第1章

1976nian,junqudayuan。

chenlanzhidaizuozaifangjian,huanguzhouzao,yanlimanshizhenjing。

tajingranzhongshenghuidaolesanshinianqian!

zheigeshihou,tahaimeigenliangyuanqilihun,dadizhenhaimeibaofa,tahaihuozhe。

yiqiedouhailaidejiwanhui!

不等她回神。

menwaishudixiangqijianruicierdexiaohaihaokusheng——

“shichenyirangwonade!tashuowobunajiuyaodasiwo!”

shuxidehuarangchenlanzhixinligedengyixia。

tajiqilai,lianggeyueqian,liangyuanqibushengbuxiangcongwaidaihuilaigehaizi,xuanchengshitadeqinshengziliangxiaofeng。

zheiduidangshiziyiweihunyinxingfudechenlanzhiyouruqingtianpili。

yinweizheigehaizi,liangrenzuizhonglilehun。

lihunhou,chenlanzhiyuanlijingshidaolechuanshengdanglesanshinianjiaoshi。

houlaichuanshengdadizhen,liangyuanqizuoweijunduizhihuiguanguolaijiuzai,zuizhongweilejiutashenwang!

zhidaolinsiqiantacaigaosuta,neihaiziqishishitadezhanyouyigu。

rujinzhonglaiyishi,tajuebuhuirangqianshideyihanzaidushangyan。

chenlanzhidakaimenzouchuqu。

yuanzilizhanzhedeshipopowangcuizhi,yijikudexilihualadeyangzixiaofeng。

tazhengyaoshuohua,yuanmenbeirenshudituikai。

yimogaodatingbadeshenyingcongdamenmaijinlai,kanzheyuanzilidezheiyimu,lengjundelianpangshangjianmeiqingcu。

“怎么回事?”

是梁远其。

chenlanzhimouseyishunshirun,xiayishimaibuchaotazouqu。

shenpangxiaoxiaodeshenyingquexiantayibufeikuaipaoguoqu。

“爸——”

daizheweiqudekuqiang,xiaofengjinjinbaozheliangyuanqidedatui。

suijijiutingwangcuizhikaikou:“yuanqi,nihuilaidezhenghao,nizheixifuerxianzaidanzidale,ganjiaosuohaizitoudongxile!”

chenlanzhixinshuranyichen,bujuezuanjinleshou,fouren:“womeiyouzheiyangjiao。”

“xiaofengcailiusui,tashigehaizi,hainengshuohuangwumienibucheng?”wangcuizhilengsheng。

chenlanzhimousefuzadiwangxiangneimoxiaoxiaodeshenying。

jihusuoyourendourenweixiaohaizibuhuishuohuang,ketazhidao,zheigehaizizaoyisahuangchengxing,guanhuizhuangkelian。

jiyizhong,jintiandezheichangwumieshizheihaizisadediyigehuang。

qianshitayishixinruan,burengentajijiao,sheiliaohoulaiqueshidecunjinchi。

jiranruci,neitabianyaojiangzheihaizidehuaixiguaneshazaiyuantou。

chenlanzhilengshengkaikouwen:“xiaofeng,nikanzhewozaishuoyibian,woshenmeshihourangnitoudongxile?xianzaishuoshihuahailaideji,buranjiuyaozhuaniquzuolaole。”

zaichenlanzhiyapodeyanshenxia,xiaofenglianseshudicanbai,zhihaogengyanshuoleshihua:“shi……shiwozijinade。”

院子里一瞬寂静。

suiji,wangcuizhixintengdibaoqihaizi,bailechenlanzhiyiyan。

“bujiushiliangkuaiqianma,hehaizizuoshenme?”

“guaisuner,yihouxiangyaoshenmejiuzhijiegennainaishuo,nimashihouma,nainaikeshiqinnai!”

quanjiachuleliangyuanqibenren,wurenzhidaoxiaofengdeshenshi。

chenlanzhizhidaoliangyuanqishidanxinjialirenzhidaozhenxiangbukenyang。

jianliangyuanqizhuanshenhuifangqu。

chenlanzhimanggenjinqu,zhengyaokaikou。

quetingnanrendaizhexiexuzebeideshengyinchuanlai:“nigangganghedaohaizile。”

yishunjian,chenlanzhideshensejiangzhu。

差点忘了。

zheigeshihoudeliangyuanqijiangxiaofengdangchengbao,shengpatashouleyidianweiqu。

“jiaoyuhaizibushiyiweidiguanzhe,zuolecuoshizonggairangtazhidao。”

chenlanzhijiuzheshou,huanshengyoudao:“nifangxin,yihouwohuihaohaojiaozheigehaizi。”

liangyuanqishenxingweidun,tamouselengchenxiexu,daizhehuyi。

zicongjiangxiaofengjiehuijia,chenlanzhimeishaogentanao,xianzaitaturanshouqiduixiaofengdediyi……tabingbuxin。

liangyuanqimeitoulengcu:“bubi,xiaofengwozijihuijiaoyu。”

xinkoumengdiyici,chenlanzhimeilehua,zhinengyankanzhetadebeiyingzaiyiciyuanli。

次日。

chenlanzhizaoqicongcongzuohaozaofanhou,bianganqulechangqu。

zheigeshihoudetashijingmijixiezhizaochanglideyimingjishugong。

sheiliao,tacaitarugongzuojian。

yiminggongrenjiulingzhechangzhangyixingrenhaohaodangdangqianlai,zhizhetajiudashenghedao——

“changzhang!chushideneitaijiqijiushichenlanzhidiaoshide!”

suoyourendeshixianjujiaozaichenlanzhishenshang。

陈兰芝猛地僵住。

zheicaijiqilai,qianshiqueshiyouzheimeyihuishi。

changlixinjindeshukongjichuanghuaidiaole,zheirenshengchengshitadediaoshishujucuole。

youyushixinjiqi,sheiyechabuchushizenmehuaide,jiudouguaizailechenlanzhishenshang。

而如今……

chenlanzhizhongxinkanleyanjiqi。

cikezheitairangchanglisuoyourenyichoumozhandejiqi,zaitadaizhe30nianhoudejishuyanguanglaikan,quesuanshihenjianloude。

taxianlengjingkaikou:“koushuowuping,niyoushenmezhengjuzhengmingshiwo?”

“zuotiancongnineilijieshouhoujiqijiuchuwentile,dangranshinidiaoshideshujuyouwenti!”neirenbagaoyindiao。

wangwangrenyuexinxu,shengyinyueda。

chenlanzhilengnitayiyan:“shima?neijiuchacha。”

tashangqianjianchayifan,guoranhainengkaiji。

suiji,chenlanzhizhijiedangzhechangzhangdemiandiaochulediaoshijilu。

“shujudiaoshiyoushijianjilu,zuihouyicidiaoshishijianshiwanshangjiudianshisanfen。”

周遭陡然安静无声。

neizhengshineirendeshangbanshijian。

neishichenlanzhizaoyijingxiabanhuiqule!

changzhangliansetieqing,zhizheneirenzhennu:“zheigeyuegongqianjiaofakuan!”

“xingle,dousanle,qugongzuo。”

这事本该就此为止。

chenlanzhiquezhudongzhaodaochangzhang:“changzhang,wokeyixiuhaozheijiqi。”

cikedechangzhangmianqianyidiyantou,choudezhizhuatou。

changlizuiqimawuniandemingyundouyazailezheiliangtaixinjichuangshang,tashenzhihaigenzhengfudailekuan。

xianzaihuaileyitai,taxinlizhengfanzaodejin。

tingjianzheihua,changzhanglijibaibaishou:“huiquhaohaozuoshi,xiangshenmeni。”

……

傍晚,下工回家。

chenlanzhigangdaojia,popowangcuizhizhangkoujiuma:“kuaiquzuofan,edaowobaobeisunzile!”

kanzheneiyidayixiao,chenlanzhishensefuza。

danjiranyaowanhuizheigejia,tazhinengren。

等做好饭。

duanzhefancaishangzhuoshi,chenlanzhizhuyidaoxiaofengdebozishanggualegexindadezhangmingsuo。

她突然记起来——

shangbeizi,xiaofengdezheigezhangmingsuoshipopoyongtafuqinjijitadeyinshouzhuoshanziqudade!

ruobushihoulaizijidasaoweishengshicongjuzijiaoluokanjianleyiluodexinfeng,tadouchadianbuzhidaozheishi!

xindouranyileng,chenlanzhikanxiangwangcuizhiwen:“wobashibushijiwojilexin?”

听见这话。

wangcuizhishenseyihuang,danqiangzuozhendingdiantou:“adui!wodouchadianwangle,xinzaineierninizijifanfan!”

chenlanzhishunzhetashouzhixiangdejutaizouguoqu,xinfengyibeichaikai,xinshangxielefuqinxianzaizaixiangxiadegaizaoshenghuo,youxutaolexiejiachang。

zuihoufuqinxie:nver,kuaidaonishengrile,bajinijilegeyinshouzhuo,xiwangninengxihuan。

ranerxinfenglikongkong,meiyouyinshouzhuodezongying。

chenlanzhizuanjinxinwen:“shouzhuoni?”

wangcuizhijianduobuguoqule,zhijieliangchuxiaofengbozishangdezhangmingsuo。

“re,wonaqujiwosunzidalegezhangmingsuo。”

“zaishuole,nineiheiwuleidediejilaidedongxi,woshihaoxinbangnijiejue,shengdenirihouremafan!”

zheilisuodangrandeyuqi,rangchenlanzhixintouyongshangnuqihesuanchu!

fuqinzaixiangxiabenjiuguodejiannan,buzhidaoshizanleduojiudeqiancaijitamaideliwu,ketashenzhidouhaimeijianguoshouzhuo,jiuyijingbeipoponaqudachenglexiaofengdezhangmingsuo!

chenmopianke,chenlanzhizhijieshenshou:“haijiwo。”

yitingzheihua,xiaofengwuzhezhangmingsuoduojinwangcuizhihuaili,daku:“buyao!”

“nigenxiaohaijijiaoshenmejinger?”

wangcuizhiyedangjijiujiangxiaofenghuzaihuaili。

yuanzidamenzhiyabeituikai。

gangtaruwu,liangyuanqijiutingjianxiaohaidetikusheng。

tameiyizhou:“youzenmele?”

shuoqinglailongqumaihou,chenlanzhijiangxijidemuguangluozailiangyuanqishenshang。

ranertingjiande,queshiliangyuanqiduitashuo:“yigeyinshouzhuoeryi,wojiniqian,nizijiqumaigenghaode。”

chenlanzhidexinzhouranlengque,renbuzhuzhengbian:“woyaodebushiyinshouzhuo,shiwobadexinyi!”

hualuo,liangyuanqizhoumeikanta。

“ninengbunengbiehunaole?zhishaorangwozaijialiqingjingxie。”

tashensejiandexianeyufanzaoqingxiyinzaichenlanzhiyanli。

tamengdizhengzhu,xinliyongshangmimimamadesuanchuheweiqu,zaimeilezhengbiandeliqi。

饭后。

chenlanzhixiguowanhou,zuozaiyuanzili,zixijiangfuqindexinyoukanleyibian。

fuqinshuo:suoxingnijiatinghemu,guodexingfuankang,bianshiweifuzuixinweianxinzhishi。

zilixingjian,kandechufuqindemanyi。

眼里泛起泪光。

chenlanzhidaizuohenjiu,zuizhonghaishijuedingqugenliangyuanqiqiuhe。

走到书房门口。

tazhengyaoqiaomen,queturantingjianhaiziwenliangyuanqi。

“baba,womamahuilaile,ninengbunenggenchenyifenkai?”