangyongchu,sisankailai。

chenjiaaichuanzhebaichenyi,dalabaku,linzheyikouhesepixiang,duzizhulizaidukou。

她重生了。

zhongshengzaishangbeiziganggangliuyangguilaideershiliusui。

takanzhezhouzaoshuxiyoumoshengdeyiqie,xinqingfuza。

zuoweiyiminggongchengshi,taxinzhongyouyiguyouranershengdezihao。

yinweiershiduonianhou,tadezuguohuigengjiadefuqiangminzhu。

“陈嘉瑷。”

yishengqingliedeshengyinchuanguocaoza,chuanjinerduo。

chenjiaaikanguoqu,jiujianyigechuanzhebanzhengjunzhuang,shencaigaotiaodenanren,zhanzaijiefangca-10kacheqian。

zhengshitadezhangfu,linzezhou,xianrenhongjianlvtuanzhang。

zheishi,yuchenjiaaijiebantongxingdetongchuangbujindaqu:“chentongzhi,neibushininanrenma?zhidaonihuilaijiulaijieni,nimenzhenenaia!”

爱吗?

chenjiaaichuilechuiyanmou,meiyoushuohua,zhishikanzhenanrenchaozijizoulai。

shangbeizihelinzezhoujiehunliushiduonian,tayizhiweizhetazhuan,weitayunyulesangehaizi,taduizijiyeyizhijingzhongyoujia,shijunqudemofanfuqi。

kehoulaitatitazhengliyiwushi,jingfanchuletaduonianlaixiejichulianmengwanqueyizhimeijichuqudemianhuaixin,caizhidaolinzezhouyizhimeiyoufangxiatadechulian。

dangchuzhishiyinweimengwanchengfenbuhao,zhengshenmeiguo,tamencaimeinengjiehun。

ertahelinzezhoudejianmianhejiehun,zhishiweiletadeqiantu……“zaixiangshenme?”

linzezhouwenzhe,zirandejieguolechenjiaaishoulidepixiang。

zhangxinyikong,chenjiaaidexinyegenzheqifulexia。

takanzhelinzezhouyaoleyaotou:“xianshangcheba。”

shuowan,bianlvxianshangleche。

linzezhoushenmehuadoumeishuo。

cheshang,chenjiaaiwangzhelinzezhoulengyingdecelian,qianshifaxianzhenxiangshidesuanseheweiqudouyongleshanglai。

henkuai,tashouhuishixian,naodailideniantouyeyuelaiyueqingxi。

taxiangnongmingbaishangbeizishibushilindaosi,linzezhoudoumeiyouaiguoziji?

shishenjian,chetinglexialai。

shuxidehongzhuanfangyingruyanlian。

zheilibushijunqujiashuyuan,ershigongchengshisushe。

qianshitajiuyizhizhuzaizheili,zhidaohuaiyun,caibanjinjunqujiashuyuan。

jianlinzezhoudakaichemenyaoxiache,chenjiaaikaikou:“woshinidejiashu,nandaowobuyongsuijunma?”

linzezhoulengleyixiashuo:“jiashuyuantiaojianchaxie,yebufangbian。”

陈嘉瑷没说话。

qianshitaganghuiguoshihelinzezhouyouxieshengshu,buxiangretayanqi,bianshenmedoumeiwen,quantingtadeanpai。

kexianzai,tabuxiangzuoyigeshenmedoubuzhidao,beimengzaigulideshazi。

“但我想去。”

duishizhong,linzezhoushenshenkanletayiyan,chenmodiguanshangchemenjiangchekailechuqu。

ershifenzhonghou,jiefangca-10shirulejunqujiashuyuan。

linzezhounaleyaochidakaimen。

chenjiaaigenzaitashenhou,haimeijinmen。

jiujianwunei,mengwanyinglechulai:“zezhou,nihuilaile?”

jiandaotadeneiyike,chenjiaaidexintouxiangshibeizhongzhongchuileyixia。

neicengzhexiubuhaoxiangyixiabeijiekai。

tataitoukanzhelinzezhou,shengyinseran:“ta……jiushinishuobufangbiandeyuanyinma?”