“woshuileershiwunian？”
guyuantingdaozheihuadeshihou，yanjinglihaidaizheyizhongbuzhihelaideshirungan。
guoqufashengdeyiqieyourujiuzaizuori，18suineiniandeleyizhonghanjiandejibing，budeyizhongduanlexueyeheshiyejinxingzhiliao，zaijingguoliangniandezhiliaohou，zhuzhiyishengluodafujuedingduitajinxingzuihouyichangshengsiyouguandeshoushu。
zheichangshoushudechenggongjilvzhiyouqianfenzhiwu，chenggongle，takefulezheizhonghanjiandejibinghuozhe，shibaile，tajiangsiqu。
xinglaideguyuanyiweizijishoushuyinggaishichenggongle，cunhuodexiyueganggangmanshangxintou，tajiutingdaolezheiyangdexiaoxi。
tawufalijiedikanzheyanqiandedafu。
dafuxingchen，jinnianwushisui，shuotashiluodafudedizi。
luodafuyecaiershibasuieryi，yijingyouwushisuiderenbaizaitamingxiale？
shuiyijuejiuxinglai，ershiwunianguoqu，shijiefashenglezheimedadebianhua，zheizaisheikanlaidoushiyoudiannanyixiaohua。
“dui。”chendafuyongyizhongnanyiyanyudexingfenmuguangkanzheguyuan：“zheiyijingshiershiwunianhoule，bingfengershiwunian，nixingguolaile。”
“ninengnayigejingzilaijiwoma？”guyuanyouxiebumingbaizijixianzaidezhuangkuang。
“jingzi？”chendafuxunsufanyingguolai，ganjinranghushinalaileyigejingzi。
guyuankanzhejingzilidenvhaizi，yanshenrouheshirun，pifujiaonentoubai，dangqingqingzhayandeshihou，juanqiaodejiemaoxiangyibaxiaoxiaodepushan。
zheiqueshishiershisuideziji。
tacongxiaojiushirenrenkuazandexiaomeinv，shiqisuineiniangaokao，kaodeshidianyingxueyuan，kexicaishangleyinianduoxuejiuyinweijuezhengdeshizhongduanlexueye。
kanzhezijiyijiububianderongyan，guyuanxinlihaoshouleyixie：“suoyi，xianzaishinix2019nianshima？ninshengyunix1969nian？”
chendafudaliangzheguyuan，diantoudao：“shide，zainizuoshoushushibaideneiyinian，wocaiershiwusui，haishishoudouyixueyuandeyanjiusheng，biyehouwolaidaoleluodafudeyanjiusuo。”
guyuantingzhe，youxiemangran，yigebizijidawusui，suanshihezijitongbeideren，xianzaiwushisuile。
neizijisuanshishenme？chuanyuele？zhongshengle，qingchunyongzhule？
“dangniandaodifashengleshenme？weishenmewohuibeibingfengershiwunian？”
chendafuxiaolexia，duiguyuanshuoqidangchudeshi。
yuanlaidangnianluodafubangguyuanzuozheichangjuedingshengsideshoushu，shoushujinxingdaosifenzhisandeshihou，faxianleyichangqingkuang，daozhizheichangshoushuzhudingshibai，luodafudangjiliguan，jiucaiqulezhiqiandebeixuanfangan，caiyongshijiezuixianjinderazijishuduiguyuanjinxinglebingfeng，zheizhongxianjindegaokejibingfengjishuhuijiangtashentidesuoyouxibaojinruningguzhuangtai，tadeshentixibaohuiyizhibaochiyuanbendezhuangtai，binglixibaoyebuhuifazhan。
huanjuhuashuo，tadengyuyongbaoqingchun，shijianduitacheditingzhile。
zhiyaoyouyitian，luodafunenggoukefulezheichangshoushuzhongtayudaodenanti，tayirankeyijiguyuanzhongxinzuoshoushu。
zheixienianlai，shijiedangranbianlehenduo，xiriweiguyuanzhiliaodeluosiniancishiyijingshiyixuejiedamingdingdingdetaidou，erguyuandebingqingyededaolezhiyu，zheicaibatajiedong。
chendafumiqimouzidaliangzheguyuan：“xianzai，nideshentiyijinghuifulejiankang，jiexialaiwomenyaoweinizuoyixieshentijianchahefujiangongzuo。”
guyuanhaishiyouxiemangran：“neiluodafuni？tazenmebuzai？”
chendafutingdaozheige，xiaole，wangzheguyuanshenshanggaizhedeneibaisechuangdan，heaidishuo：“luodafu，taqucanjiayigeguojihuiyi，zanshihuibulai，kenengxuyaoyixieshijian。”
顾沅只好点了点头。
jingguoyixiliejianchaheshurideliaoyanghou，guyuandeshentibingmeiyourenhewenti，mrazibingfengjishusuiranzaozaiershiduonianqianjiufazhanchengshu，danshinenggouduiyigezhengchangdeshengmingtibingfengershiwunian，qieshengmingtibingmeiyoushenmebushi，zheiyeshidiyifenanlile，keyizuoweirazijishudeyigezhongyaolichengbeile。
shentijingranbingmeiyoushenmebushi，erluodafukanqilaiyishizhijianbingbuhuihuilai，guyuanwangzhechuangwai，chuangwaishiyidapiancaoping，caopingshangjianhuozhongzhejizhubuzhimingdexiaohua，fengchuiguolaideshihou，tanengwendaojiazaiqingcaoqixizhongdedandanxiangwei。
tianshiyiwangwujindelanse，yunyisiyilvdipiaosanzaikongzhong，yiruershiwunianqiandeneigexiatian。
congshibasuijiulaidaolezheijiayanjiusuo，waimiandeshijieduitalaishuozhiyouzheiyipiancaoping，hezheifangtiankong。
tayouxiehuainianshoudoudianyingxueyuancaochangpangbiandeneiyidapiancaoping，caochangshangpaobudenianqingxuesheng，yekaishihuainianzijiaxiaoquyuanzilidewanshuadexiaohaizimen。
“woxianglikaile，keyima？”
“dangrankeyi。”chendafuchenmoleyihui，caidao：“buguoniyaobuyaodengyixialuojiaoshou，luojiaoshouzaiguowaikaiyigefeichangzhongyaodeyantaohui，dagaiyaobangeyuecainenghuilai。”
洛大夫……
chendafudehuarangguyuanzaiyicixiangqilailuodafu，tajiyizhongdeluodafuershibasui，ruyawenhe，shiyixuejiecaihuahengyidenianqingcaijun，zijichenglilezheijiayanjiusuo。
huoxushichengweibingrenhouduizijizhuzhidafuneizhongxiayishideyilai，tahenxihuanluodafu。
tebieshizaizaoyuleluzhiqiandebeipanqipianhou，juewangzhizhongdetashenzhiyidubazijidexiwangjituozailuodafushenshang。
xianzai，xirifengdupianpiandeluojiaoshouyijingwushisansuile？
haiyoubangeyuedeshijiancaihuilai……
guyuanqingtanlekouqi：“……yihouyoujihuizaijianba，woxianghuijia。”
……
guyuanhenkuaijiubanlilechuyuanshouxu，tuizheyigexiaoxinglixianggensuihaoxindechendafuqianwangjichang。
xinglixiangshichendafuweitazhunbeideyixiejiandanyiwuyongpin，shenfenzhengyijitazhiqianqianbaolideyibixianjin。
chendafujiangtasongdaojichanghou，quefangfoyouhuayaoshuo，yuyanyouzhi。
guyuanyihuo：“chendafu，nihaiyoushenmeshiyaodingzhuwoma？”
chendafumouguangweishanlexia：“nihaijide，nidangshixianchudeneiwukeluanzima？”
guyuanyizheng，xiangqilaile。
dangshizaizhiliaodeguochengzhong，tabeifaxianyouyizhongjiaozuoor9aa2deyinxingjiyin，yongzhuanyerenshidehuashuo，neishitiancaijiyin。zheizhonghanjiandejiyinruguoxiaoshiduirenleishiyizhongsunshi，suoyidangshidafuhetatanhuahou，tatongyicongshentineiquchulewukeluanzi，quchudeshihouyongleyizhongkejifangshi，zheiyangtadeshentiyebuhuishoudaosunhai。
guyuanturanyouyizhongqiguaideyugan，tawangxiangchendafu，shengyinyouleyisiyiyang：“ranhou？”
chendafukanzheguyuan，yongyizhongzhengzhongdeyudiaoxuanbudao：“neiwukeluanzi，douyijingfuhuachengweileshengming。”
顾沅瞬间怔在那里。
zheishizaishiyizhongwufayanshuodeganjue，jiuhaoxiangyourenduitashuo“nidewugedanyijingfuchulaile”。
chendafu：“zheiwukeluanziyijingquandoubianchengleshengming，shiwuge……”
chendafufangfozaixiangzhezenmemiaoshuzheijianshi：“wugeerzi。tamenzuidadeyijingershisisuile。”
顾沅：“……”
chendafuyansudikanzheta：“guxiaojie，woxiang，niyidinghenxiwangjiandaotamenba？nibuxiangzhaoyizhaotamenma？”
guyuanyouyulexia，yaotou，haishidao：“bu，wobuxiang。”
suirantayijingsishiwusuile，danxiayishihaijuedezijishineigeshenhuanjuezhengdaizhexiwangzoujinyanjiusuodeshibasuimeishaonv，tawufajieshouyourenbangtafuchulaiyigeershisisuidadebianyierzi！
这个冲击太大了！
chendafuhaiyaoshuoshenme，guyuanyijingzhuanshenlazhexinglixiangzoule，jihushiluohuangertao。
erzhanzaiyuandidechendafu，kanzheguyuanliqudebeiying，guolehaojiuturanxiaolexia。
dixiatou，tadakaileshouji，pingmushangxianshideshiguyuandexingzongdingwei。
……
zouchulaoyuanhou，guyuanxinlihaibutainengpingjing。
meijiehunmeiyouguohexieshenghuodeziji，jingranyouleerzi，haiyikouqiwuge？zuidadeyijingershisisuile？
xiangxiangdoujuedebukesiyi。
guyuanshenxikouqi，nulirangzijipingjingxialai，tajuedingxianbuquxiangzheixiele，fanzhengzhishiwugeluanzieryi，jiandoumeijianguo，hetameiguanxi，zhishimoshengren。
对，和她没关系。
zheimenulidishuofuzijihou，guyuanzhongyuyouxinqingdaliangjichangle。
budebushuo，zheiershiwuniandebianhuafeichangda，guyuansichudaliangzhezheizaitakanlaixiongweixinqidefeijichang，suizherenliuzhunbeibandengjishouxu。
gongzuorenyuankanletayiyan：“zheishinibenrenshenfenzheng？”
顾沅忙道：“对。”
yiyuanchujulexiangguanzhengminghou，chendafuzhidaotazaiwangluoshangzhijietongguozhiwenherenlianduiyuanlaideshenfenzhengjinxingshengjirenzheng，bingshenqingdaolexindeshenfenzheng。chendafuhaishuo，xianzaixianzaiyongshenfenzhenghenfangbian，keyizhijieshuakazuofeijile。
gongzuorenyuanzhoumei，daliangleyifanguyuan：“nijinniansishiwusuile？”
guyuanyouyulexia，diantou：“shide，wosishiwusuile。”
gongzuorenyuanzaicijianchaleyixia，genjushenfenzhengshangdezhaopiansuozuoderenlianyanzhengshikeyitongguode，tameizaishuoshenme，rangguyuantongguole。
guyuanshenhoupaiduiderenzirantingdaoleguyuandehua，doufenfendaliangzheta。
lveyouxieyingerfeidexiaoguniangjiaoqiaodongren，pifunaibaihuanen，yanjingyekanzheqingchehanshui，zheimeshuilingdexiaoguniang，jingransishiwusuile？
jiusuanxiandaimeirongzhengxingshoushuzaiqiangda，kedongguodaozidelianhetianrandenianqingxianranshibuyiyangde，dongguodaozidelianzenmeyebukenengyouzheizhongfaziguzilideqingchunbirenqixi，gengbuyaoshuoxiaogunianghunshensanfachudeqingseqixi，xiangshigangjinrudaxuexiaoyuandedanchunnvhaier。
mianduizhouweijingchabukesiyidemuguang，guyuanlazhexinglixiang，chuizhetou，ganjinzhunbeidengjiqu。
suiranzhuyanyoufangyinrenjingtantahenkaixin，danshiguyuanpajichangburangtadengji。jinguanzheicidefeijipiaoshichendafubangmangmaide，danshiguyuancaizhekendingbubianyi，bunengzheiyanglangfei。
feijishunliqifeihou，guyuanzongsuansonglekouqi。
huangusizhou，zhouweiderendoudizhetou，nazheyigezhangfangxingyoudianzipingmuxianshidedongxikan，xiangshitayiqianwanguodeyouxiji，guyuanyouxienamen，xinxiangzheishishenme，yeshixinfamingdeyouxiji，kanshangqubitadangchuwandeyaogenghaowan？
xialefeijihou，guyuanchulaijichanganzhaozhiqianchendafusuojiaode，paiduidaleyiliangchuzuche。
chuzuchexingshizaigonglushang，guyuanwangchuangwaikan。
suiranyijingjieshoulexianzaishiershiwunianhou，suiranmingbaizheiershiwunianlikejirixinyueyi，danshikanzhezheizuochengshidejiejing，guyuanyiranshizhenhande。
chuzuchetingxiahou，yaoleguyuanyibaiershikuaiqian，zheirangguyuanjingyadikanzhesiji，tameixiangdaoershiwunianguoqule，renxinbugu，jingranyouzheiyangdetianjiachuzucheeren。
guyuan：“yibaiershikuai？shibushiyoudianguile？”
sijishifudengyan：“gui？zheinihaixiangui？doushizheigejia，wozheishidabiaode，niyiweiwoeni？laoziconglaibuganneizhongshi！”
takanqilaihenxiong，guyuanmeizaishuoshenme，rentongjilesijishifuyibaiershikuaiqianhuaqianmaipingan。
sijishifunadaoqianhou，zixikanleyifan，youkankanguyuan，shenqingguguaidizoule。
xiachehou，kanzhebingmeiyoubeichaiqiandexiaoqu，guyuansonglekouqi。
zheitaofangzishitawaipoliujitade，suanshimuqinqushierfuqinqulejimuhoutaweiyideyikao，shitadejia。
hunqianmengying，kuayueleershiwunian，tameixiangdaozijihainenghuidaozheigejia。
yilushangbuzhiyicixiangguo，tashoulihaiyouyaochi，jiupaxiaoqubuzaile，meiyouleyongneibayaochikeyidakaidemensuo。
xianzaixiaoquhaizai，tadejiajiuzai。
tamanzudixilekouqi，tizhexinglixiangdengdengdengshanglesanceng，laidaolezijijiamenqian。
dangkanzheneihejiyizhongwanquanbutongdefangdaomenshi，taganjuedaolebuduijing。
taochuyaochi，dasuankaimen，quezhengzaizheigeshihou，menkaile。
mennei，yigenvrenfangbeidikanzheta，manlianxianqi：“nishishei？weishenmeyaopengwomenjiamen？”
guyuantanjiudikanzhezheigenvren：“nishiguyue？”
buguotahen**juedaobuduile，guyueshitajimudaiguolaidemeimei，zhibitaxiaosangeyue，xianzaiyinggaiyijingsishiwusuile，eryanqiandenvrenyejiuershisuichutoudeyangzi，zheigenvrenheguyuezhangdeneimexiang，nandaoshiguyuedenver？
nvren：“nizenmezhidaowomamingzi？nidaodishishei？”
nvrenshuozhezheihuadeshihou，shenhoujigerencouguolai，youdashuyounianqingnanren，haiyigesishiduosuiyouxiefafudenvren，neinvrenmeihaoqidishuo：“pengzihan，sheia？”
pengzihan：“ma，zheigerengangcaishuonidemingzi，tashibushizhaoni——”
zhongnianfunvyijingtantoukanguolai，kandaoguyuandediyiyan，shayanle。
“你，你，你——”