第6章只是幻觉
lilangfangxia“shengzu”dezitaiduiloujiayin“beigongquxi”daoyebushiyinweiai，zhishixiangdai“lilang”shuyixiezui，yeshiyinweixintengzheikeliandenvren。
“佳茵回来了。”
“jiayin，shenerzaijiazuoledianxunrou，daihuierguolainadianhuiqua。”
linjumendourendeloujiayin，yehenxihuanta，henreqingdegentadazhaohu，queduililangshierbujian，dengtamenguoqule，bianzhizhelilangyilunfenfen。
jinguanshengyinbuda，danshiloujiayinduoshaoyenengtingdaoyixie，xinlibujinyichen......kanlaizhizhongjiushibaobuzhuhuo。
loujiayinbuyoudejiakuaijiaobu。
jinlejiamen，loujiayindefuqinloushenglizuozaihenpojiudeshafashangkanzhebaozhi，jianlilanglaile，yanlipenhuosideqifen，dandaodihaishirenzhumeifachulai，jixukanzijidebaozhi。
“ba，ninnalibushufule？”loujiayinguanxindewendao。
zheishimuqinliuyueyingwenshengjicongcongpaolechulai，kanjianlilangdechaneibiaoqingdunshiyijiang，xuanjilazhejiayinjinlechufang。
lilangchuzaiyuandiyouxieganga，“lilang”dejiyiyouhenduoduibuqiloujialaoliangkoudeshiqing，rangtahuoduohuoshaodouyouxieneijiu。
“ba......”lilangshangqianhuanleyisheng。
loushenglihengancuidebaitayiyan：“nishiwoba！”
wenshengliuyueyingjicongconghenveryiqiduancaichulai：“haolehaole，nverhaoburongyihuilai，chaoshenme，kuaichifan。”
lilangtanlekouqi，poweiwunai。
“lilang”zheixiaoziweiledu，kemeishaocongtamenlaoliangkoushoulipianqian，jiuliannvershengbingdeqiantadoupian，loushenglijiusuandasitadoubuweiguo。
“daihuierniyimaguolai，biaoxianhaodian，jizhumei？”gangzouxialai，liuyueyingbianchonglilangfenfudao。
lilanglaolaoshishidediantou。
meiyihuier，liuyueyingdemeimeiliuyuelanheairenwangzhonglaile。
yijinmen，liuyuelanjiumanfulaoao：“nimenzhudedifangyetailanleba，liangeludengdoumeiyou，nikan，wogangmaidexie，caileyijiaoni。”
liuyueyingyouxieganga：“laojiuxiaoqubudouzheiyang，kuaizuoba。”
liuyuelanxiaoxinyiyituozhexie：“jie，bushiwoshuonimen，youqiandoujililangneigebuyaoliandeershizuhuihuo，haiburuzijimaigexiangyangdiandefangzi！yaoshuojiayinyeshi，yaoshiwo，zaogenneixiaozilile！”
“xingle，nijiushaoshuoliangjuba。”liuyueyingxiaoshengtixing。
“ganma，woshuodeyoumeicuo。”
liuyuelanlizhiqizhuang，huranfaxianloujiayinhelilangyezai，liuyueyingganmangdayuanchangzhaohutamenliangkouzizuoxiachifan。
“jiaowomenlaidaodishashier？”liuyuelanzuoxialaibaichuyifugaogaozaishangdejiazi。
liuyueyingkanxiangloushengli，kezheilaotouertaiyaomianzi，banzheliansihuobukenkaikou，wunai，tazhihaoyingzhetoupishuo：“shizheiyang，wangzhongxianzaibushishengzhuguanleme，jiexiangbaituowangzhongjililangzhaogegongzuo，taxianzaiyezhidaozijicuole......shagongzuodouxing，tabutiao。”
wenshengloujiayindouhenyiwaidedengdaleyanjing。
tadouyijingyaohelilanglihunle，meichengxiangmuqinyounaochuzheimeyichu，xiangxiangmuqindishengxiaqiqiuxiaoyishijishiweiletazheigenver，xinlijiusuanchudexiangku。
lilangyehenyiwai，benxiangjujue，keyoupalaoliangkounanguo，zhihaobikou。
“zhidaocuole？gaoxiao，tazheizhongrennengzhidaoshenmejiaocuo？”liuyuelanzhiyanbuhuidejifengdao。
wangzhonghurantanlekouqi，yilianweinanshuo：“jie，jiefu，shuoshihua，woyexiangbangta，danshi......gongsibijingbushiwokaide，wanyibeirenzhidaowokaihoumen......”
huameishuowan，loushenglihuranheizhelian，yingyaoyajichulaiyiju：“haodaiyeshijiayinnanren，jiubangyixianengzade？”
“jiefu，nizheishihaiwangzhonga，jiutazheiyangderenjinlegongsi，zaowantongchulailouzi，neihaibudelianleiwomenjiawangzhong？”liuyuelanhengmeishuyanshuo。
loujiayinquanchengdizhetou，henbudezhaogedifengzuanjinqu。
xiaoyishuohuashibuhaoting，dansheiyebunengfourenzheishishishi。
“haolehaole。”wangzhonghuranshuo，“zheiyangba，womengongsibaojieganghaokonggeweizhi，gongzibugao，danyousanxianyijin，yigeyuesitiangongxiu。jie，jiefu，wozhinengbangdaozheile。”
“haohaohao。”liuyueyingxinxibuyi。
“haibukuaixiexieniyifu？”loushengliyelele，chonglilangshuodao。
lilangtangtang“shengzu”，yaoquzuobaojie？taigaoleba？chuanchuqubudebeirenxiaodiaodaya？
“wobuxiangqu。”lilangtanranshuo。
“shenme？”loushenglidunshiyijiang，borandanu：“jinilianleshibushi！？niyifuhaoxinhaoyibangni，ni！ni！”
feidouyaoqizhale，loushenglichadianfanbaiyanbeiguoqiqu。
loujiayinchedishiwang，kuifumuhaibangtashuohua，shuotagailegaile......shenzhi，tadouyouneimeyishunjianjuranyeyoutagailedehuanjue。
xianzaikanlai，zhendezhishihuanjue。
“lilangnikanjinibaqichengshale？”wangzhongyuzhongxinzhangshuo，“wozhidaoxianzainianqingrendouxinfuqizao，dannixianzaishenmeqingkuangnixinliyoushu，woshuojushihua，yougongzuojiubucuole，niyaozhenxianggaiguozixin，jiubixucongdicengzuoqi，dongma？”
duitashuodehualilanggenbenbudanghuishi，yinweitamenbuzhiqingbianhuyanluanyu，fanbuzhegentamenjieshi。
danshi，loujiayinyanlideshiwang，querangtaxinlihenshisuanchu。
“shengzu”bingbushihaogaowuyuanderen，taxiangyaoqian，fenfenzhonggaolai，zhishitayougengduogengzhongyaodeshiqingzuobale。
keshiyanxia......
lilangyuxinburen，zhihaoshuodao：“haoba，wo......wozuojiushile。”
“zheijiuhaozheijiuhao。”liuyueyinglikexinxiruokuang，fangfokandaonverweilaidexinxiwang。
dailiuyuelanliangkouzilikaihou，loushenglilianshangyeduoleyimonandedexiaorong，kukoupoxindequanlilanghaohaogongzuoshenmede，lilangxinliqishitingwuyude，danshizhongzailaolaoshishiying“shi”。
daolehenwan，liuyueyinghuranshuo：“buzaole，shuiba。”
lilangyileng，zheicaifanyingguolaijintiantaheloujiayinyaozaizheiliguoye。
wentishi，tamenbingfeishizhenfuqia，zheiyaozenmeban？
jinlefangjian，loujiayinbiaoqingyijiulengmo，ranglilangcuoshoubujideshi，tahaobugujidezaitamianqianhuanshangleshuiyiquxizao。
jiebaiwuxiadeshenzi，zongranshijianleqianwanmeinvdelilangdounanyibachi。
lilangxiangliuyebuxing，xinxiangtangtang“shengzu”jurangangadebuzhidaogaizenmechuli，yezhenshizuile。
guoleyihuier，loujiayinxiwanzaohuilai，yijinmen，bianranglilangyanjingzhile。