第3章 我永远都不会爱你

xiaoxiaodequejueqiangdeshouzhi,yidiandianjiuzhutadekujiao。

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“chiniannian,nibuyongjiazhuangshenqing,jiaoyilaidehunyin,nibuexinwoexin!wozheibeizizuiaidenvren,zhihuishimomo!”

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taxinggandesangyindaizhechegudeliangbo,“wobuaini,donglema?”

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tazhishibashenqing,doujilelingyigenvren。

“situyi,wodaodizuocuoleshenme?!wozainixinli,zhendeyidian……”tadeshengyinzhandouzhe,xiangshiwuzhudexiaoshou,zhengdididefachuzuihoudewuyan,“yidianfenliangdoumeiyouma?”

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“chiniannian,jinwanniyuyuele!”

talengmozhijideshengyincongwuneichuanlai。

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好冷,好苦。

痛彻心扉。

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chiniannianwuzheduzi,fachuwuzhudeyiyu:“teng……”

ke,buhuiyourentingjiande。

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她还活着……

chiniannianmengdidalegejiling!

“wodehaizi!situyi……”

tatongkudepazaidishang,shengyinjianjianweiruo。

“situyi,zheishiwomendehaiziya……”

“situyi,nikankanwohaobuhao……”

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恍若人间炼狱。

zheiyangdexianhong、zheiyangdesitong,rangtajihubuganxiangjijiangdaolaidekepashishi!

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“situyi,qiuqiuni,rangwojinqu……jiujiuhaizi……”