lingchenyingxinhandebushinvxuheqinjiadesuozuosuowei，ershidanverbugutazheimeduoniandemunvqingheyangyuzhiqing，bangzhepopoqifutazheigeqinshengmuqindexingjing。
ertayishoulachedadejigewaisunyezhishilengyanpangguan。
zheishinaodehendashenzhijingdonglejiedaobanchudongdiaojie。
zuihoudediaojiejieguojiushixiejinzhufuqiliangjichenyingzuleyigebianyidepingfang，meigeyuejitazuidideshanyangfei。
bijingchenyinghaiyoulianggezinvzaishini，bunengyinweizhaobudaoqitarenjiujiuzhetamenyijiaxixueba？
ershijinianmeiyoubangchenguoxiejinzhudelijinfengtangerhuangzhidibanjinleerzijia，hexiejinzhuyanranyifuqinmipoxidemoyang。
chenyingzhongniandeshihoushenjiahoushi，dailingzhequanjiarencongwenbaobenxiaokang。keshidaolewanniandeshihouchenyingqueshenwufenwen，wujiakegui。
duoniandecaochihejingshendedajitouzhilechenyingdeshenzigu，tabeixiejinzhuganchujiamenbujiujiubingdaole。
danxiejinzhujideneidianshanyangfeizhinengmianqiangchishangfan，nalaidexianqianquyiyuankanbing？
jiashangtilibuzhi，yushichenyingwunaizhinengkaojianlajimianqiangduri。
duiyuxiejinzhuhexieshengwudewuqingtahenguoyuanguo。danbijingdoushitadehaizi，zuihouzheixieganqingdouzhuanhuachenglemamu。
chenyingzheibeizidehuihenheqianguayouhenduo。
zhangzixiezhiqiuhecinvxieyiwenzaoshi，chulexiejinzhuhexieshengwuzhiwaitahaiyouyigexiaonverxiexiujun。
xiexiujunfudulesancidoumeikaoshangdaxue。
daohoulaitayebunulile，tiantianbazijiguanzaifangjianlichuangzuo，zuozhebairimengshuozijiyihouyidingshichumingdenvzuojia。
xiexiujunbuqudushubugongzuo，tiantianzaijiabaichibaihebuganhuo。chenyingliangkouziyemeishuoshenme。
ketabuzhidaobeishenmexiaoshuotudule，juranxihuanshanglejieshangbuwuzhengyedexiaohunhunlijianjun，juedehuaihuaidenanrenhenyoumeili。
yixiangchongzhenverdechenyingliangkouzizheicifanyingtebiejilie，taiduqiangyingdibuzhunxiexiujunhelijianjunzailaiwang。
jieguoxiexiujunzaiyigeyegaofengheideyewanzhijiegenlijianjunsibenle！
chenyinghexiezhigangyouqiyouji。meitianwanshangshengyishoutanhouchenyinghexiezhigangjiufentouchuqudaochuxunzhaoxiexiujun。
jieguoxiezhigangzaibujiuhoudeyigewanshangpengdaoleqiangjiefan，shenzhongsandaodangchangbiming。
chenyingdeyanleidouyaokubuchulaile。
ketashenzhimeiyoubeishangdeshijian，bijingbujiuhoutajiumangdegengetuoluoyiyang，sihouwanxieshengwuyijiazisihouxiejinzhuyijiazi。
keshichenyingshizhongmeiyoufangxiaduixiexiujundedianji，jishizhinengjichuyidiankongxianshijiantayeyaodaochudatingxiexiujundexialuo。
chenyingqianguaxiexiujun，yeqianguazhezaiweimoumiandesunnvxieaoning。
………………
陈英又病倒了。
taquansuozaidanbopojiudebeizili，juedezheicizijisihuaobuguoqule。
huanghujiantasihukandaolexiexiujundeshenying。
“ma。duibuqi。”neigeshenyingkaikoule。
tachuisibingzhongjingzuoqi，roulerouyanjing。
“xiujun……zhendeshini？！”chenyingzhanzhanweiweidikaikoudao，yuqizhongmanshijidong。
takanzheyizheguangxiandexiexiujun，zhidaotazheixienianguodeyinggaibucuo。
“ma，wozheixienianguodehenhao。”xiexiujunjixudao。
“woxianzaizhendechengweilezhumingdezuojia，meiniantangzhejiunengshoudaobufeidebanquanfei。jianjuntayechuxile，xianzaishiyoumingdedalaoban。womeiyoukanzouyan。”
zheimeduonianchenyingduiyulijianjundeyuanhenzaoyizaiduiyuxiexiujundeqianguazhongyanxiaoyunsan，tayijingshiranle。
“niguodehaojiuxing。manengzaisiqianjianniyimian，yesuanshisierwuhanle。”
“ma，ninyuanliangwole？”tingdaozheihua，xiexiujundeyanjingfaliang。
陈英缓缓点头。
jishixiexiujungenbenbugufumudedanxinyixiaoshijiushishijinian。jishixiexiujunfadaleyebucengguowenyijugukuwuyidemuqin。
kemeixiangdaoxiexiujunjiexialaidehuaquejitalailedangtouyibang。
“ma，wozheixienianguodehenjianao。kuijiukuaibawoyanmeile。”xiexiujunwuwudikuchushengdao。
“qishineitianwanshangyudaoqiangjiedeshiwo。bashiweilejiuwocaiheqiangjiefanbodou，beitonglesandao……”
chenyingganjuezijishunjiandiaojinlebingkulongli，hunshencongtoulengdaojiao。
“ni……nishuoshenme？”buzhidaoguoleduojiuchenyingcaizhaohuizijideshengyin。
“neinidangshi，weishenmebusongnibaquyiyuan？！”
xiezhigangdangshibingmeiyoumashangyunming，ershiyinweidanwulejiuzhishijian，shixueguoduoersi！
ruguoxiexiujundangshimashangjiangxiezhigangsongdaoyiyuan，shuobudingnengbaozhutadexingming！
“wobenlaixiangde，keshijianjunshuobameiyoushangdaoyaohaibuhuiyoushide，danshiwoyaoshibuzounihebayidinghuizeguaiwode……”xiexiujunjixukudao。
“wobuzhidaobazuihouhuisi……”
“…………suoyinijiubajiulenidefuqinrengzaidishangbuguan，renyoutaliuguangxianxueersi？！”chenyingyikouqimeitishanglai，juedehoulongchushenzhiyongshangyiguxuexing。
“nizijimeiyoubianbieshifeidenenglima？shenmedoutinglijianjunde？！kannibaliuleneimeduoxue，nishizenmemeizheliangxinjuedebuguantameiguanxide！”
yanqiandenvzibuzaishitadianjiduoniandenver，ershiyizhichetoucheweilengxuedushe。
“suoyishuodaotoulainibingbushiweizijidesuozuosuoweigandaohouhui，ershiyinweinizijidejingshenshoudaoleyingxiang，cailaizhaowode。”chenyinglengxiaochushengdao。
“neinilaicuole。wobuhuiyuanliangni，nibagengbuhuiyuanliangni。tazaitianshanghenhentuoqinizheigezisizilidebaiyanlang，shuonixianzaishoudaodezhemodoushiyingdede！”
“zheisuanshenme?dengweilainisilexiadiyu，yaoshoudaodejianaogengduoni！”
“wohouhuia！！nishiwoqinma，nizenmenengzheiyangshuowo！！”xiexiujunshuangyantonghongdikanzheta。
“zheixienianwoyizhihuozaikuijiudejianaozhong！”
“niyiweijiuwozisima！dajieheergeyoubiwohaodeleduoshao？”
“niyiweierjieweishenmehuibeiliumangwuru？jiushiyinweidajiehelixiaorouduozui，shuoshenmeerjiehaiguanianzhefengyongde！suoyilixiaorouzhaoleliumanglaiwuruleerjie！”
“niyiweidasaoweishenmehuidaizhehaizichuleguobuzaihuilai？yinweitadetuishibeiersaozhaorenzhuangcande！dasaoyiweinizhiqingquexuanzepiantanersao，caixinhanlikaide！”
“haiyouma，nimaizaihuapenxiadexiaohuangyu，yeshibeidajiewazoude！woheergefaxianle，taweilefengzhuwomendezuihaifenleyibufenjiwomen！”
“……ma，nizenmelema！！”
rubaofabandibazijizhidaodemimiyigunaodituchulaihou，xiexiujunfaxianchenyingzhengdazheyanjingkanzheta，renqueyidongbudong。
“manibiehewoa！！”xiexiujunjinghuangdao。
“lairena！jiuminga！！”
“manihaimeishuoyuanmeiyuanliangwoni！！”
chenyingsile，beihuohuoqiside。