第1章
shiguanyingerwuniandechangsuoyuanshi，woyiwaitingjianlezhuixulaogonghewozizhudepinkunshengduihua。
“huaizhigege，nishuonineixiaoxinyanlaopoyaoshizhidaoletaduziliqishishiwomen**，tahuibuhuizhijietiaolouzishaa？”
“tayaoshisijiujinkuaiqusi，neiwomenjichengtadecaichanbushigengjiazhijie，jiupatabusi，chengdashizhebujuxiaojie，womenzairennairennai，dengshihoudaole，zheiyiqiedoushiwomende。”
woyiqiedangzuoquanranbuzhi。
zaihaizishengxiahoujingxinyangyu，yiqiedoushizuihaodepeizhi。
ershinianhou，nverconghaiwaixuechengguilai，wojiangmingxiadesuoyoucaichandouzhuandaotademingxia。
zaiguquan**fabuhuishi，wozizhudepinkunshengleiliumanmiandewanzhewolaogongdegebo，daizhetamenneizhangfahuangdeqinzibaogaozoudaowomianqian。
“yinuoshiwodeqinshengnver，beiniqiangzouleneimeduonian，rujinyeshishihouhaijiwoleba。”
nverhaobuyouyujiangzhunbeihaodelihunxieyizadaowolianshang，yiliandexianqibiyi。
“ganjinhewobalihun，tuoleiwomenxiaobanbeizibunengtuanju，biezainaoyaoezile，kanzainishengwoyangwodefenshang，yihouwomenjiadeshengfanhuidoujini。”
woxinrantongyi，“meiwenti。”
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“laopo，zheixietianjiyinuozhaosijiaoxinkule，haohaoxiuxixiuxiba，zenmehaizaimang？”
zhouhuaizhizhanzaiwoshenhoutiwoniezhejianbang，yirujiwangneifuwenrousishuideyangzi。
wofangxiashoulidebi，qingqingdetanlekouqi。
“yinuozuijinxiaorongdoubuduole，wozhengzaizuogonglve，zuijindasuanqingjiadaitachuqusansanxin，bijinghaizidejingshenshijiexuqiucaishizuizhongyaode。”
zhouhuaizhiyilianmanyidetieletiewo，piezhezuijiwoshuqiyigedamuzhi。
“meiciyinuodeyigebiaoqing，yigeqingxunidounengguanchadao，nijianzhijiushishijieshangzuihaodemama，wodouxiangjinibangejiang！”
“yihouyinuozhangdaleyeyidinghuihaohaoxiaojingnide，nifangxin！”
wohuanhuantaiqiyanpi，kanzhejingzideshenhouderen，“qinmaduihaizihaolisuodangran，tayihouyaoxiaojingwoyeshilisuodangran，nandaobushima？”
zhouhuaizhiyandidegangazhiseyixiaoerguo，suijigengjiamailidetiwoniezhejianbang。
“neishiziran，womenjiaojiaorenmeixinshan，nengqudaonijianzhijiushiwobainianxiulaidefuqi，haijiwopeiyangchuyigeneimeyouxiudenver，womingkezhenhao！”
kanzhetayangtoudaxiaodeyangzi，wobudongshengsedetiaoletiaomei，bingweihuiyingtadehua。
wohezhouhuaizhicongxiaoqingmeizhuma，jiehunwunian。
从我记事开始。
taduiwozongshiwuweibuzhi，jiangwodemeiyijuhuadoufangzaixinshang。
buguanshidashixiaoshi，zhiyaoshitachengnuoguo，conglaimeiyoumeizuodaoguode。
我曾真正的相信。
huoxutajiushiwodezhenmingtianzi，zheishijianyehuiyouliwai。
keneitianwozaifangjianwaikuitingdaotadehua。
这么多年的美梦。
在那一刻彻底碎了。
“yueyueayi，nijintianjiubunengbuzouma？duopeipeiyinuoba。”
nverkenqiudeshengyinzaiketingneixiangqi。
wohezhouhuaizhibuyueertongdezouxiangketing。
zhijianlinyueyuexiangzheigejiadenvzhurenyiyangzuozaiwopingshideweizhi，zhengheyinuojiannandegaobie。
“yinuo，kezheilibushiayidejia，ayihuijiazhihouhaihuixiangnide，mingtianjinidailiwuguolai，rangwomenyiqiqidaixiayicijianmian，haobuhao？”
linyueyuehuayingangluo，tademuguangturanluodaowoshenshang，suijihuanghuangmangmangdezhanqishen。
budengtakaikoujieshi，zhouhuaizhinaozhetoubuhaoyisidedangzaiwomianqian。
“laopo，nipingshichuligongzuozheimemangyemeishijianpeihaizi，woganghaoyiwaiyudaolelinyueyue，taxianlaiwushiguolaipeipeiyinuo，woxiangzhemeishenmejiumeigaosuni。”