第4章 她想见我最后一面的

yewanwanshizaisantianhouxiazangde,zanglijieshuzhihou,shenyigenshenwenzhouhuidaojiali,liangrendoumianwubiaoqingdezuozaiketingshafashang。

guolexujiu,shenyihuranjiaolaileyongren,ranhouyazheshengyinwendao:“tazouzhiqianshuoshenmelema?”

yongrenshenseweinan,danhaishilaolaoshishideyaoleyaotou。

yewanwanzoudehenturan,genbenjiumeiyourenzhidao,zaitashengmingdezuihouyike,meiyourenpeizaitashenbian,tajiuneimeyigerenwushengwuxidelikaile。

shenyihuranjuedexinzangyizhenzhendejiaotong,tawufaxiangxiangsiwang,gengjiawufaxiangxiangyewanwanzaimianlinsiwangdeneiyikeshishenmeganjue。

tashihaipani?haishijuedezhongyuyaojietuole?

shenyibumingbai,tamenmingmingbugaishizheiyangde,weishenmetamenjiubianchengxianzaizheiyangle?

ranerzheigewentimeiyourenheyiyile,yewanwanyijingbuzaile,tadeqiziqushile。

yipangdeshenwenzhoushizhongdizhetou,wushengdediaozheyanlei,dengshenyitingjiandongjinghuiguoshenlaideshihou,shenwenzhouyijingqibuchengshengle。

“zhouzhou。”shenyijiannanchushenghanzhe。

shenwenzhoutaiqitoulaikanzhefuqin,leishuiyijingmohuletadeshixian,haobanshang,shenwenzhoucaishengyingengyandeshuoleju:“duibuqi。”

shenyiyouxiehuanghu,bumingbaitaweishenmeyaoshuozheiyangdehua,zhishihenkuaitajiucongshenwenzhoukouzhongzhidaoledaan。

shenwenzhoushifenbeitongdeshuodao:“taneitianwanshangjiwodadianhua,shixiangrangwohuijiaqude。tashixiangjianwozuihouyimian,kewojujueleta。”

“wo、wogaosutayutaida,wobuhuijiale。”

“qishiwojiushibuxianghuiqueryi。”

“wotaoyantazongshidazheweiwohaodeqihaoyaoqiuwo、xianzhiwo。zhiyaowoxiangfankang,tajiukaishixiesidili,xianggefengziyiyang,wobuxiangmianduiyigelianlizhidoumeiyouderen。”

“keshi、keshiwoliantazuihouyimiandoumeiyoujiandao。”

“tagenwoshuodezuihouyijuhuashirangwowohaohaozhaoguziji。”

“tadangshiyidinghennanguohennanguo。”

“lianxiangjianwozuihouyimiandoubeijujuele。”

shenwenzhounulidexiangyaokezhizijideyanlei,keshitazenmedoukezhibuzhu,tajujueleneigenvrenzuihoujiantayimiandeqingqiu。

cishicike,talianyisheng“mama”doubuganjiaole,tajuedezijigenbenbupeizuotadeerzi。

shenyizheicaizhidaoneitianwanshangyewanwanjitagenshenwenzhoudoudaledianhua,huoxushineigeshihouyewanwanjiuyijingyugandaoleshenme,tashiteyizaigentagaobie。

erzaineitongdianhuali,yewanwanshuotahouhuile,tashuotahouhuile!

tamendezheiduanhunyindaolezuihou,yewanwanshuohouhuile。

shenyixintonggenglie,tamenshishangyelianyinbucuo,kezuichuyewanwanshiaitade,taduiyewanwanyikaishihuoxumeiyouaiqing,dantayecongweixiangguofenkaihuobeipan。

tayiweitamenhuigenqitahenduorenyiyang,meiyouhonghonglieliedeqingyuai,danyijiuhuixianghufuchizheduguozheiyisheng。

shicongshenmeshihoukaishi,tamenyijiasankoukaishixinshengxianxide,mianduibicideshihou,xindimeiyouaiyi,zhishengxiamanmanpibeide?

shicongyewanwanduitagezhongcaiyikaishide?shiyewanwanpaodaogongsiduitadenvmishudadachushoukaishide?haishicongtashengqiguyiwangjijiehunjinianrikaishide?

haishiqitashenmeshihou……

shenyibuzhidao,tayebuxiangzhidaole。

叶晚晚已经不在了。

tashiquleqizi,shenwenzhoushiyeshiqulemuqin。