1987nian，pingyanghuochezhan。
lvpihuochezhenghonglonglongxingshijinzhan，shoulilinzhedexinglixiangmengdidiaodaoledishang。
wochutingbushisilema？weishenmehainengkandaogaozhaoderitou？
taiqishoudangzhuciyandeyangguang，shangyishidejiyicongzhifenglouchu……shangyishi，wohuaiyizhangfuluguoxingyutachulianliumeimeijiuqingfuran，beishangzhixiatichulihunhuileniangjia。
kemeixiangdaozijiyijinghuaileshenyun，niangjiarenweilebiwogaijia，renyoupangrenyongtufazinadashikuaiyawoduziduotai，zuizhongyishiliangming。
erneigewoyiweicongmeiaiguozijidechangzhangzhangfuluguoxing，jingzhaolaile……tasisibaozhuwodaozaixuebodeshiti，leiliubuzhi。
neiyike，wocaiqueding——
原来他一直爱我。
jinzhandehuochewenwendangdangtingxia，woxiayishimojinkoudai，niedaoleneizhangbobodezhi。
buhuicuode，wozhendezhongshengle，jintianshiwozhunbeihuiniangjialikailuguoxingdeneiyitian。
jiranlaotianzhongxinjiwoyicijihui，neizheiciwoyidingyaoliuzailuguoxingshenbian，gentaanwenguoyibeizi。
……
pibeituozhexinglixianghuidaopingyangcun，tianseyijinghunan。
danwohaishiyiyanjiuwangdaoleheluguoxingyiqizhulesanniandehunfang——cundangjianweiyidesancenghongzhuanlou。
zoujinleyixie，caifajuemenkoujingrantingleyiliangjipuche。
neishijunduiganbucainengzuode。
nandaoshiluguoxingzhaobudaoziji，yijingbaolejing？
xinzhongjidong，wojiakuaijiaobu。
国荇，我回来了……
haimeizoujibu，yigechuanzhedequelianghuangqundezhangjuanfanvhaiturancongcheshangxialai。
luguoxingzhenghaocongfangzizhongzouchu，tashencaigaoda，yishuangshensuianchendemouzi，suishicunlidehanziqueyouzhonghunrantianchengdezhishifenziqizhi。
wozhengyaoshangqian，keneinvhaiquexianwoyibuchongzaimianqian，shenzhidangzhewodemianjinjinlouzhuleluguoxinggebo。
“axing，tingshuoniyijingbachutingganzoule，wohaogaoxinga！”
“wojiuzhidaonibuhuirangwoshiwang，woweilenihewobamachedinaofanshizhidede！”
woxinzhongzhenzhan，yanjingbuhuipianwo，zheigenvhaizhengshiluguoxingdechulian——silingdenverliumeimei！
luguoxingmingmingxinhunyeduiwochengnuo：“chuting，wozaogenliumeimeiduanganjingle。jiranquleni，wojiuhuiduinifuze，gennihaoyibeizi。”
可是他没有。
cishicike，tashenzhizhudongmolemoliumeimeidetou：“niyaodezuixinkuanxuehuagaowojinimaile，genwojinwuwojinina。”
xuehuagao？38kuaiyihedexuehuagao，tashuomaijiumaile。
shangbeizizijigentajiehunzheimeduonian，tacongmeimaiguozheimezhenguidedongxi。
jinlejinshouxin，lelingzijibieduoxiang，haiyouzhongyaoshidezuo。
zoushangqian，congkoudailinachuneizhangbobodezhi——
“luguoxing，zheigehunwobulile！”
dangzhetamendemian，wojiangzheizhanglihunbaogaosilegefensui。
wuneisanfachudenuanhuangdengguangsazailuguoxingjunyidewuguanshang，ketalianshangshenqingquebinglengdekepa。
“nibushifeizoubukeme，huilaiganshenme。”
wodixiatou，zhidaoshizijizuocuole：“wodaohuochezhanyixiang，nishuodedui，fuqimeiyougeyechou。”
“suoyiwozaiyebuzoule，yihoudoutingnide。”
naohaizhong，quanshishangyishiluguoxingbaozhewoshititongkudechangjing。
wulunfashengshenme，wodouyebuyaozailikaitabanbu。
kechuhuyiliao，xiayimiao，fanershiliumeimeideqingxiaoshengcilai：
“axing，zaojiutingshuochutingshinitongyangxi，congxiaojiusipilailianchanzheniaishi，xianzaikanlaichuanyanhaizhenmeicuole。”
wosisizuanzheshou，toulimataiqi：“woshitongyangximeicuo，kewobuxunizheimewumiewo。ruguowoyoudexuan，nandaowobuxiangchengweinizheiyangdeda**ma？”
nian，shengfumutaohuangzaonanluguopingyangcun，kuaiesilesanjincaomibawomaijileluguoxingnainai。
lunainaixincinawodangsunnvyang，cunminqueyizhimiechengwowei“tongyangxiyeyatou”，dajishiqi，wojiuzhidaoweilaiwoyidinghuijiajiluguoxing。
erwoyexihuanluguoxing，congxiaojiuxihuan。
yinweitashizheigejialichunainaizhiwai，zuizhaoguwoderen，shisheidounengcaiwoyijiaodepingyangcunli，bawodangrenkanderen。
suoyiwonengjieshouluguoxingduizijilengyanlengyu，danbudaibiaoliumeimeizheigewairenyenenglaichazui！
ranermeixiangdao，luguoxingcikejuranyezhanzailiumeimeineibian，chukoudehuacuizhedu。
“nihouhuiyemeiyong，zheihunshinizhudongyaolide，xianzaiquancunrendouzhidaole，womianzizenmeguodequ？”
wozhidao，wohaixuyaoyigejiandingdeliyourangluguoxingzhongxinjienawo。
xiangqishangyishihuicunbeiduotaideshi，qiazhiyisuan，womingbaileyijianshi。
“lihunzhendebuxingle，yinweiwoxianzaiyijinghuailenidezai。”