womamudedaozaidishang,sizhibingliang。
血流了一地……
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“zhenzhengxiangsideren,shibuhuishuode。erneixieshuochulaide,zhishiboqutarentongqingdexijing。”
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dangwoxinglai,faxianzijichengleyigeyinchanhouyiyugewanzishadenvrenshi,zhiyishunjiandejinghuang。jinjiezhe,shiputiangaidicongxindiyonglaidejuewang。
zheizhongbengkuidebingzheng,yourufuguzhiquchanrao。
wotangzhe,shenzhiyouxielengmo。
jiuzheiyangsiqu,yetinghaode……
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keshi,woshixiangqideyingertiku,lahuilewodesixu,yerangwochedidelengjingqingxing。
我不是那个女人。
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haizidexiaoliankudezhanghong,woditoukanzhe,quemeiyouyidianmuxingdebenneng,zhiyoumanmandeyanehefanzao。
wozhidao,zheiyeshiyiyuzhengdebingzhengzhiyi。
woshenxileyikouqi,quehaishilagaoleyifu……
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danshiwomeiyou,wodanshoubaozhehaizi,tengchuyizhishou,nachushouji,mianwubiaoqingdebotongle120。
【nihao,xuanhualuchengjianhuayuan3dong1109,youyiweinvxingzishaweisui。】
wobushineigenvren,woxianghuozhe。ruoxianghuoxiaqu,bixuzijiu!
……
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erwohaoburongyigangshuofuzijichuanshuledeshishi,jiukandaoyigenvrenlianseyinyudechaowozoulai。
he,guoranheyuanshuzhongyiyangni。
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tadeguanhuai,yejiazhongleyuanzhudebingqing……
yiliaozhizhong,tayilai,jiushidamianjideruma。
dazhijiushi“yuanzhubushitaiju,nverxinxinkuku,haiyaozuoyao,jiushigereshijing……”
zuihouhaishihushirenwukeren,chusheng:
【ayi,nizhibuzhidao,chanhouyiyuderenshihencuiruode!】
脆弱?
womuguangqinglengdetingzhe,quewudongyuzhong。
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【gunchuqu,nihenchao。】
shuochulaideneiyike,wodexinlizhouranchangkuai。
yuanlaixiangzhaodaoyayidefaxiekou,rucijiandan……
mianqiandenvrensihushibeiwohedaole,takenengmeixiangdaoyixiangyinrenchenmodeworuhehuiyixiazibaofa,dantayezhishilengleyihuier,jinjiezhe,jiubaofalegengdadenuhuo。
【nijuranmuwuzunzhang,nixinbuxin,worangwoerzihenilihun!】