第五章

zaixinglaideshihou,wozhijuedexinkoukongkongdangdang,cengjingyinweikewangfumudeaieryanshengchulaidesuo

有情绪尽数消失。

我比任何人都平静。

jianwoxingle,chachuangdehushijiejieluchujingxiwanfendeshenqing。

[nizhongyuxingle,nidouhunmilesitianle。」tashuozhe,jiuyaoqujiwofumudadianhua。

guoleyihuier,tahuilaile,lianshangdaizhexieganga:「nimamagangcaihaizaide,zheihuieryinggaishi

youshenmejishilianxibushang,wandiantayinggaijiuhuiguolai。

wozhidaoshishenmeshiqing,jintianyousuyaodejiazhanghui。

gaosanzhihou,womenlianggezhijianmaozulejingbipinchengji。

zhongyu,zaishangyicizhenduanxingceshizhong,wonazoulesuyaoyizhiyilaisuozhanjudediyiming。

kesuyaoshuo,jiusuanwokaolediyiyemeiyong,bamabuhuizhongshide。

tamenzhaoyangzhihuiqucanjiasuyaodejiazhanghui。

woxinzhongyishibufu,caihetayoulepashandebishi。

xianzaixiangqilai,buguoshixiemeiyoubiyaodeyiqizhizheng。

fumudeaishixuwupiaomiaode,kezhishiqueshishidashide。

woyirannadaolexiangyaodemingci,meibiyaohesuyaozaiqubishenme。

bangwandeshihou,mamazhongyulaile。

hushizaibanxiaoshiqiancaidatongtadeshouji,taganlaidehencongmang,shoulihaitizheyihedangao。

tahuoxushiyouxiexinxuhekuiyide。

keshidanghushigaosutawoyijingzijitiqianchuyuanle,pulegekongdemuqinlianshangdekuijiushunjianzhuanhua

成愤怒。

womeiyoushouji,bunengdache,shenshangyemeiyouzuogongchedelingqian,zhinengtubuwangjializou。

muqinkaichezaibanluzhuishangwoshihenrongyideshi。

hailaibujijiangchechuangchediyaoxia,tafennudeshengyinjiuyijingchuanlai:「yeying!nizenmezheimebudong

shi!nidaodiyoumeiyoulimao,fangzijiqinmagezi!」

[congzaoshangbadiandaoxiawuwudian,woyizhizaidengni。wopingjingdikanzheta,「woshenshangmeiyou

qian,nimenzhibangwojiaolekanbinghezhuyuandefeiyong,wohene,maibulechide,zhinengxianhuijia。

xiangshixiangbudaowohuizheimeshuo,tawenyanweiweilengleshen,suijicaibieguolian,jiaowoshangche。

woshuncongdizuoleshangqu,tazaiqianpaiyouxiebieniudikaikou:「woyouxieshidanwuleyihuier,jini

maileliwupeizui,nizongbuzhiyuweilezheidianxiaoshigenfumushengqi。」

wowenyan,pingjingdisaoshileyiquan,zuihoushixianluozailedangaoheshang:[shimeimeizuixihuandepaizi

hekouwei,kanlaitajintianbiaoxianbucuo,zheishijitadejianglima。」

xiangshibeichuozhonglexinshi,tashenxiyikouqi,youyaobaofa,quezaitaitoudeneiyishunjian,conghoushijing

liduishangwodanranwubodeyanshen。

meiyoucongqiandeweiqufennu,zhishipingjingdixushuzheiyijianshiqing。

「xiaoying?」tayouxiejingyibuding,chushenghanwo。

woyezhishigougouzuijiao,luchuyigegongshihuadeweixiao。

denghuidaojialishi,yiyuanneibianyinggaiyijingbabaitianfashengdeshiqinggenbabashuoguole。

zaifanzhuoshang,tanandedishuluolemama,rangtayihoubuyaozhigutoubuguwei。

shuowan,hexinibankaikou:「zheijianshishibabamamabudui,xiaoyingbuyaoshengqile,babamamayi

后一定改。