第1章自尽
bieshudeanshilihunanbingleng。
anshilimeiyoudeng，chuangzibeitietiaohansi，tiemenyeshanglesandaodasuo。shenzhentangzaibinglengdechuangshang。
taquansuozhebaojinziji，queruheyequsanbuleshenshanghexintoudehanleng。
yongrenmendouyiweitashijingshenbinghuanzhe，caihuibeizheiyangguanzaizheili，neigenanrenshenzhinachuleweizaodeyiliaojiandingshu。
kebushide......bushide！
tazhishiyigeweilesuoweideaiqing，paoqiyiqie，wunifumu，quebeishenaidenanrensuofu，siyiwannonghouguanzaizheilizhengzhengsanniandeshanvren。
tameiyoufeng，zhishitaishale。shaderangzijidoujuedekexiao。
mensuoxiangle，shenzhenxiayishizuoqishenzi，naohailiqueshanxianchucongqiande**hetongku。tamanmandi、manmandituidaoqiangjiao。
shangzhuochaogaodadeshenyingchuxianzaitadeshiyeli，tayanleikongzhibuzhudiluoxia，nannandao:“fangwochuqu......”
shangzhuochaoqingmiedipieletayiyan，zhongzhongshuaishangmen，yishenglengheng，bianbatashuaidaolechuangshang。
tadezhengzhafanergengjiqinanrendeliqi，nanrendechaofengzaierpanxiangqi:“zenyang，goukaixinme？shenxiaojiepinlemingyeyaojiajiwo，rujinduiwokesuanmanyi？”
“weishenmezheimeduiwo......fangguowo，qiunile，fangguowo！”
沈真哽咽着哀求。
“dangchukeshishenxiaojiebuguyiqiedexiantieshanglai，zenme，houhuile？”
shangzhuochaodemouziqingmiedidingzheta，shenzhencuranzhengzhu，xintouyizhenjiaotong。
后悔么？
shigaihouhuia，kexiaodeshizijizheisannianjingmeiyounapayishunjianhouhuiguo！
shangzhuochaojiangtaenzaiqiangshang:“houhui？shenxiaojiezheiyangderennandaoyehuihouhui？nizhishibeiguanzaizheilisannian，erqiaomanhenkenenghuibeikunzaiwuyishideheianliyibeizi，erwoyeyongyuanshiqulewodehaizi！shenzhen，niyoushenmezigeshuohouhui？”
shenzhendeyanleisusuluoxia:“duibuqi，wocuole......wo，wobushiyouyide......”
tameixiangdao，tahezijideguimiqiaomanyoulechuangzizhihuan！tagengmeixiangdaoneiciyouwanhuichuleshigu，chehuorangqiaomanhunmiguoquchenglezhiwuren，gengshiqulecaiyigeyuedetaier，ketaquehuolexialai，haofaweisun。
“suibiandongdongzui，shuojijuhua，jiuxiwangworaoshuni？”
shangzhuochaolengxiao，“shenzhen，nizuomeng。ruguoqiaomanxingbuguolai，nijiudengzhezaizheilidaiyibeiziba。”
尚卓超走了。
shenzhenqueyijiuxiangshuaipoledebuou，ruantataditangzaineili，shensekongmangjuewang，xinzhongyinyinyouguodeyisixiwang，rujinquandouposuidiaole。
dagaiyiqiecongkaishideshihoujiushicuode。tayiweideqingmeizhumawanmeiaiqing，yuanlaidoushijiade；tapeibanleshangzhuochaoshijinian，quedibuguotakanqiaomandeququjiyan。
只是独角戏。
takusedixiaolexiao，shenchushouqu，goudaolezijizangqilaibenzhunbeitaochuquyongdeyikuaisuicipian。
cipiangeposhouwan，xianxuepenyongerchu。shengmingjianjianxiaoshideshunjian，shenzhenyanqianfangfochuxianleshangzhuochaodelian......
wangdiaoba，wangdiaozijiaiguota。
siwangkeyixiaochuyiqie。tabuxiangzailiuzaizheimecankudeshijielile，zheigeduibierencanku，duizijiyecankudeshijieli......
zaijianle，shangzhuochao，duibuqi。
xiwangwodesi，nengpingxinidefenmen......