wodehunpofushendaoleyigenvshengshenshang。
keshiwokanzhemianqianneizhangheranxiezhe65fendegaosanshuxueshijuan，xianrulechensi。
liangnianqianwoyiquanshidiyidechengjikaoruqinghua，xianzaiwokanzhezheigefeiyisuosidefenshu，xiaochulesheng。
xiaoshengzaijingmidewanzixixiandeshifentuwu，wodeqianzhuoyincizhuanguotouxianedekanlewoyiyan，tazhouzhemeishuo“sunshuyi，bizui。”
wobuhetayibanjianshi，taitoukandaoheibanshangxiedezuoyehegaokaodaojishi，wohenkuaimingbaiguolai，woxianzaizaiyigenvgaozhongshengdeshentili。
wokanlekanwodeshou，xianzhangbaixi，naqizhuoshangdexiaojingzi，zhaojianyizhanghaisuanpiaoliangdelian。
bizhiqiandewopiaoliang，keshiyanxiayoudandandewuqing，yikanjiushizhangqishuimianbuzu。
dixiatou，haojiahuo，wodetuishangjuranhaidazheshigao。
shuzhuolishuzhuoshangzhengqideduizhefuxiziliao，haiyoujidemimimamadebijiben，dingzhenglehaojibiandeshijuan。
haiyouquandoushibijiaonankandefenshu。
cikedajiadouzaizuozuoye，wohuangusizhou，shaoyoujiaoliude，woxiangwenwentongzhuojinnianshijijinian，quebeitabunaifandedaduan‘nifanbufan?’
kanlaizheijushentideyuanzhuhenbushoudaijian。
woyushifangqilejiaotan，kaishikanshuzhuoshangduizhedeshijuan。2020-2021xuenian……
yuanzhuxielemanmanyiyecaogaozhidoumeijiechulaidaoshudierdati，wokanleyiyan，jiufaxiantadeyunsuanquandoushizaifanlaifuqudezuotongyijianshi。
wotanlekouqi，tibiyansuanqilai。
zhihualeshiwufenzhongjiubashengxialiangdaodatiquanbuxiewanle，zheishihouyijingyoujigexueshengzaiqingshengtaolunzuihouyidaodatidedaan。
wobiantingbianbaqianmiandedaanyedougaile。
wozhongyutingdaoshenhouyourenzaishuofuyi，woyushizhuanguotoushuo"dui，daanjiushifuyi，nishiyong……”
neiliangrenyongyizhongkanshazideshenqingkanzhewo，ranhouziguzideyoukaishitaolunqilai。
我满头问号。
zheishihoulaoshicongmenkoujinlai，shiyigeguangtoudezhongniannanren，biliangshangjiazheyifuyanjing，sihuhenshuliandewen“sheiwanchengle?jintiandetimutingyounandu。”
xixilaladejizhishou，woyejuqishoulai，quechuxianlexiaosheng。
laoshiyehenjingyadekanzhewo，，“sunshuyi，nitingqingchuwowenshenmelema?”
wodiandiantou，laoshiyaotoushuo“biehewokaiwanxiaole，nikuaidianbazuotianneigejichutidingzhengjiwokan。”
woyushifanlebantianzhaodaoneizhangjichuti，taitoukandeshihou，laoshiyijingheneijigexiewanshijuandetongxuetaolunqitimulaile。
jichutijuanzishang，mimimamadoushihongcha。