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我死得那样不甘心。
dansheizhizheiyiqielianlaotiandoukanbuxiaqule,jilewozhonglaiyicidejihui。
gengrangwojingxideshi,zhongshengderenbuzhiwoyige。
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wosidehencan,shihuohuobeisangshifenshideneizhong。
hentong,tongdesixinliefeide。
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womensangerenbaozuoyituan,yibabitiyibalei,sihaoshengxiangchezhenggebieshu。
wogedingzhetaneigejiwotouzouchufangjian,xiangkanshaziyiyangkanzhewomen,buzhidaowomenshizaiganma。
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我们也叹了一口气。
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woqingkejisheng,wobahewomazheicaigangakanzhewo。
jifenzhongdechenmohou,haishiwoxiandapopingjing。
「ba,ma,julisangshibaofahaiyou2geyue,zheiyici,womenyaozuohaowanquanzhunbei,shangtianjilewomenzhonglaidejihui,womenkeyaozhualaole。」woyongyifulaochendekouwenshuodao。
wobawomazanchengdidiantou。
wojixushuo:「ba,womenbunengzaidaizaizheilile,zhunbeibanjiaba,womenqushanli,sheiyezhaobudaowomen,sangshiyebuhuiqu。」
「buxing,ludibuxing,sheizhidaosangshibaofachixuduojiu,ruguochixushijianhenzhang,lunxianzhishichizaodewenti。」wobadeshangyedanaozhongyuzhuanqilaile。
沉默好大一会。
「haishang。」wobahewoyikoutongshengdao。