第一章

「suoyi,nitaniangdejiushichanwoshenzia?」kanzhetafashaodiluodeshuizhuhuanhuanliuguofuji,woyanleyankoushui,xinxudidadao:「e……keyizheimeshuo。」「keshi……keshizuowannibushi……diyicima?weishenmeni……zheimeqingyijiushuozheizhonghua?」tayanlimanshibukezhixin,mianshangyipianxiunandechaohong。wozhinengzhalezhayanjing,shanxiaoyisheng。zheizenmenengjiaodiyicini?zheizhinengsuan……wojin24nianlaideweiyiyici。wojiaozhourudai,qianshiyiwaichuchehuolaidaolezheili,dangshiwohaishiyigegangchushengdexiaowawa。yuanbenwohaizhenjingyutoutaizhuanshijurankeyiyoujiyi,zhidaowotingdaowobamayaojiwoqumingzhouniannian,jiwoluanshengmeimeiqumingzhouqingqing。

zhouniannian,zhouqingqing,zheihaoxiangshiwozuijindudeyibenxiaoshuoderenwua?

manmanzhangda,wozhujiankending,woqueshichuandao《yiyechichan·badaozongcaiqingwenwo》zheibenguzaobazongwenlile。zhouniannian,biaozhunedunvpei。yuanshuyincongxiaoaimunanzhujishulin,zaiershisisuishengridangtianjinvzhuzhouqingqingxiayao,anpaitaheqiqiguaiguaiderenzuoqiqiguaiguaideshi(goutou),congerkaiqitamenkankedeaiqingzhilu。kewolaidaozheigeshijie,bushiyaodangyigekansizuoyaoxianhai,shizezhizaolangmandegongjuren,yebuxiangxiangyuanshuliluogeqicanjieju,zhixianghaohaoshenghuo。suoyiwogaihuibenming,banianniandangxiaoming,bingqiehenzaojiupaodaoguowaidushu,burangnannvzhuqingmeizhumadeaiqingbeidarao。bujiuqianwobiyehuiguozaizhoushigongzuo,yejiandaolekuobieyijiudemeimeizhouqingqing。taheyuanshulimiaohuideyiyang,tianzhenkeaiyoubushiguiqiqinggao。dajiayizhixianganwushi,zhidaowomenjiemeiershisisuishengrizheitian。

zhoujialiangweishihunqianjindabanshengriyan,dangdizhengshangmingliudouhuilai,qizhongyebaokuonanzhu。

anlishuogushijiucongzheizhankai,kewoyijinghuanlexinzi,zhiyaowobuzuoyao,yiqiedoubuhuifasheng。daoshihoujiukanqingqinghenageshuaigeqingqingwowo,wanghouwojinquanlicuohetaliangjiuhao。zheishijiejuele,woyenenganxinpaoshuaigezhengdaqian,zoushangrenshengdianfengle!miaoa!xiangdaozheili,shangyejiaxiaoyebiandezhenlexie,wonazhejiubei,huahudieyibandizaiyanhuitingzhongchuansuo,kandaoheyandeshuaigejiuqingqingyitiaomei,tamenjiuhuicoushanglaihewotuibeihuanzhan。laidaozheigeshijieyilai,woduizijidemeiliyizhihenzixin。bijingwozhangzheyujuesenvzhuxiangsidelian,haiyongyouedunvpeizhuanshudehuolashencai。weilezengqiangbianshidu,woxuanzeleheqingchunnvzhuwanquanxiangfandechengshuyujieluxian,zheijinianyexiyinlebushaoyanxiadedidi。wohenyiwaidifaxianwoheduole。

yexushizheijushentibingbuzenmenenghe,yexushididimendejiuwotaizuiren,wohelejibeijiurouruobunengzili。

woyinyuejidezhouqingqingfuwohuilejiudianfangjian,ranhouwojiushuizhele。

kesheinenggaosuwo,pangbianzheigenanhaizishishei?!

zhisuoyishuoshinanhaizi,shiyinweitameimushengdong,quanshensanfazheheermengdeqixi。

tamubuzhuanjingdidingzhewo,yanlijinshimanzudexiaoyi,bilianggaoting,pifubaixi,lveyouxiehongzhongdebochunqingqi:「jiejienixingla?」

shuowanbianyongshouchengzhetou,zhixiaozhekanwo。

wobeizheibomeisehuanglehuangshen,daidaiyanleyankoushui,「a,xingle。」jinwushiniandeyuelihexinjinnvqiyejia(pei)detounao,shiwozhizaimeiyanzhongchenmilesanmiaojiuhuiguoshenlai。tashangshenguangluo,xiashenzhiweitiaoyujin,yinggaishiganggangxishuwan,hunshendouxiangxiangde……neifuji……neirenyuxian……neizhangtui……

pei!zhourudainiyouzaixiangshenmeni?

woyoukankanbeiziliyitahutudeziji,dongledongxiashen,yizhenchitong。

「kannihaizaishui,meirenxinjiaoni,xianzaibaoniquxishuhaobuhao?」tacoujinwo,reqipensazaiwolianshang,shoubeichuanguo

wodetoufa,zuoshiyaobaoqiwo。

「baobeizuowanxinkule。」tayouzaiwoerbianqingqingyiwen。woquanshenyizhensuma,zheinadingdezhua!zhinenggangadishanxiao,「bie。」qingqingtuikaita,manmanzuoqishenlai,nulixiaohuazhefanzuishishi,binghuixiangzuowandeyiqie。