gutingchenzhenglezheng，“niyouwanshenmehuayang？”
chuangwaikaishixiaxuele，haiyoulianggeyuebudaodeshijianjiushiwoershisansuishengri。
neitianzhengfengdaniansanshichuxiye。
yebuzhidaowonengbunengaodaoneiyitian。
wominleminchun，taishoufushangzijiguanghuadedupi，xiaozhetiyishuo：“nizhidaowoyizhidouxihuanni，suoyixiangrangnifangxiaduiwodesuoyouchengjiangenwotanyichangsangeyuedelianai。”
gutingchendilingdao：“chixinwangxiang。”
dianhualideshengyin，meiyouyidingdianerdewennuan，zairuodadefangjianligudufugaizhewozhenggeshenxin，yanleijiushizheimecuiruodeliulexialai，xinzangtongdefama。
woyanzhusangyinlidekuyi，dandandexiaoshuo：“gutingchen，nibushixianghewolihunma？zheiyangba，nihewotanyichangsangeyuedelianai，zuoyigehegedenanren，tengwochongwozhaoguwo，jibianbuai，yeyaozhuangchenghenaiwodemoyang。ruguoninengjianchisangeyue，wodayingnilihun，erqiehuibashijiasuoyoudezichandoujini。nixiangxiang，renshousangeyuebiankeyihewolihunhainengyongyoushijiashangqianyidezichan，sangeyuehounihaikeyiguangmingzhengdadequwenruyan，shuoqilainiyidiandoubukuide。”
gutingchenmorandewen：“peiniyansangeyuedexi？”
sangeyuedexi，guanzhongzhiyouwoziji。
shuodaodibuguoshiziqiqiren。
woyayizheshuo：“shi，qinggenwotanyichanglianaiba。”
“he，nibieexinwosangeyuedeshijianchengma？”
我：“……”
shixianzhichu，neiliangheisedemaibahelikailebieshu。
……
qingchenxinglaideshihounaodaiyunyunchenchende，houlonggansedenanyixiayan，gujishizuowankudetaijiule，woqishenanzhaoyishengdezhutuochileyao，suihouxishuchuanyihuazhuangqugongsi。
chukaishigutingchendeqizi，wohaishishijiadezongcai。
wozhengzaigongsilichuliwenjiandeshihougudongshizhangjiwodaledianhua。
tasangyinanchen，yansudedingzhudao：“nizhidaowenruyancongmeiguohuilailema？zuijinzheiduanshijianniyaobatingchenguanzhule，shengxiadeshijiaojiwochuli。”
wozhengzhu，wen：“shenmeshihouhuilaide？”
gudongshizhangdao：“zuotian。”
nanguaizuowanzaichuangshangtameiyourangwohanwenruyandemingzi，shenzhiyonglihundeshiyouhuotayebuweixindong，ganqingshitabuxiangzaiwenruyandemianqianhewozhuangenaimoyang。
gutingchenbuyuanyirangwenruyanwuhuitaaiwo。
xiangdaozhei，wodexinzangmimimamadetong。
jiranzhuabuzhuta，jiutongkuaidefangshouba。
woxiaodehuankuaidao：“ba，woxianglihun。”
gudongshizhanghuxiyizhi，buquedingdewen：“nishuoshenme……”
“tingchenbuaiwo，zicongtaqulewozhihouhenimendeguanxiyeyuelaiyuejiangying，denglihunlenimendeguanxiyinggaihuihuanhe。”
gudongshizhangshibuhuitongyiwomenlihunde。
除非……
chuimouwangzhebangongzhuoshangdegufenzhuanrangwenjian，woshirandexiaoshuo：“nifangxin，shijiadegufenwohuiyifenbuliudezhuanrangjigutingchen。”
gudongshizhangchenmobanshang，sangyinkunhuodewenwodao：“wenruyanganghuiguonijiupobujidaidetengchugutaitaideweizhi，erqiehaiyuanyibashijiadegufenquanbuzhuanrangjigujia，nizheiyangtudeshishenme？”
我图的是什么？
woshenshouwuzhushirundeyankuang，enxiaxinjiandesuanchu，dididadao：“dangnianxiangheshijialianyindejiazushubushusheng，woxuanzhongnimengujianengtushenme？”
shuodaozhei，wozichaodeshuodao：“ba，congshizhizhongnimentudeshiyigeshijia，erwotudebuguoshiyigetabale。”
gudongshizhangchenmo，zuizhongdididetanxileyisheng。
woguaduantadedianhua，zaigufenzhuanrangshushangmianqianxialeshishengerzi。
zicongfumuqushizhihoushijiajiuzhishengxiayigewo。
rujinwoyekuaimeile，shijiayezhinengyizhanggutingchenle。
qishigutingchenhenyouxiu，chulesannianqianmeiyouzugoudequanshibaohuzijixinaidenvrenzhiwai，zaishangyechangshangdetashouduanyinhen，zuoshiguoduan。
qiangdadaorangduishouxinshengkongju。
erqiezicongsannianqianchilemeiyouquanshidekuizhihou，takaishidaliangdeleijiquanshi，rujindegujiazuyitundiaoshijia。
suiranhuiliangbaijushang，dangutingchenmeiyousuoweijude，wozhidaotazaidengyigeshiji，denggujiatuolitabadekongzhi，dengwenruyanhuiguo，erxianzaiwanshijubei，shijiayijingzaitadejihuazhizhong，yuqirangtahuidiaohaiburuzhijiesongjita。
fanzhengsangeyuezhihoushijiawurenkejicheng。
qianyuelegufenzhuanrangshuzhihouwotongshixieleyifengyizhu。
zhiyouduanduandeyijuhua――
tingchen，wangnicishengruyuanyichang。
wonazhewenjianquzhaolechenlvshi，tashiwobashengqiandelvshi。
tachayidefanzhewenjianyoukanleyanwodeyizhu。
wodanxiaozheshuo：“dengwolikaihousuoyoudeyiqiedoujigutingchenba，buguowoxiwangtanengquwodemuqiandanyishougangqinqu。”
chenlvshiyanshenbeimindewen：“shizong，nashouquzi？”
wosuiyideshuo：“jiufengjuzhudejiedaoba。”
chuyugutingchenneinian，wotingtadanzoudediyishougangqinqubianshifengjuzhudejiedao。
neishiwomamazaizheishishangjiwodandezuihouyishougangqinqu。
wogenchenlvshifenkaizhihoujigutingchendaledianhua，tajieqilaisangyindichendewen：“ng？nizenmeyoudadianhua？”
又？！
zheiyinian，woyejiujitadaguolianggedianhua。
baokuozuotianwanshangdadeneiyige。
wonaizhepiqi，xiaowen：“wanshanghuijiachifanma？”
taliangliangderengjiwolianggezi，“buhui。”
tiankonghailuozhexue，woshenchushoujiezhu，bingliangdeganjueqinruxinjian，wohuershuodao：“wotingshuowenruyanhuiguole……”
gutingchendaduanwodehua，lengkudao：“niyaoduitazuoshenme？shishengwojinggaoni，tayaoyoushenmeshiwohuishalenipeizang！”
杀了我陪葬……
woyuanbenxiangshuowohuitengchugutaitaiweizhichengquantade，jinwanrangtahuijiachifanbuguoshishangliangyixialihundeshi。
danzaitaxinli，wozongshizheibanedu。
tajiranzheibanxiangwo，haiburuyileta。
woxiaobujiyandidao：“neiniwanshanghuijiama？wokebuganbaozhengzijidejiduxinqilaihuizuoshenmeshanghairendeshi。”