第1章

第1章

haolaiwuyoubudianyingjiao《meiguowangshi》，jiangshuyiqundicengshaonianyongchuangtianya，langjijianghudegushi。woderensheng，yeyucixiangsi，yizhiyumeicikanzheibudianying，wodouhuixiangqiyigenvren。

woduchuzhongdeshihou，banlilailegejiaoliweidezhuanxiaosheng，zhangdehenpiaoliang，yongshimaodiandehuashuojiushifubaimaomeidazhangtui，tayijinjiaoshi，banlidenanshengjiuaoaojiao。youyuliweifumudingzhulaoshiyaoguanjiaohaota，laoshijiubataanpaizaiwopangbian，rangwoduofudaota。

wodaoxianzaidoujide，liweichuanzheduankuchaowozouguolaideqingjing，tabaozheshuben，gongjingdezoudaokezhuogenqian，xiaomimizuoxiahaibuwanggenwodazhaohu，woconglaimeigenpiaoliangnvshengshuoguohua，kanzheliweiyangqidezuijiao，woxinbiandefeitengqilai。

congneiyihou，wojiujingchangzhaojihuigentashuohua，youlingshiyefenxiangjita。qingchunqidenvshengfayubinanshengzao，liweidefayubitonglingnvshenggengzao，tagezigao，nongmiroushundetianranjuanfachuiluoxiangjian，ruobushiheisedetongkong，zhendehuirangrenhuaiyitashihunxueer。wodangshizhiyou15sui，duinannvzhishihaihenmengdong，danqimiaodelianxiangyijingrangwozhidaoshenmeshiyijianzhongqing。

youqiliweigenwozhutongyigejiequ，jihumeitiandouhuizaishangxuefangxuedelushangpengdao。youshixiakezao，wolianghaihuidaoxuexiaofujindegongyuansanbu，xiangqingchunouxiangjunannvzhuneiyang，bazixingchefangzaipangbian，ranhoujianbingjianzuozaicaopingshang：weifengxuxu，xiyangzhaozaishaonvqingxiubaixidelianshang，qingchundeganjuejiushirucimeihao。suizhewoduiliweidexiaiyuelaiyueduo，woyuefakongzhibuzhuneixindeganqing，zhongyuguqiyongqijitaxielefengqingshu，dengzaifangxuelushangjiaojita。

yuanyiweiliweihuijieshouwodebiaobai，meixiangdaotazhishisuiyikanleyanbianlengmodeshuo：bieaiwo，meijieguo。shuobajiuduziqichezoule。yejiushicongneitiankaishi，wogenliweizhijiangeleyicenghoubizhang，taduiwodetaidubiandefuyan，kaishishidangbaochijuli。wohenshoushang，quewunengweili。

qimoqianxi，xuexiaozuzhileyiciwenyihuiyan，liweidaibiaowosuozaidebanjicanjiabiaoyan，zuoweinianjiweiyiyigehuipichadenvhai，tayaoraodewudaodongzuo，chuchangbianxiyinlequanxiaonanshengdezhuyi。yushidangtianbangwan，wojiumomingqimiaoailedunzou，yuanyinshiwogenliweifangxuezouzaiyiqi。

meicuo，jiuxiang90niandaixianggangdianyingliyandeneiyang，liweibeixuexiaolidedagekanshangle，jiranshidagedenvren，neimesheikaojinta，sheijiuyaodaomei。erliweisihuyehenxiangshouzheifenzhongxingpengyuedeshurong，duiwocongfuyanzouxianglengmo，zuihougancuibuliwole。

chusanshangxueqi，liweibeifendaobiedebanji。neigebanjilvhencha，liweishoubuletamendeqifuhepaiji，jiuzaifumudeanpaixiazhuanxuele，dengguojinianzaijiandaotashi，tayijingtangranletoufa，zhuangrongjinglidegenjigekanqilaixiangfuerdaidenanshengzouzaiyiqi。congneiyihou，wojiujingchangzaiwanshangshimianshi，huanxiangliweishibushibianchenglebaijinnv，genmougejiajingfuyudenanshengtanlianaile。

yucitongshi，wodenaohailimaoyechuleyigewenti：weishenmeliweibuxihuanwo？zheigeyilvkunhuolewohenjiu，zhidaokaoshijieshu，womeinengshixianhanmenguizideshenhua，tianzhiyuanqulezhiyexuexiao。wozaineiliduguolebaiwuliaolaidesannian，ranhoushunlijinruleyisuochoumingyuanyangdeyejidaxue。

neishiyisuohenlandexuexiao，zaijiaoqu，zhouweiquanshipofangzi，luohoudejingjijiuxiangyoududehuanjing，zhuanmenziyangechoudeshengming。zheilidexueshengquanshigaokaoluobangdenanmin，quntihuaxiangbimingongzidixiaohaiyaobiaohan，banlulesuoyaoqiande，zangzaicesuochouyande，qiangxingchuduixianggaopoxiede。youyuxueshengmendouchuyubandabuxiaodenianling，suoyilaoshiyebuxiangguan，gebiepinxingbuduandelaoshishenzhihaihuigenbuliangshaoniantongliuhewu，huohuoneixiejialimeiqiandelaoshihaizi。

woshuyuneizhongbuwenbuhuoderen，jiashangzoudushengzaixuexiaolimeishacunzaigan，yincijigeyuexiangchuxialaidaoyexianganwushi，zhishiyejidaxuemeishaxuexiyali，heermengbaopengwojiukaishixiangnvren，jingchangzaikejiandingzhenvshengmenbaihuahuadedatuikan。

wodangshishewangzuiduodechuleliwei，jiushizhouxin。zhouxinshiwoneisuodaxuegongrendexiaohua，tadawoyijie，meiyangaotiao，shentifayudejiuxiangshutoudetaozi，juyaoqingtacanjiaguopaiduidenvshengmiaoshu，zhouxinquanzhuangchujingdepaitou，kanbihaolaiwunvxingkelisidiyana。zheigechuanyanyidurangwoxinchishenwang，dangenqiyuanlianzhouxindenanshengyiyang，wogenbenbuganzhaoreta。

zhouxinjialikaijianzhugongsi，neigeniandaifangdichanshuyubaolixingye，nenggandoushiyouqianyoushiyoubeijingderen。yushizhouxinjiuzhangzheyouwodejiajingzaixuexiaolilabangjiepai，qifutongxue，youqineixiexiangmaojiaohaoyoujiajingpinhandenvsheng。

bukuazhangdeshuo，xuexiaolijihusuoyoupaideshanghaodemeinvdoubeizhouxinzouguo，yougenanshengjinjinzhishizhangyichushoumalejuzanghua，jiubeidaduanlesangenleigu。yincizhouxinjishixiaohua，youshixiaoba，youya、yanlihecubaozaitabiaohandeshengmingzhongtongshishangyan，daozhijidutahentaderen，jihugenyelichuixiantaderenyiyangduo。

woshige**si，chulemenglineidianshi，zaixianshizhonggenzhouxinhaowujiaoji，duibitadejingzhifurao，wodeshenghuoqiongkunhansuan，shangketingjiang，xiakequtushuguankanshuhuozhekandianying，fangjialejiuzhaogecantingduanpanzixiwan，zhengdianshenghuofei。

ruguoneishiyourengaosuwo，zheigegaoaodenvrenyouchaoyirihuizaiwodemianqianyaoweiqilian，xiangtiaobomeiquansidebiandeqianjiaobaimei，wojueduibuhuixiangxin。kemingyundezhuanzhewangwangjiushilaiderucishenqi。

wo20suineinian，pingjingdexiaoyuanhuranyinfaxuannao，yuanyinshizaojiabanlailegemeinv，weileyidutarongmao，nanshengmenjujizaizoulangshang，dengtaguolaijiurangrangzheweiguanqihong。woqudewan，meinengxinshangdaotadelianpang，dannanrenxiantianguyoudeweisuo，haishirangwojinpingbeiyingjiupanduanchutashigehenpiaoliangdenvren。kanzheneiaotuyouzhideshencai，womomoqidaotazuihaoyougefuraodejiajing，fouzehuanhuhouyingjietadejiangshidiyu。

kexiwotianzhendezhufuweinengdedaolaotianxiangying，juliweiguanhaibudao24xiaoshi，zheigenvshengjiubeidale，zhouxindairenbataduzaicesuo，pitougailiandeshantabazhang。zhongrenfenkaiyichangqueyejianguaibuguai，bufenguanzhongshenzhihuiqidaiyixieweisuohuamian，yinweijiexialaizhiyaozheigenvsheng，jizhouxinshoudixiademougexinfugoutuizidangnvpengyou，huozhezhaogexiaolvguanshuijijue，tajiubuhuiaidale。

suiranwohenwanxi，danzheijiushishehuidicengdexianshi。dangran，neishidewosihaomeichajuedao，wopingjingdeshenghuojijiangsuizhezheigenvhaidedaolaifashenggaibian。

dangtianwanzixixiakehou，wozhaoliraodaoxuexiaobeihouchaojinluhuijia，luguoyipianchaiqianquyushi，hurantingdaogebixiaoxiangzilichuanlaipilipaladedazasheng，jinjiezhejiushinvshengcierdejianjiaoheruma，woxunshengqiaoqiaopaoguoqu，faxianwugenvshengzhengbayigezhangfanvhaiduzaiqiangjiao，weishoudezhengshieguanmanyingdezhouxin。

“nihenyouzhonga！haiganhaishou！”zhouxinnuhouzhezhuazhuduifangdetoufa，yibianzhuache，yibianyongjiaotita。

keliandenvhaixiangyaohaiji，ketatilisihuyijinghaojin，huichulaidequantouruanmianwuli，meijiduifangzaochengshizhixingshanghaibushuo，fandaozaodaolegengcankudeouda。

“**，wohaizhibuzhuni，tingshuonihuitiaowushiba？wodaoxiangkankan，huitiaowudenvrenzhangshayang。”wotingdaolianchuancierdezanghua，jinjiezhejiukandaozhouxinehenhenjiangnvhaituidaopangbiandepoyizishang，ranhoulishenghechitadegoutuizi：“batadekuzituole”。

jigenvhaijiedaominglinghou，xiangtufeisideyiyongershang，anshoudeanshou，anjiaodeanjiao。keliandenvhaichedijuewangle，tadangranzhidaojijiangmianduideshishenme，kaishipinmingfankang，keximianduiwugerendequanliyazhizhongjiuzhishitulao。erzaitaniutoukuqidechanei，woyezhongyujiezhehunhuangguangxiankanqingletadelianpang，zheigenvhaijingranshiliwei。