第6章 我需要破局

qingzhujianwomeizenmechidongxi,xiangshangqianquanwo,muguangduishangwodelianhou,yuyanyouzhi,zuihoutamomodichuixialetoubuzaishuohua。

dengtashoushiwandongxihoujiulikaile,likaiqianqiandingningwanzhufu,rangwobuyaozijisuiyizoudong,dengtahuilaihouruoshixiangzoudong,tafuzhewo。

kanzhetayuanqudebeiying,xiangzhetagangcaidehua,woyoujiujieleqilai。

qingzhudehuawuyishiguanxinwode,keshiwoyoubudebuduoxiang。tashipawozouchuleyuanzi,faxianleshenmeme?

henkuai,woduiqingzhudehuluanchuaice,jiujilewoyijierguang。

yinweiqingzhuzaicihuilaideshihou,shouzhongtizhewangjingloudeshihe。

tahaimeidakai,wojiuwendaolekaoyadexiangwei。

taxiaoyingyingdebashihefangxia,yiziyijudedao:“furen,nigangcaishenmedoumeichi,nubipanishentishoubule,xiangzhenijiranxiangchikaoya,neijiuchiyidianba。”

shuowan,kaoyadeyizhituiyijingdizaiwodemianqianle,zhengdangwoyaojieguoshi,tashouyisuo,xiaodao:

“buguozhinengchizheiyici,qiebunengrangxiangyezhidao。”

kanzhetazheibandiaopideyangzi,wofangfohuidaoleguizhongweijiazhishi。

taneishiyehuizheibandiaopi。

keshiwojiarenhou,tayuefawenzhong,shenzhiwoshengbingzheibannian,tadougenzheyiqichoumeibuzhanle。

woxindidekuiyizaicishengqi,anzigaosuziji,zaiyiqiedoumeiyouchaqingchushibuyaohuluanhuaiyi。

wokaixindichilekaoya,meiduojiuwojiujuedewokaishifankun。

wodazheheqian,qingzhuxiaozhefuwojinlewu。

henkuaiwojiumimihuhu,hunhunyushui。

ranerzhengdangwoyaoshuizhedeshihou,qingzhuquezaiwoshenbianxiaoshengdejiaoleju:“furen?”

“你睡着了么?”

mihuzhongdewo,beitazheishengjiaoshengdunshijingdaole,xinditututiaobugebuting。

womeiyouhuidata,baochizhegangcaideshuizi,shouxinyebuzijuedizhimaohan。

wotingdaotachaowomanmanzoulai,jiezhewojiuganjuedaotayonglideanlexiawodeduzi,lidaoyouxiezhong,wochadianjianjiaochulai。

danwoweilenongqingchuqingzhuyaoganshenme,zhishiweiweifanlexiashenti,jiazhuangjixushuijue。

“kanlaizheiyaoxiaohaizhenbucuo。”

qingzhudeshengyinhenqing,danluoruwodeerzhongruleiguaner,rangwohunshenxueyeninggu。

wohaimeilaidejixiangqingchutazheihuadeyisi,wodefubumengdicitongqilai。

wobennengdequansuolexiashenzi,laihuanjiezijidebushi。wojilikezhizhe,rangzijijiazhuangshuizhele,zhuangzuobujingyijiantaishouqumozijideduzi,xiangyaomoyixiashishenmerangwozheimetong,quebeitayibazhuazhu。

taxiaoxindewozhewodeshouwan,haiyongshouqingqingpailepaiwodeshouanfu,jiezhewodeduziyouchuanlaiyizhencitong。

worenzhetengtong,xindinanguojile。

wobumingbaiqingzhuzenmehurannazhenzhawo?haizheibanmingmuzhangdande?

tajiubupawobeizhaxingle,tabaolule?

haishishuo,tayagenjiududingwobuhuixingni?

xiangdaoci,woxindihuranjiuminglele,nandaoqishijiwoxiayaoderenshiqingzhu?

neitaweishenmeyaozheimeduiwo?

shiguzilishouyide,haishitayagenjiubuzhidaoqingzhuzaoyipanzhule?

shuoqingzhupanzhu,woqishixindiyoudianbuxiangxin,bijingwomencongxiaoyiqizhangda,woduitaruqinjiemeiyibanhao,tazheimezuodeyuanyinni?

woxiangbumingbai,quezaiyeshuibuzhele。

dengqingzhuzouhou,woqishenkanlekanzijideduzi,shangmianlianggexuedianqingxikejian,shouzhiqingqingyian,duzijiuyizhenzhentengtongxilai。

zheiganjuehewoyiwangduzitengdeshihouyimoyiyang!

我心底一片冰凉。

qingzhujibianbushijiwoxiayaodeneigeren,yebunengquanxinle。

jiranruci,wojiucongtaxiashou,jiuchubeihouderen!

……

ciriqingchen,qingzhuxiangwangchangyiyangduanzheyaojinlai。

“夫人?”

taxianshishitandihanlewoyisheng,erhoujianwomeifanying,bayaowanzhongzhongwangzhuozishangyifang。

jiezhe,tabuxiedeqingshengdigu:“shuidegensizhuyiyang,yaoshiyihouzaiyexingbuguolaijiuhaole!”

tabinglengdeyuqibudaiyisiqinggan,tongshijiadashengyincuicudao:“furen,gaiqile!”

shuowan,tazaiwoshoubeishangsijingqialeyiba。

cigudetengtongrangwoshensiyipianqingming,zhengkaiyanjingdeyishunjian,qingzhuyoubashoushoulehuiqu,yuqiyehuifulezhengchang。

tayangqixiaolian,wenroukerendedao:

“furen,gaiqilaiheyaole,jintianxiangyexiumu,daihuikeyiyitongchuquzouzou。”

kantashentaizheibandibianhuanziru,woshenshididingzheta,xiangcongtalianshangkanchudianpozhan。

kenengshiwodemuguangtaiguoxili,qingzhumianshangshanguoyisixinxu:“furenweihezheibankanzhenubi?nubidelianshangkeshiyoushenmema?”

tashuozhe,taishouzaizijidelianshangcaleca,haishunshouliaoleyixiazijieqiandesuifa。

“没。”

woshouhuimuguang,gaosuzijibunengji,jirantahuiyan,woyebunengtaicha。

wodao:“jiushijuedenizuijinyouxiebuyiyangle。”

qingzhuyileng,youdianhuang,mangzheyaojieshishenme,woquexiaozhedaduanleta:“nvdashibabian,qingzhuniyuebianyuehaokanle。”

jinzhangdeqingzhushunjianxiaoyeruhua,“furenjiuhuidaquwo,wonaliyoubian?wohaishineigeqingzhua。”

tabianshuo,bianfuwoqishen,ranhoulisuodebayaodidaowomianqian。

“夫人,趁热喝。”

wokanzheyanqiandeyao,hetaneiqidaideyanshen,xindiyipianpingjing。

woxiaoyiyingyingdeduanqiyaowan,zaitaqidaideyanshenxia,yikoumenle。

喝完,我故意笑道:

“zheiyaosuiku,quebizhiqiandeyouxiaoduole,wozheiliangtianmingxianganjuezijizhuangtaibizhiqianhaoduole!”

qingzhutingdaowodehua,lianseweibian,yandiyipianyihuo。

budengtashuohua,wojiujiazhuangzijiele,rangtaqujiwonachide。

qingzhulianshangmanshiyihuo,tingdaowozheimeshuo,talimachuqule。

neizhejideyangzi,buyongcai,woyezhidaotayaoquganma。

去吧,好好查查。

taluanlezhenjiao,wocainenghunshuimoyu。

dengdaotazouyuanhou,woganjinchumen,chongjinzhulin,kousangzi,bayaotugeganjing。

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haozaizheiliangtianmeichiyao,womingxianganjuedaoshentibiyiwanggengyouliqileyidian。

wanshangshuidehao,duziyebutongle,jiulianzouludeshihou,doubuhuixinhuangqiduan。

zhishi,meitianzheiyangrenqianjiazhuangheyao,renhououchulai,bingfeizhangjiuzhiji,qiehuihenshangshen。

suoyi,wobixuzhaodaopojudebanfa!