qinyanmuduwodieshahaiwoniang，wohunshuiqiannian。tabeipaoshidaowodefentou，xueliujintuli，woxingle，tahuole。
qiannianqiantaweijiangshanfangqiwo，qiannianhoutashiwodezhongquan。1（gongyuanqian210nian）yeyeyilijiajiunian，
zheiqijianyinxunquanwu。wogendienianganzhaotalinxingqianjiaodaide，chumeijiyiciyirongdaozuijindezhenshangcaimai，
yibudoumeiyoulikaiguozheishenshan。womenshishanliweiyiderenjia，zheiyang，
jiubuhuiyourenfaxianwomenzhangshengbulaodemimi。zhishizheinian，shihuang，jingranhaishijiabengle。xinhuangbudeminxin，
jishishangshenzhiyoushihuangfuhuodeliuyan。yeye，nilikaihou，jiujingfashengleshenmeshi？shihuangyouzenmehuijiabeng？
wobeizhezhuangmanzhongzidexingnang，tazhexiyangfengchenpupudiwangjialigan。yueguofengraodenongtian，wangjianshuxideyuanluo，
woxinlidebuanjiutashilexialai。zhishizheitian，weijianchuiyan，qieduochuyigumoshengdeyinchenqixi，
woturanyouzhongbuxiangdeyugan。wonieshouniejiaodituikaiyuanmen，xuexingqipumianerlai。
zhuwudeyimuchadianrangwohunjue。wangriciaidediedie，zhengnazhefutou，zaicanzhuoshangzhijiewodeniangqin。
woniangkanjianwo，yongzuixingduiwoshuo“kuaipao”，wolaibujibeishang，jiuqinyankanzhetadenaodailuoledi。“pao！
kuaipao！”wofangfotingjianwonianghan。woxiangzhelemoyibandikuangben。dangyishanbeihanyechedijintou，
wozaimoshengdedifangyinglaileyilvchenguang。siliebandetongzaixiongkoumanyan。diediexiashouneimehen，
fenmingshibuxiangjiniangliuhuolu。yeye，zheishihounizainali？zheidaodishizenmehuishi？wotanzaidishang，
xiangbeichoukongleban，queyounanyixiqi，jianjianshiquleyishi……2（2025nian）beiqinzhengdaihuijiahou，
qinweixiangdaliangqigaiyiyangdaliangwo。“tabushininenggaopandeqide，nazhezheixieqian，gun。
”wohaoqidikanzhepiaoluodehuobi，yongxinjixiatamendeyangzi。“bu。”yizhishoujinjinzhuashangwodeshouwan，
qinzhengzhilenglengdingzheqinwei。qinweiyouxiechayi，yanshenbuzhudizaiwohetazhijianpaihuai。banshang，
yuqijiuruanxialai：“bushiburangniliuta。nimashangyaogenxujiada**lianyin，zheijieguyanshang，
nizaiwaimianhunaobazijinongyishenshang，haidaigenvrenhuijia，huaishikezenmeban？”“ta，tieshennvpu。wode。
”qinzhengyiziyidun，pailepaixiongfu。wozhuazhuqinzhengdegebo，shengpatabashangkoupailie，
guzuoweisuodidunzaitachuangbian，buandikanzheqinwei。qinweizhouzhoumei，qingmiedidingzhewo：“yeba，
nijiaoshenmemingzi？”womangranbujiedikanzheta。
taxiangshituranfanyingguolai：“yuanlaishigechishade……yeguaibude。”“hahaha……”qinweiganglikai，
qinzhengjiureqingdizhaohuwozaitashenbiantangxia。heiyirendouhuaixiaozhelikaifangjian，talouzhewo，
yanshenxiangshiqingminglexie。“nigenzhewo，meirenganqifuni。”wodianlediantou。sheiliaoxiang，
woyishuijiushiliangqianduonian。ruguobushitadexueshenjintuli，xuelideyaoxingrangwozhonghuanshengji，
woxianzaiyehaizaishuizhe。congfenlipachulaihou，woyiyanjiurenchuleta。jishichuanzheqiguai，
tashenyiyangderongyanheqizhangdeshentiquesihaoweibian，hailiuzheteshudexue，bushitayouhuishishei？
dangshitashenshangyoushijigexuedong，yijingmeilehuxihemaibo。haozai，sizhi、wuzang、liufudouhaiqiquan。
bukuishita，jishisile，yezhanjinletianshidilirenhe。qianniandeguangjingyiguo，zheilirengshihuangjiaoyeling。
woqingeryijujiuxunlaiduizhengdecaoyao，jujiaoguohouduzhutaweiyuxinzangdezhimingshang，zaiyongxielingli，
tajiuhuifulexintiao。tafuyongguoyeyexiandeyao，shenhunqueyoushouwushucaozongdehenji。qiannianqian，
jiujingfashengleshenme？woturanbeiyijianwaiyigaizhu，shitaxingle。wozhenshishuihunle，doumeixiangqilai，
zheimejiule，woyifuzaojiulanle。“huang……”woxigaiyiruan，huangkongdizhanglezhangzui，sangziquexiangbeiduzhule，
fabuchurenheshengyin。tashuangmuwushen，ziguziditaochuyigeliangliangdedongxi，anjixia，
womenjiubeiyiqunheiyirenjiedaozheiruodadeqinzhai。3woyouzhenvpujiwohuanshangqiguaidefushi，
tingtamenhaobubihuidishuozhexianhua。“sanshaoyejinghuikanshangzheizhongshazi。”“nidongshenme？
zheijiujiaoshaguopeishagaier。”“wokannimenjiushijidu。sanshaoyechulenaozibutaihao，
qitafangmiankedoushidingjide。”……qianguyidi，jingchenglesangshishenzhidekuilei，haiyaobeirenzaibeihoujiaoshegen。
yeye，zheinandaoshini……woturanyouzhongcaixiang，danyoubuganxixiang。yanxia，woyaocaoxindeshizenmehuoxiaqu？
“haoleshaoye。”nvpubawoladaoqinzhengmianqian。“ng，piaoliang，nimentuixia。”qinzhengdaidaidibaishou。
dainvpulikai，qinzhengweizhewoduoqilebu，bianzoubianmoxiaba，kanqilaihenshangnaojin。“wojiujiaoniyayahaole。
”tayipaibazhang，haiziqidishuo。yuanlaishizaibangwoxiangmingzi。wonengshuoshenme？kanzhetaliangjingjingdeyanjing，
worenmingdidiantou。zhiyigeyueyouyu，qinzhengdewaishangjiuhaodeqiqibababa，
zheiqizhongdangranyeshaobulewoanzhongdezhiliao。qinjiakanqilaishidahurenjia，duitashoushangdeshiquemeiyouguoduozhuijiu。
wodaizaitashenpang，zuozhejiandandefushigongzuo，rujisikedixishouzhezheigeshidaideyiqie。
zheigeshidaiwenzijianjie，yuyanhuixie，jiaotongbianli，nannvjihupingquan，suiranrengyouzuojianfankehairenzhibei，
danxianyouzhanzheng，duiwolaishuomeihaodexiangshiyichangmeng。ruguoshihuangrujihuazhongzhangsheng，dangjindeshidaoyehuirucima？
wodesixupiaodangzhe，shentijianjianbeiyinyinglongzhaozhu。“yaya，wodainiqugedifang。
”qinshiyiyuanyijingyourenzaideng，jianlewomen，lianshangduimanyinqin。qinzhengshenqidilingwozuogezhongjiancha，
yongjianjiedeyuyanwenyishengjieguoshihaohaishihuai，dedaomanyidedafushi，tahuixiangmoxiangyangdidiantou。
zheisheinengkanchutazhiyouxiaohaixinzhini？gujiyeshishouren**guode。zuihou，wobeisongjinlexinlizhenliaoshi。
youshiyiduiceping。“sanshaoye，tayinweixinliyuanyindeleshiyuzheng，zanshibuyongfuyao，richangzhuyiqingxu，
baochiguilvdeyundongheyinshijiuxing。”yishengnazheyiduiliangbiaoshuo。“yihounengshuohuama？
”qinzhenglouzhewodejianbangwen。“neng。xinjiejiekailejiuneng。”yishengyansebianlebian，kendingdishuo。huidaoqinzhai，
qinzhengbawotuijingengyishi，zhizheyipaipaimingguidepiaoliangyifushuo：“zheixiedoushinide，zheijianfangjianyeshinide。
woshenmedouhuijini，nihaohaogenwoyiqi。”tajiaoaozixindeyangzi，rangwoxiangqiqiannianqiandeta。“shuer，
zheilizhongjiangchengweibenwangdezhangzhongzhiwu。daojianbuzhangyan，hebukensuibenwangjingong？”neishi，ta22sui，
gangqinzheng。huoshishunlu，huoshiteyi，dangtayiqifengfadiqizhegaotoudama，zaiwodemuguozhaoguoxundaowoshi，
wobeitadelangziyexinhedebuganrenta。taxiangdaxiadejiangshan，shishengwoyangwodemuguo，
taquebashenglingtutanshuodelisuodangran！zaozhidao，tabeiyeshousiyaoshi，wojiubugaijiuta！neirilikaishi，
tashuangyanfanhong，huiwuzhezhangbian，yanshenjuejue。houlai，tahaishizuolexiangzuodeshi，erwoyeyongyuanbuhuiyuanliangta。
qiannianyihou，woyoujiuleta。mingyunhaoxiangzhuanlegequan，youhuidaoleyuandian。4“gegeshuo，woshibingren。
wobiyibanrenben，woyemeiyoupengyou。”tadeshenyingxiandeyichanggudu。“nijiuwo，
yinggaishixianggenwozuopengyouba？”taqidaidilazhuwodeshou。tajingjideshiwojiuleta？huidaoqinzhai，
qinweiwendeshihou，tamingmingshenmedoubujidedeyangzi。wozaogaicaidaode，tazhishixinzhixiangxiaohaizi，bushisha。
“yaoshininengrangwobiancongmingjiuhaole。”taziyanziyudao。wowunaidiyaotou。suishiyaoxianhouren，
shenglaiyongyouzhiyulingli，keyihuosirenroubaigu，ketazhongde，shiwushu。wushu，wuyaokeyi。
“meiguanximeiguanxi，”tamangbudiedishou：“nizhiyaokenliuxiajiuxing，haiyou……buyaoxiangxinwodegegemen。
”wodiandiantou，bangtadaolebeiguozhi。dengtashuizhe，woduzizouxianghuayuan。wogurendiaochadeshi，
yegaiyouxiaoxile。“dashaoyeqingniguoqu。”liangmingbaobiaoturanlanzhuwo，buyoufenshuodibawojialeqilai。
wobeidaidaoyijianhuiyishi，qinweijiangyigexinglixiangrengdaowojiaobian。“yigeyaba、qigai，nengpanshangqinjia，
yesuanyoushouduan。”wojinghuangdidakaixiangzi，jianlimianzhuangmanleqian，xizizidiheshangle。“wufeishituqian。
zheixieqian，gounihuabanbeizile。nazheqiangunba。”taqingmiedishuo。wobaoqixiangzi，yanleiwangwangdikanzheta。
suanjiqinzhengderen，jishibushiqinwei，yegentatuobuleguanxi。erwoyeye，duoshaoyegenzheijianshiyouguan！
wohaibunengzou，keyanxia，woyezhinengxianbaoquanziji。“bietandewuyan！”qinweibunaifandihuishou，
baobiaolijijiaqiwowanghoumenzou。woyishengbuhang，momodijilu，xiangzhenatianhuoxuhuiyongshang。“yaya！
”baobiaogangdakaimen，qinzhengturanchongchulai，yibabawolaodaohuaili，“nimenyaobawodeyayadaiqunali？
”liangbaobiaonikankanwo，wokankanni，zhuanshenjiuwanghuizou。gujishiqugenqinweihuibaole。qinzhengyibaqiangguoxiangzi，
shengqidihan：“zheidianqianjiukeyishoumainile？”tabawoanzaixiongkou，wolianshangyizhenguntang，
zhengzhazhexiangtuikaita，tayoubunaifandibawokangzailejianshang。“buxulikaiwo！”tabadaodishuo。
woyongyuguangpiejianqinweizhengzaiguaijiaochutoukan，jiurenmingdiyidongyebudong。tayilumamalielie，
jingbawokangjinlewoshi。5qinzhengxiangrengwanjuyiyangbaworengdaochuangshang，haitiexindibangwogaishanglebeizi。
“nigenzhewojiuxing，buyonglibieren。”tasuoshangmen，jiaobushengjianxingjianyuan，
zhaizilihenkuaichuanchujiliedezhengchaosheng。“nidoukuaijiehunle，shenbianbunengliuren，yaoliuyezhiyaoliucongmingren。
”“wobuguan，wojiuyaota。nizaisongtazou，wojiubujiehunle！”“nidaodidongbudongjiehunshishenmeyisi？
”“wobuyongdong，wojiuyaota。”yizhenshuaidongxihunzazhejiaomadeshengyinguohou，qinzhengqigugudihuidaowoshi。
taxiankaibeizizuanjinbeiwo，henkuaijiufachuqieyidehansheng。wo：？jiusuanshixiaohaixinzhi，
shentiyeshichengniannanzideshentiwa。taxiangyituanhuoyiyangtangzaiwoshenbian，wohaidianjizhegenrenjietou，
zenmeshuidetashi？woshaoweidongledong，taxiangyouzhijueyiyangshentuiyazhuwo。tiankelianjian，zaizheigeshidai，
zheijiaosaoraoba？sheilaijiujiuwo？houbanye，wozhongyuzhaodaojihuituoshen，
guiguisuisuidiconghuayuanlizhaochulesongxindefeige。zheigeniandaitongxunfada，danxinxirongyizaodaojiankonghelanjie，
zheishihouzheizhongyuanshideshouduanjiuyouleyongwuzhidi。mixinkandewolenghancencen：yuanlaijiqinzhengzhadongderen，
shibendideheibang。qinshibiaomianshangjingyingyiliaojigouheyiliaoqixie，
beidiliquejiehuleheibangrentiqiguanmaimaideshengyi。shizitiaoruandenie，tamenqibuguo，jiuzhaoshangleqinzheng。
xianzaideqinzhengzhishigehaizi，tanengganma？youcikejian，qinweizhenbushigehaodongxi！
woconglajitonglifanchudaixuedebolisuipian，wenlewen，xindaoguoran，qinweiyeshichiguozhangshengbulaoyaode。
dangnianyeyexianshangsankezhangshengbulaoyao。xianzaiyizhiqinzhengchileyike，qinweiyike，neishengxiadeyike，
yinggaijiushibeiqinzhenglingyigemingyishangdegegechile。shihuangbaquanlikandebishenmedouzhong，
zenmehuigenzheixiechailanghubaofenxiangxianyaoni？qinzhengturanfanshenlouzhuwo，woxiangbeibangjiayiyangyidongyebugandong，
naodailisuanjiqijinhoudeshi。6yirixinglai，qinzhengyimeileshenying。jipainvpugongjingdihouzaichuangbian，
youdeduanzhemeishi，youdeduanzhehuafu，huayangfanduodaowoyanjingdoubeikuaixuanxiale。“**，
ninyaoxianhuanyifuhaishixianchifan？”shenmeqingkuang？“**，sanshaoyefenfule，jintianqigaikoujiaonin**。
”“yihouninbuyongganhuoer，peizhesanshaoyejiuxing，youshijiufenfuwomenquzuo。”woturanwendaoyizhensuanwei，
haoburongyishouhuishen，momingdijiuyouxieqi。haowa！wushudoumeizhihaonidehuangdiyinshiba！
zheishinawodangshiguoqindele？woqishixiongxiongditiaoxiachuang，nvpumenzaiwoshenhoulianchengyichuan，
bianzhuibianquan：“ershaoyehuilaile。sanshaoyejiaodaiguo，rangnibuyaodaochuluanpao。”woguantajishaoye！
tingjianyilouyourenshuohua，woxiangyemeixiangjiuchongxialou。“dinghunshiyidingyaoguai，shaoshuohua，duojingjiu，
daochangdedoushiguiren。”yourenzuozaiqinzhengduimianjiaodai。zheishengyin……woturangandaoyizhenhanyi，
buyoudetinglexialai。jianlewo，qinzhengyandishanguoyisijingxi，duimianderenyexunzhetademuguangkanguolai，
shaneijian，neiridexiyangzaiwoyanqianxiongyongqilai……“zheijiushinidaihuijiadenvren？
”shuohuaderengenwodiezhangzhetongyangyizhanglian，zhengshangxiadaliangzhewo。wofuzhelangankanguoqu，
faxiantalianshangmeiyoutaiji，juzhishentaiyegenwojiyizhongdedaxiangjingting。ketashenshangyoushuxideqixi。
zheifenmingjiushishahaiwoniangderen！neime，zhishengyizhongkeneng……“zhiyaobuyingxianglianyin，niyangjigenvrendouxing。
”qinrenxiangshizaihongxiaohai，“woyoushixianzoule，xianbudaraonimenle。
”wozhengzhengdidingzhetadebeiying：tazouludezishi，yegenwodiebutong。6“niganmayizhikanzhewoerge？
”qinzhengshengqile，bawowangtashenbianzhuailezhuai。woshouhuimuguang，wunaididingzheta，zhizhegenlaideyichuannvpu，
tanletanshou。“nidougenwoyiqishuiguojuele，nishiwodenvren，zheixieshiniyingdede！”tazhenzhenyouci。
wofanlegebaiyan，fangqigentajiangdaoli。jitianhou，
bendibaochuyitiaobaozhaxingxinwen：bendiheibanglaodazaijiazhongbaobi，yuanyinshangzaidiaocha。
qinweigenqinrenzaifanzhuoshangtaolunqizheijianshi，meifeisewu。
wobianganfanbianzaixinlilengxiao：chenyoumingduokandianrenaoba，shuobudingnatiannimenyehuichengweirenaoni。kongtoudianyao，
xiaoshi。wotingtamenyisiqinrenshitediweilianyinganhuilaide，zhiyaoqinrenzai，wojiurenbuzhuguanchata。
“wanshangnipeiwochifan，quwaimian。”wozhengcongwangshangxiadancaoyao，qinzhenglengbudingdimaochulai，helewoyitiao。
tabumandiqiangguowoshouji，kandaopingmuyanjingliangleliang。“nishizaijiwozuocongmingyaoma？”shishishi，
zheiyaonijiuchiba，chilehaoqujiantainai！wolandedalita，bailetayiyan，qianghuishouji，congcongguanshangyemian。