第1章

wohewobamabeisangshiyaosizailezijiadebieshumenkou。

erdakaiwojiadamendejiushiwogeaidesiquhuolaidelvchanv。

weilezijihuoming,tabawogeqinshousongjinlesangshikouzhong,youdakaidamen,rangwobadechoujiaqinzhanwojiadebieshuhedunliang,bawomenyijiadoutuijinsangshiduili。

我死得那样不甘心。

dansheizhizheiyiqielianlaotiandoukanbuxiaqule,jilewozhonglaiyicidejihui。

gengrangwojingxideshi,zhongshengderenbuzhiwoyige。

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wosidehencan,shihuohuobeisangshifenshideneizhong。

hentong,tongdesixinliefeide。

muguangbuyuanchu,hewotongyangzaoyudehaiyouwobama。

erzhengzaikenshiwobadeyizhisangshi,zhengshiwoge。

wobuganxin,zaisiyaozhongchenchenbishangleyanjing。

xujiu,zhouweidetongganjianjianxiaoshi,jiuzaiwoyiweiwoyijingbianchengyizhisangshishi,womodaoyichurouruandechugan。

wozhengkaiyanjing,faxianwojuranchuanzhewodeshuiyitangzaiwodechuangshang,zhouweimeiyouyidiansangshideaihaosheng。

zizixixijianchaleshenshang,youkanleshijianhou,wozhongyuquexinwozhongshengle,huidaolejulisangshibaofadelianggeyueqian。

woyigurexuebiaosheng,fafengyiyangchongchufangjian。

taitou,jiukanjianhewotongyangshenqingdebama,muguangjiaohuideneiyiyan,wojiuzhidaowoba、womahewoyiyangzhongshengle。

womensangerenbaozuoyituan,yibabitiyibalei,sihaoshengxiangchezhenggebieshu。

wogedingzhetaneigejiwotouzouchufangjian,xiangkanshaziyiyangkanzhewomen,buzhidaowomenshizaiganma。

erwomenyexiangkanshaziyiyangkanletayiyan,shangyishi,takebujiushiyigeershazima。

zaishitanwogejicihou,wobahentiebuchenggangdiduokanlewogeyiyan,dunangyiju:「wozenmeshengchuzheiyangyigeshaerzi。」

wohewomaduishiyiyan,yeyoudiantongqingwoge,zuoweishangyishidelianainao,shundaikenglewomenyijiadeta,shiweiyiyigemeiyouzhongshengde,xianzaideyanshenyijiuheshangyishiyiyangdaizheqingchedeyuchun。

我们也叹了一口气。

zaixiangesiguiyiyanghaohaochileyidunhou,woba、womayijiwo,zuoweizhuyaodehexinrenyuan,moqidijinleshufangkaihui。

gangjinshufang,womayourenbuzhubaozhewobahewoaihao。

wobashangcunlizhi,duizhewomahaoyizhenanfu。

erwo,zaipangbianhuoxiangyigediandengpao,bijingzaiwobakanlai,woshijializuijianqiangdenvhaizi,zhishaobiwomajianqiang。

shangyishi,zaibieshuligouhuoderizili,jiushiwochongdangjialidebaoan,shenzhiyongbangqiugunhuoshengshengqiaosuilesangshidenaodai,neiyimu,zhijiebawomaheshale。

woqingkejisheng,wobahewomazheicaigangakanzhewo。

jifenzhongdechenmohou,haishiwoxiandapopingjing。

「ba,ma,julisangshibaofahaiyou2geyue,zheiyici,womenyaozuohaowanquanzhunbei,shangtianjilewomenzhonglaidejihui,womenkeyaozhualaole。」woyongyifulaochendekouwenshuodao。

wobawomazanchengdidiantou。

wojixushuo:「ba,womenbunengzaidaizaizheilile,zhunbeibanjiaba,womenqushanli,sheiyezhaobudaowomen,sangshiyebuhuiqu。」

「buxing,ludibuxing,sheizhidaosangshibaofachixuduojiu,ruguochixushijianhenzhang,lunxianzhishichizaodewenti。」wobadeshangyedanaozhongyuzhuanqilaile。

沉默好大一会。

「haishang。」wobahewoyikoutongshengdao。