第5章 值得吗?

zheizhongqingkuang,tajiubuqucourenaoleba。

shousixiaosanzheizhongshi,tazuobulai。

kuangqietayebuzaihuta,jinquyeshiziquqiru。

chenwanhezhuanshenlikai,xinlimendexiangshiwuyunyajing,queyechuqidepingjing。

“爸爸,她是谁?”

jiangchendeshengyinzaizheianjingdekongjianliyichangdexiangliang,tashitujixulatadeshou,danshitahenbaoqian,bunengjixuguanzhetale,ciketazhixiangkuaidiantaolizheili。

zaimaijindiantideshihou,chenwanhetingjianlejiangchifahuodeshengyin,“sheirangnidainimamalaide?!”

chenwanheyizhedianti,pibeidebishangyanjing,fanzaobukan。

……

waimianbuzhidaoshenmeshihouxiayule,tamominggengjiafanzao,chongjinyuli,manwumudedepaozhe。

tazhidaotabunengzheimepao,tayezhidaotabuyinggaizheimebaozao。

keshitakongzhibuzhu,jiuxiangxinlizhuzheyigexieedelinghun,tazhiyinzhetahuimieyiqie。

qinian,taweileai,bazijibiandezheimezaogao。

值得吗?

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chenwanhebuzhidaozijishizenmedaoyiyuande。

yizhengkaiyanjing,jiuzaiyiyuanle。

jiangchenpazaitadechuangbianshuizhele,niutoukanleyanwaimiancaizhidaoyijingdaoleshenye。

“mama,nixingle,youmeiyounalibushufu?”

tazhuantoukanxiangerzi,yaoleyaotou,“mamameishi。”

jiangchendizhetou,xiaoshengshuo,“duibuqimama,doushiwodecuo。”

怎么能是他的错呢?

“bushiachendecuo,shimamataimeiyong。”

“mamanishishijieshangzuihaodemama,shibababuhao!”

lianyigexiaohaizidouzhidaodeshi,chengnianrenquebuzhidao。

tataidongshi,chenwanhexinlikusemanyan,ruguotahetalihunle,wensihuixihuanjiangchenma?wensihuiduitahaoma?

jiangchibuhuijiangfuyangquanjitade,jiangjiayebuhuiyunxutadaizoujiangchen。

xiangdaozheixie,tajiuhaonanguo。

suirantabushitaqinshengde,danshitazaoyichengweitashengmingdeyibufen。

“mama,nishibushinalibushufu?weishenmeyanjingneimehong?”

“妈妈没事。”

jiangchenwozhutadeshou,“mamabiepa,wolaizhaoguni,nikeleeleyaogaosuwo。”

chenwanhexilexibizi,diandiantou,“hao,xiexiebaobei。”

jiangchen,“bukeqimama,yinweiwoaini。”

chenwanherenzhekuyi,“jimamadaobeishuihaoma?”

jiangchenmangqishenqujiwodaoshui,kanzhetazhuanshendebeiying,tazhongyukulechulai。

meiduohui,“mama,shui。”

chenwanhejimangcadiaoyanlei,jieguoshuibei,heleyikou,“xiexieachen。”

jiangchenqinleqintadelian,“meishidemama,woshihenainide。”