chuyanyijingdingzhebaisetianhuabanyigexiaoshile。
congtazhengkaidiyiyanqi，tajiuxianrulefadaizhuangtai。
我是谁？
我在哪儿？
我要干什么？
zheijigewentibuduandepaihuaizaitadenaohaili，zuizhongtayezhimianqiangxiangqileyidiandongxi，tademingzishichuyan，bujiuqianhaoxiangkanlebenmingwei《yiwanjiaoqi，zongcaichongshangyin》dexiaoshuo，ranhouzaiduodexinxibianmeile。
tamohujide，zijihaoxiangshichuanyuele，daodichuanlegeshenme，naozilihaoxiangshiyoujianghuluanchengleyidui，bandianduoyudexinxibianjibuchulaile。
yigexiaoshiguohou，taquedingzijishiyile。
chuyandetoushangchanzheshabu，yueshijiujiezijishishei，naozijiuyueshiyichouyichoudeteng，yushitajuedingfangqisikaozheijigezhexuewenti。
hunshenshangxiacashangbushao，youxieyijinghaodechabuduole，youxiehailiuzheyuqing，xinglaihoutashiguodongzuo，faxiandongyixiarongyichetongshangkouzhihou，tabianpingtangzhedanglexianyu。
bingfangdemendakai，yigehushizoulejinlai，jiandaobingchuangshangderenzhengkaileyan，tajingxideshuodao:“chuxiaojiexingle！wozheijiuqutongzhishenxiansheng！”
hushilaidekuai，qudegengkuai，chuyanlian“dengdeng”lianggezidoumeishuodechukou，biankanzhehushimeilerenying，tazhizhuazhuleyigeguanjianci——“shenxiansheng”。
那是什么人？
和她又是什么关系？
meiguoyihuier，bingfangdemenmengranbeituikai，yitouhuangmaodejingshenxiaohuochonglejinlai。
tajidongdepaodaolebingchuangbiandunxia，zhuazhulechuyandeyizhishou，qingchedeyanmouleiwangwangde，lianshangdexiaorongqueruyangguangbancanlan，“yanyan，nizhongyuxingle！”
xiaohuozihennianqing，zhangdetingbucuo，meiyanwanwan，bilianggaoting，chunjiaodehudujiqihaokan，wuguanshifenjingzhi。
yebuzhishitiansheng，haishihoutianshaide，tadejifushijiankangdexiaomaise，jiaotademingzishi，shengyinyehenqinglang。
jingshenxiaohuoyouzhongjieyuchengshunanrenyuzhiqiweituodeshaoniangan，jiushineiyitoujinhuangsedetoufa，gewaidekuazhangyuxianyan。
chuyandingzhetakanlehenjiu，wenleyiju:“nishishei？”
jingshenxiaohuobiaoqingyidun，suijitaiqitoukanxiangpangbiandenghoudeyisheng。
yishengganjinshangqiantichuyanzuolegejiandandejiancha，ranhouxialegegouxuedejielun:“chuxiaojieluoshuideshihouzhuangdaoletou，yuxuejiyaleshenjing，zaochenglejiyiyousundejixiang，yeshiyoukenengde。”
jingshenxiaohuohoujieweidong，muguangjinjindesuozhebingchuangshangderen，“yanyan，niwangjiwoshisheilema？”
chuyankaozuozaibingchuangshang，kanzhedajinmaosidedunzaibingchuangbianderen，chengshikeguandeshuo:“wangle。”
jingshenxiaohuolianmangzhuiwen:“neinihaijideshenme？”
“chulewodemingzi，woshenmedoubujidele。”chuyandixiatou，kanleyanzijiyoushoudewumingzhi，wen:“woshiyouduixianglema？”
zaitadeshouzhishang，yimeidiaogongjingmeidejiezhikanqilaijiazhibufei，suishuotashiyiwangjilehenduodongxi，danchangshihaizai，daizaiwumingzhishangdejiezhi，yinggaiyaomeshitayijingjieshoulebierendeqiuhun，yaomejiushiyihunleba。
keshixianzailaikantadeyixing，zhiyouzheigejingshenxiaohuo。
jingshenxiaohuomuguangweishan，chunjiaodexiaorongkuoda，kailangreqingdexiao，youzhongganranrenxindemeili，“shi，niyouduixiangle。”
chuyanyoudianjinzhang，“wodeduixiangshi？”
tayousuoyugan，quezainaozilimaochuleyipaipaidebuganzhixin:buhuiba？buhuiba？buhuiba？
tadeduixiangbuhuishizheigejingshenxiaohuoba！
shaonianshuangyanwanwan，qingkuaidexiaochulesheng，“yanyandeduixiangjiushiwoa，womenyijingjiaowangqinianle，henkuaijiuyaojiehunle！”
tadexiaorongtaiyaoyan，xiaodushuimimandechunbaibingfangli，jingyeyinweitadehuoliertianlejifenguangcai。
楚妍:“……”
shaonianjiantachenmo，tameiyanweichui，shoushangdeqixiyichuleshenti，gangcaihaishisiyuechaoyang，rujinyijingchengleqiufengsaoluoye，“yanyan，nishiyile，wangjiwoyehenzhengchang，wonenglijie……”
“wei，nibienanguoa。”
shaoniantaiqiwumengmengdeyanjing，beicandeyixiao，“wobunanguoya。”
——nidouyaokule，haibunanguoma！？
pangbiandeyihurenyuanmenkanbuxiaqu，bangzhushaonianjieshi。
“chuxiaojieshizuluoshui，shishenxianshengchongjinshuilibanijiuchulaide！”
“duia，dangshishenxianshengbaozhechuxiaojiechongjinyiyuandeshihou，xiezidoumeichuan，hunshenshilulude，yishuangjiaodoubeishiziguashangle，tajingranyebujuedeteng！”
“chuxiaojiejinleshoushushizuolehaojigexiaoshishoushu，shenxianshengjiuyizhishouzaiwaimian，kantaneiqiaocuidemoyang，womendangshidourenweiruguoshoushuchulewenti，shenxianshengkendingyehuishiquhuoxiaqudedonglile！”
“chuxiaojiehunmibuxingdezheixierizili，shenxianshengmeiyoulikaiguoyiyuanyibu，wanglechifan，yewanglexizao。”
“yaobushiwomentixingtahunshenchousousoudedoushibingjun，bunengjinbingfang，gujitadouhuifangqishoushiziji。”
“wozaiyiyuanligongzuolezheimeduonian，haishidiyicijiandaoduinvpengyouzheimeshangxindenansheng！”
……
pangguanzhemenyueshuoyueduo，chuyanneikeliangxinjiuyueshibuan。
shaoniangezihengao，kanqilaihaishigereaiyundongderen，dantaxianzaihenshixiaoshou，jishishixiaozhedeshihou，qiaocuiyebandianmeijian，xiabashangmaochulaidehuchameiyoudali，caihuirangchuyankandaotadediyiyanjuedetashijingshenxiaohuo。
yishengyetanlekouqi，“tingshuoqingrenhulideshuiliuhenweixian，chuxiaojieshizuluoshui，shenxianshengbuguanbugudebiantiaolexiaqujiuren，yaoshishaoyouchachi……haozainimenxianzaidoumeishile。”
dengzheiqunyihurenyuanbagaishuodedoushuole，shaoniantaiqilianshuodao:“nimenbuyongshuole，ruguoyanyanwanglewo，wohuinuliderangtazhongxinaishangwo，wobingbuxiwangyanyanyinweiwozuodeshiqing，jiuduiwoxincunganji。”
“yanyan……”shaonianshuangshouzhuazhunvhaideshou，muguangshanshanliangliang，“nibieyouxinliyali，jiranninengaishangwoyici，woxiangxinniyidinghuiaishangwodierci，niqianwanbuyaobizijijieshouwo，woweinizuodeyiqie，doushiwoziyuande，wobuhuiyicilaiqiqiunijiworenhehuibao。”
shenhouhaosishiyoutiaomaorongrongdeweibayaolaiyaoqu，batachendeyuefaxiangshidengzhezhurenlaimodupidedagougou。
youganxingdehushixiaoshengdechouqi，“zheimehaodenanren……taikelianle。”
chuyandeliangxinzaichenmoliyijingqianchuangbaikong，shenziwangqian，shenchudeshoujiangshaonianlianshangneikecunzaiyijiudefanlijianqilai。
shaonianxiaomaisedelianshangyinyuenengkanchudianhong，takuazhangdewuzhulianjia，huangmangjianchazijishifouhaiyounalibuganjing。
hushijiejieshuodao:“wozaizoulanglizhaodaoshenxianshengdeshihou，tazhengzaichihefan，yitianershisigexiaoshini，tajiuzhichiyidunfan，yaobushiweileyoutilishouzhechuxiaojie，gujitayidunfandoulandechi。”
shaoniantongkudeshuo:“nimenbuyaoshuole，wobuxiwangduiyanyanyourenhedaodebangjia，womenzhijianyidingzhihuiyinweiaierzhongxinkaishi，buhuichanzabiedeyinsu。”
“你叫什么？”
shaoniantaiqishirundeyanmou，duishanglesuoaizhirenrenzhenzhushidemuguang，tamomingyoulejinzhangyuqienuo，danzuihoutahaishiwozhuletashenguolaideshou，haowuxinjidexiaodao:“shenxing，yanyan，wojiaoshenxing！”
piankehou，chuyancangbaidelianshangluchulexiaorong，wanruoyipiansidilishiqushengjidebaimeigui，huranzhanfangchulereliedeshengji。
“shenxing，wodenanpengyou。”tashuo:“wojizhule。”
shenxingyanlibengfachuxinxierzhiredeguangmang，bichuangwaineichanmingguozaodexiari，gengyouranshaoyiqiedehuoli。