第四章

wokandaolesongyanliyandideyouyuhezhengzha。

kewodenglehenjiu,quezhidenglailetadeyiju:

“wozhizhidaomiaomiaoshiqingbaide。”

清白?

tingdaozheijuhua,wojingranzhijiexiaochulesheng。

zheijiushiwotaoxintaofeiailezhengzhengwuniandenanren。

ruguokeyi,wozhenxiangxianzaijiuquyankeguagehao,haohaozhizhizijidexiayan。

jianwozheifumoyang,songyanlidelianshangshanguoyisiburen。

tagangxiangkaikoushuoxieshenme,wumiaomiaoqueqiangxianyibuchushengle:

“nanzhi,nisuiranshiyanligedenvpengyou,danniyebunengbizheyanligetinizuoweizhengba!”

“wozhidaonibuxihuanwo,nipingshiqifuwo,balingwojiusuanle,

haiguyiburangwoshangjifeixing,kekouwodefeixinglichengshu。”

“ruguowobuting,nijiuzhaohunhunlaiqifuwo。”

shuozhe,taxiankaizijidexiuzi,luchuqingyikuaiziyikuaidepifu。

“ruguoneitianbushiyanligejishichuxian,wokenengyijingbeineijigehunhunqifule。”

tingdaowumiaomiaodekongsu,woshenzhidouhuaiyishibushizijideerduochuxianlewenti。

buranweishenmetashuodemeiyigeziwodoutingdedong。

kelianzaiyiqiwoquebuzhidaotadehuadaodishishenmeyisi。

什么叫做我霸凌她?

shenmeyoujiaozuoburangtafeixing,haikekoutadelicheng,paihunhunquqifuta?

“wumiaomiao,niyaoshiyoubeihaiwangxiangzhengmafanniquzhaoyisheng,nibiechedaowotoushang。”

wumiaomiaohaimeishuohua,songyanliturandihouleyisheng:

“够了!”

takanxiangwo,yanzhongkuijiubujianle,zhishengxiamanmandefennuheyane:

“neixiehunhundouyijingjiaodaile,jiushinishoumailetamen,rangtamenquqifumiaomiaode!”

“nanzhi,woyizhiyiweinizhishijiduxinzhongleyidian,kewomeixiangdaonidexinchangjingranrucidaidu。”

“miaomiaotakeshiyigenvhaizi,niyoumeiyouxiangguonizheimezuoshizaibisita!”

wojiangzaiyuandi,xujiuzhihou,caididikaikou:

“songyanli,suoyininingyuanxiangxinwumiaomiaoheneijigehunhundehua,yebuyuanyixiangxinwoshima?”

songyanlichenmolebanshangcaishuo:

“wozhixiangxinwozijiyanjingkandaode。”

wozhenglengdedaizaiyuandi,xintouyizhenzhandou。

erbianzhishengxiabierenduiwodebiyihechaofeng。

zhuguangengshizhijienuchiwo:

“womeiyouxiangdaowomengongsijingranhuiyounizheizhongpinxingeliedeyuangong!”

“wokannigenbenbupeizaigongsigongzuo,jintianzheigenianhuinibuyongcanjiale。”

“zhiyunichufen,dengwoshangbaojigaocenghouzailingxingtongzhi,xianzainikeyizoule。”

womeiyoulihuizhuguandehua,zhishizhenglengdeyusongyanliduishi。

taqueyikaileyan,zhoumeiqingchi:

“nanzhi,nixianhuiquba,miandezaizheilirangbierenkanxiaohua,gengbiedaraoqitatongshicanjianianhui!”

“zhiyuwomenzhijiandeshi,womensixiazaishuoba!”

wonankandezhanzaiyuandi,zhandouzhesangyinkaikou:

“songyanli,nizheimeduiwo,niquedingnibuhuihouhuima?”

dansongyanlimeiyouliwo,ershidaizhewumiaomiaohaobuliuqingdezhuanshenlikai。

jiuzheiyang,womendi17cidelingzhengyuyue,youquxiaole。

wochedixinsi,zhijiemaileyizhangjipiaoquzhaowoyuanzaiguowaidebama。

dengjiqian,wojiangzijiwumingzhishangdeqiuhunjiezhiquxia,liantongzheixieniandeyixiejihaijilesongyanli。

huiyidaociweizhi,wokanlekansongyanli、wuwenqinhaiyouqitatongshi:

“songjizhang、wujizhang,wojintianshilaidaibiaozonggongsicanjiajuhuide,

ruguonimenmeiyouqitashi,neiwojiuxiangaocile。”

tingdaowodehua,songyanlidemeitouzhoujin,zhijiedangzhulewodequlu,yuqijiqie:

“nanzhi,nishenmeyisi?”

“nishibushihaizaishengwodeqi,woyijingbanidedanganjiejuele,womenzhijian......”

wodenaixinyijinghaojin,zhijiedaduantashuodao:

“songjizhang,womenzhijianyijingmeishenmehaoshuodele!”

“genghekuang,woyijingjiehunle!”

“bukenengdayingnideqiuhun。”