neipingxiaoxiaodekangaiyao，xiangyiketourusishuitandeshizi，zailutingyuankansijianbukecuideshijieli，jiqileyinmiershenyuandelianyi。
tazuizhongmeiyouqiangxingrangwolikeqianzi。
huoxushineiyaopingdaibiaodekenengxingtaiguojingsong，huoxushiwoturuqilaidefanchangrangtachanshenglemouzhongbuquedingdejingti。
tazhishiyongneishuangshenbujiandideheimoubinghandiwanlewoyiyan，liuxialeyiju“nihaoziweizhi”，biandaizheyishenlinliedehanqiyumanfuyiyundelvshizhuanshenlikailebieshu。
judadediaohuatiemenzaitashenhouhelong，fachuchenmendeshengxiang，fangfogejuelelianggeshijie。
wozhanzaiyuandi，zhidaoyinqingshengyuanqu，caihuanhuantuchuyikoubielexujiudezhuoqi。
houbei，jingqinchuleyicengximidelenghan。yulutingyuanzheizhongqichangqiangdadenanzhuzhengmianjiaofeng，jibianyongyoule“shangdishijiao”hetuoliqingjiedediqi，shenglishangdeyapoganyijiucunzai。
buguohaihao，diyibu，zongsuanmeiyouanzhaoneigaisidejubenzou。
womeiyoulihuisanluozaichajishangdelihunxieyiheneizhangshuejingrendezhipiao，jingzhishanglou，huidaole“wo”defangjian。
zheijianwoshihenda，zhuangxiushehua，quelengbingbingdemeiyourenheyanhuoqi。
judadeluodichuangwaishijingxindalidehuayuan，danyuanzhusihucongweiyouxinqingxinshang。
fangjianlizuiduode，shigezhongjiaodu**delutingyuandezhaopian，yijiyixiezhuoliemofangsuwanqingchuanyifenggedeyifuheshipin。
zhenggekongjiandoumimanzheyizhonglingrenzhixide、beiweideailianhetishendebeiai。
wozhoulezhoumei，kaishidongshoushoushi。jiangneixiezhaopiantongtongsaijinxiangzi，jiangbushuyu“yeweixi”fenggedeyifudabao。
jiranxitongmeile，qingjiewaile，zheige“tishen”dejiaose，woyemeibiyaozaibanyanxiaqule。
zaizuozheixiedeshihou，wofenchuyibufenxinshen，changshizaicilianxinaohaizhongdexitong。
一片沉寂。
neiwanyierhaoxiangzhendechedixiaoshile。
shiyinweishenme“hexinchengxuchongtu”？nandaowozheige“yishijielinghun”deruqin，benshenjiushiyigebug，zuizhongdaozhiletadebengkui？
yuanyinbudeerzhi，danjieguolingwomanyi。
meiyoulexitongdeqiangzhiyueshu，woxianzaiweiyiderenwu，jiushizaizheigeshijielihuoxiaqu，anzhaowozijideyiyuanhuoxiaqu。
erbaizaiwoyanqiandediyigezhangai，jiushilutingyuanhesuwanqing。
anzhaoyuanqingjie，suwanqingzheicihuilai，suoweide“shenshuaijie”benshenjiushiyichangjingxincehuadepianju。
tazhenzhengxuyaodeshiganzang，erbushishenzang。taliyonglutingyuandekuijiuheaiyi，yijiduiwozheige“tishen”deqingshi，yituzhaganwozuihoudejiazhi，ranhourangwoqicansiqu，tahaomingzhengyanshundichengweilutaitai。
其心可诛。
xianzai，wotiqianxianlezhuozi，rengchule“ganai”zheigebaozhaxingxinxi。suiranyuwozhixiaode“gan”aiyouyizizhicha，danzuyiyinqilutingyuandehuaiyi，daluantamendejiezou。
jiexialai，lutingyuanyidinghuiquchazheng。yitadenengli，zhiyaoqileyixin，suwanqingneidianjiliangweibinengmantianguohai。
woxuyaozuode，jiushiwenzhu，dengdai。bingqiezaibiyaodeshihou，zaitianshangyibahuo。
……
jiexialaidejitian，fengpinglangjing。
lutingyuanmeiyouzaichuxian，yemeiyourenhedianhua。bieshulideyongrensihujiedaoleshenmezhiling，kanwodeyanshendaizhejifenhaoqihegengduodeshuli。
woledeqingjing，meitianchulezhengliyuanzhudewupin，jiushitongguowangluolejiezheigeshijie，bingliyongyuanzhuyinxingkalineidianweibode“linghuaqian”，goumaileyixiebiyaode“daoju”。
qijian，wofanchuleyuanzhudeshouji，tongxunluliliaoliaoshuren，chulelutingyuan，jiushiyixiekanqilaibingbuqinjindeyuanfangqinqi。
shejiaoruanjiangengshikongkongdangdang，fangfotazheisannianwanquanhuozaiyushigejuedezhenkongli。
zheirangwogengjiaquexin，yuanzhuderensheng，congchengweitishendeneiyikeqi，jiuyijingbeiwuxingdeshoucaokong、jingule。
diwutianbangwan，pingjingbeidapole。
laidebushilutingyuan，ershisuwanqingbenren。
tashiyouyongrenlingzhe，zhijiechuangjinketingde。
bishi，wozhengchuanzheyishenshushidechunmianjiajufu，sumianchaotian，pantuizuozaishafashang，yibianchishuiguoyibiankanyibenguanyuzheigeshijiejingjitixideshuji。
“ye**。”rouwandesangyindaizheyisibuyichajuedexuruohejiqie。
wotaiqitou，kanxiangmenkou。
suwanqing。shulineigeqingchunrouruo、wojianyouliandebaiyueguang。
tachuanzheyishenjiebaidelianyiqun，waimianpizhejianangguideyangrongkaishan，liansekeyiyingzaochujifencangbai，meiyanjingzhi，queshiheyuanzhuyoujifenxiangsi，danqizhigengxianjiaorouxianruo，rutongyizhuxuyaojingxinhehudetusihua。
cike，zheizhutusihuakanzhewodeyanshen，quedaizhewufayanshidejiaozhuoheyisi……jingyibuding。
wofangxiashu，meiyouqishen，zhishidandandikanzheta：“su**？buqingzilai，youheguigan？”
tasihumeiliaodaowohuishirucilengdanshenzhidaizhedianaomandetaidu，lengleyixia，suijiyanquanxunsufanhong，xuanranyuqidemoyangnaniedeqiadaohaochu：
“ye**，wo……wozhidaowodehuilaijinizaochenglekunrao，danshi……danshinizenmenengduitingyuanhushuobadao，zuzhouwodebingqingni？”
tawuzhexiongkou，qixiweichuan，fangfoshouletiandadeweiqu：“wodedemingmingshishenshuaijie，yishengzhenduanzhengmingdouzaizheili，nizenmenengxinkoucihuang，shuowoshi……shineizhongkepadebing？nizhibuzhidao，nizheiyangzuo，huirangtingyuanyouduodanxin？youhuirangwoduoshangxin？”
shuozhe，tazhendecongsuishendemingpaishoudailitaochuleyifenwenjian，zhanweiweidixiangyaodijiwokan。
wopieleyiyanneisuoweidezhenduanzhengming，lianshoudoulandetai。
“e？”wotiaoletiaomei，naqipangbianchajishangdeyifenwoganggang“wuyi”zhongfanchulaide、yuanzhuhenjiuyiqiandetijianbaogaofuben，suishoushanleshanfeng，yuqidaizhejifenmanbujingxin，
“shima？neikenengshiwojicuoleba。bijing，youshihoubingliyehuinahunde，duiba，su**？”
wodemuguang，siyouyisiwuyidisaoguotaganzangsuozaidebuwei。
suwanqingdelianse，zaineiyishunjian，zhenzhengde、haowuxuesedecanbaileyixia。
suirantahenkuaiyonggengjiaweiqudebiaoqingyanshileguoqu，dantayandiyishanershidehuangluanhejinghai，meiyoutaoguowodeyanjing。
“ni……nishenmeyisi？”tadeshengyindaishangleyisizhenzhengdezhandou。
“meishenmeyisi。”wofang**jianbaogao，shentiweiweiqianqing，kanzheta，xiaorongwenhe，yandiquemeiyourenhewendu，“zhishitixingyixiasu**，shengbingni，jiuyaoduizhengxiayao。
shenbuhao，jiuhaohaozhishen。qianwanbie……bingjiluantouyi，huozhe……zhaocuoleyaoyinzi。”
“yaoyinzi”sangezi，woyaodegewaiqingxi。
suwanqingmengdihoutuileyixiaobu，xiangshibeishenmewuxingdedongxicileyixia，kanzhewodeyanshen，chedibianle。
neilimianbuzaishidanchundeweiquhefennu，ershichanzalenanyizhixinheyizhongjinhujianguidekongju。
tasisididingzhewo，zuichunxidonglejixia，sihuxiangshuoshenme，danzuizhong，shenmeyemeishuochulai。
jiuzaizheishi，ketingmenkouchuanlailejicuerchenwendejiaobusheng。
lutingyuanquerfufan，zhengzhanzaimenkou，shensuidemuguang，daizheshenshiheyisibuyichajuedepibei，luozaileliansecanbaidesuwanqing，yijiqidingshenxiandewoshenshang。