第三章女儿的困扰
huidaojiahou,qifenmingxianningzhizhule。
wozaixinzhongbuduandigaojieziji,zijidenverjueduibushizheiyangderen,fangqingsongfangqingsong。
zheiqizhongyidingyoushenmewuhui。
woxianglazhenvertanhua,danshinverzhijieduobilewodemuguang,huidaolezijidewoshi。
wozaimenwaihantachulai,youxieshiqingyidingyaoshuoqingchu,genghekuangzheizhongchupengdaodededixiandedashi。
“yingying!mamaxuyaogennihaohaotanyitan。
“ruguoyoushenmexuyaomamabangzhude,yaojishigenmamashuo!
“suoyixianzainengbunengchulaigenmamashuoyishuo,fashengleshenmeshiqing?”
liangjiu,nverdewoshimencaidakai,nverjinjinjiaonongzheshuangshou,yifudoubeichedezhouleqilai。
wozhoulezhoumei,danhaishibazhuyilifangzailezheicitanhuashang。
“yingying,fashengleshenmeshi?genmamashuoyishuo。”
“我......”
nveryouxiezhizhiwuwude,yanshenduoshan,danzaiwodegulixiahaishikailekou。
“wobenlaixiangquwenjudianmaidongxide,danshibingmeiyouzhaodaowoxiangyaode,jiulikaile。
“jieguolaobanshuowotoudongxile,erqiezheijianshiqingbierendouzhidaole......
“tamenshuowoshixiaotou......haishuowomamayeshigezei,yijiaziquanshizei。
“danshiwomeiyoutou,mama,womeiyoutoudongxi。
“danshitamen......tamensuoyourendouzheiyangshuowo......”
kenengshitaiguoshangxin,nvershenzhihaimeishuowan,jiumozheyanleipaohuilewoshi。
wocongbuzhidaonverzaixuexiaoshoulezheimedaweiqu。
gangkaishi,zhishiyiweitashiputongdeyanxuehuozhehuozhewanshangtoutouaoye,daozhibaitianjingshenbuji。
meixiangdaohuifashengzheiyangyanzhongdeshiqing。
woxiangxinzijidehaizi,wonverjueduibuhuizuochuzheiyangdeshiqing,wojiaochulaidenverwozuiyouzixinle。
tashiwoyinyiweiaodehaizi。
woqiaokailenverdefangmen,kanjiannversuozaibeiziliguqilexiaoxiaodeyituan,woxinrudaoge。
“meishideyingying,mamaxiangxinni。
“yingyingshigehaohaizi,jueduibuhuizuochuzheiyangdeshiqingde。”
wofuxiashenzigennverpingshi,wojueduixiangxinwodehaizi。
wodehaizikenengbushizuicongmingde、zuipiaoliangde,yekenengbushizuiyouxiude。
danshiwoqingqingchuchudizhidaonverdexingge,benlaikailanghuoposhanliangleguandexiaoguniang,xianzaiquebianchengxianzaizheigeyangzi。
rangdangmadexinrudaojiaoa。
woduinverdexinren,yechenggongrangnverchangkailexinfei。
nverhaoxiangshizhaodaolefaxiekouyiyang,pujinwohuailihaotaodaku。
“mama!wuwuwu......womeizuozheijianshi......
“ta......tamendouzheiyang......shuo......shuowo。
“wobushixiaotou,wobushizei......”
nvershuodemeiyijuhua,douxiangyibajiandaoyiyang,henhendicichuanwodexin。
congxiaodaoda,tadoumeiyoukudezheimelihaiguo。
kushengsixinliefei,haoxianglingchidedaozi,yixiaxiawanzhewodexuerou。
dangmadenayoubuxintengzijihaizide?
wofeichanghouhui,zijiqishizaozaojiuchajuedaolenverdeyichang。
danwoziyiweishideyongzijidecaice,qurendingnverneixindexiangfa。
shenweimuqin,meinenggennverhaohaogoutong,meizaitazuixuyaomuqindeshihoutingshenerchu。
wozheigemuqin,dangdetaishibaile。