dangchutazenmejiuxialeyan，juedechujianuotinghaodeni？
haiquanshuoguyanzhou，juedezheinvhaishiheguyanzhou？
zhenxianghuidaoneishihoudeziji，henhenjizijilianggedazuibazi！
gumamaqueshizaoxiangshikantouleyiqie。
duichujianuo，tayeshiwanquanlengmo，yijuhuabuxianggenchujianuoshuo，ershizhuantouquwenzhuzhiyisheng：“xiaozhao，womenyanzhouzenmeyangle？”
zhaoyishenggenguyanzhouhaisuanshuxi，yerenshigumama。
tabaguyanzhoudeqingkuangjiandanshuoleyibian，ranhouzhezhongqiangdiao：“tayanchoutaiduole，xujiuyelihai，yihoujibiankangfu，yeqianwanbunengjixuzheiyangle！benlaijiuyouweibing，zaixiaqujirongyiaibian！”
chujianuoyiting，likejiushiku。
gumamatouyemeihui，zhijiebatadangtoumingren，yanbujianxinbufan，zhiguzhexiangzhaoyishengdaoxie：“wohuiquantade，xiexienia。”
zongbuhaomafanrenzhangmengzaiyiyuanlipeichuang，tayouxiangzhangmengdaoxie：“xiaozhang，xiexienisongyanzhoulaiyiyuan。zheiliyouwojiukeyile，nixianhuiquba。”
duoduoshaoshaoyouneimediankuijiudezhangmeng，jianchujianuowanquanbukaopudeyangzi，ergumamazijideshentijiuhenbuhao，naliaodezhuye？
tazigaofenyong：“dawanshangdezhaohugongyenan。woquwenwennengbunengdanduyaogebingfang，guyiniqushuijue，wolaishoujinwanba，dengmingtianzaizhaogehugong。”
gumamadianlediantou，duitashuoxiexie，quanchengbeihulveledechujianuo，shuangshoujinzuanchengquantou，zhijiadouqiajinlezhangxinli。
chuizhedeyanlianxia，manmandedoushifenhen！
guyanzhouqingxingdeshihou，yijingtianliangle。
zhangmengbazuowandeshigaosuta，ranhou，yilianweinandishuo：“yiqianzhendeshicuokanle，meixiangdaochujianuoshizheiyangde，xiongdi，douguaiwo，dangshiruguowobuquannidehua……”
zheishishangnaeryoushenmehouhuiyao，naerlaineimeduoruguo……
guyanzhoushenshoudanglexiayanjiao，huishoushuo：“nizouba。”
zhangmengwukenaiheditanlekouqi，xiangshuo“xiongdiniyihouderizipashibuhaoguo，yaobulileba！……”zuizhongmeishuo，zuihou，zhiyouyiju：“shaochoudianyan，yihouyebunenghejiule。”
guyanzhouyanfandiyongzhentoubazhengzhangliandoudangzhu。
gumamayijingbahugongjizhaolai，jianguyanzhouxingle，lianseqiaocuibukan，zhuanmoukanleyanwuneibingmeiyouchujianuo，jiucaidaozheinvrenyinggaishiyouzoule。
gumamachenmodijiaodaizhegezhongzhuyishixiang，meiyouduoshuoshenme。ketaneiyanshen，fenmingshiyizhongkantouleyiqiedelianmin。
tazailianminzijideerzi。
tazhidao，tadeerziyijinghouhuile。
guyanzhouyankuangjianjianjiuhongle。
“妈……”
zhishuoleyigezi，jiushuobuchulaile。
tayouyuzhe，xianggaosutalinqingyiyezaiyiyuanlidexiaoxi。
bijingzheimeduonian，linqingyijiuxiangmuqindeqinshengnveryiyang。
xiangdaolinqingyidezhuangkuangweiming，wanyitingbuguoqu，muqinzhidaolezhipahuidashoudaji，tayoubahuatunlehuiqu。
tadandandishuo：“youhugongzaijiuxing，woyoubushishoujiaofeile，nengzhaoguziji。manihuiliaoyangyuanquba。”
gumamadangranbukenting，guzhidiliuxialai。
ermuziliangwanquanmeifaxian，tamendeduihua，rangmenwaimeijinlaidechujianuo，tinglegewanwanquanquan！
takanzhezuozaidengzishangdegumama，zaixinlihenhenma：silaotaipobeihoushuowodehuaihua，shentizheimechazenmehaibusi！
chujianuozaimenwaizhanleyihuier，caijinbingfang。
jinquhou，tayouhuifulepingshidemoyang，wenrouxianjing。
“duibuqi，wozuowanfanlaifuqudeshuidehenbuhao，zuoleyiwanshangemeng，zaoshangshuiguotoule。”
顾妈妈没有说话。
谁在医院能睡好？
chujianuozuowanshishenmeyangzi，tanengbuzhidao？
yejiuzheierzi，buzhidaobeishenmeguimilexinqiao，fangzheqingyineiyangdehaoguniangbuyao，feiyaozhaozheimege……
shuobuhaoting，jiushisangmenxing！
ai，yebuzhidaoqingyineihaizi，xianzaiguodezenmeyang？lihunhouzheimejiu，yemeiyoujitadagedianhua。
yigenvrenzaiwaimianguorizi，pashiyaochikutoua。
zheibian，guyanzhoukanjianchujianuojiuxinfan，shuoleju：“nihuiquba，youhugongzai，yeyongbuzheni。”
“neizenmexingni？wodeliuxialaipeini，napajinidaobeishuiyehao。”chujianuokanjianta，jiuxiangdaozuowanlanlanzaidianhualigaosuzijideshi。
xiangdaoguyanzhoubaitianjilinqingyizuoleshoushu，wanshangweilelinqingyishihunluopo，shenzhihaiqumaizui，daozhijiujingzhongdu！
而林清苡……
haojiahuo，jingrantoutouhuaileguyanzhoudehaizi。
xinghaolaotianyouyan，niezhongzhudingshihuaibuzhude，linqingyixianzaiyeyaosibuhuode，kezhendeshitaihaole！
tazhuantou，duigumamashuo：“ma，haishininhuiquba。ninshentibuhao，yinggaihuiquhaohaoxiuxi。”
ranhou，tazhuangzuobujingyideyangzi，koutebiekuai：“qingyihaizaiicuguanchani，mahuiqudeshihou，keyishunbianqukantayiyan。”
guyanzhouyiting，likejiletayigesharendemuguang：“chujianuo！”
tamamazuishixihuanlinqingyile，rangtazhidaolinqingyishengsibuming、shouleneimedadezui，haishiqulehaizi，buzhidaoyaozenmexintong！
haiyou：“nizenmezhidao？”
chujianuotaishouyanzui，yifuhenshiaohuideyangzi，“woguolaizhiqiantingdaohushitileyiju，ranhouquicukantale。suoyiguolaicaichilede。”
gumamaguoranshidashoudajideyangzi：“nimenzaishuoshenme？qingyi……qingyifashengshenmeshile？”
“ma……”guyanzhourenzheweibuzhuoshaoyibandetong，zuoqilaishuo：“nibuyaojidong。ta……”
rangtashuo“linqingyihenhao”、“tameishi”，tayeshizaishuobuchukou！
“qingyidaodizenmele？”gumamazuobuzhule，mengdizhanqilai。
tadengbujiguyanzhougaosuzijidaan，zhijiezhuanshenchumen：“woquicuneibiankankan，zijiquwenzhuzhidafu！”
“妈！”
guyanzhouxiachuangyaozhui：“nixiantingwoshuo！”
jiantatengdewuzhuweibu，chujianuolianmangshenshoufuzhuta：“yanzhounihaibingzhe，haishitangxiaba。”
zuishangzheimeshuo，xinliqueshizaixiang：qukanba，kankannizuixihuandeqianerxifuyaosibuhuodeyangzi，qisini！
nazhidao，zheigexiangfaganggangguolenaozi，guyanzhouqideyibazhangchaotalianshangchouleguolai！
啪！
好大声！
chujianuozhenjingdikanzheta。
guyanzhoushishenmeren，tagenlinqingyizuoguimizheimeduonian，shikandeqingqingchuchu。
tayoushihoupiqibushihenhao，danshenweifuchankedeyisheng，pingshijiechuyunchanfuduo，bingqieshimamayishoudaidade，tasuanxiangdangzunzhongnvrende。
napatayiqianduilinqingyiyanfanwubi，qingyuanyonglengbaolilaijiejuewenti，yebuhuiduilinqingyishuoshenmezhonghua。
对自己也是。
genletazheimezhangshijian，jiushizaierzishengxialaiyoushenbing，tadafaleiting，yemeiyouduizijidongshou！
可现在——
tajingrandaleta！“yanzhou？”
chujianuozhenjingwubidikanzheta，yanleicucudiluoxia：“nizenmekeyidawo？wozuocuoshenmele，nijingrandawo！”
guyanzhouqizaitoushang，wanquanmeiyoupingshidelengjing，liseshuo：“nijiujiwodengzhe！ruguowomachuleshenmeshi，woraobuleni！”
zheimeduoshi，tadourenle。
dantamuqindeshi，bunengren！
说完他就要追出去。
chujianuolazhuta，kuchengleleirener：“wobushiguyide！”
tayizhishouwuzhe**ladelian，lingyizhishouzhuaizhetadebinghaofuxiuzi，chuchukeliandishuo：“yanzhou，wozhendebushiguyide。wojiushiyishikoukuai，wocuole。”
jibianaileda，tahaishibunengshiquzheiduanganqing！
taxihuanguyanzhoudeyan，xihuantadeshencai，xihuantajiatingtiaojianbucuo。
youqishi，genlinqingyixiangchudezheimeduonian，zongshitinglinqingyitidaozheigenanren。
linqingyiduixihuandenanren，dangranshiqingrenyanlichuxishi，zuilishuodedoushiguyanzhouyouduohaoduohao。
chujianuomeitiantingtataotao，duizheimehaodenanren，zenmekenengbuxindong？
tashitahaoburongyiqiangdaoshoude，jueduibunengshiqu、gengbukenenghaijilinqingyi！
“yanzhou，woshizhenxinainide，zenmekenengguyishanghaizanma？shiwobuhao，nibuyaobuliwo……”
guyanzhoucishidelizhishaoweiyoudianhuilongle，juedetakudefanren，dankanshangqutayouqueshishikelian。
yishixinruan，tahuanhelelianse，shuo：“niqubaowenxiangneibiankankanhaiziba，woguoquhemadandushuoshuohua。”
taweitengdelihai，zouluhenman。
chujianuozheiyicimeiyoulazhutale。
yinweitazhidaotaxinruanle，bixujianhaojiushou！
zailalacheche，batachedirejile，taluobuzhehao！
xinliyoujifendeyi，biaomianshangquebuxianluchulai。
taqufulianxiaozhong，ranhouzhentingguyanzhoudehua，qulebaowenxiangneibian。
danshi，banlushang，talianxilelanlan：“lanlanma？woxiangwenniyixieshi……”
ICU病房门外。
gumamaganjuetouyunmuxuan，fuzhehouhoudebolichuanghu，kanjinqu。
tanianjidale，shilibutaihao，kandebuzenmeqingchu。
erqielinqingyigenyiqianyouxiebianhua，youbeigezhongyiliaoqixiebaoweizhe，tadouyoudianbuganrenle。
“ma。”guyanzhourenzhetong，mantuntundizouguolaifuzhuta，anweidishuo：“tahuihaoqilaide，nibuyongdanxin。”
“haoshenmehaoa！”gumamayonglidaletadegebo，yanleidouchulaile：“doudeguaini！ruguobushinihaohaodelaopobuyao，tayigerenliuluozaiwaitou，chileduoshaokua！tahaihuaizhenidehaizia！yanzhou，nibushirena！bu，yinggaishiguaiwo。ruguowobanijiaohaoyidian，yebuzhiyuhaileqingyia！”
gumamayueshuoyuejidong，yibiankuyibiandaguyanzhou。
taliqibuda，dazheyebuzenmeteng。