1968nian，8yue，haishishipinchang。（beijingjiakong）
“lijuan，xieyunxuanhuibuhuizhidaolebushiwomenqinshengnverzheishi？”shenchuanhuisezhongshanzhuangdexietaoyiliandanyouwendao。
yanshensisidedingzhetangzaichuangshangdexieyunxuan，xinliyezaidigu，zheisiyatoupianpianzheigeshihougaoshaobuxing，shiguyiweizhihaishizhendeshengbingle？
congxiaodaodatalidashentizhuangruniu，pianpianzheishihoushengbing，zheihennanburangrenhuaiyi。
zijinanrendanyoudeshi，shenchuanlansegongrenfudeliaolijuanyetongyangdanyou，dankanzhetangzaichuangshangyidongbudongdexieyunxuan，xiangdaoxieyunxuanzheixienianlaiguaiqiaodongshi。
lianmangfouding，“laoxie，wokannishixiangduole，xieyunxuancongxiaoduotingwomendehuaniyoubushibuzhidao，zhiyaowomenduitashaoweitaiduhaoyidian，rangtaganshenmedouyuanyi。
zheicizhibuguorangtadaitiyunxixiaxiang，gongzuoyerangjiyunxieryi，tadangshiyemeiyoujujue，jueduibuhuishuaxinyanrangzijishengbingtaobixiaxiang。”
shuoqixieyunxi，xietaomeiyouhaoqishuodao，“haibushiniguanzheyunxi，zheicizhaogongdaanmeikaohao，buranzanmenjiayouchulelianggegongren。
neiyangwomenjiazaishipinchangchedizhanwenjiaogen，jiashangxieyunxuancongxiaoyunqihao，shuobudingdaoshihouwonengjinyibu。”
tazirenweizijidenengliqiang，ruguolianggenverdouchengweishipinchangdegongren，yijia4gerennazhegongzi，haohaodezanyizanjiunengnazheqianhuodong，wangshangshengyebushibukeneng。
pianpianzheicidanverxieyunximeikaohao，chengjichulaihourangxietaoyijiasigegongrendehuanxiangposui。
yitingxietaoguaizijiliaolijuanbuleyile，youxiangdaodangwuzhijijiejuewenti，baxiangyaofanbodeyanxiayixia，lenglengkanleyiyanchuangshangdexieyunxuan。
“zanmabushishuoguoxieyunxuanjiushijiwomenjiazengyundangzaide，zheixienianwomenjiaguodehenpingjing，meiyouchuxiandashijian，shuomingtadeyunqiyongdechabuduo。
yunximeiyoukaoshanggongrenkeyisuandeshangdashiqing，shiwomenjiadezainan，womendenverzhudingbufan，zenmekenengquxiaxiangshouzui。
zheibushiyinglemashuodedangzai，zhiyaotadaitiyunxixiaxiang，jiuyunxineizhangxiangshuobudingnengjiadaolingdaojia，yihounixiangjinyibuyebushimeikeneng。”
xietaotingzheliaolijuanyidunfenxi，lianshangluchuwuxianhuanxiang。
guoleyihuierhoumanyidekanzheliaolijuan，“lijuan，qudaonifufuheqiu。”
ruguodangchubushiliaolijuanyutamachendamei，tayebukenengcongyigenongcunxiaozi，chengweihaishishipinchangdegongren，rujinyeshichanglideliujigongren，meigeyue65yuangongzi，haiyougezhongbutie。
meicihuidaojiangshenglaojia，sheibuxianmuta？
neixieyiqizhangdadexiangqinyijitadeqinshengdidi，meinianleisileihuozhengyidiangongfen，yangzheyijialaoxiao，yiniandaotouchibulejidunrou。
jianxietaorucitaidu，liaolijuanyeqingchutashenmeyisi，tanengyizhijizhutadehao，yebuwangfeizheixieniantaweilezheigejiadecaolao。
shenqinghuanhexialaihouliaolijuankaikoushuo，“laoxie，nixianchuquwozaizheilizhaoguzheigesiyatou，buguanruhetadoubixuxiaxiang。”
cishiliaolijuandeyanshenshanguoyisihenyi。
ercishitangzaichuangshangdexieyunxuanyijingqingxing，congxietaokaikouzhishijiuxingle。
conglianggerendejiaotanzhong，jiufaxiantamenlianggeyouyixiewenti，yuanzhusihubushitamendeqinshengnver。
shide，xieyunxuanfeizhiqiandexieyunxuan。
tazaimoshishiniansongzouyangfumu，yemeiyourenheliulian，zaiyicirenwuzhong，kanzhetongbanmenjuewangdeshenqing，xieyunxuanxuanzeyingyongjiuyi，yusangshiwangtongguiyujin。
yizhenjuliedetengtonghou，quetingdaoxietaoyuliaolijuandeduihua，yerangxieyunxuanquedingtayinggaichuanyuele，jiuxiangqianshiwuliaokandexiaoshuoyiyang，tazheijushentidezhurengentatongming。
tajixuzhuangshuibianjieshoujiyibiantingzheiliangrenduihua，duanduandeduihuajiurangtadedaohenduoxinxiliang，haoyun，dangzai。
er“xiaxiang”yicishitasuozaishidailiuqishiniandaifashengdeshi，jinguanshijianguoqujiuyuan，tazhiqianhaishiconghenduoshujizhongyousuolejie。
xietaochuquhou，liaolijuanzeshizuozaichuangbianmubuzhuanjingkanzhechuangshangzhiren。
ganshoudaoliaolijuanreliedemuguang，xieyunxuanyemeiyoujizhejieshoujiyi，buqingchuduifangyaozuoshenme，zhinengjixuzhuangshui。
moshiqiantashixinggedadalielie，jingliguomoshihouxieyunxuanxinggelengjingguoduan，meiyougaoqingchujutizhuangkuang，bingchengzhedibudongwobudongyuanze。
guolehaoyihuierhou，liaolijuanquedingtangzaichuangshangderenmeixing，kaishinannanziyu，“nizaiwojiaxiangshou18nianhaorizi，xianzaizhibuguorangnihuiguiyuanbendeshenghuo，ruguobushiwoxinshan18nianqiannijiuyaobeirengdaoshanshangweilang。
buguoyeshiniqinnainaiwangdaniuyuqinmaliaohongmeichun，juranxiangxinbazibuhedeguihua，buguoruguobuzheiyang，womenyebunengjienidehaoyunchengweichengliren。”
xinxiliangyoudianda，kanlaiqizhongkendingyoubuweirenzhidemimi，xieyunxuandasuanjixutingliaolijuanshuoxiaqu。
“ma，zenmehaimeifanchi？”yigenanhaijiaozongbunaifandeshengyindaduanliaolijuanjixuwangxiashuodehua。
zijidebaobeierzihuilaihou，liaolijuangubushangchuangshangtangzhedexieyunxuan，lianmangshouhuisixu，kanleyiyanchuangshangyiranbudongderenhouguanshangfangmen。
yuqiwenheyifucimu，“wenbin，nixiannayikuaibinggandiandianduzi，mamashangjinizuofanchi。”
bingganshihenzhenguideshiwu，zheigejiazhiyouxiewenbinjingchangchi。
quedingfangjianneimeiqitaren，xieyunxuanzhengkaishuangyankaishidaliangqizhouweihuanjing，menshishuadelvseqirujinyijingdiaose，qiangbiyeshihuanghuangdeliejibanban，kejianzheifangzizhulehenjiu。
yizhangshuzhuopuzhebaisehuabianzhuobu，shangmianfangzhezhengzhengqiqideshu。
jinaizheshuzhuodeyoubianbaizheyizhangmuchuang，hongsegezidechuangdanyijidiechengdoufuxingzhuangdehongsegezibeizi，zaiduibiyixiagaizaitashenshangheibuliuqiudebeizi。
jieheqinaohaizhongdejiyi，duimianneiyizhangchuangdezhurenshizheijushentideshuangbaotaijiejiexieyunxi。
liangrensuiranshishuangbaotaijiemei，youshenmehaodongxixieyunxuandouyaorangjixieyunxi，liaolijuanjingchangshuo，“zaiduzilideshihoubanijiejiedeyingyangxile，niyichushengliqicaihuineimeda，caiyouneimehaodeshenzigu。
womenzuorenyaodongdeganen，bunenggennijiejieqiangdongxi，shishiyinijiejieweixian。”
liangjiemeicongxiaodaodarizitianchadibie，yuanzhuyinzheliqida，4suibiankaishibangjialiganhuo，ertongyangnianjidexieyunxijiuzaiyipangzhihui。
conglaibubayuanzhuzheigemeimeifangzaiyanli，zaimeirenkandaodedifangshuohuagengshizhigaoqiang。
jinguanzaizheigejiafumupianxin，yuanzhuyeshihennulishenghuo，xuexi，zaizheiyicishipinzhaogongfulianganshidaanzhongchengjidiyiming，jiushixiangzaifumumianqianzhengmingziji。
meixiangdaodedaobushikuazan，ershiliaolijuanburongzhiyidehua，“nijiejiemeikaoshang，bagongzuorangjita，nidaititaxiaxiang，fanzhengniyishenliqi。”
yuanzhuzheiyicigaoshaobutuiyeshiyinliaolijuanzheiyifanhua，rangtaxinrusihui。