第1章
“buyaoguaiwohenxin......wozhishixiangrangwodenver，guoshanghaorizieryi！”
冬至，雪夜。
yigeershijisuidenvren，shenqinghuangzhangdibaozheyigetikubuzhideyinger，zuanjinlelinzi。
tashoujiaobingyongdiwalegetukeng，jiangyigeguozaiqiangbaolideyinger，fangjinletukengli。
yingerfenmingshigangchushengbujiu，quetianshengzhangdexueyukeai，lianjiafenfende，nuonuode，zaitianhandidongli，kudelianhonghongde，dongdeshengyindouzhanweiweide。
congyishenchuanzhedaban，tasihuguodehenqiongku，moyangshengdebucuo，queyiguzifengchenqixi。
tagangjinglileshengchan，shenzihaihenxuruo。
jiuzailianggexiaoshizhiqian——
tabaozhegangshengdenverluguoyiyuanyuyingfang，biantingdaohushishuo，linjiagangshenglegexiaogongzhu，zhangdayihou，neishiyaoxujisijiadashaoyedangshaonainaide，yichushengjiushifuguiming。
nvrenkanlekanhuailixuruodenver，tongyangshengdenver，tadenverzenmejiumeineimehaodeming？
zhangfushigewanniandugun，jializhaitaigaozhu，tazaixitoufangririyeyetaohaoneixiekeren。
tanveryichushengjiuyouxiantianbing，keyiyaofeineimegui，talianshunchandeqiandounabuchulai，haishibeiyiyuanganchulaide！
shensishulvzhixia，taqiaoqiaodibaozhenverjinlefangjian，jiangtadenverherenjiaqianjindaxiaojieduidiaole！
tayaorangtadenver，guoshangjinyiyushideshenghuo！
启明妇产医院——
yigexiaolianzhoubabadenvying，beibaodaoleyigechanfushenbian。
tamianlidizhichengzheshenti，mianqiangdijianghaizibaozaihuaizhong。
nanrenzhanzaishenbian，xiaomimididao，“furen，nixinkule！silaoyezishuole，dengwomennverzhangdalexupeijihannian，dangweilaisijiadeshaonainai！”
nvrenyiting，xiaolexiao，“hannianneihaizishisijiajiyuwuxianhouwangdezhangsun，taqulewomennver，yidinghuidaiwomennverhaode。”
“qugeshenmemingzihaoni？”nanrenzhuomozhe，kaishijiaojinnaozhi。
“yaobu，jiaoqianqianba......”nvrenwenwanyixiao，yibianhongzheqiangbaolidenvying，meiyanjian，rouqingwuxian，“linqianqian。”
二十年后——
“yiyi，nizhinengshuyigeren。”
mianduishouji，bangfeilenglengzhiwen，“yigeshinidefaqi，yigeshinideqingren，xuanyige。”
dixiacangku，yunwantulaodidengdayanjing，manxinjuewang。
jiuzaisantianqian，tabeibangjiale。
hetayiqibangjiade，haiyoulinqianqian——waijiechuanwen，talaogongyangdeqingren，damingxinglinqianqian。
gezheshouji，yunwantingdaoshoujineiduanchuanlaisihannianhanlideshengyin：“nizaihewowanbaxi？niyaoyigeyishujin，wodailaile，nihewoshuozhinengfangyige？”
bangfeilengxiao：“sihannian，guizeshiwozhidingde，woshuofangyigejiuzhinengfangyige，ninengzenmeyang？”
云绾呼吸凝重起来。
yigeyi，zhinengshuyige，yiweizhesihannianbixuerxuanyi。
kebuzhiweihe，mingmingtacaishisihannianmingmeizhengqudeqizi，haihuaizhetadehaizi，danzailinqianqianmianqianjingyidiandiqidoumeiyou。
sihannian，tahuixuantama？
zheishi，bangfeijiangshoujididaolinqianqianzuibian，sidiaotazuishangdejiaobu。
linqianqiankuleqilai，“hannian，wopa，wohaopa......”
dianhuaneitoudesihannianmingxianhuxijinleyixie，conglaigaoaolengmodenanren，dianhuali，zhiduilinqianqianyigerendewenrou：“qianqian，biepa。”
yunwanzuichunzhandoudelihai，tayanbabadikanzhedaituwozhedeshouji，jiuzaizheishi，talianshangdejiaodaiyebeisichelexialai。
daituzhengningdeliancoudaotamianqian：“nishibushiyexianghenidelaogongshuojijuhua？yunwan，nishibushiyehaipa，nilaogongningkenxuanzeqingren，yebuxuanzejiuni？niyaobuyaoqiuqiuta？”
手机递到她的面前。
“求他啊！”
yunwanduosuozhe，quefabuchuyidianshengyin。
手机那端同样沉默。
zheigenanren，taaileneimeduonian，quezongganjue，tadexin，haosiyongyuanwubure。
lianggerenyiqizhangda，sihannianconglaiduitashiruowudu，tayezhiganjiangzheifenqingsuxiaoxinyiyizangxindi，zhiyinwei，tashisijiagaoguidezhangsun，erta，zhishisijiayongrenshouyangdeqinv！
dangnian，tadeyangmucongyigexiaotuduilijiangtabaochulai，yanyanyixi。
tachushengjiuzaofumuyiqi，shenglaibeijian，youruhepeideshangsijiaweilaidejichengren？
hekuang，yunwandelianshangtianshengyouyikuaiduban，congxiaojiubeirenjiaochoubaguai。
kejiushitazheiyangdechounv，quejiajilegaogaozaishangdesihannian。
youyitian，taturanduitashuo，wanwan，dengniershisui，wohuiquniweiqi。
她满心欢喜。
tarengjiujide，hunlineitian，tashoupengzhexianhua，zhanzailitang。
tazhishizaijiaohuanjiezhideshihou，gaosuta：“wokeyijinixiangyaodeyiqie，danshi，wobuhuiaini。”
tajuedezhiyaoshijianzhangle，yidinghuiwuretadexin，keshi......
“wanwan......”
banshang，sihannianzhongyukaikou，“wanwan，duibuqi。”
yiju“duibuqi”，rangyunwanlianshangxuesequanwu，tashenzibushoukongzhidefadou。
tadedaanyijinghenmingxian，tahuixuanlinqianqian。
那她呢？！
taduzilihaihuaizhetadehaizi。
yishengshuo，shiyiduishuangbaotai，tabuyaota，kezheilianggebaobao，tadoubuyaolema？
“sihannian，niliannideguroudoubuyaolema？”yunwanzhanshengdao，“tamenhaineimexiao，wobupasi，keshilianggebaobao......tamenlianlaidaozheigeshishangdezigedoumeiyouma！？”
bangfeishouhuishouji，lenglengdao，“haole，sihannian，jiwonidedaan。”
kongqisiji，fangfoshiyigeshijieneimemanzhang，neimejianao。
yunwansisiyaozhuzuichun，xinjinjinjiuzhu。
jiuzaitakuaiyaochengshoubuzhudeshihou，neitouchuanlaisihanniandeshengyin：“qianqian。”
yunwanshuangmouyixiazidengda，suijihuianxiaqu！
tawulitanruan，yanleihaowuyuzhaotangluo，fangfobeichouzoulelinghun。
tabuyaotale......
ketaduzilidebaobao，tayebuyaole！
bangfeiyixiao，guaduanledianhua。
yucitongshi，linqianqianhaowuzhengzhaodedashengxiaoleqilai：“hahahaha！yunwan，rujin，nigaisixinleba！”
bangfeititajiekaishengsuo，nvrenzhanleqilai，deyidipiexiangyunwan：“sihannianyaowo，buyaoni，xianzainikeyiqusileba！”
“linqianqian，ni——！”yunwanhouzhihoujueyishidao，yuanlaizheiyiqie，shilinqianzeshedeyigeju。
weide，jiushibisihannianzuochuxuanze，biyunwanqusi，ranhoutamingzhengyanshunshangwei！
zuizhongtashule，yibaitudi！
yunwanshikongdenuhoudao：“linqianqian，nihaohendudexin！”
linqianqianzoudaoyunwanmianqian，sisijiuzhutadetoufa。
bansuizhetoupilachededuntong，linqianqiandeyanjinglengbudingshanguodumang，jugaolinxiadao：
“yunwan，niyepeihewozheng？kankannizheizhangdaoweikoudelian！nanguaisihanniangegeqingyuanzuoshiguanyinger，doubuyuanyipengni！niyiweisihanniangegeweishenmeyuanyiquni？”
yunwanshenqinghuanghudiwangxiangta。
linqianqianwanxiayao，xiaodedeyi：“nizhidaoma？nideqidaixue，keyijiuwodeming。”
yunwanjinge：“shenme......”
linqianqiandeyidao：“taquni，wufeishinidexueyuwopeixing，nibaobaodeqidaixuekeyijiuwodeming。sihanniankelianni，quniyebuguoshiweilemibuniyigemingfen。wohetacongxiaojiuzhilehunyue，wocaishitamingzhengyanshundeweihunqi！nisuanshenmedongxi？”
yunwan：“pianren......”
“nihuaiyunwugeyuedeshihou，hannianyijingtiqunideqidaixue，daizhewoqumeiguozuoleshoushu。rujinduiyuwoeryan，ni，niduzilidezheigehaizi，zaiyemeiyouliyongjiazhile。nizhishiyigexueguanzieryi！”
yunwanbeicidehunshenfadou，“nihushuo！tabushizheiyangderen！”
linqianqianluchufengcidexiaorong，dao：“tashizenyangderen，nizhendelejieme？weilewo，tangruoyouyitianyaotaqinshoupoufuquzi，tayezaisuobuxi！yunwan，nihaibudongme？taconglaijiumeixiangguoyaoniduzilidehaizi！buran，niyiweitaweishenmexuanzewo？niyijingmeiyouliyongjiazhile！”
shuowan，linqianzedeyifangsidaxiaoleqilai。
yunwanlianseyipianshabai，linqianzedehuawuyishichuozhongtazuitongdedifang。
sihannian，tadezhangfu，weileqingren，quepaoqiletahehaizi！
yuanlaitaquta，yaodezhishiyigenqidaixue，wuqingruta，jianglengxuequanshidelinlijinzhi。
linqianqianturancongbangfeiyaojianbachuyibaqiang。
yunwan：“niyaoganshenme！？”
linqianqianyincecediwen：“nijuede，wohuiliuzheniduzilideniezhongzhangdale，hewodehaizizhengjichengquanma？”
云绾：“不要！！”
“kada”yisheng，shouqiangshangtang——