第5章
5
zaizheiyiye，woshifenquexinwoyijingdedaolexiangniangdezhenchuan，yinweihuiwangfudezheiyilushangzhouyudoumeiyousongkaiwodeshou。
suoyiwokaishiliyongneibenbushuyuwodeqingyi，piantadaiwoyoujie。
他恶，却也不恶。
zaidenghuocuicandejieshang，xiaofandeyaoheshengbujueyuer，datiehuatengkongerqizaineishenyuanbandeyeliliuxiayimoxuanli，wozhanzaiqiaoshangfenlidihuhanzhe，shiziyoude，danquemeiyouxiangguozhengtuota。
“zhouyu。”wohuranjiaozhuleshenpangdenanzi。
tatingxiajiaobucetoukanxiangwo。
yueguangxia，tameimuqinglangjunyi，yishuangyanjingshensuiruhai，“zenmele？”
wohuanglehuangshoushangdelingdangshouchuan，dao：“huoxu，woyekeyikaolvbushanile。”
nanrenweiweiwaitou，zuijiaoshangyang，zhixiaozheyingleyiju：“neibianduoxiemiaomiaodedaendadele！”
huilewangfu，woyijiuguozheneixishupingchangderizi。
zhouyuhaizaimangzhemeitiandeshiwu，buguoquekaishirangwoxueyixieguanyuguojiachaozhenghelvfadeshujijuanzong，shenzhihaiqinglefuzimeirilaijiwojiangke。
zaianguo，wozhishixuezhezuoyigetinghuadecike。
zaizheili，tasihugengxiangpeiyangwozuoyigeguozhidongliang？
zhouyujianwochangshitoutouzaiyeli，xushitabairilimeikong，yehuoshitapachuanchushenmefengyanfengyu？wocaibuguanni，tafulineixiexiarenzaoyishiwozhangxiazhichen。
jinyeli，tazhaochanglaile，danquechuhuyiliaodijiwodaileyifenguihuagao。
zaitafuzhongzhuleneimexierizi，wosihuzaoyimeilecongqianneibandejijing，zhisuishounalaigaodianbianwangzuilisai。
“buguojiri，junzhubianhuihuijing。”tazaiyipangjingjingdishuodao。
“nishipajunzhulainifuzhongwuhui，suoyirangwochuquduojiri？”wotunleliangkuaiguihuagaohou，dingjingwangxiangta。
zheixierizi，wogenzaixuxianshengshenbianduibeiqizheixiequanguideguanxiyesuanyouxielejiele。junzhuchenghunqianyizhiduizhouyuyouhaogan，dandangshizhouyuzhimangzhedangzheng，wuxiaguji，qiahaoyouganshanghuangdicihun，zheiliangrenyejiubulelezhile。
qingmeizhuma，cuoshiliangji，queshishiyihan。
zhengzaiwosilvzhiji，zhouyuturanshenshoudanleyixiawodeetou，“xiangshenmeni！”
“junzhuziyulinshengchengqinhou，zaijungongfuyizhiyuyuguahuan，neilinshenggengshiyizhizaiwaisihun，rujintahaoburongyihuijing，woyouzhengrimangyuchaozheng，suoyiniruoshiyoukong，bianbangwoqupeipeita。”
“youshanwanshui，sansanxinyeshihaode。”
我懂了，但我不说。
zheipeirenyoushanwanshuidehaochashi，wohaishipoweixihuande，bijingbuyongzijihuayinzi。
junzhujinjingdediyizhanbianshitazuizuiqipandechangwangfu，ranerchangwangbingbuzai，suoyizidangyouwozuopei。
yuanyiweijunzhuhuishigediaomanrenxing、gaogaozaishang、yizhiqishideguirenzuopai，danshimeixiangdaozheiweijunzhudaoshihenshipingyijinren。
“niyeaichiguihuagao？”
“dangran！xijieneifengjiapuziliguihuagaozuishizhengzongle，wokechanlehaojiu。”
meixiangdaowomenerrenyipaijihe，zhijiequlexijiefengjiagaodianpuzi。
xiangzhewobenshenshigecike，qingzhujunzhuyebushishenmechaotangzhengdi，woliangzhijieqingzhuangshangzhen，suoxingmeidaijigeshiwei。
raner，yueshishuhuzhishiyueyouyiwaichuxian。
womenerrengangcongpuzilichulai，shushigeheiyimengmianrenshunjiancongtianerjiang，sishidenghouyijiuleyiban。
jiangjunzhuyanzaishenhoudewobailebaishouzhi，beizhouyuyangjiule，douhaojiumeiyouhuodongguojingule。wocongyaojianchouchuneibingruanjian，suijibiansishaleqilai......
shiguoshenshouzhihou，zheixiecikejianzhiwufachengzhiweicike。
danwoquehenyiwai，bujinjinshiyinweiwodeshoubeibeihuashangle，gengshiyinweiwofaxianzijideruanjianyongqilaimeiyouxiangxiangzhongneibanruyudeshuile。
anquansongqingzhujunzhuhuifuhou，wobianyehuilechangwangfuli。
zaiwojinwushi，zhouyuyijingzuozaiwuneihechale。
tajianwoshoushang，zhichenmozhenachuleyipingjinchuangyao。
jiuzaiworenweitayeshigebucuoderenshi，tajingranshuorangwotuoleyifu！
wochengyixianuodaochuangbian，“zheiduomaomeia！”
tayongshizhiqiaoleqiaozhuozi，“xiangshenmeni？shangyao！”
wosonglekouqi，zhidaizhexieyimingcikebugaiyoudedanqiexiangtanuoleguoqu。
zaianguolishuitangzhujiule，xiguanleneigehunanandiganjue，suoyiwozaiwuziliyebuhuidianneimeduodeng，zhixishudiliangzhejizhanzhutai。
nanrenjiuzuoqizhongyizhanzhutaigenqian，beihoudetuantuanguangliangjiangtazhaodehenshimingliang。
yishunjian，wosihuhuixiangtashibushishangtianpailaizhengjiuwode？
zhouyuzaihenrenzhendiweiwoshangyao，wokeyiqingxidiganjuedaotadexiaoxinyiyi，yinweizheimeyigedamotoujingranhaihuipawoteng，qiaomoshengerdijiwochuichuishangkou。
shuoshihua，zaitazheiwoganshoudaolezailishuitangcongweiyouguodewennuan。
tadebanzhanglianbeizhuhuoguangzhaoliangle，wonengkanjiantayandideshenqinghezhangjiemaoweizhanshitoushexiadeyinying，haiyoutadezuichun，borudaoxuedehuxian，zonghuirangrenrenbuzhufuxianglianpian。
nandaotayeshiyigehenhaoderen？
pengpengluantiaodexinzangheannaibuzhudeqinjin，rangwojuedezijibuxiangzijile。
keta，haishineibanshensedanran。
buzhicongheshiqi，tajingyekaishihenzirandilaqiwodeshou，bangwobaozhabeiruanjianhuashangdehukoule。
mingmingzhishixisuidehuahen，shilianwozijidoubucengzaiyide。
“niweishenme…duiwozheimehao？”
womengranzhuanshenwangxiangta，youyuliangjiu，fangcaikaikou。
yazheweiweizhandoudesangyin，xinzhongshenzhihaidaizheyisibugaiyoudeqipan，woxiangwozaitaxinliyinggaishiyouxiebuyiyangde，danwoqueyoubuganshewang。
nanrenbeishenzhanzaimenqian，“nijiuleqingzhu，wotitahaizheienqing。”
wenyan，woxuanzhedeyikexinyezhongyuzhuixiale。
neiyebuguoshiwohetazhijiandeyigeshitanhelachebale。