xiaxiao、pobaidechuzuwu。kongqilimimanzhehuichen、liezhipaomiancanliudeqiwei，haiyou……yizhongbinlinbaozhade、wushengdexiaoyanqixi。
neimeibinglengdezuanjiejingjingtangzaiwodezhangxin，zheshezhechuangwaitoujinlaideweiguang，cuicandeciyan。bojinzhihuanjinjintiezhepifu，daizheyizhongchendiandiande、lingrenxinhuangdezhongliang。
爱？
zheigeziyancongguzhaokouzhongtuchulai，daizheneiyangyizhongjinhuposuidezhandouhemangran，xiangyiketourusishuitandehedan，shunjianjiangwobenjiuyipianhundun、gaoshaohunchendedanaozhadesifenwulie！
huangmiu！zheijianzhihuangmiujuelun！
jiuzaijigexiaoshiqian，wocaiganggangqinertingdao（suiranshizhuanshu），zaitahelinzhixiadesimitanhuali，woshenxingcibuguoshigegongtaqulede“wanwu”，shige“kangelezi”dexiaoqian！shitafuchoulushangyigekeyisiyijianta、suiyidiuqidexiaowanyier！
xianzai，tazakaiwodemen，xiangyitoubaonushikongdeyeshou，qiazhewodeshouwan，niezhewodexiaba，yongneizhonghenbudejiangwoshengtunhuobodeyanshendingzhewo，ranhou……saijiwoyimeizuanjie？
ranhou，yongneiyangyizhongtongkuyoubeiweideyuqi，wenwo……zenyangcaisuanaiwo？！
zheisuanshenme？shixishuadexingaoduma？shigengcanrendexiurufangshima？shitagudazongcaijuede，bayigehenzhirugudechourenwannongyuguzhangzhishanghaibugou**，feiyaokandaoduifangchedibengkui、jingshencuoluancaimanyi？
juliedeqingxuchongjijiashangchixubutuidegaoshao，rangwoyanqianzhenzhenfahei，weilifanjiangdaohai。womengdishuaikaitadeshou，xiangshibeineimeijiezhitangdaoyiyang，yongjinquanshenliqijiangtahenhenrenglechuqu！
“**youbingbaguzhao！”woyongjinfeilisuoyoudekongqisihouchusheng，shengyinsiyapolie，daizhekuqiangheyizhongbeibidaojuejingdefengkuang，“wanwohenyouyisishibushi？！kanzhewoxianggeshaziyiyangbeinishuadetuantuanzhuan，congkongjudaojuewangzaidao……zaidao……”woqidehunshenfadou，zhizhedishangneimeigunluozaihuichenlidezuanjie，“xianzaiyounazheizhongdongxilaixiuruwo？！nishibushijuedebawochedibifengcaigouben？！”
leishuixiongyongerchu，hunhezhequru、fennuhewufayanshuodejudaweiqu。
“aini？he…hahaha……”wocanxiaoqilai，shentiyinweijidonghexuruoeryaoyaoyuzhui，“guzhao，nigaosuwo！duizheyigenihenbudesuishiwanduandechouren！duizheyigeniqinkouchengrenzhishi‘wanwu’he‘lezi’delaji！nizenmeneng……nizenmegan……shuochu‘ai’zheigezi？！”
“wanwu？”guzhaochihongdetongkongmengdiyisuo，xiangshibeishenmehenhencizhong。talianshangneizhongbaonudebinglengchuxianleyisiliehen，querdaizhideshigengshendecuoeheyizhongbeiwujiede、jinhubaolidejiaozao。“sheigennishuonishiwanwu？！”
“linzhixia！nidehaoqingmei！nidebaiyueguang！”wojihushijianjiaozhehanchulai，meiyigezidoudaizhexuelei，“taqinkoushuode！nigentabaoyuanwofanren！nishuowozhuangkelian！nishuokanzhewoxiangtiaogouyiyangyaoweiqiliandeyangzitingyouyisi！nishuojiudangkangelezi！guzhao！niganshuozheibushinishuodema？！”
wohoudeshengsilijie，yanqianzhenzhenfahei，shentizaiyezhichengbuzhu，ruanruandixianghoudaoqu，zhongzhongzhuangzaibinglengdeqiangbishang，shunzheqiangbihuazuodaodishang，quansuochengyituan，juliedichuanxizhe，meiyicihuxidouqianchezhexiongqiang**ladeteng。
死寂。
lingrenzhixidesijilongzhaolezhenggekongjian。
guzhaogaodadeshenqujiangzaiyuandi，xiangyizunshunjianbeidongjiedediaoxiang。talianshangsuoyoudebiaoqing——baonu、bingleng、jiaozao、tongku——douzaineiyishunjianninggule，zhishengxiayizhongchegude、nanyizhixindezhenjinghe……yizhongxunsumimankaide、lingrenxinjidebinglengshayi！
neishayibingfeizhenduiwo，ershi……suodingzailemougexuwude、mingwei“linzhixia”defangxiang。
tahuanhuandi、jiqihuanmandizhuanguotou，neishuangchihongdeyanjingsisididingzhuwo，yandifanyongzhejingtaohailang。
“ta……”guzhaodehoujiejiannandigundongleyixia，shengyinsiyaderutongshazhimoca，“qinkouduinishuode？”
“shisuxiao…tabiaojie…zaizhixiajituandewanyanshang…qinertingdaolinzhixiadadianhuashuode！”woquansuozaiqiangjiao，baozhexigai，jianglianmaijinqu，shengyinmenmende，daizhejuewangdegengyan，“guzhao…biezaishuawole…jiwogetongkuaiba…xitong…xitongtazhijiwosantianle…santianhou…wo…”
woyuwulunci，judadetongkuheshentidejidubushirangwozaiyeshuobuxiaqu。
“xitong？”guzhaobuzhuodaolezheigeguanjianerguaiyideci，meitouhenhenningjin，minruidichajuedaolewohuayulijudadetongkuhemouzhongfeizirandejuewang。tayibukuadaowomianqian，gaodadeshenyingzaicijiangwolongzhao，danzheiyici，tashenshangneiguhairendebaoliqixiqiyidishoulianlexuduo，querdaizhideshiyizhongningzhonghetanjiu。
tadunxiashen，shitulakaiwobaozhetoudeshoubei，dongzuodaizheyizhongzijidouweicengchajuede、benzhuodejiqie。
“shenmexitong？shenmesantian？shenxingci，nishuoqingchu！”tadeshengyindichen，daizheminglingdekouwen，queyoujiazazheyisibuyichajuedejinzhang。
“biepengwo！”woxiangshoujingdeciwei，mengdihuikaitadeshou，shentiwanghousuo，houbeijinjintiezhebinglengdeqiangbi，“gennimeiguanxi！shiwohuogai！shiwochuanjinzheigeguidifang！shiwochengleneigegaisidefanpai！shiwobixuxianggetiangouyiyangtaohaonicainenghuoming！shiwochun！shiwoxinleneipoxitong！xianzaihaole…wantuole…tazhijiwosantian…yaomerangnizheigehenworugude**‘zhenxinliangjie’huozhe‘aishangwo’…yaomejiumosha…”
wodiansandaosidikuhanzhe，jiangyayiletaijiudekongju、weiquhebuganyigunaodiqingdaochulai，luojihunluan，cibudayi，danhexinyisiqueqingxidichuandilechuqu。
“chuanshu？fanpai？xitong？mosha？”guzhaodemeitouyueningyuejin，yanzhongdezhenjingyuelaiyuenong。zheixiefeiyisuosidecihuichuanlianzaiyiqi，jiehe“shenxingci”zheiduanshijianzhongzhongfanchangdaojidiandexingwei——neixiebenzhuodetaohao、turuqilaideshihao、momingqimiaodekongju、yijicikebinlinbengkuidejuewang……
yigehuangmiujuelunqueyousihunengwanmeijieshiyiqiedeniantou，rutongjingleibanzaitanaohaizhongzhakai！
tamengdishenchushou，zheiyicibuzaigujiwodefankang，daizheburongkangjudeliliang，shuangshoujinjinkouzhulewodejianbang！guntangdezhangxingezhebobodeyiliaochuanlaijingrenderedu。
“kanzhewo！shenxingci！”taqiangpowotaiqitou，duishangtaneishuangshensuiderutongxuanwodeyanjing。neilimianfanyongzhejingyi、zhenhan，haiyouyisi……liantazijidouweicengchajuede、zhuazhujiumingdaocaobandejipo。
“nibushita？”tadeshengyindichenjicu，meigezidoudaizheqianjundezhongliang，“nibushineigebeipanwo、haisiwodeshenxingci？ni……shicongbiededifanglaide？beiyigejiao‘xitong’dedongxikongzhizhe，bixuwanchengrenwucainenghuoming？”
tajingzhundizhuazhulewohunluanhuayuzhongzuihexindexinxi！
wobeipokanzhetajinzaizhichidelian，neishuangchihongdeyanmoushenchu，cikemeiyoulebaoli，meiyoulechaonong，zhiyouyizhongdongxizhenxianghoude、ruilirudaodetanjiuhe……yisiliantazijidouweiyishidaode、xiaoxinyiyideqiuzheng。
suoyoudeweiquhejuewangzaizheiyikedadaoledingdian。
“shi！wobushita！”wobengkuidikuhanchulai，yanleixiongyongerxia，“woshixieneibenposhudezuozhe！woaoyecusi！xinglaijiuchenglezheigegaisidefanpai！xitonggaosuwo，zhiyouzhiyuni！mibuni！rangnibuzaihen‘shenxingci’！wocainenghuoxiaqu！buranjiuhuisi！jiuhuibeimosha！”
woyonglidi、faxiebandichuidazhedimian，zhijiazaicucaodeshuinidishangguachuxuehen。
“wopinmingditaohaoni！jinisongchide！tinidangjiu！bazijinongjinyiyuan！zuoneigechoudeyaosidexiaogouguajian！xianggebiantaiyiyanggenzongni！woneimepani！padeyaosi！kewohaishidecoushangqu！yinweiwoxianghuo！wozhishixianghuoxialaiaguzhao！”
wotaiqileiyanmohudelian，juewangdikanzheta，shengyinsiyaposui：
“kenini？nibawodangshenme？wanwu？lezi？kanzhewozainimianqianyaoweiqilian，xiangkanhouxiyiyanghenkaixinshibushi？！xianzaihaole…xitongshuo…zhiyousantianle…rangni‘zhenxinliangjie’huozhe‘chanshengqingganjiban’…guzhao…nigaosuwo…duizheyigenihenbudeqiandaowanguadechourendeqiaozi…nizenmekenengzuodedao？！”
judadetongkuheshentidegaorerangwozaiyezhichengbuzhu，yanqianchediheilexiaqu。yishixianruheianqian，zuihoukandaode，shiguzhaoneizhangyingjundelianshang，suoyoudebingleng、baoli、tanjiudouxiaoshibujian，zhishengxiayizhongkongbaide、judade、rutongbeizhongchuijizhongde……zhenhaihe……yizhongshunjianxijuanletazhenggelinghunde、miedingbandejutong？
tasihuzhanglezhangzui，xiangshuoshenme。
danheiancheditunshilewo。