阮南南傅江辞第21章

zheihaishiwodiyicijiantashengqi,zaicizhiqianwowanquanxiangxiangbudao,yigekanqilaiwenwenruya,qingguidekanqilaixiangshibushirenjianyanhuosidenanrenshengqiqilaishishenmeyangde。

gaishuodehuadoushuowanle,wodixiatoubuganzaikanta。

zhizhihuidaobangongshi,xiangqitagangcaideyanshenworengjiuxinyouyuji,lianzhijiandoufanzhesisiliangyi。

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neiwanzhihouwonulibizheruannannan,gengqingxingdeshizheihuilaotianyedoubangzhewo。

menzhenneibianzuijinhenmang,zaijiashangyuanbenzaimenzhengongzuodeyiweichankeyishengqinglechanjia,shangmianbiananpaiwoguoquzuozhen。

zaimenzhenshangbanbizhuyuanbuhaohenduo,buyongzhiwanban,zuizhongyaodeshixiabandeshihouhaibuyongdanxinhuizailoudaoliyudaomougeren。

mangliuleyizhenggeshangwu,zongsuanshidaolexiabanshijian。

menzhenbushangxiabanshijianhenguding,zhongwuyouzhengzhenglianggexiaoshidexiuxishijian,chiwanwufanhouhaikeyiqushuigewujue。

wozaishitanglichiwanfan,bianhuilezhuyuanbu,dasuanzaizhuyuanbudebangongshilimiyihuier。

“zenmeyang,zaimenzhenshangbanshuangba。”lixiaohuizoudaowoshenpangzuolexialai,“nisuanshixingyundele,nikanwaitouneixiexiaohushimen,kedoujipolenaodaixiangyaowangmenzhenquni。”

menzhendehushiqueshimeiyouzhuyuanbudemang,wohaizaizhuyuanbudeshihou,jiujingchangtingdaozhuyuanbudehushimensidixiabaoyuan。

lixiaohuiduiwojilejiyan,yadishengyinwenwo:“xuyisheng,niheningyishengzenmele?”

ziwokaishiduoruannannankaishi,jiuzhendehaojitianmeijianguotale,turantinglixiaohuiwenqi,wolengleleng,“shenmezenmele?”

xianzaibangongshilijiuwomenlianggeren,lixiaohuichaomenkouwangleyancaijixushuo:“qianjitianningyishenghaisongnishangban,yuanlibushaorenhaizaibeidilitaolunniheningyishengshibushitanlianaile,meixiangdaozhuanyannimenjiugenlaosibuxiangwanglaileside,zheiliangtianningyishenggengshilianyiyuandoumeilaile。”

wodexinmomingdegedengleyixia,“tazheiliangtianmeilai?”

zheijiayiyuanguimoxiao,yishengyebuduo,qingjiashifennanqing,gengbieshuoshilianqingliangtian。

“yuanlainiyebuzhidaoa。”lixiaohuitanlekouqi,jinjiezhejieshishuo:“ningyishengbuzhidaoshiyuanzhangcongnaliqinglaidedashen,tamenguanxihenhao,ningyishengqingjiashibiwomenzheixieputongyishengyaohaoqing。”

wodianletou,meiyouzaiwen。

lixiaohuidagaishijianwozheiliwenbuchushenme,bianchuqumangliule。

meiyihuier,youhuanqinsangsangzoulejinlai,zaigangcailixiaohuizuoguodeneizhangdengzizuoxia,“xuyisheng,nizhidaoningyishengmeilaishangbanma?”

wocongxianshipingqianyikaimuguang,fanwen:“woweishenmeyaozhidao。”

qinsangsangyilianbeiyedaodebiaoqing,huiliuliudeliulechuqu。

wozhongxinkanxiangxianshiping,manpingmudeziqueyigedoukanbujinqule。

wanshangxiaban,fujiangciyuewochuquchifan,xiangdaotashangcideexing,woxiangyebuxiangjiujujuele。

buguowoganghuidaogongyumeiduojiu,fujiangcijiulinzheyidadaidongxishaleguolai。

wotuidaoyipangrangtajinlai,“taiyangdaxibianshengqilaile?”

fujiangcijiangshoulidedongxiwangchajishangyige,yi**zuozaileshafashang,“taiyanghaishicongdongbianshengqide。shiwojielaile。”

fujiangcidetangjiewocengtingtatiqiguojici,shigeshangjienvqiangren,duifujiangcizheigemeimeihenhao,meihuiguolaikanfujiangci,shenmeliwudoubumai,zhijiejifujiangciqian。

wotiletifujiangcishendelaozhangdetui,zaitapangbianzuoxia,zheshoufanchajishangtadailaidewancan。

liangcaiyitang,wenqilaibucuo,jiushibuzhidaoweidaozenmeyang。

chiwanfanhoufujiangcimeiyoulikai,baozhebaozhenquansuozaishafashang,kelianxixidekanzhewo,“anning,wojinwannengbunengliuzainizheili?”

dagaisangeduoyueqianfujiangcitatangjieguolaideshihou,fujiangciyeshixiangjintianzheiyangyanbabadekanzhewo,yaoliuzaiwozheiliguoye。

wozheitaogongyushiyishiyiting,danwohetadoushinvren,yiqishuiyiwanyemeishenme,bianmeijujue。

xiwanzaochulai,wogangpashangchuang,yizhipazaiwanshoujidefujiangciturancouleguolai,yishuangyanjingzhiliuliudedingzhewodexiong,“anning,wokebukeyimomonidexionga?”

womianwubiaoqingdekanzheta,“bukeyi。”

woyoudetadouyou,mowodehaiburutazijimozijide。

fujiangciyouxieshiwangdepielepiezui,paxialaijixuwanshouji。

yishijian,woshilijingqiaoqiaode。

wowuyishidebainongzheshouji,zaihuiguoshenshishoujijiemianyijingtingliuzaileruannannanfadeduanxinshang。

kanzhetafalaideneiliangtiaoaimeibuqingdeduanxin,xinlitoubaiganjiaoji。

pingxinerlun,ruannannanqueshishigehenwanmeidenanren,youyanzhiyouhanyanghaihenyouqianwubuliangshihao。

tongjuliangnianwocongweijianguotachouyan,yemeicongtashenshangwendaoguojiuqi,tadairensuiyouxiedanmo,danshuohuashizhongwenrunyouli,sihuyongyuandoubuhuigennijiyan,zaishenghuofangmianyesuanshititiezhoudao。

genzheiyangdeyigenanrenzaiyiqizheimejiu,shuomeidongguoxinneishibukenengde。

kewoyeqingchuzheigenanrenyongyuandoubukenengshuyuwo,suoyiyizhijiangzijideweizhilindehenqing,jibianzaixihuanta,yebuhuiqusheqiubandianbushuyuzijidedongxi,gengbuhuirangtakanchufenhaojitazaochengkunrao。

dangnianzuixihuantadeshihoujiubuganxihuan,rujinjiugengjiabuganle。

wodongledongshouzhi,sanxialiangxiajiangtafalaideliangtiaoduanxinquanbushanchu。

zheixienianwoguodehenhao,buxuyaotazaicichuangjinwodeshijie。

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menzhenshangbanshijiansuiguding,danzuozhendeshihouyehenleiren,youshihouchangchangmangliuleyigeshangwu,lianyibeishuidoumeishijianhe。

leijideshihouwohuisikaozenmegenshangmianshenqingdiaohuizhuyuanbu,kezhuaneryixiangdaohuizhuyuanbugongzuoshangxiabanshihenrongyiyudaoneigenanren,bianyoulijidaxiaolezheigeniantou。

haoburongyiaodaolexiaban,wotuoxiabaidaguadasuanqushitangchifan,caizouchufuchankejiukanjianguyunchucongwomianqianjingguo。

guyunchuyekandaolewo,“xuyishengyaoqushitangchifanma,yiqiba。”

“hao。”wodianlediantou,hetayiqiwangshitangzou,yilushangyouyidameiyidadexianliaozhe,yebuzhidaoshiguyihaishiwuyi,tameigenwotiruannannan。

zoudaoshitangmenkoudeshihou,guyunchuturanhanlesheng,“nannan?”

wodiyifanyingshixunzheguyunchudemuguangwangguoqu,jiujianneigenanrenyingmianzoulai,kanqilaiyeshiguolaishitangchifande。

taxiangshimeikandaowoyiban,shixianluozaiguyunchushenshang,jibukewendezhoulezhoumei。

kuaiyigexingqimeijianle,tazheifulengdandetaidujiugenwohuiguohoudiyiciyudaotashiyiyang。

woguzuopingjingdeyikaimuguang,duishenpangdeguyunchushuo:“woxianjinqule。”

meidengguyunchushuoshenme,wolvxianzoujinleshitangli。

paiduidawanfan,woguyitiaolezhangyijingkuaizuomanrendezhuozizuoxia,hebiedeyishengyiqichi。

fanchidaoyibanshi,woyanjiaodeyuguangpiejianguyunchuchaowozheigefangxiangzouleliangbu,xiayikeyoudaolehuiquwanglingyibianzou。

woanansongleyikouqi,bulaijiuhao。

xunsuchiwan,wohuilezhuyuanbuliulou,shangloudeshihoumeiyouzailoudaolizaiyudaoruannannan。

dangnichengxinyaoduoyigerendeshihou,bushiduobule,duankanjuexinyouduoda。

zailianxubangeyuemeiyoujiandaoruannannanhou,wodejuexinrangwogandaoshifenanxin。

woxiuxizheitian,fujiangcibuzhidaomangzheshenmemeilaizhaowo,daoshiyuanhaoheshangsiqinglelianggexiaoshidejia,peiwoyiqiquguangjiemaidongxi。

heyuanhaozaiyiqiyebannianduole,tapeiwoguangjiedecishuquzhikeshu,tadagaiyezhidaozijideqingkuang,zouzaishangchanglideshihou,butingdewenwoyaobuyaomaizheigeyaobuyaomaineige。

yuanhaodegongzihewochabuduo,jialihaiyangzheyigemuqin,meiyuehaiyaojiaoshuidianwuyefei,shengchijianyongshengyudeqianshizaibuduo,wonalirenxinzailuanhuatadeqian。

congshangchanglichulaishi,woshenshoulizhinazhelianggepaofuyibeinaicha。

yuanhaokuzhelian,“anning,nibuyongjiwoshengqian,nibawoqianhuaguanglewocaiyoudonglizhengqianbushima。”

woanfuta,“wozijihuazijide,nideqianliuzhejiehun。”

yuanhaolengleleng,yandihuranfanleguang,gubudedatingguangzhongzhixia,yibajiangwobaozhu,“anning,niyuanyigenwojiehunle?”

wozhijuedeyouxiehaoxiao,“woshenmeshihoushuoguobuyuanyile?”

“taihaole。”yuanhaosongzaiwodechunshangyongliqinleyikou,liezhezuixiaodeshalishaqide,“mazhidaoleyidinghuihenkaixinde。”

woxiaolexiao,yanjiaodeyuguangbujingyipiejianyimoshenying。

tajikuaidexiaoshizailezhuanjiaochu,woshenzhimeilaidejikanqing,zhishijuedeyouxieshuxi。

chulaichabuduolianggexiaoshile,yuanhaojiangwosonghuigongyulouxia,jishiwunaiyoushibushedekanzhewo,zuihouzaiwodezaisancuicuxia,caiyiyibushedeshangchelikai。

congshangchangchulaishimaidepaofuhenaichazaicheshangjiubei**diaole,wojiangshoulidenaichakongbeihezhidaidiujinyipangdelajitong,koudailideshoujituranxiangleqilai。

wobianwangloushangzoubiananxiajietingjian,“wei――”

shuxidenvshengtouguotingtongchuanlai,“jie,shiwo。”

wodejiaobudunledun,“youshima?”

anqingchiyileyixia,“jie,nihuilailezheimejiu,tangjiashuotahaimeijianguoni,nijinwanshangbanma,yiqichidunfanba。”

huiguozheimejiule,woqueshihaimeiyoujianguozheigemeifu,shenzhimeiheanqingyiqichiguoyidunfan,xinliyouxieguoyibuqu,jihumeiyouduoxiangjiuyingxia,“hao,daoshihoudawodianhua。”

anqingdunledun,youshuo:“jie,jidedabandepiaoliangdian。”