第1章

qingchen,jishidashadinglou,zongcaixiuxishi。

lengfengjikaichuanghu,chuisanyini。

chuzhifuzhesuanruandeyao,xiaoxinxiachuang,shengpachaoxingshuizhedejinanjin。

ranerchuangshangdenanrenhaishihuranzhengkaileyan,ruilideshixianqinzhutadelian,buyucumei:“woshuoguo,baitianbuxiangkandaonihaizaizheili。”

chuzhidexintiaodunleshun,yaochundinan:“duibuqi,woshuiguotoule,xiaciwoyiding——”

“出去。”

anyadequzhu,buliuqingmian。

chuzhizuanjinzhangxin,nuliyazhexintoudesetong,guzuyongqiwen:“nanjin,wozheici……nengbuchishihouyaoma?”

lengfengguoshangtabaidefaguangdejifu,tayizhizhan。

“你觉得呢?”

jinanjinxiankaibeiziqishen,yanmoujinggao。

chuzhibuganhetaduishi,shizhijinzhangchanrao:“woyijingchisiniandeyao,yishengshuowodeshentiyijingchengshoubuleyaowudefuzuo……”

“yaowotixing,zuowanshinizijichanzheyao?”

hualuo,nanrenlengniletayiyan,banzhelianzouxiangyushi。

chuzhizhengkanzheta,manmanshoujinlefanbaideshou。

mingmingshifuqi,taqueguodexiangshigemaide。

yinweijinanjinbuyunxutabeitiji,waijiemeirenzhidaotashitadeqizi。

kedangchujiehun,mingmingshijinanjinkaidekou。

taxihuanta,diyicijianmianjiuxihuan,gaokaojieshuneitiantabagaobaixinqiaoqiaosaijintadeshubao,danqueyizhimeiyoulexiawen。

zhidaosinianqiandeyicitongxuejuhui,tazhongyuzaicijiandaoleta,haitingshuotahenvpengyoufenleshou。

taguqiyongqishangqiandazhaohu,sheizhitakanletayihuier,jingzhijiewen:“niyaobuyaohewojiehun?”

至今……

tayijiujidedangchuxuanyunbandejidong,dantameiliaodao,sinianhunyinshizheimegexingshi……

chuanshangyifu,chuzhilangbeilikai。

gangdidadiantikou,shoujihuranxiangleyisheng。

chuzhidakaiyikan,queshixitongtuisongdeyitiaoshengrizhufu。

kuseyixiao,jintianshitaershiliusuideshengri,kezijishenzhilaibujigenjinanjintiyigezi,jiubeiganchulai。

lianquyandideluomo,taitoujian,zhengjianyigechuanzhemisedayidenvrenyingmiancongdiantineizouchu。

kanqingduifangdelian,chuzhimengranyizhen。

许明薇!

纪南瑾的前女友!

tabushiyijingchuguolema?

xiangbichuzhidecuoe,xumingweijiucongrongduole:“haojiubujiana,chuxiaojie。”

“你怎么在这儿?”

chuzhizhidao,sinianqianxumingweiyinweichouwenbeijibofuelingcitui,yongbuderujishi。

xumingweimianshangrengxiaozhe,muguangquedaizhesideyi:“nanjinmeigaosunima?taqinziyaoqingwohuilairenzhijishigongguanzongjian。”

zheihuaxianglengshuiyingtoujiaozaichuzhishenshang,buanmomingsankai。

xumingweihuanglehuangshouji:“buhaoyisi,nanjinzhejijianwo,yihouzailiao。”

shoujipingmushang,zhiyouduanduansangezi——

【我想你】

chuzhidunjueyouwushugenzhencizaixinzang,mimimamadetongshunzhexueyezaisizhiliudong。

tazaiyedaibuxiaqu,taoyibanlikai。

wuwai,tiankongpiaoqilexue。

chuzhizhanzailubian,ningzhebashibacengdejishidasha。

yigexiaoshi,lianggexiaoshi……yigeshangwuguoqule,yijiubujianjinanjinchulai。

心一点点凉透。

zheiduancongyikaishijiubuduidengdehunyin,dangchuyebeimuqinjianjuefandui,taquebutingquanzu,muqinyiqizhixiabianhetaduanjueleguanxi……

yankuangfansuan,chuzhitouyiciziwen,zijidejianchizhendeduima?

buzhibujue,xuehuayijingluoletamantou。

tashenxikouqi,fankaishouji。

chulexitongdezhufu,yijiumeiyourenherendexiaoxi。

kanzhetongxunlubeizhuwei“nanjin”dezhidinghaoma,taguishishenchadianxiabotongjian。

denghuiguoshen,chuzhihuangmangyaoguaduan,kedianhuayijingjietong。

suihou,neibianjingranchuanlaixumingweideshengyin:“nidasuanshenmeshihougenchuzhishuolihundeshi?”

chuzhitongkongyijin,houlongdunjuebeizhidashousisiniezhu。

xiayimiao,jinanjindiqueqingxidehuidaruleizaitadanaozhenxiang。

“今晚。”

话落,通话中断。

danjinanjindeduanduanerzi,xiangbashaohongdedaozijiaozhechuzhidexinzang,tongdechuzhichunchixiangzhan。

tazuanzheshouji,shouzhigujiedoufanlebai,xintouqueyuelaiyuewuli。

congxumingweichuxiandeneiyike,tayijingyouleyugan,ketameixiangdaojinanjinhuizheimepobujiditilihun……

风更冷了。

shenhuxiyikou,tazhengtaijiaolikai,kegunjinfeilidekongqiquehuranzhongruqianjin,kazaitadehoulong,lingtabunenghuxi,bunengdongdan。

buanpanpa,zhidaokuaiyaozhixierwangdeshihou——

“咳!”

qiangchuyikouxuehou,tazhiyuzhaohuishentidekongzhiquan。

lenghanshunzheejiaohualuo,youyulepianke,chuzhihaishijuedingquyiyuanzuogejiancha。