成亲七年我失了十九个孩子后我终于梦醒了精选章节

linjinchengqinqian,yiqunzeirenchuangjinfuzhonghuilewodeqingbaihaijiangwodachengzhongshang。wotangzaichuangshangyanyanyixi,

weihunfusangyantijiantulezhenggezeiwoweiwobaochou。woyinweibeihuiqingbaiyizhixiaochen,

taquekuzheguizaiwomianqianshuoneixiebushiwodecuo,tagenbenbuzaihu,zhixiangzhaoguwoyishengyishi。

wogandongdereleiyingkuang,juedingruqijiajita,hunhouqinian,woliuchanshibaci。pomubuzhiyicirangtanaqie,

taquefashiyibeizizhiaiwoyiren,qidepomuchadiangentaduanjuemuziguanxi。zheiciwohaoburongyizaiciyouyun,

jidongdeqibuchengsheng,fashizheiyiciyidinghaohaoshouhuwodehaizi。tatingshuowozaiciyouyun,

jidongdebaozheworenbuzhuluolei,shuohoufuzhongyuhoujiyourenle,liushuisidebupinyuanyuanbuduandejinlewodeyuanzi,

zhiweilewonengshunlishengxiaxiaoshizi。youyunsangeyuedeshihou,yiciyiwaizhuangjiantahedafudetanhua,

rangworuzhuibingku。“houye,furenzheicihaishihezhiqianshibaciyiyang,jiangduotaiyaofangjinbuyaozhongma?

”sangyandiantou。dafuyouxieburen,“houye,furendeshenziyinweiqinianqianyiwaibenlaijiubuhao,

zheiqinianyouliuchanzheimeduoci,zheicinengyouyun,chunshushangtianjuangu,ruguozheicihaidadiaodehua,

furenyihoukongpajiubunengyouhaizile。”“bujinruci,kongpahaihuiyouxingmingzhiyou,houyehaishisansia。

”sangyandebiaoqingyijiuliangbo。“haizibixudadiao,buranyaoyaohuibugaoxingde,wokuiqianyaoyaoliangduo,

bunengzairangtananguole。”jiyao,shitaguajuzaifuzhongdebiaomei,yuanlaitazaojiubeipanlewo,jiranruci,

wochengquannimenjiushi。……“kehoufudeweilaixuyaoyigemingzhengyanshundeshizi,ninburangfurensheng,

neihoufuweilaizenmeban?”“jiusuanninhebiao**dehaizisansuile,danneihaizimingyishangbijingbushininde,

jianglaiyebunengjichenghoufua?”wodexinjiuxiangdaojiaoyiban,tengdewohunshenrenbuzhuzhandou,

yuanlaitabujinbeipanlewo,juranlianhaizidouyoule,jiushineigeyuaner。

wocengjinghaikaiwanxiaoshuozheihaizihesangyanxiang,taqueshuo,biaoqinzhangdexianghenzhengchang,shuomingzheigehaizigentayouyuan。

yuanlaineijuranjiushitadehaizi,zhiyouwoshigebeimengzaigulideshazi。leishuirenbuzhuhualuo,

sangyanjiexialaidehuagengrangwoxinrusihui。“houfudeweilai,ziranyaoyouwoheyaoyaodehaizijicheng,

dengzheicishiqingjieshuhou,wohuigenqinghuanshuozhengshishouyangyuaner,rangtamingzhengyanshunzuowohoufudeshizi。

”“qinghuanneimeaiwo,youbunengshengle,weilehoufudeweilai,tahuidayingde。”dafutanlekouqi,shuo,

“neiwoqupeiyao,xiwanghouyebuhuihouhui。”“jizhu,yaowenhexie,qinghuanpateng,buyaoshangleta,

fouzewobuhuifangguonide。”wodeyanleizhibuzhudeliu,zenmecadoucabuganjing。jiranbuaiwo,

youzhuangzuozaiyi**shenme,zheimexuweideguanxinwogenbenjiubuxuyao。yankandafuyaolikai,

wozhandouzheliangqianglikai。zhidaohuidaoyuanzhong,wodeshenzihaishizhandouzhede,wozenmedouxiangbumingbai,

sangyanweishenmeyaozheimezuo。womencongxiaoqingmeizhuma,youziyoudingqin,wozaoyuneiyangdeshiqing,

tadoumeiyoufangqiwo,yizhipeizhewohuifu,weilenengrangwozhongxinzhanqilai,weiwobianxunmingyi。

jideneishihouhenduorenchaofengtaqulegecanhuabailiu,tazhijiedongshou,jiangrendadesangeyuexiabulaichuang,haifanghua,

sheiyaoshizaiganchuyanbuxun,jiurangsheiyibeizidouxiabulechuang。taneishibiaoxiandeneimezaihuwo,

nandaodoushijiadema?“qinghuan,xiangshenmeni?liansezheimecha。”wotaitou,shisangyan,tafangxiayaowan,

yiliandanxindewozhewodeshou,kanzhetameimujiandedanxin,rangwochanshengyizhonghuanghu,sihutazhendeshizaiguanxinwo。

“zheishidafuteyiweinikaidebuyao,nishenziruo,youhuaizhehaizi,chenreheba。

”tadeyijuhuajiangwodahuixianshi,tadeguanxinzhibuguoshizangzaixuweixiadeguomantangdeduyaobale。

kanzheheihuhudetangyao,wowuzheduzichanshenglebushe,tazaiwodeduziliyijingsangeyue,

suirantadediebushidongxi,ketabijingshiyuwoxuemaixiangliandeguroua。wohongzheyanqiqiudekanxiangta,“sangyan,

wokeyibuhema?”tajiangleyixia,suihoujiangyaowanduanqi,yuqiwenrouyouburongjujue,“guai,

wozheishiweinihao,zheikeshiwoqinshoujiandebuyao,buyaoshuaxiaohaizipiqi,woweinihe。”neixinkuxiao,

wozaiqiqiushenmeni?xinzangxiangbeilingchiyibantengdeshenzifazhan,wozhanglezhangzui,zuihouduanguoyaoyiyinerjin。

sangyanxiaole,“guaiguaiheyaocainengshengchujiankangdexiaoshizi。”“qinghuan,

womendehaiziyihouyidingshizuikeaizuicongmingdehaizi。”tingzhetaweixindehua,leishuirenbuzhuhualuo。

tajinzhangdejiangwodeleizhuwendiao,wenwo,“qinghuan,nizenmekule。”wochelechezuijiao,shuo,“yaotaikule。

”tasongleyikouqi,ranhouchongnideroulerouwodefading,shuo,“wozheijiuqujiqinghuannaxietianshi,

zhenshigehaizi,douduodalehaipayaoku。”taganglikai,wojiuganjueshenxiayire,

wozhidaoshineigehaizizailikaiwodeshenti。wotongkudebishangyan,sangyan,womenweiyideniudaiyemeile,

wobuyaonile。dengdaosangyanhuilaishi,woyijingtongdezaichuangtashangdagunaihao,xiashenzaoyishiyipianxuese。

sangyanzhenjingdeyipanguofudiaozaidishang,taxintengdejiangwojinjinbaozaihuaizhonganwei,“qinghuan,buyaopa,

yihuijiumeishile,dafumashangjiudao,nirenyiren。”guntangdeleishuiluozaiwodelianshang,rangwoxinzhongyizhenkuse,

jirannibuxiangyaowodehaizi,youzaikushenmeni?wotongdejinjinzhuazhutadegebo,zhijiashenshenxianrutaderouli,

tayesihaoganjuebudaoteng,zhiyiweidebaozhewoanwei。duzixiangbeidaojiaoyiyang,

yibianyouyibiantengdewozhibuzhudemaohan,zuihouhunsiguoqu。huanghuzhijian,wotingdaosangyanhedafudeduihua。

sangyanyuqizheji,“weishenmezheiyiciqinghuanzheimeteng,wobushishuoyaoyaowenhexie,buyaoshanghaitadeshentima?

taweishenmehuiliuzheimeduoxue,xianzaidouhunsiguoqule。”dafuguizaidishangsesefadou,lianshengyindoudaizhezhanyin,

“houye,zaiwenhedeyaoyezuobudaobushanghaimutia,kuangqiefurenzheiqinianjiashangzheicidouliuchanshijiucile,

tadeshentiwozaojiugenhouyeshuoguobushihezailiuchanle,fouzehuiyouxingmingzhiyoude。”“wobuguan,

woyaowodefurenhuo,ruguotasile,niyehuobule。”zhihou,wojiuganjuezijibeitabaozaihuaizhong,

tadexiabadizhewodebozi,shuo:“qinghuan,zhiyounizheicitingguolai,woyihoujiuyixinyiyigenniguorizi,

wohuijiabeibuchangni,zaiyebushanghainile。”dafujiwoshizhen,weiyao,

sangyanyizhizaishenbianwozhewodeshoupeizhewo,cunbubuli,jiulianwoliuchandexuewutadouqinzijiwoshoushiganjing。

kewodexinyijingsile,sangyannizuodezheixieyouyoushenmeyong。dengwozhengkaiyan,yijingguoquleyitianyiye。

sangyanyanxiadoushiwuqing,zhenggerenyepibeilexuduo,jianwoxingle,taxintengdebaozhuwo,“qinghuan,

nizhongyuxingle。”“haiziyijingmeiyoule,nibuyaoshangxinle,dafushuonideshenziyijingbunengzaiyoushenyunle。

buguonifangxin,jishinimeiyouhaizi,woyehuiyizhiaizhenide。”kanzhetazhenzhideyangzi,rangwobujinhuaiyi,

daodinayigecaishizhendeta。jianwomeishuohua,tajixuanwei,“qinghuan,buyaotaishangxinle,

nideshentiyinweidangnianshoudeshanghaibenlaijiuxuruo,jiusuanyoulehaiziyenanyiliuzhu,zheidoushitianyi。

”mingmingzhidaoneichangshanghaishiwodexinbing,niqueyierzaidetiji,

jiushiweilerangwoxiangxinhaizimeibaozhushiwodezijideyuanyinma?kezhiziwugua,jishinizaiaijiyao,

yebuyinggainawodehaizipeizang。“haizisangeduoyuele,yinggaichengxingleba,

woxiangjiangtaiersongdaofahuasizuochangfashi,xiwangtalaishengnengtuoshengdaohaorenjia。”tajiangleyixia,

ranhouwenroudeshuo,“zhidaonishanliang,burenhaizipiaobowuyi,woyijingchulihaole,xianzaifashidouzuohaole,

haiziyegaizhongxintoutaile,nijiubuyaoweizheizhongxiaoshicaoxinle。”youshizheiyitaoshuoci,

yiqianwodaoshixiangxintahuihaohaochulihaizideshiti,danshizhidaolezhenxianghou,

wojuedezheizhishitafuyanwodejiekou。yigegenbenjiubuaihaiziderenzenmehuiweihaizizuofashini?

wogangxiangkaikou,beiyishenglengchidaduan。“nizheizhipoxie,liangehaizidoubaobuzhu,nihaiyoushenmeyong?

”dengdaosangyanhuilaishi,woyijingtongdezaichuangtashangdagunaihao,xiashenzaoyishiyipianxuese。

sangyanzhenjingdeyipanguofudiaozaidishang,taxintengdejiangwojinjinbaozaihuaizhonganwei,“qinghuan,buyaopa,

yihuijiumeishile,dafumashangjiudao,nirenyiren。”guntangdeleishuiluozaiwodelianshang,rangwoxinzhongyizhenkuse,

jirannibuxiangyaowodehaizi,youzaikushenmeni?wotongdejinjinzhuazhutadegebo,zhijiashenshenxianrutaderouli,

tayesihaoganjuebudaoteng,zhiyiweidebaozhewoanwei。duzixiangbeidaojiaoyiyang,

yibianyouyibiantengdewozhibuzhudemaohan,zuihouhunsiguoqu。huanghuzhijian,wotingdaosangyanhedafudeduihua。

sangyanyuqizheji,“weishenmezheiyiciqinghuanzheimeteng,wobushishuoyaoyaowenhexie,buyaoshanghaitadeshentima?

taweishenmehuiliuzheimeduoxue,xianzaidouhunsiguoqule。”dafuguizaidishangsesefadou,lianshengyindoudaizhezhanyin,

“houye,zaiwenhedeyaoyezuobudaobushanghaimutia,kuangqiefurenzheiqinianjiashangzheicidouliuchanshijiucile,

tadeshentiwozaojiugenhouyeshuoguobushihezailiuchanle,fouzehuiyouxingmingzhiyoude。”“wobuguan,

woyaowodefurenhuo,ruguotasile,niyehuobule。”zhihou,wojiuganjuezijibeitabaozaihuaizhong,

tadexiabadizhewodebozi,shuo:“qinghuan,zhiyounizheicitingguolai,woyihoujiuyixinyiyigenniguorizi,

wohuijiabeibuchangni,zaiyebushanghainile。”dafujiwoshizhen,weiyao,

sangyanyizhizaishenbianwozhewodeshoupeizhewo,cunbubuli,jiulianwoliuchandexuewutadouqinzijiwoshoushiganjing。

kewodexinyijingsile,sangyannizuodezheixieyouyoushenmeyong。dengwozhengkaiyan,yijingguoquleyitianyiye。

sangyanyanxiadoushiwuqing,zhenggerenyepibeilexuduo,jianwoxingle,taxintengdebaozhuwo,“qinghuan,

nizhongyuxingle。”“haiziyijingmeiyoule,nibuyaoshangxinle,dafushuonideshenziyijingbunengzaiyoushenyunle。

buguonifangxin,jishinimeiyouhaizi,woyehuiyizhiaizhenide。”kanzhetazhenzhideyangzi,rangwobujinhuaiyi,

daodinayigecaishizhendeta。jianwomeishuohua,tajixuanwei,“qinghuan,buyaotaishangxinle,

nideshentiyinweidangnianshoudeshanghaibenlaijiuxuruo,jiusuanyoulehaiziyenanyiliuzhu,zheidoushitianyi。

”mingmingzhidaoneichangshanghaishiwodexinbing,niqueyierzaidetiji,

jiushiweilerangwoxiangxinhaizimeibaozhushiwodezijideyuanyinma?kezhiziwugua,jishinizaiaijiyao,

yebuyinggainawodehaizipeizang。“haizisangeduoyuele,yinggaichengxingleba,

woxiangjiangtaiersongdaofahuasizuochangfashi,xiwangtalaishengnengtuoshengdaohaorenjia。”tajiangleyixia,

ranhouwenroudeshuo,“zhidaonishanliang,burenhaizipiaobowuyi,woyijingchulihaole,xianzaifashidouzuohaole,

haiziyegaizhongxintoutaile,nijiubuyaoweizheizhongxiaoshicaoxinle。”youshizheiyitaoshuoci,

yiqianwodaoshixiangxintahuihaohaochulihaizideshiti,danshizhidaolezhenxianghou,

wojuedezheizhishitafuyanwodejiekou。yigegenbenjiubuaihaiziderenzenmehuiweihaizizuofashini?

wogangxiangkaikou,beiyishenglengchidaduan。“nizheizhipoxie,liangehaizidoubaobuzhu,nihaiyoushenmeyong?

”touguomeiyouguanbidechuanghu,wokanjianjiyaoyishanlingluandetangzaichuangtashang。“yangege,yuanerdousansuile,

nishenmeshihoujiangtaguojiguoqu,zuomingzhengyanshundeshizia。”“woshoudianweiqumeishenme,

keyuanerkeshinideqinshenghaizi。”sangyanchuanxizhe,yanzhongshinongnongdeyuwang,“wozhidao,dengmingri,

wojiuqugenguqinghuanti。”jiyaotinglebiaoqinggengjiawumei,“yangege,wojiuzhidaonizuitengyaoyaole,

rangyaoyaozaijinishenggehaiziba。”sangyanzaiyekezhibuzhu,fangfoyaobaduifangrongjinzijideshenzi。

woconglaibuzhidaosangyanyeyouzheiyangdongqingdeyimian,tazaiwomianqian,jiusuanzaidongqing,yeshikezhide,

tazongshuopashanglewodeshenzi。rujinwocaizhidaotadereqinggenbenbushuyuwo。yanleirenbuzhudehualuo,

wolangbeidelikai。jiangyuanzizhongwodewupinxishuzhengliganjingcaixiuxi,zheiyiyesangyandoumeiyouhuilai。qingchen,

jiyaodaoshiyiliandeyidelaile。tajugaolinxiadekanzhewo,yilianjifeng,“zuorihuochungonghaokanma?

shibushiyangegeconglaimeiyouzheimereqingdeduiguoni。”yuanlaitazuorikandaole。tadeyidexiaolexiao,

“nizhidaodangnianweihenihuichushima?gaosunidangnianchuangjinnifuzhongdezeifeishiyangegefangjinqude。

”wozhandouzhemengdetaiqitou,bukezhixindekanzheta,“nishuoshenme?”jiyaolengxiao,

“woshuonizheimeduonianzheimecan,doushiyangegezuode,jiushiweilejiwoheyuanerpulu,

yuanerjiushiwoheyangegedehaizi。”“zhiyuniweishenmehuiliuchan,ziranyebushiyinweidangnianshoushangtaizhong,

ershiyangegeqinzijiniaodeduotaiyao,buguoniyezhenshichunben,liuleshijicidoumeiyoufajue,zhenshikelian。

”“buguosheirangniwangxiangshengxiayangegedehaizi,houfudejichengrenzhiyouyuaner,nidehaizibupei。

”“woheyangegeyijianqingxin,sheizhitaquehenicongxiaodingxiahunyue,benlaitadasuanlilejungongjiuqutuihun,

gaiquwo,keshimeixiangdaowoneigejimuquezaiyangegechuzhengshijiangwotoutoujiale,

dengyuangegehuilaishiyiqiedouwanle,tazheicaiquleni。”“ketapawoshangxin,suoyishejileyichangyiwai,

rangwofangxin。”wotingwanzhijuedehunshenbingliangdekepa,leishuizhibuzhudeliu,

womeixiangdaozheimeduoniandebuxingjuranshiyinweizheimehuangmiudeliyou。woxinghongzheyandashengzhiwen,

“nimendeshiqingweishenmeyaocheshangwo,weishenmeyaozheimeduiwo?”kanzhewolangbeidemoyang,

jiyaoxiaodegengjiadasheng,“ziranshinidanglewodelu,sheirangnigenyangegeyouhunyuede,neijiushinidecuo。

”“zaigaosuniyijianshi,nineixieliuchandehaizigenbenjiumeiyousongqufahuasichaodu,

nizhidaotamenqulenalima?”“yangegepawoyinweiniyouyunshangxin,weilerangwoanxin,dourengquluanzanggangle,

neiliyegouneimeduo,nishuonidehaizi……”juewang,fennu,gezhongqingxuchongjiwodedanao,rangwoyizhenxuanyun,

yuanlaiwoneixiemeinengchushidehaizidoubeirengjinleluanzanggang。sangyan,nipiandewohaocan。wochihongzheyan,

fennudeyangqibazhang,chaojiyaoshanqu。bazhanghaimeiluoxia,wojiubeiyigudalituidaozaidi,wotaitou,shisangyan。

tafennudekanzhewo,“guqinghuan,nizuoshenme?”jiyaoweiqudekuhongleyan,“yangege,nibuyaoguaisaozi,

tazhishihaizimeiletaishangxinle。”“wozhishixianganweianweita,meixiangdaotaturanfafengjiuyaoduiwodongshou。

”budengwojieshi,sangyanyinchenzheliankanwo,“meinengliuzhuhaizishinizijimeiyong,nishanghaiyaoyaoganshenme?

tazhishihaoxinlaianweini,yecuole,jianzhibuzhisuowei。”“jintianwoyeyouyijianshiyaogaosuni,

niyijingbunengshengyu,houfuyebunenghoujiwuren,suoyiwoyijingdasuanguojiyuanerweiwodejizi,

weitaqingfengshizi。”woshuaizaidishang,chihongzheyanwenta,“sangyan,

wodeneixiehaizizhendebeinisongqufahuasichaodulema?”tahuangleyixia,suijizuiyingdao,“ziran,

wopiannizuoshenme?”“nixianzaihaohaozaiyuanzizhonglengjinglengjing,wohaiyaozhunbeiguojiyuanerdeshiqing,