第一章
1981nian，beipingweishengbu。
“qijinchuantongzhi，nigongpailiuxuedeshenqingyijingtongguo，henkuainimenzheipiyishengjianghuibeipaiwangmeiguo。”
bangongshili，buzhangjianggailezhangdewenjiandijiyanqiandeqijinchuan。
“qijinchuantongzhi，zheigemingeniheqiyanlintongzhihuanlaihuanqu，nimenzhendequedinghaolema，zheiyicikebunengzaifanhuile。”
qijinchuanzhengzhongjieguoshenqingshu，shenxileyikouqi。
“buzhang，woheqiyanlinyijingquedinghaole，buhuizaihuanle。”
buzhangdiandiantou，“quedingjiuhao，neinijiuxianhuiquhaohaozhunbei，hejialiderenhaohaodaogebie。”
congweishengbuchulaihou，qijinchuanzhanzaitaijieshangkanzhewaimian。
cishizhengzhizhongwu，weifengjianqi，lvyinxiagongchanglidegongrensanwuchengqundeqizhezixingche，manyouyoudechaojiadefangxiangerqu，chetouchudelingdanglinglingzuoxiang，yuchanmingjiaozhichengyishoudongtingdequzi。
“祁谨川！”
turuqilaideyidaoshengyinjiangtacongshishenzhonglahui，qijinchuanzhuantouyikan，jiukanjianqiyanlinzhanzaitaijiexia，yilianbunaidekanzheta。
“wodayingnideshiqingyijingzuohaole，nidayingwodeshiqingni？”
“shuohaowobagongpailiuxuemingerangjini，nijiuhejiangwanyinlihun，batarangjiwode。”
tingdaoneigerangzi，qijinchuanzichaoyixiao，yanlisixuwanqian。
tashibeipingyiyuandewaikezhuren，jiangwanyinshizuinianqingdelingdaoceng。
tamenqingmeizhuma，jintongyunv，suoyourendoushuotamenbanpei。
qiuhunneitian，jiangwanyindangzhesuoyourendemianzhengzhongfashi，shuohuiaitabaohutazhidaosiqu，
zhidaobannianqian，qiyanlindaizheqinzijiandingbaogaochuxianzaiqijia，zhizetajiuzhanquechao。
neitiantacaizhidao，yuanlaitamencongxiaojiubeibaocuole，qiyanlincaishiqijiaduzi，ertabengaishishanaoaolideqiongxiaozi。
zicongshenfenzhenxiangdabaihou，yinweikuijiu，tayizhirenrangzheqiyanlin，qiyanlinyaoshenmetajiurangshenme。
kehoulai，qiyanlinjingkanshanglejiangwanyin！
tayizhiyiweiquanshijiedouhuipaoqita，weidujiangwanyinbuhui，ketayebianle。
tayicicizhanzaiqiyanlinneibian，hehuta，shouhuta，diyicirangtabashengriliwurangjiqiyanlin，disancirangtabalunwendeshumingjiqiyanlin，dijiushijiuci，shenzhirangtabagongpailiuxuedemingeyerangjiqiyanlin。
yuanbenduitajiujianjianshiwang，zheiyicitazhongyurenbuzhu，diyicichaotafaledahuo，
tamingmingzhidao，gongpailiuxuedemingeduitalaishuoyouduozhongyao，zheishitaaoleduoshaogeririyeyezhengquguolaide。
rujinzuguoyiliaoluohou，tademengxiang，jiushiquguowaixuexixianjinjingyan，erhouhuilaijianshezuguo，jiugengduoderen！
tashenzhitadebaofu，quehaishiweileqiyanlinbeizhetabatademingzihuaqu。
yaobushiqiyanlinzaitamianqianxuanyao，tahaibeimengzaiguli。
neiyiketachedixinsi，heqiyanlinzuoleyigejiaoyi。
tabajiangwanyinrangjiqiyanlin，qiyanlinbamingehaijita。
jianqijinchuanjiujiumeiyouhuidata，qiyanlinyanshenyimi，youshanglejijietaijietuileyixiaqijinchuan。
“问你话呢！”
qijinchuanzheicaihuiguoshen，jiangzaojiushenqingdeqiangzhilihunxieyididaoqiyanlinmianqian，“woyijinggenzuzhishenqingqiangzhilihunle，xieyitongguohaixuyaoyigeyuedeshijian，yigeyuehou，wozijijiuhuizhudonglikai。”
qiyanlinpieleyanxieyishu，meixincuchengyituan，“nizheixieyibuhuishijiadeba？niyigerenzenmenongdaolihunzheng？”
假的？
bierenhuoxuzuobudao，dantaqijinchuankeyi。
dangniantahejiangwanyinjiehunshi，jiangyeyesongjiletayimeihuizhang，pingzhezheimeihuizhang，yeyerenshiderenhuiwutiaojiandedayingtayijianshi，suoyitacainengneimeshunlideshenqinglihun。
tayanshenpingjing，“nikankanzheigenengzuojiama？”
qiyanlinrenzhendalianglexieyixujiu，faxiandequeshizhendehou，zheicaifangxiaxinlai，zhuanshenjiuyaolikai。
“duile，wanglegaosuni。”
qijinchuanturankaikou，qiyanlindunzhujiaobuhuitoukanzheta，jiukanzhetayiyousuozhidao。
“wosuiranshenqingleqiangzhilihun，danbijingzheishiliangjialaoyibeidingxiadehunyue，meiyouzhongdawentishibunenglihunde，yaoshilihundeshiqingbeitongchuqu，nihejiangwanyindeshiqingjiumeiyoukenengle，suoyi，nizheiduanshijianzuihaorenzhebieshuo，wodaoshihouhuizidonglikai。”
qiyanlinzhanglezhangzui，zhengyaoshuoxieshenmeshi。
yidaonvshengturanchuanleguolai。
“谁要离开？”