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“yenvshi，qingninzaiciquerenshifouqidongjiasifuwu，yidanqiyong，bukezhongzhi，bianzaiyemeiyouhouhuideyudile。”
womeiyouyouyu，zhijiezaihetongshangqianzi。
“jiasifuwujiangzaixiageyueyihaoshengxiao，ninyiyeqingyushenghuoguodesuoyouhenjidouhuibeixiaochu，qingfangxin，womenhuiweininchulihaohouxuyiqieshiyi。”
congbangonglouchulai，wozhengqiaokandaoshangchangdapingmushang，yizhilianxibushangdelaogongzaijingtouqianhanqingmaimaidixiangwogaobai。
zhoubianderendouzaiyilunzhezhoujingyuwodejuemeiaiqing，renweitaaiworuming。
kexianshiqueshi，meiyigewoxuyaotadeyewan，tadouzaibiedenvrenchuangshangdianluandaofeng。
shubujindedongzuopianzhong，tashenqingkuankuandixiangbiedenvrenxunuo。
“tabuguoshiyigeyonglaiboquliuliangdegongjubale，yaobushigongsixuyao，wocaibuhuiyangzheyigezhihuichenmiqingaidefeiwuzaishenbian。”
“ayu，wobaozhenghuiquniweiqi。”
womomoxiaohuizhewomenxiangaiguodeyiqiehenji，baokuowomendehaizi。
kekandaowoshitideneiyike，yanworugudenanrenfengleyibanyaoquxunqing。
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“wodetiana，zheigeshijieshangzenmehuiyouzhoujingzheiyangdehaonanrena！”
“yaoshiwonengzhaodaozheiyangdenanpengyoujianshoushinianwoyeyuanyia！nikannikantazhishichuchayigeyueeryi，haiyaozaimeitishangxianglaopogaobai！taiaileba！”
diantilitingzhexiaoguniangdeyanxiansheng，wochuimouyanzhuyanlidebeiai，taosidehuilejia。
qianjiaogangmairujiamen，zhoujinghoujiaogenlejinlai。
“chumenle？youshinihezhangyishuoa，zheimelengdetiannichumendongdaolezenmeban。”
“kuangqieniduzilihaihuaizhezanmendebaobaoni。”
tademeiyanshineimewenrou，aiyishineimepengpai，wozenmeyexiangbutongrenzhendenengyongyikexinailianggeren。
jianwobushuohua，zhoujingyiweiwobugaoxingdunzaidishangroushenghongwo。
“douguaiwozheicichuchataijiule，meiyougujinideqingxu，bieshengqilehaobuhao？”
zheiyikefangfotadeaiconglaimeiyoubian，woguishishenchadidiantou。
zhoujingqueyuedibaozhuwo，jinjiezhe“duile，womashentizheiliangtianbushufu，niguoqupeipeita。”
原来是为了这个。
woyazhesangzidaying，zhoujingdunshisongleyikouqi，fuyandiqinleyixiawodeetou，jingzhizouhuiwoshiguanshanglemen。
zhoujingzuichundeyuwenhaitingliuzaiwodepifushang，woquetuwudexiangqiyixiebukanrumudehuamian。
xiayimiaopaodaoweishengjiantuletianhundian。
wohezhoujingsuandeshangshiqingmeizhuma。
fumuliyihou，wochengletangshoushanyu，meirenyao，zhoujingzaipangtuodayulizhaodaoquansuozailubiandewo。
tahongzheyanjiangwolanjinhuaili，“yuqing，youwozainijiuyoujia！”
womendeaitandangaidenonglie。
jiehunneitian，zhoujingzhidaowoxihuanmeiguihua，teyicongdamashigekongyunle9999duomeigui，pumanlezhenggeyingqinlu。
tashuoxiangzhengzhewomensanshengsanshi，yongbufenli。
daoxianzaiwodoujidezhoujingweiwotaoshanghunjieshi，zhandoudeshou。
tabianwenbianliulei，xunuowoyongshengyongshibuhuibeipan，kenqiuwoyidingyaoyutazhishoudaolao。
cengjingwozhendeyiweihuihetabaitouxielao，zhidaolianggeyueqianwoshoudaomoshengdizhijilaidexiangyanzhaopian。
yuanlaiwushucitahuangchengchuchaderizidouzaiyulingyigenvrenjiaojingermian。
liuyu，zhoujingdexuejie，wodaitaruqinjiemei。
wodexinxiangshibeirenyongdaowanleyigekulong，xianxuelinli，tongdaozhixi。
dakaichuanghu，hanfenglinlie，chuidewoyigejiling。
naohaizhongshanguoshiwusuizhoujingzhinendelian。
“xiaoqing，yaoshineitianwozuoleduibuqinideshi，niyidingyaotouyebuhuidizou！qianwanbunengyuanliangwo！”
tashuoderenzhen，woxiaodejiaochen。
sheidoubuhuixiangdaoyiyuchengchen。
zheiciwoshizhendeyaolikaile，zhoujing。
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“xiaoqing！kuairangmamakankan，zenmeshoulezheimeduo！”
yijinjiamen，poporeqingdishangqianlazhuwodeshou，shangshangxiaxiadalianghaojiquan，yibabawolouzhuhuaili。
shuxidehuaibaorangworenbuzhubitouyisuan。
zheixienianpopoyizhishiworuqinnv，zheijitiandepeiban，jiudangwobaodalezheixieniandeenqing。
yidunfanchideqinre，zheiduanshijiandebuyukuaiduanzanpaodaonaohou，wofazizhenxindixiaochulesheng，baozhepoposajiao。
咔嚓！
kuaimenshengxiang，wodexiaorongninggu。
“zhouzong！zheizhangzhaopiantebiehao，yidingkeyizaicidabao！”
zhoujingkanzhezhaopian，manyididiandiantou。
“zheicigongsigupiaodongdang，xuyaozanmenyiqipaigevlogzaiyinyiboredu。”
lixinggongshideyuqi，meiyourenhebolan，budengwohuihua，tashurendicongbeihoulouzhuwo。
wokanzhetadidaozuibiandeboluoxiayishimeitouweicu。
他忘了我菠萝过敏。
“tingtingting！saozinibunengzheigebiaoqinga，fensikanlehuibugaoxingde！”
zhoujingdeyanshenyedaizhebuman，xiangshizebeiwodebupeihe。
“我过敏。”
wodeyuqimeiyourenheqitadeqingxu，danshiluodaozhoujingerduolibianchenglelingyifanweidao。
tadeliansegangazhongdaizhexienaonu，zhibuguoaiyuwairenzaichang，buhaofazuo。
“shiwodecuo，taimangle，juranliannidexihaodounengjihun。”
tadaoqianderenzhen，manyanderouqingmiyimeiyoudaodayandi。
sheyingshijishijiuchang，tiyihuangechangjing。
从客厅到卧室。
从中午到黄昏。
wozenmeyezuobudaotaneiyangdebiaoyanchulaideshenqing。
zheichuxizhongjiumeiyouyanxiaqu。
“chuyunqing，nidaodixiangganshenme！peiheyixiajiuzheimenanma！niliangongzuodoumeiyou，doushiwo......”
xiamiandehuatameiyoushuoxiaqu，shoujitishiyinshishixiangqi，taditoukanleyiyanyiyushenseyisaoerkong。
zhoujingqingkeyishengyangaizijideshitai“gongsiyoujishi，woyaoguoquchuli，jintianwanshangnizijichifanba。”
kanzhezhoujingjicongcongdebeiying，woxinlibuzhimingdeqingxufantengbuyi。
“xiaoqing，nibieshengqi，neihaizikenengtaimangle，dengtahuilaimajiaoxunta！”
wochezhezuijiaoluchukusedexiao。
shitingmang，buguoshimangzhemihuijiaren。
pengyouquanli，liuyuganggangfadeyitaoqingquneiyi，peiwen「xingganxiaoyemao，dengzhuren**」
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wotangzaishoushutaishang，renyoubingliangdeyiqitongruwodeshenti，ganshouzheyuwoxuerouxiangliandexiaoshengmingyidiandianboliwodeshenti。
leishuihualuo，kuijiuzhongdaizhexiexujietuo。
jitianhou，wozaizhenliaoshimenkou，hezhoujingzhuanglegemanhuai。
“xiaoqing，nizenmelaiyiyuanle？”
tayanshenlidedanxinbuzuojia，yaobushikandaotadeshouhailanzheliuyudeyao，wojihujiuyaoxiangxinle。
“xiaoyutashentibushufu，wolaipeitakanbing。”
wenyan，wolengxiaoleyishengfengcidao：
“wodaoshibuzhidaonixianzai**hugongle。”
zhoujingxiangyaolawodeshoutingzaibankong，
“chuyunqing，niyoubingba，wojiushizhaoguyixiapengyou，nizhiyushuohuazheimenantingma？”
liuyuguazheshanjierenyidexiao，chazaiwomenlianggerenzhongjian。
“aiya，nibuyaoneimexiongma，xiaoqingkendingshihuaiyunlexinqingbuhao，niyaoduotiliang。”
“nibieguaiwoduozui，xiaoqingxianzaiyetaiminganle，woheajingyaoshizhenyoushenme，zaojiuyouleduibudui”
shuozhetaqinnidishanglaiwanzhuwodeshou，bingliangdeshouzhixiangshidusheyidiandiandongjiediaowodexinfei，womengdituikaita。
“chuyunqing！nifengleshibushi！”
tayonglidijiangwoshuaidaoyibian，xiaoxindichanfuqiliuyu。
“chuyunqing，woyaoshizhidaonihuaiyunkeyizuodaozheigedibu，wojiuyinggaizhijiedangshiqianglazhenirenliu！”
shuozhebaozheliuyutouyebuhuidizoule，sihaomeiyoukandaowocangbaidelianse，hezhandoudeshenti。
dangshizheigehaizizhoujingbingbuxiangyao，tazongshuohaimeidaoshihou，yinggaiyishiyefazhanweizhong。
shiwotaixiangyouyigewanmeidejiale，aiqiuzhetaliuxia。
rujindaoshiruletadeyi。
zhoujinghuijiashizailiangzhouhou，tadaizheliuyuyiqihuilaide。
canzhuoshang，zhoujingtitiediweiliuyujiacai，xixindingzhu。
“ciduo，nixiaoxindian。”
liuyuhaixiuyixiao，yanshenwangwozheilipiaolepiao“nihaishizhaoguxiaoqingba，wozijikeyide。”
zhoujingtaimoukanlewoyiyan，“shitarangnilaide，tazijixinqingbuhao，hainishoushang，zhaoguniyinggaide。”
kanzhetamenzheifuenaideyangzi，womeiyoushuohua。
一顿饭各怀心思。
lingchen，zhoujingshuideshenchen，wotangzaipangbianrenzhenkanzhetadeshuiyan。
shiguanghaoxiangpoweipianxiangzhoujing，nianjinsanshinianshangmeiyousuiyuedehenji，zhiduolexiechengshunanrendeyunwei。
taaiguowoma，woxiangshiaiguode。
zhibuguoshijianbanbolewoliangxiangaidehenji，shenghuomosuiaiqingdeziwei。
neisuoshengwujidezhenxinyezaifengchangzuoxilimianxiaoshidaijin。
“nixiaodiansheng！zheiyangluanlaishibushifengle！”
wobeixixisusudeshuohuashengchaoxing。
wobizheyantingzheliuruideyiwumeidexiaosheng，“pashenme？tashuideneimechen，xingbulede，zaishuolezheiyangbu**ma？”
“tayaoshifaxianle，wokannizenmeban。”
liuruidaizhekuqiangweiqudao“neijiurangtadasiwo，fanzhengwozheibeizishirendingnile。”
“zuoxiaoqingeryehao，zuojinsiqueyehao，zhiyaozainishenbianwoshenmedoubupa。”
“biexiashuowoyidingjiniyigemingfen！”
jiezhe，erbianchuanlainvrenjiaochuanhezhenzhenshuisheng。
泪水悄然滑落。
分明决定放下了。
weishenmexinhaishizheimetong。
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xushihaipabaolu，chuleneiyiwanshangde**liuyuhezhoujingzaijialidaoshimeiyouguofenyuejiededongzuo。
fanzhuoshangouerannabuzhudemeimuchuanqing，woyezhidangkanbujian。
riziyitiantianguo，henkuaijiudaolejiasideriqi。
kanzheshoujidetongzhi，shunjiansixuwanqian。
这天是我的生日。
“zhoujing，zhoumopeiwoqu......”
zheicifenkai，zaijianwuqi，woxiwangrangbiciliuxiayixiezuihoudemeihao。
yequandangjizheiduanmianmuquanfeideganqinghuashangweiyiwanmeidejuhao。
“xiaoqing，zhoumonishengriwodasuanyiqiqusanyalvyou。”zhoujingxiangshizhidaowodexinsi，qiangxianyibushuolechulai。
shuozhetakanlewoduziyiyan，titiedao：
“niyaoshipayingxianghaizi，yaoburanzheiciwoheliuyuxianqu，zhenghaotakeyitinijianduwo。”
yuanlaigenbenbushixiangpeiwo，shixiangheliuyuguoerrenshijie，nawodangshazi。
zhijiashenshenxianrurouli，woluchucanlanyixiao，dapotameihaodeyuanjing：
“我去。”
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wozhanzaihaibiankanzhezhoujinglazheliuyudeshouzaishuilixixiaodanao，biqiwo，tamendaoshigengxiangenaifuqi。
该放手了。
womeiyouyouyu，jigongzuorenyuanfaquxiaoxi。
haixiaoxilaideshihou，zhoujingnaoziliyijingwanquanmeiyoulewo。
wozuozaisirenjiaochelikanzheshishizhibo，huamianlizhoujinghuangluandejiqiedilazheliuyufengleyiyangdibenpao。
tademeiyishenghujiudoumeiyouwodemingzi。
xinlizaiyemeiyoulebolan。
“yidingyaobawodeshitihezheifenliuchanbaogaoqinzijiaodaozhoujingshouli。”
jiejinghuxiaoerguo，kanzhechushengdechaoyang，nazhexinshenfenyibubutarujichang。
zhoujing，congcishangaoluyuan，niwozaiwuguage。