第3章
“啪！”
tashikongdiyibazhanghenhenshanzaijingmianshang，boliyingshengsuiliejiangsanshisuineizhangpibeiaichoudeliangeliechengwushusuipian。
“niweishenmehuochenglezheifumoyang，nizenmenengbawobianchengzheiyang？”
yanleizhongyujuedierchu，bushiweilesongyanxidebeipan，ershiweilebeitouzoudeshinian，weileneigebeigufu、beimaimeideziji。
ershisuineinian，tamingmingzairijilifashiyaochengweizuihaodeshejishihesheyingshi，yaorangzijidemingzishanyaozaiguojiwutai。
可现在呢？
huajiagenyanliaozaoyijingzaichuwujianjilehouhouyicenghui，mengxiangzaichaimiyouyanlifalemei，lianzuihouyidianzizundoubeisongyanxihejiangwancaizaijiaoxianiansui。
sanshisuidesumingwei，huochengletacengjingzuizenge、zuibiyideyangzi。
binglengdeleishuitangguolianjia，quexiangyanjiangyiyangguntang，shaojinlezuihouyisiyouyuhemimang。
nengzhengjiunide，conglaibushinanrendehuixinzhuanyi，ershiniziji。
posuidejingpianzhong，neishuangershisuideyanjingranshaozhexiongxionghuoyan，cheditunshilesanshisuidenuoruo。
这不是她要的人生。
一刻也不能再继续。
jiranlaotianjiletazhonglaiyicidejihui，tajuebuhuizaiweizheigezaoyibuzhidedenanrenlangfeiyifenyimiao。
tadeshengming、tadecaihua，bugaimaizangzaizheiduanfulandehunyinli，gengbugaijuxianyunianling。
tamodiaoyanlei，yanshenbiandeqiansuoweiyoudejianding。
kuaibuzouhuiwoshi，meiyousihaoyouyu，congchuangtoujuzuishenchufanchuneibenmengchendepigebijiben。
neishitaershisuishiguihuademengxianglantu，shangmianhaitiezhebalimeishuxueyuandezhaopian。
ranhou，tazaicinaqishouji，zheiyici，meiyourenhechiyi，botongleneigejihuyaocongtongxunluliyiwangdehaoma。
dianhuajietong，chuanlaiyigewenheerlvexianjingyadenansheng：“mingwei？zhenshihaojiubujian。”
“shixiong，shiwo。baoqianzheimewandaraoni...”
tashenxiyikouqi，shengyinjianding，“guanyupasensishejixueyuandetuijianxin，xianzaishenqing，hailaidejima？”
“nizhongyuxiangtongle？”duifangqingxuyoudianjidong，“wodangchujiujuedekexi，nizenmexuanzele......suanle，bushuozheixie，zheijianshinengban，danshiyoudianmafan。”
“shenmemafan？”sumingweidexinyouxiejinzhang。
“明天见面说吧。”
“好。”
sumingweigangganggualedianhua，zhengdasuanzixunlihunlvshi，shoujipingmushudiliangqi。
“jiangwan”deweixinxiaoxitiaolechulai，“sujiejie，baoqiane，yanxigegejinwanbunengpeinile。
wodexiaokeaibuding（fushangyizhangchongwugoudezhaopian）shengbingle，yizhifadou，wohaohaipa，yanxigegeshuoyidingyaoguolaipeizhewomenni。
ai，budingzaitaxinlikebishenmedouzhongyaoni~【keai】”
zilixingjianneijiaorouzaozuodechaweiyuchiluoluodexuanyao，jihuyaoyichupingmu。zheiyibushianshi，ershiminghuanghuangdifengcitasumingwei，zaisongyanxixinlilianyitiaogoudouburu。
ruoshicongqianneigebeiaimengbi、xiguanleyinrentuirangdesumingwei，dagaizhihuixinrudaojiao，quehaiyaoqiangchengzheneidiankebeidetimian，momotunyanxiazheifenxiuru，shenzhihaihuifansishibushizijibugoudadu。
dancike，sumingweiyandihanguangzhouxian，meiyoubanfenchiyi。
jirannisongshangmendebabing，neiwojiubukeqile。
tazhijianzaipingmushangfeikuaiqiaoji，huifu，“goubinglejiuquzhaoshouyi，zhaowolaogongyoushenmeyong？
tashinengkaidaohaishinengyaodaobingchu？
kanlainizhei‘haipa’demaobing，henidegouyiyang，doutingaifan。
jianyiyiqizhi，guahaofeiwokeyitinichu。”
dawanzheixingzi，tameiyourenheyouyu，zhijiejieping，shunshoujiurengjinleyouzheshubaihaorende“songshijituanzongqun”，bingqieteyi@lesongyanxi。
“ganxiejiangwanxiaojieteyigaozhiwozhangfudexingcheng。
zhishixiacichongwuyiliaowenti，haiqingzhijielianxichongwuyiyuan，zhanyonggongsigaoguanchulisishi，sihubutaifuheguiding。@songyanxi”
一石激起千层浪。
yuanbenzhishiouerbuzhigongzuodezongqunshunjianzhakaileguo。
suiranyishiwanshang，danhulianwangshidai，zuibuquedejiushizaixianchiguaderen。
“[chigua][chigua]”
“这什么情况？”
“jiangwan，shineigejingchanglaigongsizhaosongzongdexiaoguniang？”
“songzongzheishi......”
“pu，laobanniangweiwu。”
“zheiyuqi，chaxiangsiyia......”
“......”
xiaoxitishiyinshunjianlianchengyipian。qunyuanmensuiranaiyusongyanxideshenfenbuganshuodetaimingbai，danneixieaimeidebiaoqingbaoheyinhuidediaokan，yijingzugoujiangdangshirenjiazaihuoshangkao。
buchusanfenzhong，sumingweideshoujijiufengkuangdizhendongqilai，pingmushangtiaoyuezhe“songyanxi”sangedazi。
talengxiaozhejieqi，dianhuaneitoulikechuanlaisongyanxiyayizhebaonudedihou，“sumingwei，nifengle，nilikezaiqunlidaoqian，shuoneishinidaohaofadehuyanluanyu，like。”
“daoqian？”sumingweilengxiao，“woshuodenayijubushishishi？
jiangwandegoubingle，shibushijinifalexinxi？
nishibushidiuxiawozhunbeiquzhaota？
tashibushi‘haipa’xuyaonipei？
我哪一点说错了？”
“你......”
songyanxibeiyedeyishiyusai，suijigengjianaonu，“nizheishiwuliqunao，guyiwaiqushishi。
wanwanzhishihaipa，wozhishiqubanggemang，nizheiyangzuokaolvguowodemianzi，kaolvguogongsidexingxiangma？”
“nidemianzishikaosahuanghebaobibiedenvrenlaide？
gongsidexingxiangshikaonizheigezongcaipaoxiaqiziqujibierendegoudangshouyishulide？”
sumingweideyuqiyufafengli，“songyanxi，niyaoshijuedewowaiquleshishi，nidakeyizaiqunlijieshi，jieshiniweishenmeshenyebixuquyigedanshennvxingjialiguanxintadegou。
nikandajiashixinnide‘leyuzhuren’，haishixinwode‘huyanluanyu’。”
“sumingwei，nibietaiguofen。”
“guofendeshishei，nixinliqingchu。”sumingweilandezaiyutafeihua，“haiyou，yihouzheizhongposhi，bielaifanwo。nide‘wanwan’hetadegou，nizijichuliganjing。”
shuowan，tazhijieguaduanledianhua，shunshoujiangshoujidiaochenglejingyin，renpingpingmuzaicibeisongyanxidelaidiandianliang，tadoubujie。
dianhuaneitoudesongyanxitingzhemangyin，qidejihujiangshoujiniesui。
tacongweixiangguo，wunianlai，neigeyixiangnilaishunshou、zhihuimomoliuleidesumingweijingranganrucifankang。
tabujinbudaoqian，jingranhaiganguatadianhua。
tazuoleneiyangdeshiqing，tayoushenmezige？