第五章
jiangwanchuyuandeneitian，songyancipotianhuangdilaijieta。
keshilakaichemenkanjiandehaiyouhejiaojiaocanlandexiaolian，tayilianpeixiao。
“jiejie，shangciniyunjue，wobuzhiqing，yizhiyilai，jiejiehaoxiangdoubutaixihuanwo，jintian……”
songyancibatayuyanyouzhidehuajielexiaqu。
“jiaojiaoxianghenixiufuguanxi，tedishuojintiannichuyuan，jieniyiqiquyouhu。”
jiangwanyouyudizhanzaichemenwai，tabuxiangqu。
bujinjinshiyinweihejiaojiaodeyuangu，shijiusuineinianshengrihesongyancichuquwan，buxiaoxindiaodaohuli，chadianyansi，shisongyancifenbugushenjiuleta。
keshineizhongbinsidejuewangrenglilizaimu，tacongciduishuichanshengleyinying，zaiyebugankaojinshuibian。
neishihou，songyancicengxinshidandandibaozheng：“wosongyanciyihoujueduibuhuirangjiangwanyigerenkaojinshuibian！”
hejiaojiaokanchutadeyouyu，bankeliandao，“kanlaijiejieshizhendebuxihuanwo……”
songyancimeitouyixiazhouqilai，bunaifandimingbaobiaoyazhejiangwanshangleche。
“不去也得去。”
yucuihubian，hushuiboguanglinlin，hejiaojiaojiekoudongxiwangna，zhizoulesongyanci。
hubianzhishengxialetahejiangwan。
“jiangwan，nihaohaokankanqingchu，songyancitaaiderendaodishishei！”
jiangwanbujie，xiayimiaoquebeihejiaojiaomengdituijinhuli，jinjiezhe，tazijiyetiaolexialai。
hejiaojiaoshiyouyongbisaideguanjun，zheiyidianzailaidelushang，jiuyoushuodao。
erbuhuishuidejiangwanzhejidimengpaizheshuimian，duanduanxuxudihujiu。
wenshengerlaidesongyancikanzhetongshiluorushuizhongdelianggeren，haobuyouyuditiaoxiaqu，xiangzhehejiaojiaodefangxiangyouguoqu。
jiushanglaihejiaojiaohoudesongyanciyesihaomeizhuyirengzaishuizhongzhengzhadejiangwan，tazhejidibaoqishitoudehejiaojiao，jiuyaoquyiyuan。
wangzhesongyancidebeiyingyidiandianyuanqu，jiangwandexinrutongsihui。
tabuzaizhengzha，renyouzijichenrushuili。
haozailuguodejiangshuofaxian，likejiushanglaita。
yiyuanli，benjiumeishidehejiaojiaozhuangzuoganggangbeijiuxingdemoyang，jiaodididikaozaisongyancidejiantou，gengyandao：
“acinibuyaoguaijiangwanjiejie，takenengyishijihen，caiguyibawotuirushuili，jieguozijihaibuxiaoxindiaoxiaqule……”
“jiangwanzainali？daiguolai。”
songyancideshenqinglengdekepa，hunshenshitoudejiangwanbeidaidaobingfangshi，haizaisesefadou。
“niweishenmeyaotuijiaojiao？”
jiangwandizhetou，meiyouhuida。
“jiaojiaoshuole，zhiyaonijitaxiaguidaoqian，tajiubujijiaole。”
jiangwanlengxiaoyisheng，tazhidao，zaibeicuangaidejuqingli，tajibianshenmeyemeizuoyeshicuode。
tataileile，buxiangzaijieshizhengzhale，shunshijiuguilexialai。
“对不起。”
songyancidaoshidiyicikanjianjiangwanrucishuncongdeyangzi，xinliyizhensuanse，youqibudayichulai。
“ganjueyidiandoubuchengxinni……”hejiaojiaoweiqukaikou。
“jiranbuxiangchengxindaoqian，neijiuzhangdianjiaoxunhaole。”
songyanciyanshenanchen，“ni，yibianshanziji，yibianjijiaojiaodaoqian，shangoujiushijiuge，caisuanchengxin。”
duanzandechenmohou，jiangwantiqishoukaishishanziji，kouzhongnannanzhe“duibuqi”。
“……jiushiba、jiushijiu。”
xiangliangdeerguangshengbuzhixiangleduojiuzhongyutingxie，jiangwanxialesishou，liangbianlianyijingzhongdekanbuchuyuanlaidexingzhuang，zuiliyedachuxuelai，shunzhezuijiaoliuchu。
songyancimeijianjinzhou，ganjuexiongkougewaimen。
“回家反省。”