第4章4
“yuwence！niyaozuoshenme？kuaifangkaiwo！”
wotangzairouruanjiebaidehupishang，yijiaotizaitadeshenshang，fennuhoujiao。
ketaquebuguwodehuhan，zhiyijiangyifuhuangjinliaokaokaozaiwoshoushang。
zuowanzheixie，tayounaqijiaoliao，fumozhewojiaoluo，kaoleshangqu。
cike，tadeshengyinshiwocongweitingguodelengjing，youmanshizhimingdeyayi。
“shuyue，woshuoguo，zhiyaorendaohaizichushengjiuhaole，keniquezailimianxialehonghua！nishiyaohaisiwomendehaizima？”
“shuyue！nizenmebianchengrujinzheibanle？”
“bushiwozuode！honghuabushiwoxiade！shihuapingtazidaoziyan，bushiwo！”
keyuwencequanranbutingwojieshi，tahuayuzhonglengdaojizhi。
“neishitadeqinshenghaizi，tahuihaizijidehaizima？shuyue，chulenihainengyoushei？！”
wokanzhecengjingneishuangwenroudaojizhideyanshen，xianrujinmanshichegudehanyi。
kewodeshoushang、jiaoshang，shenzhilianbozishangdoubeidaishanglehuangjinliaokao，wozhandouzhediezuozaidi。
不行！
wobunengbeisuozaicichu，mingrianpailerenzaichengwaijieyingwode，woyaolikai！
qiangpozijilengjingxialai，woruanzheshengyinqiqiuyuwence：
“shiwo，doushi**de，wozhicuole，wobuhuizaiquhaihaizile，ni...nengfangwo...chuquma？”
kesuizhewozuihouyigeziluoxia，qiulongmenchedibeisuoshang。
querenwozaiyebukenengtaotuohou，yuwencechedisonglekouqi。
tamengranrengleshouzhongyaochi，qiazhuwodexiaba，yanshenshiwocongweijianguodehenli，sisidingzhewo：
“wobubaniguanzaicichu，nandaojiufangnigenwoheli？”
kanzhebengaibeiwozangqilaidehelishuchuxiantashoushangdeneiyishun，wobuganzhixin。
suijizhijuedeyizhenkexiao。
ruoshuotazaihuwo，tapaoquhebiedenvrenshenghaizi。
ruoshuoyuwencebuzaihuwo，kelianwofangzaijiaotadixiadehelishudounengzhaodao。
tashuoba，buguwodetongkuaihao，jianghelishusichengsuipian，suijiyongyinrenkezhiyoubingtaiailiandeyanshenfushiwo，
“shuyue！zhishengxiayiyuele，niguaiguaidaizaicichu，ninengyongdaodewodoujinibeiqile，denghaizishengxialai，wojiufangleni，jianghuapingsongdaobianjiang，women....zaixiangcongqianbanenai。”
“keshiwobuainile！yuwence，nifangwochuqu！”wosangziganya，pinjinzuihouyisiliqichongtanuhou。
danyuwencelikaile，renpingworuhepaidalaolong，dousihaobudong。
leidaojuewangwozhengdaizuoyuandishi，yidaojiguanshengxiangqi，wohuranfaxiansizhoudedifengxiakaishiyouyinseyetiliulejinlai。
suijishimenwaichuanlailehuapingyinlengdeshengyin：
“furen，guogongyeyijingzhidaoninyaohelideshile，suoyi，nin...haishiqusiba！”
“不要！”
wopaidazaihuangjinqiulongzhishang，zhishengxialehuangjindichendeshengyin，menwaizaoyimeiledongjing。
wokanzhedishangneixieyetiyufajiejin，zhijuedeyizhentoupifama，zheishishuiyin？
shuiyindusijianjianjinrushenti，wozhengzhazheqiujiu。
“yuwence，jiuwo......”
“宇文策....”
woyibianbiannianzheyuwencedemingzi，qidaizhetanengzailaikanwoyiyankemeirenhuiying。
shuiyinyidianyidianyanmei，yijingdaodalewodeyaobu，wobeishentineidusukunrao，yiranshenzhibuqing。
buzhiguoquduojiu，wotengdaozaicijingxing，quetingdaolemenwaideshengyin。
是宇文策吗？
“shuyue，bieguaiwo，wobuhuirangnilikaiwo，zheibeizinizhinengbangzaiwoshenbian，wobamingdiule，doubuhuibanidiule！”
yuwencedeshengyinchuanlai，woxianghantajiuwo，quefaxianzijizaoyishisheng，zhinengyazheshengyiziyizituchu：
“a......ce.....”
“shuyue，shinizaijiaowoma？”
suihou，wotingdaolejiguanqidongdeshengyin，yuwencexiangshizaikaimen。
我要得救了吗？
“guogongye，ninzaizheilizuoshenme？”
danxiayishun，huapingjiaomeideshengyindaduanletadedongzuo。
limiandewojiqiexiangchusheng，wopinjinquanli，quezhiganjuedaoyiguzhixigan，danhaishibengchuyigezi，
“救....”
wowanfenqiwangtadakaijiguanhou，jiangwojiuchuzheipianlianyu。
kemenwai，nannvdeshunxisheng，rangwojiangzaileyuanchu，jiulianshuiyinyijingmanyandaolewojianbangchu，wodoumeiyouchajue。
huapingjiaomeitaoyaoshengxiangqi，keyuwencebingweiqixinsi。
“ace，wozhidaowobibushangfuren，danjiusuanshikanzaihaizidefenshang，zairangwoshifengninzuihouyici...”
yuwencepieleyantadeyundu:
“nihaihuaizheyun，buxingde。”
“neiwobianyongqitafangshibangni，kehao？”
女人卑微祈求：
“woyuanlishi，dengwoshengxiahaizi，bianganwangbianjiang，zaibudaraoguogongyehefurenenai，qiuninle...”
sishinvrendeqiuhuantaiguozhibai。
zuihou，wohaishitingdaoleyuwenceshuo：
“shuyue....xinwo，zheizhendeshizuihouyihuile....”
shashijian，wodexinjingbizhouweideshuiyinhaiyaobingleng。
yerangwoduitazuihoudeqiwangpomie。
yanleizaiyezhibuzhuliuxia，shuiyinyijingmanyandaolewochunbian，wozhongyufangqilezhengzha。
xiayishun，shuiyinliujinwodezuijiao，wodeshentiyuefachenzhong。
tingzhemenwaidemilanshengyin，wodeyanjingbeishuiyinchediyanmei。
zuihoushike，wosishikanjianlewotaolileguogongfu，taolilejingcheng，zaiyichutaolinguozhepingdanderizi。
wozhongyunengtaoliyuwencele。
yiriqingchen，yuwencecongchuangshangjingqi，takanzheyipangluoshendehuaping，miansecangbai。
yidilingluandeyiwuwubuzhaoshizhezuowandefengkuang，yuwencewuzhuxinkou，manqiangdekuijiuhuihenjiangneilitianman。
“ace，nizenmele？”
huapingzuanjinletadehuaili，zaitashenqiandaquan。
yuwenceyinchendeshengyincongtoudingchuanlai：
“nizouba，huaping，bahaizidadiao，wojinisanbailianghuangjin，nizoudeyueyuanyuehao！”
huapingmengdizuoqi，yanleijuedi，zhengyaoqiuqing。
kexiayishun，fangmenturanbeirenmengdipaixiang。
wokanzhemenwaidexiarenjinghuangdahan：
“guogongye，buzhishisheidakailejiguan，dilaolideshuiyinliuchu，furenbeidusile！”