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hunhouwunian，hechenhuanlewushiwugeqingren。
meihuanyige，tadouhuijiwofalaitamenzaichuangshangjiesuoxinzishidexuanyaoduanxin。
wocongbushengqi，yirujiwangzhaoguzhehuanyouzibizhengdenver。
zhidaotazuichongaidexinhuanxianqinverchao，jingbatapiandaoguntongxiyijili，anxiakaiguan。
dengwofaxianshi，xiyijiliyijingquanbudoushixueshui。
wobengkuibuyi，baozhenverquyiyuandelushangquebeixinhuanzhuangdao。
dadianhuajihechenqiuzhushi，taqueyichanglengmo。
「zheizhongbaxinihaimeiwangoume，liantiantiandoubeinilachulaisahuang，nimenmunvliangzenmebugancuiqusia。」
zhidaohaoxinrenjiangwosongdaoyiyuanhou，nveryijingsizaiwohuaili。
womuzheliandajihechenmuqin。
「tiantiansile，heyueyeshixiaole。nidangchushuohao，gaifangwozoude。」
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yishengzhengzaijiwoshoushangdegebodashangshigaoshi，hechendeduanxinzhunshifaleguolai。
zhaopianshang，tadexinhuanjiangxingningzhengpazaijiudianshuodadelutaishang，**dehoubeishangquanshifeihongdewenhen。hechenzebanguizainvrenmianqian，qinwenzhejiangxingningtaiqidejiaohuai。
peiwenhewangridechabuduo。
「jintiandezishigewai**。kexi，wenhengnipashitihuibudaozheizhongkuaile。」
wolenglengkanlejimiao，tuishangdetongyijingbiandemamu，shenzhiganzhibudao。
dianhualihemurengzainuliquanshuowo。
「xiaowennibiezheimexiangbukai，woerzidepiqiwolejie。queshi，tazheixienianduinichengbushanghao，danhefurendeweizhikendingshinidea。kuangqie，nixinlimingmingyeshiyoutade，fouzebukeneng...」
bukenengshenme，bukenengrenshoutazheimeduocidebeipanme。
wobuxiangduoshuo，jiangzheixienianhechenfajiwodexuanyaoduanxinxishuzhuanfajihemu。
henkuai，tazaimeijixu，zhishizhongzhongtanlekouqi。
「neidengtiantiandehoushibanwan，wohuifangniziyoude。」
guawandianhua，hechendemishuyijingdengzaibingfangmenkou，bigongbijinglidaizhegubuxie。
「hezongshuorangnixianzaiqujiudiansongbeinaichajijiang**he，kouweidaihuiwohuigaozhinin。」
chuizaishencedeshoubuzijuezhandoulexia，wotaiyanwangzheta，shengyinyadebuchengyang。
「buqu，nirangtazijimai。」
mishuweinandeliansezhongtouchujifenchijing，bijingcongqianhechenwuluntiduomexiurudeyaoqiu，wodouhuixishudaying。
baoyutianjitaxiaoqingrenpaiduimaijuebanzhuanji。dangzhewodemiangouhehairangwoqinshouhuaxialaixinshanghouguazaiqiangshang。tixinhuanshiyaozhilian，jishilanlelianwodoumeiyourenheyuanyan。
xiarenmensidixiadouzaitaolun，wozheigemingmianshangdehefuren，guodequebizuididengdeqingjiegongdouburu。jiuhaoxianghuotuotuoshiqiantamenhejiayiyang。
他们说的其实没错。
wohehechennengjiehun，shihemuyongyizhiheyuebipowolaide。
zaonianjianfuqinqushiliuxiadejueduzhaiyazaiwoshenshang，shihemutiwochanghaide。rutasuoshuo，taxuyaogerenlaikanguanzhehechen，burangtayinweitaiguofengliuerchushi。
yushiwotingletadehua，dasuanzuogebuguanbuwendeqizi。
kejianjiandi，wojuranzhendeduizheigenanrendonglexin。jishiwowushucituoma，yewufakongzhizijidexingensuizheta。
hunhouwocaifaxianyuanlaihechenbingmeiyouxianghemushuodeneiyangbukan。taaixiao，zonglazhewoqutiannanhaibeidaochukankan，hewosushuonianshaogushenyirendejimo，shuowanzonghuibaozhewoshuo，youwozhenhao。
woyiwei，zheijiushihunyinlidexingfu，yejihuxiangxinzijijiuyaodedaoxingfu。
kehechenturanfaxianlewohehemuqianxiadeheyuehou，jiuchedibianle。
rujinwoyijiujide，talouzhexinlaidemeiyanmishutangerhuangzhizaiwomendehunchuangshangsihunbeiwofaxianshi，neimanliandechaoxiao。
「baituo，nihaizhenyiweizijipeideshangwoa。nibuguojiushiwomajileqianjiuledezhaobuzhebeidehabagou，zaizheijiwozhuangshenmezhengshijiashi！」
「zheishiniqianwode，yaoshirangwomazhidaoxiaoxinworangnihaiqian！haiyou，yihouwoyourenheyaoqiunibixusuijiaosuidao，dongme？」
woruzhuibingku，hunshenlengdewufadongdan。
houlaiwotichulihunguo，kediertianneixiecuizhaiderenjiuzhaoshangmenzalewodejia，shenzhiwalewobadezufen。wocaizhidao，yuanlaizijitaobudiao。
tiantiandechuxianjiushizaineigeshihou。
wozaichanfangtonglesantiansanyeshengxiatashi，zhenyiweizheijiushiwodejiushu。jiusuanmeiyouhechendeai，zhishaozheigehaizibuzhiyurangwozaihoubanshengdemanzhangsuiyuelineimenanai。
kerujin，tiantianyemeinenghuzhu。
huiguoshenlai，mishujiangdianhuadijilewo，
「hezongrangnijiedianhua。」
womeishuohua，hechenyuqishifenbunai。
「bushirangnisonggenaichazenmezheimefeijinga，zhiqianwoshuodehuanidouwangjileme，haibuganjinjiwokuaidianguolai，tuiduanledoudeguolai！」
shouxinyijingbeiwoqiachudaodaohenji，mimimamadetong。
woyongliyaolexiazuichun，meihuitadehua。
「恬恬死了。」