“xitong，nizheifabuderenwuyujianglibuheli。”
【哪不合理？】
“diyi，sangefanpai，pingshenmezhiyouyifenjiangli。”
“dier，qingwenyidunfandejiazhigaohaishisanjinmidejiazhigao？zongbunengyidunfan，zhendezhizhufanba！”
“disan，wobunengmianfeizuofanba，zongdejidiangongqian，zibenjiadoubushinizheimeboxuelaodongrenminde。”
zhaochunyanchengrenxitongyoudianzhineng，youduozhineng，xianzaizhengshikaoyandehaoshihou。
nengduohaodianyangmaodangrangenghao。
原主家穷得一批。
tawanquanwufaxiangxiang，zaizheigeniandaijuranhaiyourenjialimeiyoulinyu，meiyoumatong，meiyoudianshiji，meiyoudianbingxiang……
xitongzongjuedetashuodebudui，kezixiyixiangyouhaoxiangmeiwenti。
【行！我改！】
【di！faburenwu：qingjisangefanpaizuoyidunfan。renwujiangli：shijindami。】
“xitong，nijiubunengjiangliqian？yidunfanzhishaosancaiyitang，anzhaoxiaoguanzidejiage，dagaizaiwushikuaizuoyou，nijiujiliangbaiba！”
系统也太抠门了。
yijinmiliangkuaiwu，shijincaiershiwukuai。
heliangbaikuaizhengzhengchalebabei。
tanazheixieqian，nengmaibashijinmi。
shijuedetagangdaxuebiye，buzhidaowaimiandewujia？
怎么可能！
takeshiyongyou“jingdaxisuanxiaonengshou”dechenghao，juebukenengrangzijichikuiyimaoqian。
【bukeneng！shijinzaizheigeliushiniandaiyijinghenduole。】
纳尼？
六十年代？
“xitong，nibiegaosuwo，wochuanyuedao1960nianle？”
zhaochunyanhenjinzhang，takeshizhidaozheigeniandaiderenguodeshenmerizi。
shenme“fengfengbubuyousannian”，shenme“yiniandaotounengchishangyidunroujiubucuole”，shenme“youbaimizhouhedoushiguohaorizi，yibanrendoushichicaomi”……
yixiangdaoyihouchibubaochuanbunuan，zhenggerenbuhaole。
拯救什么狗屁反派。
她要回家。
napana3000kuaidegongzi，zhishaonengchifan，yenengchirou，gengbuyongchuanfengbunniandecubuyifu。
【不是！】
“haihaohaihao！xitong，nihesiwole！”
zhaochunyanyikouqihaimeisongwan，beixitongqideshangqibujiexiaqi。
【是1968年。】
1960nianhe1968nianzhishiyigeqiongheyigegengqiongdequbie。
zaitazheiliwanquanmeiqubie。
wulunhuanshei，chiguoershisanniandejingliang，xianzairangtachikangyancaidoubuhuitongyi。
“xitong！ganjinsongwohuiqu，wokebuxiangdaizainiaobulashideniandai。”
【suzhu，zanshihuibuqule。】
“wozhishizaijiashuiyijue，nijiubawodaidaozheilai，jingguowodetongyilema？”
“haohaoderizibeinijihuile，pingshenme？”
zhaochunyanzhiyaoyixiangdaozheibeizikenengzaiyejianbudaobama，chibubaochuanbunuandekurizizhishaohaiyaoguoshiernian，shunjiandieruwujinheian。
一点都不想活。
taxiangsiyisi，kankannengbunenghuiqu。
【suzhuwozhidaoniji，dannixianbieji，zhiyaozhengjiusangefanpaichenggongnijiunenghuiqule，huiquhouhainengdedaosangeyi，xiangxiangshibushiyebushibuxing？】
【dengnihuidaoxiandai，sangeyigouniyibeizibuyonggongzuo，hunchidengsi。】
【shenzhinibamayenenggenzhenichixiangdehelade。】
zhaochunyanjiuchafanbaiyan，taxuyaozheiyoudianzhishangdanbuduodexitonglaikaijie？
zhishixiangtaojiahaijiaeryi。
jilaizhizeanzhi，tanandaobudong？
sangeyi，yitaputongdaxuebiyeshengdeshenfen，meiqiyudehua，zheibeizidoubukeneng。
nengzanxiasanqianwan，doudeganxiezijibabeizizuzong。
zhaochunyan“wawa”daku，shangxindeleibixihudeshuihaiduohaiku。
renkanlediaolei，zhuchoulechibuxiafan。
“wozenmezheimemingkua，laidaozheiniaobulashidedifang，wodeximengsichuang，wodekongdiao，wodeshouji，wodebingxiang，wodediannao，wodeduanju，wodenanmo，wode……”
xitongtingtayijingshudao108zhong，zaizheiniandaiwanquanmeiyoudedongxi，meitingzhidayoushudaotianhuangdilaodeyisi，jimangdaduan。
【你想怎样？】
“woxianghuiqu！”zhaochunyancongwawadaku，shunjianbianchengxiaoshengchouye。
【shuolebukeneng！nixianghuiqu，meiwanchengrenwumeinengliang，yemeibanfadainihuiqu。】
“neininengjiwobuchangshenme？”
zhaochunyantaizhidaotaojiahaijia，zhiyaoduifangxianchujia，zaijiashangyixie，kendingnenghaodaogengduoyangmao。
xitongganbuji，neijiubushi“buchang”，takendingyaonao。
【每天一个鸡蛋。】
xitonghuayinweiluo，zhaochunyankuazhangdeshengyinchuanlai。
“shinifenglehaishiwofengle？yigejidannengganshenme？wonandaobuzhidaozijiduoweiyizhiji，daoshibujinyoudanchi，haiyoujirouchi。”
“wojidenimenxitongdouyouhaodongxi，biruzhangshengbulaoyaowan，youhuozhejiacaiwanguan，huozhejueshiwugongdouxing，suibianjiyiyangdouxing。”
【没有！】
“xitong，niyetaimeiyongle，zheiyemeiyouneiyemeiyou，yaoniyouheyong。”
“wohaishiganjinsiyisiba！yebuzhidaowosile，mougexitonghaiyoumeiyounenglianghuiqu，huibuhuibeigeshihuahuozhehuiluzhongzao。”
“daoshinihaishinima？xitong，nishuoni？”
沉默，良久的沉默。
zhaochunyanyoudeshinaixin，meinaixinyemeiyong，tahaiyunzheni。
想动也动不了。
【keyisongniyigekeshengjideyangjichang，ruguohaibuxing，neinijiusiyisi，dabulehuiluzhongzao。】
zhidaozheishixitongzuihoudedixian，zhaochunyanjianhaojiushou。
“baozi，zanmenshizheigeshijiexiangyixiangbanxiangfudaolaoderen，kebudaizheimejuejuede。”
“shuoshenmehuiluzhongzao，ganjinpeipeipei！buhaodeshouhuiqu，woshineiyangderenma？”
“fangxinyouwozai，juebukenengrangnihuiluzhongzao，baoguannikaikaixinxinhuiquha！”
yaobushixitongbunengjuhua，zhaochunyangaodijimomotadetoufa，yishianwei。
【yangjichangyifafang，qingsuzhuzhuyichashou。】
“haodi，dengwoshentixingguolai，wolijijisanfanpaizuofan，wanchengrenwu。”
“duile，nihaimeigenshuosangefanpaishishei？”
【yuanzhudesangeerzi，gangcaixiangwusinidegulianyun，shiyuanzhudeererzi，muqianwusui，duiyuanzhuhenzhirugu。】
【bandaoni，xiangrangnizhuangshuigangzhuangside，shiyuanzhudesanerzigulianyuan，helaoershishuangbaotai，henbudejiangyuanzhubapichoujin。】
【cishizhengzaihelingwailianggeshangliang，zenmebanirengshuigangyanside，shilaodagulianshen，8sui，duiyuanzhuyoudianhendanbuduo。】
zhaochunyantoupizhujianfama。
5suixiangnongsiqinniang，zheiyangdedafanpaihaiyouzhengjiudebiyao？
zaiyicixianrushenshendehuaiyizhong。
tayihoujuedoubuganshui，sheizhidaosanfanpaihuiyongshenmefangfanongsita。
“haihao，laodaduiyuanzhuyoudianhen，danbuduo。”
xitong：……，tongqinglian。
youmeiyouyizhikeneng，taxiangshaleershinianyudeneizhonglengmo，caimeiyouhen。
ernikenengjiushineitiaoyu。
“budui！jirantabuhenyuanzhu，ganmahaiyaojiangyuanzhurengjinshuigangyansi？”
zhaochunyangangcaidejiaoxing，shunjianbeijiaomie。
【wojujuejieshourenwu！】